Michón Neal's Blog, page 6
September 4, 2016
Revival My Ass
Hello lovelies. I’ve been changing gears at work, freeing up time to work on what I most love. And the cuilverse is growing! New authors and new content will be coming to you soon, both through this site and on Medium! Postmodern Woman is also coming back in a big way soon, under my direction […]

Published on September 04, 2016 18:28
August 23, 2016
I Let My Husband Rape Me, and Here’s Why…
Same shit I’ve been saying. #abuseculture. Why is that so hard to get? Why didn’t she leave? Because everyone is complicit. Because abusers are taken care of and supported in ways their victims aren’t. The world has always been backwards and upside down to me. Part of that is my neurodivergence, but it’s also because […]

Published on August 23, 2016 00:56
August 19, 2016
Kaleidoscopes of Chaos – How Traumatic Boundary Violations Destroy The Capacity for Self-Care » The Art of Healing Trauma
I’m not sure why my sense of self always remained strong, even when powerless. But that’s the key difference between myself and many other survivors. My sense of my boundaries (and any hint of violation) was always on a hair trigger: my house, my fences, my alarms are all set at the atomic level. Yet, […]

Published on August 19, 2016 21:39
August 18, 2016
The Lie that Ableism Feeds Us
Originally posted on Holding Patterns and High Tea:
First let me be honest with myself and you. I have been here before. I have been so almost well that I start thinking that it might just be all in my head, that I could wield my will like a magic wand and wave all of…
First let me be honest with myself and you. I have been here before. I have been so almost well that I start thinking that it might just be all in my head, that I could wield my will like a magic wand and wave all of…

Published on August 18, 2016 12:50
August 5, 2016
Predators and Prey – Excerpt from You Don’t Belong Here
Whenever a light had been shined on me in the past it had never been a good thing. All of the wrong people seemed to be the only ones to ever pay attention to me. Even now, I still feel anxious around strangers and acquaintances. I still deal with that hypervigilance that comes from suffering […]

Published on August 05, 2016 10:24
July 29, 2016
The Scream Heard Round the Cuilverse
Have you ever wished a story or movie character was real? Even if they had unnatural powers and maybe weren’t even…human? Don’t you wish they’d adore you forever? Well, in my case that came true. At first it was not fun. At all. See, I’m a writer. I started writing when I was 12 years […]

Published on July 29, 2016 11:28
July 27, 2016
What is Cuil Fiction or the Cuilverse, Anyway?
What Exactly is Cuil Fiction? The name of integrated works that stem from The Black Tree series is called The Cuil Effect. Why? Because cuil theory is fantastic and absurdand yet still ties together just like life. Just as intersectional feminism acknowledges and branches out from the reality that systems of oppression, privilege, and power […]

Published on July 27, 2016 13:59
July 26, 2016
Never Have We Felt Welcome in This Stolen House
Originally posted on notlimsblast:
I look at my children often and wonder if this may be the last time I see them. If I deviate from my normal routine, a side trip for bread, an after work pint, will I make it home afterwards? There was a time when I lived without a heightened sense…
I look at my children often and wonder if this may be the last time I see them. If I deviate from my normal routine, a side trip for bread, an after work pint, will I make it home afterwards? There was a time when I lived without a heightened sense…

Published on July 26, 2016 07:09
July 24, 2016
This is the New Shit | Michon Neal on Patreon
Never idle, just ridiculously busy. For the latest updates, see my latest entry on Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/posts/this-is... under: Uncategorized

Published on July 24, 2016 12:38
June 12, 2016
Check it out
What’s going on in the world? I awoke straight into pain today, enough to wreck my original plans for the day, all because of dumb ass regulations and unhelpful pharmacists. I can bear it; I’ve been through it before. But then to discover 50 people were killed in Orlando, where a very dear friend of […]

Published on June 12, 2016 10:56