David Antrobus's Blog: The Migrant Type, page 24
September 26, 2014
Stolen
What first made her run is long forgot, but run she did. Giving careful head in the backseat of limousines was only the beginning. She dreamed of the stars, of stardom and of actual stars, of an impossible silver life onscreen and off—red carpets, green rooms, the blue flashing lights of overdose—and when the cracks begin to show and you run out of inner space there's always the oblivion of actual space.
Yet first she ran. Or drove. Or was driven. Endless bloodred nights, long midwestern train...
September 19, 2014
Lint
Go away. There is lint in my head. I have no idea how it got there. What is lint? Clustered micro fabric and human skin? Uh. Could fashion a golem from it. A movie was playing earlier, The Big Sleep, Bogart and Bacall. I can't get the lint out. Sneeze it out? Cough? It's too far in. Nothing will work, not any more. I am sad Lauren Bacall died. I know Bogart also died, and he smoked like he never wanted to taste the air of this world, but that was a long time ago now, and besides, she was feis...
August 15, 2014
Dockland
He felt almost conspicuous under the pearly cone of light at the shabby corner of Wheelhouse and Commercial. This time of night there were plenty of lights down at the wharf, glimmering amid the docks like tiny nebulae, but there was also plenty of shadow.
The sharp surprise of a coyote, yapping somewhere impossibly close, stunned him with portent.
But invisibility had always been his superpower, this grey man in a grim place. He would be fine, he always was.
Then she was there. Of course.Shehad...
July 11, 2014
Stygian
A pale sun slides into a sky vacated by a cataract moon. Two tarnished pennies. An exchange.
The surf sounds so close it might be undermining the very supports of this beach house. But I'm not fretting; this is the tail end of the storm. Whatever wild, dire omens rode its turbulent breakers have already come and long gone.
Now, the susurrant rush and hiss-drag of the waves over sand and pebbles sounds more like the fading coda of some vast, tenebrous requiem shimmering into morning.
Tentative, r...
July 4, 2014
Sacral

He seemed to be the only penitent in the church. The airy hush was a sound larger than the place itself.
The priest waited in the confessional until a shuffling noise told him the man had at last joined him on the other side of the grid. The voice in the near pitch-dark was shaky.
"Bless me, Father, for I have sinned…" So quavery it sounded more like a question, as if its owner couldn't settle on a tone. The man's breathing was shallow, rapid—the sound of near...
June 14, 2014
The Smell of Neglect

He pulled into the dusty two-pump gas station and diner combo, as lonely a place as you'll ever see, the desert heat like the torrid breath of a febrile god.
He only wanted a break from the endless miles of asphalt, a coffee, and a few moments of stillness.
The flyblown thing had been following him for some time now; he thought he'd shaken it most recently back in Carthage, Missouri, when he'd ditched the rental and hopped a freight like a vagabond from a distant time, a grainier time, and work...
June 6, 2014
Tempting Ogres
There are times when I drive across the whole of America and the sky stays that same deep blue, morning through night, Monday through Sunday, behind mountain peaks from fabled lands. Distant clouds bloom off-white and cerebral, unattainable dreams on abandoned horizons. The kind of dreams dreamed by forsaken gods.
Roxy says, "Tell me you love me."
"I love you."
"Now tell me like you ain't just been caught in a lie."
"…"
All those map lines, crisscrossing. The pitiless blue interstates. Broken line...
May 30, 2014
Prayer for the Cowgirls
Right, we have Dan Mader's flash fiction Friday thing once again. To be honest, I'm trying to keep up while catching some intense Stanley Cup playoff hockey. No Canadian teams left, but it's hard for me to let go, nonetheless. It's okay, it's all good, worry not.
But yeah, I've been reading plenty of stuff this week about misogyny and rape culture and male privilege and domestic violence. I have some personal familiarity with some of that shit, truth be told, as much as I wish it weren't so (n...
May 23, 2014
This Dumb Matador

The light's dwindling fast from a fresh spring day.
"There's a shiny black Crown Victoria top of yonder rise."
"Heat?"
"That'd be my guess."
"Keep driving, then?"
Out there on the edge of town the moths arrive, gather, start to cluster around streetlights. Gianluigi blinks, sighs, gets all righteous pissed.
"Carlos, you pull a U-turn here, and assumin' that's a cop, might as well scream you a badass motherfucker, see if you can't catch me. Seriously. You some kind of dumb matador type?"
Ha, matador...
May 18, 2014
Christ Fuck
Nebraska, © Alexander Payne, 2013
You know the drill by now. Dan Mader's Unemployed Imagination, his weekly flash fiction feature and yeah, here we go. I got tangled up in some real life webstrosity this weekend, so I couldn't participate on Friday, but still, I try every week to come up with a collection of words worthy enough to add to this increasingly literate collection, and I found some time tonight instead, a couple days late, and added them anyway, worthy or not.
I hope I don't offend a...