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October 6, 2015

tumblr giveaway: my depression

tumblr giveaway: my depression
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Published on October 06, 2015 05:51

Impending doom.There are several people I can party with....



Impending doom.

There are several people I can party with. Several people I can get high with. Several people I can go out with, have coffee with, have fun with.

But there is no one,
there is no one I can call in the middle of the night to say I am thinking about killing myself for the nth time this year, there is no one I can call at 4PM to say I got too high again and my legs won’t stop shaking. No one I can call at lunch to say I am this close to doing cocaine. No one I can call in the mornin...

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Published on October 06, 2015 03:41

Too strong to commit suicide. Too weak to know any better. Stuck in perpetual self-hatred....

Too strong to commit suicide. Too weak to know any better. Stuck in perpetual self-hatred....
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Published on October 06, 2015 02:18

You are a beautiful and wonderful person and your writing has helped me through some of my darkest days. You are not worthless. You will amount to something. You already have.

Thank you, but it’s hard to keep up appearances in real life when most of the time you’re stuck with...
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Published on October 06, 2015 02:14

October 5, 2015

i don’t amount to anything. and i will never amount to anything.

i don’t amount to anything. and i will never amount to anything.
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Published on October 05, 2015 23:45

Made by @avatarite



Made by @avatarite

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Published on October 05, 2015 22:39