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Sometimes the effort to talk myself out of suicide - to force myself to continue to look okay and...

Sometimes the effort to talk myself out of suicide - to force myself to continue to look okay and...

Sade Andria Zabala (surfandwrite) | My Hands And The Midas...

Sade Andria Zabala (surfandwrite)| My Hands And The Midas Touch

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"My hands have a tendency to touch the wrong things, and I am afraid if you’re one of them, but you seem to be good for me and you seem to be exactly what I need right now, but too much sky diving into boys’ basement-hearts has left me rusty and careless and I don’t know how to tell the difference between what is normal and what is a risk anymore. Are you a...

"Remember how it felt when I breathed “fuck” into your ear. Remember how it sounded when I moaned..."

“Remember how it felt when I breathed “fuck” into your ear. Remember how it sounded when I...

"sext: There is too much empty and hurt inside of me. Perhaps this is why I am only writing sexts..."

“sext: There is too much empty and hurt inside of me. Perhaps this is why I am only writing...

"Fast forward to two weekswhen I can feel your hand in mine;when our bodies start writing..."

“Fast forward to two weeks
when I can feel your hand in mine;
when our bodies start writing...

Petrifying, yet electrifying, when I stalk like a hawk, I’m...

Petrifying, yet electrifying, when I stalk like a hawk, I’m filled with lust

As the light grows dimmer and the smoke gets thinner, I’m about to combust

Let the beat blow your brains out.

No doubt, I’ll live up to your challenge,

and tell you how I feel, so here’s the deal:

I am for real, I’ve written to you before;

you’re the one I adore, might a bit sound sore

At first when I read your words, I figured they weren’t for me to see;

now I read with glee

I can’t let you be, I will keep stalking your vers...

Cut my toe so im out of the surf again.Its really deep and big and its horrible and so painful and...

Cut my toe so im out of the surf again.
Its really deep and big and its horrible and so painful and...

so are you dating that guy? he seems well suited for you?

I don’t know man Im so high right now.

We slept like once and then he left for a different...

Sade Andria Zabala (surfandwrite) | Sexting Claus and His...

Sade Andria Zabala (surfandwrite)|Sexting Claus and His Replies Part 2

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He replied again. This guy is just fucking amazing tbh

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"sext: Here is our checklist - I am no longer smoking cigarettes, you are no longer drinking beer. Do..."

“sext: Here is our checklist - I am no longer smoking cigarettes, you are no longer drinking...