R.A. Holmes's Blog

I buy things I can't afford.

Hey. eBay is not my friend right now. Freaking purses. I have an addiction to purses. This new LV I can't afford sheesh. It's fun to be stupid once in awhile. I suppose? Sitting at work. Stomach hurts, once again don't feel like writing. Not sure I will again. Sadly. :( but life changes right? Maybe I'm going through a funk. Still no babies. Keep trying I guess. Well... Bye.

My life, or the lack of it.

Hey, hi, hello. Okay. I'm done with that. Sleep, eat, sleep, eat.. The repetition of my life. The pain in my stomach, no answers to my health declining. It happens I suppose. Working 12 hour shifts 2 days a week now. Giving myself plenty of time to write but I still don't want to. I have ideas but why bother? It'll end up like the rest. When you have no money; you have nothing. You can have all the love you want around you, yet something inside tells you it's still not enough. Nothing will ever be enough...

Sick...

I'm sick... Horribly, sadly, depressingly sick. It's awful. I can't breathe, I can't think... I'm working on Surviving The Dead, which is another book of Running From The Dead. My wonderful brother requested it, so I'm writing it. However, I'm taking a break from it. It's not going where I want it to. There are 29 days till Halloween! It's my favorite holiday (obviously). If I felt a little better I would decorate my apartment in all my scary goodness. I had to call off work because I feel like I'm dieing. It's awful. But I think I'm taking some Nyquil & hitting the sheets. Till next time...

Happy Vacation

Last night of work, then I'm going on VACATION! So exciting! I'm going to be off for a whole week. It's about time. I really need it. I'm not sleeping from this crazy schedule. On another note. I'm writing a sequel to Running From The Dead. More Zombies, more gore, more excitement! I wish more people would review/rate my books. I don't care if they hated them, I just want to know people's thoughts. :) O-well. My one year anniversary is coming on the 15th! Woo!

Hmm. Damn baby boomers...

Have like 5 books started but they're going nowhere. My husband just finished my newest one, The Tow. He thinks I'm mental. haha. I swear I'm not though. I was reading for awhile, I've given up on all of that. What's up with all the baby's? EVERYONE is pregnant, or having babies. I feel VERY much left out! :( That's how it works though, people who neither want, nor deserve a kid has one and the people who deserve one, usually can't have one. It's messed up. But O-well. It takes him I suppose. Work's the same old horrible place... I need a raise... haha. Well, that's really it. Oh & BTW

*CONGRATS on My friend Mandi and her husband Sean on their beautiful baby girl Brooklyn! That's a couple that deserves a baby! :)

Happy Birthday! To myself!

Hello everyone & Happy Birthday to me! I'm 25 today, sort of a bummer. I'm getting old. :( It's okay though because my books are now on Smashwords. (It took me long enough)And I'm working on a new one. It's coming along nicely. I got a new photo program so my book covers should come out a little better quality. :) Well, I have to go. Have a great day everyone.

No Time

Hey. My Birthday is in 10 days. Exciting right? I guess. So between working, helping out family members & taking care of a household, I have no time to do anything. I try so hard to write but it just doesn't come. I used to enjoy it, I suppose it's just having no time but writing seems like... work. I understand it technically is but I used to enjoy it. Now it only seems like a task. I really hope this funk I'm going through ends, and QUICKLY! I'm sitting at work; Exhausted. Can't wait to go home. But that happens. Well, everyone have a wonderful day. I'm out...

Happy belated Father's day

HAPPY BELATED FATHER'S DAY! And HAPPY GRADUATION to my little cousin. It's crazy how old you feel when someone you've known your entire life, someone you've seen at a week old, graduates. It happens though I guess. It's a part of life. We're born, we grow up, we die. Unfortunately. I wish there was something more to it. Going to her graduation party today. I'm finally off work for a family function ha ha. Writing a new book as of, well yesterday. I have three in waiting and two unfinished. (I'm horrible with that) I'll send you a peek once I decide if I'm going to finish it or not. Do you remember that question you were asked in grade school? "If you could have three wishes, what would they be?" Well, mine would be that I would get everything I'd ever need or ask for, so i wouldn't need my other two wishes. :P There's something for you. Well, everyone have a wonderful day, week, month.. Till next time.

Irritated, ignored, sad... HIATUS!

Hello. This week, I'm not sure why, has been the week from HELL! I've been super crabby, sad, depressed, and happy. I don't know. Maybe my hormones suck this week. :P Anyway, my little cousin graduated today! Congratulations! It makes me wish I would have graduated with my class. Sad. I'm working on THREE count em THREE books. Not sure if I'll ever finish them. I'd like to, but I'm just not there ya know? I'm bored with it.. for now at least. Maybe what I need is a break. HIATUS. For sure. I'm going on and on but o-well. It's really not like anyone reads these anyway so, who cares? I try to be nice to people & I get shot down or just ignored. Be that way people. Karma comes around...

Just some random thoughts.

Just randomly thinking things. :). A lot of things have been irritating me lately. I'm not sure why. Work is beginning to annoy me. Always getting calls on my day off, working extra hours only to not get paid for them. I need sleep. My lack of sleep is beginning to make me sick. But I guess that's what happens when you're an adult, right? Today is my big brother's birthday! Happy Birthday to him. I was told I need to choose another subject matter for my writing. I am a HORROR writer. I WILL NOT choose another subject. If I chose something else, I might as well not even write at all. I may not be very good at writing, (says my newest book review,) but I think coming up thoughts in my mind and turning them into a book in TWO WEEKS is pretty, well, good. :) I'm sorry. I have some things on my mind, I think part of it is no sleep. I've been up since 3:00 yesterday afternoon, which makes me up for.... 24 hours & 7 minutes. :) But, I'm going to the store for my bro a gift. Wish me some luck! Oh & to everyone who has read my work, I REALLY appreciate your support. :)