Azra Tabassum's Blog, page 244

have u ever just gotten to a point with a person where it just literally aches to think about them like you look at their adorable stupid face and you’re just like WHYYY and your massive crush just sort of makes u feel all the feels. Have u ever felt that

Don’t even LOOK AT ME YOU CHARMING LIL SHIT I AM A MESS I LOVE U

Have you ever listened to an Indian song before? ✴

Yooo don’t think I’m not in touch with my brown roots, I have a playlist of Indian songs and my fave right now is “Amari” (???) from the movie Ek Villain ;)

"I’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now..."

“I’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now and I would open my arms wider and say ‘come here, it’s been too long, it felt like home with you.’”

- Azra.T “My Heart is Full of Open Windows.” - 5000letters (via perfect)

People are mad cause you're sinking their ship xD

"Does love make you selfish?It sure makes you weak in the knees.You haven’t felt this disentangled..."

“Does love make you selfish?

It sure makes you weak in the knees.

You haven’t felt this disentangled from your own bones before.

He’s all that ever comes pouring out of your mouth.

He’s all you run your tongue over.

His name, like salt and leftovers between your teeth.

You wind your palms tight round his words when it gets dark.

Keep the warmth in his voice for when it rains too hard.

Does love make you selfish?

You sailed the August rivers for months on end

until the June canal led you straight to the Pacific.

You found in him a sliver of sea, still fresh, still uncharted;

turned it red and sparkling and alive.

Now you have more heaven and sun swelling up in your lungs

than you could ever think to do with them.

Do your ribs ache from floating all the time?

Do your fingers wear away from too much light?

No. You won’t let them.

Just promise you won’t drown. Just don’t forget to breathe.

Come up for air once in a while.

Does love make you selfish?

They tell you that you found it too young. Too soon.

That at eighteen, your sails should’ve been mangled beyond recognition

and wouldn’t be stitched back until the rest of your skin

worked their way clean and smooth around your body.

They don’t know how it really feels, do they?

You built an island in his chest to rest your bones on.

This is where you’re allowed to put down your armour.

This is where you loosen the heaviness, the gravity crushing you.

This is where you go when the wreckage piles up.

But you don’t forget about the other parts of the world.

The course of the rest of you still runs deep and violent as ever.”

- Suraya Kamal, Does Love Make You Selfish? (via figmentalism)

im miffed by the fact that people seem to be personally offended that you are just platonically in friendlove with caitlyn like damn

right??? like i would jump in front of a hail of bullets for her but heck, i don’t want to fuck her 

why are you suddenly only into men; there is nothing wrong with Caitlyn

I am not sexually attracted to Caitlyn and do not want to be in a relationship with her and she doesn’t want to be in a relationship with me either, we are just super good friends! Ofc there’s nothing wrong with her, she’s perfect. 

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How are you not physically attracted to Caitlyn? She's gorgeous

I completely agree! But the heart wants what the heart wants. And my heart wants a six foot something redhead with a beard and sleeve tattoos and a bad attitude but a great taste in music. Or Kat Dennings.

i am so glad you found caitlyn you two are so happy and i am so glad you guys are friends it gives me hope that one day i can meet people who will accept me and love me back as much as i love them bless your hearts you are both such soft and sweet peaches

Of course you will!!! They just crop up when you least expect them, people like that, I mean. I love her so much she’s so giving. If she were a man I’d marry the fuck out of her.