Peter Hunt Welch's Blog, page 3
June 2, 2020
Dear New York: The People Are Willing to Negotiate
These are the assumptions we'll be working under: There is no federal government. There is a potentially hostile military power several hundred miles away. They will not send aid; they may send one of the most powerful fighting forces in the world to impose martial law. That's going to make us all ...
Published on June 02, 2020 13:28
May 5, 2020
Kill the Weak
The internet was never a good place for hypochondriacs, but it is uniquely frightening right now. There's an invisible murderer somewhere, maybe everywhere. Every twitch, every feeling, every ache, every pain, every sneeze, every skip of the heart might be a symptom. Tiredness and confusion might ...
Published on May 05, 2020 15:28
May 2, 2020
Eat the World
I've been hooked on a game called hole.io lately. It's not the kind of fun that it sounds like, but it is addictive. You play a hole in the ground swallowing plants and people and cars. As you eat, you grow bigger, so you can swallow bigger things, like giant robots, ships, buildings, and the space ...
Published on May 02, 2020 09:52
April 6, 2020
Notes from Ground Two, April 6th
I started spitting blood at one in the morning on April 1st. After ten minutes, Leah managed to calm me down enough to see what was going on. There was a bleeding wound on my tongue, at the end of a crimson line leading up and across the left side. At least it wasn't coming from my lungs. Leah helped ...
Published on April 06, 2020 09:27
March 31, 2020
Notes from Ground Two, March 31st
I've been outside twice in the last two days. Yesterday, my cat needed a new medication for a new medical problem. He's had an upper respiratory infection((No relation.)) for several months. He's had trouble fighting it off because of the chemotherapy for his cancer, so we weened him down to one ...
Published on March 31, 2020 16:41
March 28, 2020
Notes from Ground Two, March 28th
New York City is finally the center of the universe, and I happen to live in the approximate geographical center of the NYC metro.((This is according to something I did with strings and pushpins that I learned in 2nd grade. I can't remember if I included Staten Island or Hoboken.)) At some point ...
Published on March 28, 2020 14:27
March 24, 2020
I'm Scared
I'm used to being scared. I've had panic attacks and anxiety my whole life. I have muscles that haven't relaxed since the nineties. I've learned to live with that kind if fear, because I know it's not real. I know my automatic responses to the world are broken, relative to the expected cultural median. ...
Published on March 24, 2020 11:48
February 17, 2020
To All the Friends Whose Work I Will Never Read
So about this picture.((I went through Shutterstock for about two hours trying to find something vaguely relevant to the theme. I was stuck on a throwing paper motif, but that mostly led to "The young man, the businessman, in a dark business suit throws a pile of documents upwards, aside. The ...
Published on February 17, 2020 19:04
January 17, 2020
The Most Recent Time I Sniped Myself
Self-sniping is the biggest problem in the programming industry among people my age. In my day, you didn't get this way without Needing To Know for no good reason. Worse, we grew up without much internet, so when we Needed To Know back in the day, we had to figure it out with protractors and Swiss ...
Published on January 17, 2020 17:58
December 29, 2019
A Spoiler-Filled Review of Finishing The Wheel of Time at 39
I usually read 50 or 60 books a year. Not in 2019. In 2019, I read The Wheel of Time. I've started saying "burn me" and "light" in public. I think even "bloody ashes" slipped out once. I know how to get from Tear to Tar Valon without a map. I know how much toh I have with my parents. It's a lot.
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Published on December 29, 2019 15:35