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June 11, 2012
I Think I Have a New Boyfriend
…and his name is Riley Schultz. Do you remember Riley, Katie’s first boyfriend from Tangled Web? Sure, you do…Katie first thought of Riley this way:
He’d always been a cocky sonofa, Katie had thought. She knew Riley, a boy with sleepy eyes and a permanently affixed hemp choker, had been on the wrestling and baseball teams back in their freshman and sophomore years, but he gave athletics up to sing lead vocals for Johnny’s band. She knew him from her algebra and geometry classes and had never had a high opinion of him. He’d always just seemed like a lot of shine and little substance.
Riley was…conceited and cocky. He thought he was the greatest thing to ever walk the earth, and he made sure everyone else knew it. Most of his fan base (screaming teenage girls) believed it too and their weak sighs and hopeful eyes fanned his flame. From his Levi’s that were a little too tight to accentuate his bulge to the disinterested cool chin nod he had perfected over the years, it was obvious to Katie that Riley was his own biggest fan.
Later, when Riley becomes her boyfriend, she sees him in a new light:
She liked his confidence. She found it stimulating and attractive. She looked over at him, her new boyfriend (what a concept), and took him in. He had brownish-reddish shaggy longish hair, and underneath his ridiculous aviator glasses, his eyes were a deep, dark brown. He had a slight smattering of freckles on his cheeks and a strong jaw. He had wide shoulders and she knew he worked out several days a week. It showed on his chest (which she had only seen bare onstage). And he was all of a sudden after a mere ten minutes of conversation not a two-dimensional character anymore. He was real. And he was sweet. How many girls in the school would hate her guts tomorrow if she walked in the school holding his hand?
Well, welcome to Riley more than ten years later. I’m currently knee-deep in a project I hadn’t planned to start until fall, but I got sucked in. The book is going to be called Everything But, and it’s about Riley and a young woman named Erin.
Now…here’s the cool part. I didn’t like Riley in Tangled Web, but I knew he had a story to tell, and holy crap! I had no idea. And now, all of a sudden, he’s gorgeous; he’s hot; and he’s (mostly) loveable, although he’s going to blow it more than once with Erin, wrecking his chances. And that’s too bad, because he really likes her, and the feeling is mutual.
I’m having a ball with this story, and I’m doing something really different with it. You already know I tend to write from one character’s point of view, and the main reason why is because I like my readers to closely identify with that character. It’s hard to do when you tell a story from multiple points of view. You’re more like God or an impartial observer when you dip into lots of characters’ heads.
But sometimes that’s kinda fun, and that’s what I’m doing with this story. I’m writing it more like traditional romance, just for a fun change, and so not only is Erin telling her side of the story, but Riley gets to tell his side too. And it turns out he has a lot to say. In fact, I’m having a hard time shutting him up.
But one thing? Holy crap. This guy is sexy as hell, and I had no idea when I was busy drooling over Johnny…
May 31, 2012
Reading Order of the Nicki Sosebee Books
Recently someone asked me the reading order of the Nicki books. If you ever forget, I put the order at the beginning of each book numbered in order, because if you’re like I am, you don’t want to read them out of order. That spoils all the fun!
But I’m also going to post them here in case anyone wants that info in one spot:
1. Got the Life
Nicki Sosebee has been working low-paying jobs ever since she finished school, but now that she’s older, she wants more. She’s a novice reporter trying to learn the ropes. Just as she’s getting her career goals on track, though, her love life gets worse and worse. Sure, she has no problems picking up good-looking guys for brief flings, but relationships? Out of the question. Maybe it’s because Sean, her gorgeous best friend, just can’t see her as more than a buddy. So when Sean encourages her as she pursues her first headline-producing story, Nicki realizes that her life’s pretty sweet…if only she can live long enough to see tomorrow’s front page.
2. Dead
Nicki’s love life might suck, but her sex life is great. The only way both could be spectacular would be if her best friend Sean would look at her as more than just a friend. Nicki knows she’s stuck in the friend zone, so she focuses her energies on her job. She’s becoming a better reporter every day, so when her editor asks her to interview a local politician, Nicki is thrilled. But when the politician’s secretary ends up dead, it’s anybody’s guess as to who did it. Nicki has a few ideas, though, and finds herself in deep trouble as she pokes her nose where she thinks it belongs.
3. No Place to Hide
The Tribune publishes an article warning the women of Winchester that there is a sexual predator on the loose in the streets of the town they once thought was safe. Danger doesn’t stop Nicki, though, and it’s not till it’s too late that she discovers the criminal in the place she least suspects…and there’s no one who can save her this time. Meanwhile, she decides that her new love interest Jesse might be worth more of her time…but he’s not making it easy.
4. Right Now
Nicki is becoming a better reporter, so much so that her boss Neal leans on her more and more to get the good stuff. So when a rash of robberies hits the downtown Winchester area, Nicki is reporting the damage…and probably getting a little too close for the bad guys’ comfort. As if that weren’t enough, Nicki finds herself in a full-fledged love triangle between Jesse and Sean…and she can’t bear to choose between them.
5. One More Time
Nicki notices there is a big problem with the homeless population in Winchester, and the local shelter doesn’t have any more room for them. Nicki becomes irate when the City Council decides to do everything in its power to drive the homeless out of town, because she has other ideas. Meanwhile, she and Jesse are still going strong, if they can keep everyone else out of their business.
6. Lost
Nicki and Jesse have broken up again, but this time it’s for good. She realizes how much Jesse meant to her when she finds it hard to fly solo. And she’s lost her touch, striking out with one guy after another. Her BFFs Brandy and Jillian try to take her mind off her pain, and Nicki finally reveals to them why she’s never been able to forget about Sean. In the meantime, the teenage daughter of a Winchester lawyer is kidnapped, and Nicki reports on the crime, hoping readers can offer clues to the authorities and find the girl…before it’s too late. But what Nicki discovers leaves her horrified.
7. Innocent Bystander
Nicki, now disillusioned, realizes that she is but a tiny cog in a big machine, and she begins to feel like she’s going to be swallowed up. As she opens her eyes to all that’s around her, her life begins to fall apart. She loses her car, her apartment, and almost loses her job, all to circumstances beyond her control, and the bad guys have nothing to do with it. But, through adversity, Nicki learns what she’s made of. She begins to dig deep into the underbelly of Winchester, and she finds that the drug trade isn’t just for the junkies.
8. Blind (not yet released)
Nicki is angry. Now that she’s seen what the people in power will do to keep their control, she knows she has to play it safe. She’s threatened to topple their thrones and they’re feeling nervous. But she’s also feeling guilty about the murder of a prostitute whom she thinks she was responsible for, so she makes it her mission to help all the women of the night working in Winchester. And she does it the only way she knows how—by reporting what she’s learned. And with Sean behind her, she knows she can do anything she’s set her mind to.
Questions? Shoot me a quick email or post here!
May 29, 2012
New Got the Life Cover
Here’s the new cover for Got the Life that will be debuting on Amazon and Barnes & Noble tomorrow:
What do you think?
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May 19, 2012
Innocent Bystander
It’s almost here! Soooo close! I’m done writing Innocent Bystander and have been in the editing/revision phase for about a week. It should be available exclusively on Amazon sometime next week. Some things I want to share with you:
I will be debuting a new cover art scheme. This will be the third change, but I think I will stick with this final one. I really like the heart covers, because you know the number in the series and you can identify it immediately as a Nicki book, but some people (especially my partner) have advised me that they don’t look “professional” enough. So back to the drawing board! If you’d like me to let you know the link when the book is available to purchase, just send me an email (my email address is inside all my books).
This Nicki book is over 92,000 words. Just to give you an idea of how that compares to past Nicki books, most of them are about 40,000 words (give or take). I wasn’t kidding when I told you this one is the biggest yet. In fact, I’m teasing it in the description as “The longest Nicki book is also the sexiest!” (More about “sexiest” in a moment.) Readers have told me they often feel like the books end too soon, that they want more. I hope this satisfies that craving, especially since you’ve had to wait longer than usual for this book. I plan to debut the price at 99 cents, but I think I might increase it to $1.99 after a month or so. What do you folks think about that? Are you for or against that?
Sexiest…without giving too much away, let me just say Nicki has more encounters than ever before in this book. Some of them are fun; some reveal her emotional state of mind; and I dare say one will leave you freaking out (because it involves a character you already know well) and…well, I deleted what I’d originally written in this spot, because it gives too much away!
Nicki plunges back into danger in this book. She gets herself in a couple of tight spots. Fortunately, she’s tough and you’ll get to see her maneuver through!
Nicki’s whole life turns upside down. You already know that having read the teaser. Some of it’s bad, but some of it’s good…for now, at least. By the end of the book, she realizes she’s wound up in a great position.
I promise you this: What happens in this book has been a long time coming and it has been teased over and over and over in all the Nicki books. I cannot wait to know what you all think, but I don’t want to spoil it by talking too much.
Take care, friends! I look forward to hearing your reactions to the latest Nicki installment!
P.S. Quick update. It’s here: Innocent Bystander: A Nicki Sosebee Novel
May 12, 2012
Men are Definitely from Mars
Good thing we like Martians, right, ladies?
Yep, I’m still working on Innocent Bystander, now officially double the size of past Nicki books, and it’s still going strong! I really can’t wait for all of you to read it!
Anyway, last night I was writing a scene. I’m going to write this blog post very carefully, because I don’t want any spoilers to ruin it for you. Nicki and Sean are in his apartment, and Nicki finds herself appreciating what an alpha male he is. In this particular scene, he is in full-on alpha mode and Nicki can barely contain herself. I was enjoying myself, just tapping away on the keyboard, but often when I write, I question myself and my knowledge of the world, so I like to research to verify that I’m not really making up everything in the universe as I go. So, before describing Nicki as “fascinated by Sean’s alpha male display,” I wanted to look up alpha facts to be sure.
No big surprise…I was right on the money, but all the reading made me think about a blog post I’d written earlier in the year. See, one of the alpha articles I read talked about sexuality in general and how for men just the way a woman looks is the turn on. However, in human males unlike animal males, men can and do also make intellectual decisions about who they’ll be with, even though looks alone will turn a guy on. It turns out men are fairly simple creatures, though (and I definitely don’t mean that in a negative way).
Women, on the other hand, really are complicated, even when it comes to choosing a mate. At the most basic level, certainly women make the decision of if a man is a good partner in terms of what kind of children he will help her create. But women have lots more “tests” they put potential mates through, including his earning potential, his intellectual prowess, sense of humor, etc., etc., etc.
But I digress…what I found the most interesting in my reading was the differences between men and women (including what I just mentioned above). Reading about how men choose a mate first based on visuals brought me back to my blog about hard core porn (“Soft Core or Hard Core or Does it Matter?” 4/19/12). And it’s something my partner and I have talked about off and on. Men are visually stimulated, which is why they love porn.
Not so with most women. For a long time, I thought I was the only one. I don’t mind seeing an occasional porn movie, but it’s not like what I can experience in my head. It’s the written word and what I can visualize myself that does it for me. Because I experience more than just what I can see–it’s what the heroine experiences, what she (or I) feels and thinks; it’s also the smells, the tastes, and what she feels physically. I can’t get that from a porn, and porn–soft or hard–just won’t do for most of us gals.
So I read and write. And I guess I’d better get back to writing right now!
April 26, 2012
The Romance Novel
Last weekend I read a really great romance novel. What made it so great was the characters. They were well-drawn and three-dimensional, particularly the hero and heroine. I loved the development of their relationship, the backstory, and how they finally got together, and while the first sex scene was a little tamer than I’m used to, I loved the book. I know I loved it because even though I read it in just a few hours, I continued thinking about it (especially the characters) for hours after I finished reading it.
But I had some complaints about it, and it’s the same complaint I have for most romance novels. The hero and heroine get together; things are hot and heavy, and they’ve clicked. And we’re so happy! But then “things” get in the way. If you’ve read enough romance novels, you know what I’m talking about. Something threatens to keep them apart. Now, sometimes the “something” (or, should I say, some things) is believable. Oftentimes, though, it’s not. Or maybe it’s not that one thing is unbelievable. It’s that there are too many things keeping them apart. Seriously…think about your own relationships. Would they have survived something a particular romance couple overcame? And does that really make you root for the couple?
Sorry, my cynicism is showing, and that’s probably why I don’t write romance.
I have a related/similar complaint. Sometimes it’s not so much that there are too many things keeping the couple apart, but rather that the obstacles are pretty incredulous. I’ve already written here how important realism in writing is to me. If I’m having a hard time believing what’s going on, it diminishes how much I enjoy the book.
So this particular book really had me. I loved the characters and so I kept reading, in spite of the multiple obstacles and in spite of the unbelievability of the situation. However, I would have loved it even more had it met my other criteria.
I don’t share these ideas in my blog to make myself seem superior to other writers, because I’m not. I know there’s a place for romance books, and I also know there’s a definite formula there, and this particular writer had it down pat. If she or any other writer had trampled all over the formula, readers would likely become upset with her and wouldn’t finish reading the book. Instead, this notion just affirms what I keep saying: I don’t write romance.
But I won’t deny I write of romantic entanglements. And I better get back to doing that right now because I know there are quite a few of you eagerly awaiting Innocent Bystander!
April 19, 2012
Soft Core or Hard Core or Does it Matter?
So, last night my partner had one of his buddies over and told his friend about some of his recent writing successes. Then he went on to tell him about my books. I don’t like to “advertise” or brag about my writing, and most of my friends know I write but they know I also teach college classes, and unless I make a point of showing them my writing, they only know about a few things. Truth is, while I like selling books (and, yes, I like having fans), I don’t feel the need to make a big deal out of it with people who might not care. So I think my partner likes to brag on my behalf. And that’s pretty sweet. [image error]
But he didn’t just tell his friend I’ve published some books. Oh, no. He just had to describe them. Now, bear in mind, he hasn’t read much of my writing. He’s read some, but I don’t let him read much (although that could change in the near future). And I don’t expect or need him to. After all, he’s a guy and guys don’t always find the same things interesting that we women do. But I digress. He was describing my books based on what I’ve told him and what others have said, and he described my books as “soft core porn.”
I objected.
Then I corrected him and said, “Excuse me. That’s erotica.”
His friend thought that was “cool,” so I guess no harm done.
But I’ve been giving it more thought since last night. Could my books be described as soft core porn? I pondered it some more and then finally did some research. Here’s what Wikipedia says about soft core porn:
Softcore pornography depicts nude and semi-nude performers engaging in casual social nudity or non-graphic representations of sexual intercourse or masturbation. Softcore porn precludes explicit depictions of vaginal or anal penetration, cunnilingus, fellatio and ejaculation.
Now, granted, Wikipedia is talking about visual media (film and photography), but I think the same ideas can apply to text. Here’s the definition from The Free Dictionary:
Being less explicit than hard-core material in depicting or describing sexual activity.
Do you see the problem here? My books are definitely not soft core, are they? In my books, you have graphic descriptions (and depictions) of the very things soft core porn shouldn’t be engaging in. For example, I’ve described at least one instance of fellatio and several instances of cunnilingus as well as vaginal penetration. Sure, there are a few things I haven’t written about (and maybe never will), but as I read these descriptions, I thought, “Oh, hell. Soft core doesn’t even scratch the surface!”
I think I’m okay with that. And I think maybe I remembered another reason why I don’t brag to everyone I know about the stuff I write. A few of them might have heart attacks!
March 30, 2012
Realism in Writing
I’m furiously writing the next Nicki book (Innocent Bystander). It is already as long as most other Nicki books, but there’s still a lot of story left. Needless to say, readers will get more bang for their buck with this installment!
But that’s not what I wanted to talk about right now. Instead, I wanted to talk a little about realism in writing. Sometimes what I write takes a lot longer to compose because I’m striving for realism. So, if I don’t know something, I’ll do research. This week I not only did a lot of research online, but I even made some phone calls. Yesterday, for example, I called my local driver’s license office to confirm details I’d found online (and I’m glad I did, because while the facts I found online were technically correct, there were details I needed to clarify, and websites aren’t very vocal when it comes to answering questions).
If I wanted to write something purely fantastic, this sort of detail, this type of research wouldn’t really matter. And I’ve read stories where the writer dismisses details like those. Sometimes it matters to me as a reader; other times, it doesn’t. But I can tell you this much: I strive to make the scenarios I write about as realistic as possible. I don’t want someone to read one of my stories and think, “Oh, this is bulls***” and throw their Kindle down in disgust. Because, let’s face it–quite a few of the scenarios I introduce push the envelope of believability, so if I were to throw all realism out the window, I suspect a good many of you would give up on me entirely.
For instance, one reader wondered why Nicki has pined over Sean for so many years. She thought (and reasonably so, I might add) that it pushed the boundaries for Nicki to stay smitten for so long. So I had to clarify Nicki’s point of view. A good chunk of Lost was dedicated to that premise. But sometimes it’s those sort of things you might be willing to overlook, as long as there’s a level of credibility with everything else.
But what if I’d completely screwed up the facts in Dead? That was another one that had me conducting a lot of research. I had to research toxicology, drugs, and diabetes (although I knew a little about one of these subjects, I am no expert). I did other research too involving local politics and elections. There was other research I did (and often do just to get little details right), but it simply drives my point home. I feel that a story, a scenario, and/or as many details as possible should be as believable as possible, because if they aren’t, we’re not going to stick with the story. As a reader, we might feel like the set up of the love triangle pushes the boundaries, but if the other details feel right, we’ll go along for the ride. If the details are wrong, though, you’re going to lose us.
So…sometimes my books will take longer to publish, but I promise you, the wait is worth it. In this instance, I’m making Nicki’s adventures as believable as possible. And I’m doing it so you’ll enjoy the entire ride.
Oh…and…possible SPOILER ALERT: This is not only going to be the longest Nicki book yet (and by far), it’s also going to be the sexiest! I’ve written the first two sex scenes, and there are at least four more to come (ahem…so to speak). So hold on tight! I’m hoping to make the wait well worth it!
March 10, 2012
Romance, Erotica, and “Mommy Porn”…Oh, My!
Today, my significant other pointed me to an article he found on the New York Times website about E L James’s Fifty Shades trilogy. I’d heard about her books, but I haven’t read them. I’m not sure that I will, just because I’m not into BDSM (and, I’m told, the sex scenes are pretty darned graphic, not that I necessarily have a problem with graphic, mind you).
But that doesn’t matter. What does matter is the fact that her books are selling like crazy. According to the Times article, the trilogy has sold more than one-quarter of a million books, and that fact alone has set the internet world abuzz. (Really. Google it if you don’t believe me.)
Again, that’s not necessarily that exciting either, because there have been lots of authors who have sold millions of books. No, what I find exciting is the fact that it’s maybe, just maybe, becoming acceptable to write sex.
Chances are most of you reading my blog already accept and, in fact, embrace that! But I’ll be frank. While I’m content with my book sales, I don’t write just to read my own stuff (although I do like to read it). Writers write to be read. We want people (preferably lots of them) to get caught up in the stories that previously only existed in our heads. And I’m no different. I long gave up the dream of being able to give up the day job to write exclusively. But I want women to read my books, get swept away, enjoy themselves. I want lots more readers!
No, I don’t want to just write about sex, although I know there’s a market for it. There’s also a market for erotica, which to me means a (usually) romantic story with lots and lots of sex throughout. Well, I’m not big into that either, because most of the erotica I’ve ever read gets to a point where the sex feels forced. (Okay, so the hero and heroine just had sex for the fifteenth time in three days, and now all the sex is starting to sound the same.) Sure, I love to write about sex, but that’s not all there is to it. My heroines have so much more they want to say, so much more they want to do.
Still, I didn’t decide to blog today to get up on a soapbox. I wanted to celebrate. I was thinking, “If erotic stories heavily laced with sex are becoming popular with enough women to get the notice of both the media and large publishing houses, then maybe my books will get noticed more.” And that’s my hope…that if a BDSM novel (with what I’ve heard has a fairly thin plot) can be wildly popular, maybe I can be mildly popular. I can dream, can’t I?
February 16, 2012
So You Say You’ve Got a Rock Star Fantasy?
I think most normal, hot-blooded American women (and other nationalities—don’t want to exclude any of our sisterly neighbors!) have a rock star fantasy (or several). I know I do. You’re reading words from a woman whose rock star fantasies go way back…I had crushes on the likes of George Lynch, Nikki Sixx, Joe Perry, Bret Michaels, Glenn Tipton, Warren DiMartini, Jake E. Lee, Zakk Wylde, and Jason Newsted back in the late 80s (yes, usually guitarists do it for me). Nowadays, I still have crushes…Sully Erna, Wayne Static, Corey Taylor, Joey Chicago, and Jerry Horton, to name a few.
And that fantasy has propelled some of my stories. In fact, it’s one of my favorite themes, and I’ve decided to write a new rock star fantasy book each year, just for the heck of it. The main reason is because Tangled Web is one of my best-selling books, so I know it’s one that people want to read. I also see that Tangled Web gets linked to lots of other books with the same theme, so I know it’s a popular topic, and I want to keep my readers happy.
My only problem with the rock star fantasy is keeping it fresh and credible, and I think I’ve pushed it as far as it can go. Bear with me here. (Well, maybe not, but it would involve stories taking place outside of Winchester.) Here’s what we have so far:
Tangled Web is the story of Katie and Johnny, old friends from Winchester. Johnny and some friends form a band called Spawn. They leave Winchester in the hopes of finding fame and fortune.
Lost (one of the Nicki Sosebee books) shows us how Nicki deals with rock stars. Brandy’s brother Gunner has formed a band called Telepathic Nonsense. Gunner is the only band member from Winchester.
MADversary (coming soon!) features Tyler and Megan. Tyler left Winchester with his old band, and while he’s the only Winchester native in his current band, he still hails from that town.
Here’s my point. If I want to keep things believable, Winchester needs to stop overflowing with rock stars. Or, perhaps, the only way around that would be to convince readers that Winchester is the next Sunset Strip of the 80s or Seattle of the 90s as far as the music scene goes. But that’s not the Winchester I’ve created, and I can’t rewrite it all now. (Besides, in the words of Annie Wilkes in Stephen King’s Misery, if I did, that’d be a “dirty cheat.”) I have a couple of ideas for characters you’ve already met, but if I introduce any new ones, they’re going to have to live elsewhere.
So…back to the realism angle. I’ve become familiar with a few of the popular rock star titles out there (and there are hundreds!). There aren’t many believable ways to pair a rock star with a nobody girl, and some of the books out there—while clever—aren’t very credible. Why? you might ask. Well, I think Nicki voiced it best in Lost:
Stupid. It’s every girl’s fantasy to f*** a rock star, but it’s a bad idea. That makes you a f***ing groupie slut, and Nicki was not a f***ing groupie slut. If she f***ed this guy, she’d become a statistic…she’d be one f*** in a long line of unmemorable f***s to this guy, and that was one thing she’d never wanted to be.
Seriously, now. Don’t fight this idea. Just give it proper consideration. In your deepest, darkest rock star fantasies, did you ever imagine that the guy adored by millions of women would really choose you just because you’re you? Now, yes, sure, I sometimes think stranger things have happened (and, let’s face it, fantasies aren’t always realistic), but it’s highly unlikely a rock star will settle for an average, ordinary girl. In fact, to just meet the guy and have a chance to hold a real conversation would be stretching it. But I’m sure there are lots of girls out there who could get laid by a rock star. I don’t think that would be too difficult.
So…that limits me as a writer, that realism clause I have with myself. If I can’t believe it, I won’t expect you to either. And I realize that on many fronts I push it (I’m not kidding myself), but I want there to at least be a shred of possibility. If the shred doesn’t exist, you won’t believe it for a second.
So here are some future plans for the coming years in terms of Jade C. Jamison rock star fantasy books. Remember Riley in Tangled Web? We’re going to explore his character a little more, and once he matures, he’s not such a douche.
We’ve also got to try out all the members of a rock band. We’ve now spent time with guitarists (Johnny) and bassists (Todd in Lost) and soon you’ll be introduced to a hot vocalist (Tyler in MADversary, but—oh, goodie!—he plays guitar too. I can hardly contain myself!), so now we’ve got to check out a drummer. We want to give them all a chance, after all.
But, first, I must present you with MADversary. It will be out the week of February 19, so literally right around the corner! I hope it’s a little bit realistic, a lot hot, and a furiously fun read for you. Please let me know what you think—I love to hear from you!


