Sade Andria Zabala's Blog, page 513
April 19, 2015
is it sick that the demons in my head are all my best friends and ex-friends banding together to...
is it sick that the demons in my head are all my best friends and ex-friends banding together to...
Published on April 19, 2015 22:57
My first real, actual, maybe lasting, love is moving back home, and I don't know when I'm going to see him again.
You decide.
Published on April 19, 2015 22:54
I was an atheist before I met you.Kneeling on bar stools for...

I was an atheist before I met you.
Kneeling on bar stools for church,
lighting candles for everyone
but myself, praying for something
I didn’t believe in.
Now I am searching for God
between the dips of your shoulders.
I am finding heaven
between the folds of your skin.
Baby, I am a fool for the hitch in your breath.
I am a fool for the back of your knees.
Here is the rest of my life stretched six-feet over my bedsheets
and his laugh sounds like angels fucking on a cloud
and he smells like sunlight after a...
Published on April 19, 2015 22:35
"I learned not to love myself on purpose.
I was four when my mother told me
I’m a mistake.
When..."
“I learned not to love myself on purpose. I was four when my mother told me I’m a...
Published on April 19, 2015 21:39
April 18, 2015
"Most days I am more armor
than skin. More swallow than bite.
The world beholds me a..."
“Most days I am more armor than skin. More swallow than bite. The world beholds me a...
Published on April 18, 2015 22:18
"I am not gonna be your 15-minute cigarette.
I am lung cancer. I am going to fuck you up. Just when..."
“I am not gonna be your 15-minute cigarette. I am lung cancer. I am going to fuck you up....
Published on April 18, 2015 19:37
surfandwrite:
Sade Andria Zabala (surfandwrite) | For Myself:...
Published on April 18, 2015 19:18
"Write a love letter to yourself.
Seemingly running out of metaphors
for lack of talent (or lack of..."
“Write a love letter to yourself. Seemingly running out of metaphors for lack of talent (or...
Published on April 18, 2015 15:45