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I write MM Romance books I like to read, which are mostly small town, hurt/comfort, second-chance at love stories that feature broken boys, found family, lots of laughs, lots love, and lots of lube.

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October O'Neil Hi there. I have a few things in the works:

1. There is a sequel to The Long Way Home simmering that I'm very excited about. It's another unique take …more
Hi there. I have a few things in the works:

1. There is a sequel to The Long Way Home simmering that I'm very excited about. It's another unique take on a single dad getting a second chance at love in the small town of Pine Gap, GA. I can't wait to share it with everyone. I learned SO MUCH from writing TLWH, reading the reviews, and interacting with all of you. I think Home, Again will retain all the things that made TLWH special--good banter, cozy found family vibes, opportunities to heal--and some improvements that will (hopefully) really help these guys' story really shine.

But first...

2. I'm in the final stages of putting together the very first book I ever started. I actually wrote TLWH when I needed to step away from it for a minute because it got so intense. It's also set in Pine Gap, but 2003. It's a heavy story that really explores trauma in a profound way, but also the healing power of love. There's the support of found family that is so important and a few side characters that I've completely fallen in love with and hope you do too. But, it's no walk in the park. It's torn up my heart something fierce as I've written it. Here's a sneak peek of the blurb....

Rowan
I can tell myself and everyone else I don’t know why I returned to this podunk town for college, but that’s a lie. The reason is standing across the field from me, staring at me with the same eyes that have haunted my dreams for the last six years. But now that I’m here, I don’t know what’s next. The only thing I know for certain–the only thing I’ve ever really known–is that we belong together. I’ve known that since we were five years old.
Nothing’s really changed in the six years since we’ve seen each other: I still want to have adventures with him, share all our secrets and be the one to pick him up when he falls down. Only now, I want him in other ways too, but he’s told me in no uncertain terms he is not interested in any of my “gay shit.” There’s also the problem of him seeming to hate my very existence for reasons unknown.
So, I guess I’ll love him from the sidelines, but this becomes increasingly hard to do when I can tell that he’s hurting more and more every day. Something haunts him, threatens to pull him under, and I’m scared it will succeed. How can I be a friend he doesn’t want and help protect him against an invisible monster, all while protecting my own heart from destruction?

Fletcher
Six years ago, Rowan Shipley was the only good thing in my world. He was light and laughter and a safe place to fall. But a lot can change in six years. When you live with a monster, it’s a very long time. Monsters sink their claws into your brain and make things that were once certain unclear. They tell you that you can’t trust your friends. They help you push them away and stoke the anger and resentment you have when they leave.
So, even though there’s a tiny little voice in the back of my mind that tells me Row can be trusted, the monster’s claws thrash around and try to rip it out, even as he’s standing right in front of me. It feels easier to just let the monster win. To not fight it. I’ve figured out a way to keep myself alive. It might not be living, but at least I’m alive. All I have to do is get through these four years of college, then I can figure it out. I can get out of this town, out of the monster’s grip, and start fresh. I don’t need Rowan Shipley showing up after all this time with his bright smiles and kind eyes and sinfully beautiful body trying to get me to deviate from my plan. I don’t need him trying to get me to live. If I try and live, I just might die.


Gold in the Shadows is a contemporary MM romance that takes place primarily on a college football team in the early 2000s and is as much a love letter to that period of time as it is a love story between the two MCs. It is not a football story, so I may have taken a few liberties there to make the backdrop work for the story. Apologies to the die-hard fans. t features friends-to-tense strangers-to lovers, found family, self-acceptance, slow-burn, moderate angst, lots of steam, and a guaranteed HEA.

See you on the other side!!!
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1. There is a sequel to The Long Way Home simmering that I'm very excited about. It's another unique take on a single dad getting a second chance at love in the small town of Pine Gap, GA. I can't wait to share it with everyone. I learned SO MUCH from writing TLWH, reading the reviews, and interacting with all of you. I think Home, Again will retain all t Read more of this blog post »
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