Lyn Ragan's Blog, page 2

THE SENTENCING HEARING

Scheduled for 4:30 pm tomorrow, Tuesday, March 20, 2012.

Rumor has it though, the murderer seeks a way to postpone. More tomorrow...

I LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS

Lots of memories today - St. Pat's Day. On this day years ago, my heart opened larger than I ever expected it could. One man stole my heart, he stole my mind, and he captured from deep within me - every bit of love one person can feel for another.

I remember the kilt he wore today as he celebrated his heritage. I remember the laughs, the jokes, the dance, the joy we shared together. But most of all - I remember the embrace before we drifted off to sleep. It was the tightest he ever held me. And then softly in my ear, he whispered, "I love you, Lynnie."

This morning on my way out, I turned on the radio. Something I never do, but today I did. I tune in and surprisingly, I hear these words sing out to me, "I have died everyday waiting for you. Darling don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years. I'll love you for a thousand more."

Chip - I die everyday waiting for you. Darling I'm not afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years. I'll love you for a thousand more...too.

I miss you...
 

LET'S STAY TOGETHER

My journey these past few years has been enlightening, confusing at times, passionately stressful, and through it all - I feel so lucky to have an amazing support system in another world, in another dimension. When I get sad, when I question my whereabouts, when I get fuzzy about life in general, the most amazing things happen.

How can I ever thank them for keeping me grounded, keeping me aware, keeping me focused, keeping me in line with myself...today is one of those times where confusion and a little bit of despair stepped in. On a day I question if things are about to change drastically, if my support system is leaving me, I hear a song dance through my mind. Only a few words, but from them, I'm able to decipher the message.

"Let's stay together. Loving whether times are good or bad, happy or sad, let's stay together." I'm so very blessed...and still so in love.

THE POWER OF LOVE

Even though there may be timesIt seems I'm far awayNever wonder where I amCause I'm always by your sideCause you're my lady, and I am your man.

SENTENCE HEARING UPDATE

A hearing was set for today, March 5, to schedule the sentencing hearing for the man found guilty of shooting and killing Chip Oney. The judge's schedule was full this week, so a second hearing is now set for March 19. It looks like one of the days during that week is when impact statements will be given and heard, and a sentence will be enforced.According to a Jacksonville contact, Mr. Colavito Bell still sits in solitary confinement with nothing but a blanket to wrap in. He will remain there until the week of the 19th.

I had THE best day, Sunday, loaded with goose bumps, grea...

I had THE best day, Sunday, loaded with goose bumps, great conversations, and signs. All good signs but the one that stands out most, happened while I was people watching outside this afternoon.

I saw something floating around in front of me catching my eye - it's a feather. No birds around, none chirping, none in the trees (I looked to see), so I continued to watch the little feather. A cool breeze picks it up in mid-air and it slowly drifts back and forth across the drive, never getting close to the ground.

"Where have I seen a feather do that before?" I ask myself.
"Oh yeah, in that movie Forest Gump," I remind myself.
And then out of nowhere, I hear my thoughts disappear as they're replaced with one I haven't heard in over four years.

I hear, crystal clear, "I yuv wu, Jenny."

Tears of joy and delight smothered my eyes.

Chapel Of Love

So I closed up an email from a friend who sent me pink fairy dust, (love), and turned off my internet service. I stood up and suddenly hear in my thoughts, "Gee, I really love you. And we're gonna get married. Going to the Chapel of Love."I love living with the Afterlife!

We Can Make Forever Feel This Way

~Don't you wanna stay here a little while? We can make forever feel this way. Don't you wanna stay?~
Jason Aldean & Kelly Clark's voices dancing around in my head today...for a reason? I do believe so...

The Wonder Of It All

I hear in my sleep state, "listen to what the man said." But I sit there in the dream, and I see myself wondering, "what man?"
And then right as I awake, I hear a voice singing inside my head, "the wonder of it all, baby. The wonder of it all, baby!"
Ah, got it! "The wonder of it all." ~The Wonder Of It All~

Hello Thursday Afternoon

It worked. Translating, determining my own definition of the previous song, asking for a new song, voila, delivered via my thoughts.
As I was walking through the kitchen, (spiritual nourishment), I hear, "Going to see my baby again. Oh my dreams come true, on Blue Bayou." Not in order, I know, but it's what grabbed my attention.
I love it! Love, love it!