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March 17, 2011
Bird Sisters, oh my!
You can now read a nice, long excerpt of The Bird Sisters c/o my lovely publisher!
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Published on March 17, 2011 12:21
March 9, 2011
Literary Citizenship By Cathy Day

Literary Citizenship
I've been teaching creative writing for almost twenty years now, and here's something I've observed: what brings most people to the creative writing classroom or the writing conference isn't simply the desire to "be a writer," but rather (or also) the desire to be a part of a literary community.
Deep down, we know that not everyone who signs up for the class or the conference will become a traditionally published writer. Well, so what? What if they become agents, editors, publishers, book reviewers, book club members, teachers, librarians, readers, or parents of all of the above?
My students attend MFA programs, yes, and they publish, yes, but they aren't my only "success stories." Some are literary agents; in fact, Rebecca's agent, Michelle Brower, is a former student of mine. They subscribe to lots of literary magazines. They have founded and edit magazines, too. They're editors. They write for newspapers and work in arts administration. They maintain blogs. They review books. They volunteer at literary festivals. They participate in community theatre. They become teachers who teach creative writing. Most importantly, they are lifelong readers.
How do I know all this? Well, there's this thing called Facebook…
Lately, I've started thinking that maybe the reason I teach creative writing isn't just to create writers, but also to create a populace that cares about reading. There are many ways to lead a literary life, and I try to show my students simple ways that they can practice what I call "literary citizenship." I wish more aspiring writers would contribute to, not just expect things from, that world they want so much to be a part of.
Here are a few of my working principles of Literary Citizenship:
1.) Write "charming notes" to writers. (I got this phrase from Carolyn See.) Anytime you read something you like, tell the author. Send them an email. Friend them on Facebook or follow them on Twitter. Not all writers are reachable, so you might have to write an old fashioned letter and send it to the publisher or, if they teach somewhere, to their university address. You don't have to gush or say something super smart. Just tell them you read something, you liked it. They may not respond, but believe me, they will read it.
2.) Interview writers. Take charming notes a step farther and ask the writer if you can do an interview. These days, they're usually done via email. Approach this professionally, even if you are a fan. Write up questions (I prefer getting one question at a time, but some prefer getting them all at once). Let the writer talk. Writers love to talk. Submit the interview to an appropriate print or online magazine. Spread the word. There are many, many outlets, some paying. I really like the interviews published by Fiction Writer's Review, like this one.
3.) Talk up (informally) or review (formally) books you like. Start with your personal network. Then say something on Goodreads. Then Amazon.com or B&N. Then try starting a book review blog. Or a book review radio show, like a former student of mine, Sarah Blake. Submit your reviews to newspapers and magazines, print or online. God knows, the world needs more book reviewers. Robin Becker at Penn State and Irina Reyn at Pitt are just two writer/teacher/reviewers I know of who actively teach their students how to write and publish book reviews. Remember: no matter what happens to traditional publishing, readers will always need trusted filters to help them know what is worth paying attention to and what's not. Become that trusted filter.
4.) If you want to be published in journals, you must read and support them. Period. If it's a print journal, subscribe. If it's an online journal, talk them up, maybe even volunteer to read. One of my favorite writers, Dan Chaon, had this to say about journals: The writing community is full of lame-o people who want to be published in journals even though they don't read the magazines that they want to be published in. These people deserve the rejections that they will undoubtedly receive, and no one should feel sorry for them when they cry about how they can't get anyone to accept their stories. You can read his incredibly practical advice here.
5.) If you want to publish books, buy books. I don't want to fight about big-box stores (evil!) vs. indie bookstores (good!) or about libraries (great!) or how truly broke you are (I know! I've been there, too!) or which e-reader is "better" for the writer or the independent book seller (argh!). I just want you to buy books. Period. It makes me angry to see the lengths relatively well-off people will go to avoid buying a book. Especially considering how much they are willing to spend on entertainment, education, or business-related expenses. If you're a writer, you can file a Schedule C: Profit or Loss from a Business, and books and magazine subscriptions are tax deductible.
6.) Be passionate about books and writing, because passion is infectious. When I moved back home again to Indiana this past summer, my husband and I set out to buy bookshelves. The first furniture store we entered didn't even carry bookshelves, the second carried only a single type, and the third (which we bought, because they were on sale) were really intended to be decorative shelves, not book shelves. Mind you, I wasn't really surprised by this. I grew up here, after all. If you find yourself in a literary desert, rather than fuss and complain about it, create an oasis. Maintain a library in your home. Share books with your friends, co-workers, children, and community. Start a book club. Start a writing group. Volunteer to run a reading series at your local library. Take a picture of your bookshelves and put them on Facebook. Commit to buying 20 books a year for the rest of your life.
Question: What is the secret to getting published?
Answer: Learn your craft, yes. But also, work to create a world in which literature can thrive and is valued.
Published on March 09, 2011 14:37
February 28, 2011
Bird Sisters Pre-Order Special!
Signed Bookplates, Donations to the Audubon Society, check out The Bird Sisters Pre-Order Special! From February 28th--March 7th! Thank you, as always, for your lovely support.
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Published on February 28, 2011 09:14
February 25, 2011
Navel Gazing by Lisa Cihlar
Navel Gazing
By Lisa Cihlar
"Most poets write and publish far too much. They forget the agricultural good sense of the fallow period. . . " Irish poet Michael Longley
April is National Poetry Month and like many poets I write a poem a day. In June a friend of mine suggests another 30/30 (30 poems in 30 days) and I jump on board. I am a prolific poet even when not writing to challenges. That noted, there comes a day in mid-summer when I begin to feel as if everything has been said. My brain echoes empty. It is time to step back and begin observing.
Close focus becomes the thing. How does a bumble bee climb into a pink and white hollyhock and become covered with pollen? How do green beans manage to hide on the plants through five pickings and mature into full-size dry pods? And the yellow and black garden spiders that come out in August to build their webs with the zigzag down the center making them look so much bigger than they really are; is that lemon yellow, or smiley face yellow on their abdomens? These are things I need to see firsthand, year after year. As a poet of images, my brain needs to re-catalog so that I can get things right on the page. Think too of other poets you know who are masters of observation. Elizabeth Bishop's "Big Fish": his brown skin hung in strips/like ancient wallpaper or Mark Doty's "A Display of Mackerel": like seams of lead/in a Tiffany window./ Iridescent, watery. James Wright, Deborah Digges, Robert Frost. I do not know if these poets took breaks from writing to just observe, but I know from the poems that they were indeed studying their worlds intensely.
It takes time to study things closely. Not only the natural world, but the world of human relationships too. You probably lived with your parents for at least 18 years as a child and young adult. You are the best expert in the world on how that relationship worked and how it formed you and is still forming you. That is your PhD in human behavior. Call your current relationships continuing education. Take time to study things and consider the past, maybe take notes, this will all inform your poetry.
I also need to saturate myself in other writers' poems. I read poems all the time. To be a good poet I believe the writer needs to read a lot of poems, ones they like and ones they do not. When I take time away from the writing I read even more, poems that are new to me, and poems that are not. I memorize lines that I love. I feel a need to say Do I dare to eat a peach? over and over to myself and to anyone within hearing range to make that rhythm part of my soul. I need to find out for myself if the chickens and the rain glazed wheel barrow are really all that important (they are!)
Recently, I found myself taking an unintentional break from writing. A medication that I was on was squashing my creativity. The anxiety this caused was horrible. I felt sick to my stomach every time I sat down to write and nothing came. Taking an intentional break is a different thing all together. You can even schedule it so that you have an appointment with the paper in exactly the number of days you choose. Never call it writer's block because you are not blocked, you are opening yourself to the world.
Not working on a poem every day is freeing and it builds up a kind of pressure that makes pens and blank paper look so inviting. My hand fondles ball-points, clicking them over and over. When I begin to get so annoying in my habits that I make other people crazy, it is time to begin again. September feels right—back to school, the end of summer, leaves starting to color up, and birds flying frantic, practicing for the trip south. Now I will write.
**Lisa J. Cihlar's poems appear, or soon will in numerous journals including: The Pedestal Magazine, Green Mountains Review, Qarrtsiluni, elimae, and Pirene's Fountain. In 2008 she was nominated for a Pushcart Prize. She lives in rural southern Wisconsin. She raises more tomatoes than she can possibly use, yet she always runs out of the ones she freezes sometime in March.
By Lisa Cihlar
"Most poets write and publish far too much. They forget the agricultural good sense of the fallow period. . . " Irish poet Michael Longley

Close focus becomes the thing. How does a bumble bee climb into a pink and white hollyhock and become covered with pollen? How do green beans manage to hide on the plants through five pickings and mature into full-size dry pods? And the yellow and black garden spiders that come out in August to build their webs with the zigzag down the center making them look so much bigger than they really are; is that lemon yellow, or smiley face yellow on their abdomens? These are things I need to see firsthand, year after year. As a poet of images, my brain needs to re-catalog so that I can get things right on the page. Think too of other poets you know who are masters of observation. Elizabeth Bishop's "Big Fish": his brown skin hung in strips/like ancient wallpaper or Mark Doty's "A Display of Mackerel": like seams of lead/in a Tiffany window./ Iridescent, watery. James Wright, Deborah Digges, Robert Frost. I do not know if these poets took breaks from writing to just observe, but I know from the poems that they were indeed studying their worlds intensely.
It takes time to study things closely. Not only the natural world, but the world of human relationships too. You probably lived with your parents for at least 18 years as a child and young adult. You are the best expert in the world on how that relationship worked and how it formed you and is still forming you. That is your PhD in human behavior. Call your current relationships continuing education. Take time to study things and consider the past, maybe take notes, this will all inform your poetry.
I also need to saturate myself in other writers' poems. I read poems all the time. To be a good poet I believe the writer needs to read a lot of poems, ones they like and ones they do not. When I take time away from the writing I read even more, poems that are new to me, and poems that are not. I memorize lines that I love. I feel a need to say Do I dare to eat a peach? over and over to myself and to anyone within hearing range to make that rhythm part of my soul. I need to find out for myself if the chickens and the rain glazed wheel barrow are really all that important (they are!)
Recently, I found myself taking an unintentional break from writing. A medication that I was on was squashing my creativity. The anxiety this caused was horrible. I felt sick to my stomach every time I sat down to write and nothing came. Taking an intentional break is a different thing all together. You can even schedule it so that you have an appointment with the paper in exactly the number of days you choose. Never call it writer's block because you are not blocked, you are opening yourself to the world.
Not working on a poem every day is freeing and it builds up a kind of pressure that makes pens and blank paper look so inviting. My hand fondles ball-points, clicking them over and over. When I begin to get so annoying in my habits that I make other people crazy, it is time to begin again. September feels right—back to school, the end of summer, leaves starting to color up, and birds flying frantic, practicing for the trip south. Now I will write.
**Lisa J. Cihlar's poems appear, or soon will in numerous journals including: The Pedestal Magazine, Green Mountains Review, Qarrtsiluni, elimae, and Pirene's Fountain. In 2008 she was nominated for a Pushcart Prize. She lives in rural southern Wisconsin. She raises more tomatoes than she can possibly use, yet she always runs out of the ones she freezes sometime in March.
Published on February 25, 2011 08:56
February 23, 2011
Starred Library Journal Review!!!!
Hello everyone! Lovely news from the wonderful Library Journal Review:
Library Journal
What a pleasure to become acquainted with Milly and Twiss of Spring Green, WI, as these aging sisters invite us to accompany them back to a summer in the mid-1940s when they were both at the threshold of adolescence. As their falling-apart family is in desperate need of repair, the girls try to patch up their estranged parents' relationship. Milly is as sweet as Twiss is contrary; the two have decidedly different approaches to the challenge. And both are quite taken with their older teenage cousin Bettie, who comes to spend the summer with them. Ripe with surprises, this visit will mold and shape the sisters' lives for years to come. Rasmussen's debut novel is full of grace and humanity. Her heroines are fearless and romantic, endearing and engaging, and her poetic prose creates an almost magical, wholly satisfying world. VERDICT While readers may desire to know more about the sisters' interest in "bird repair" (in their later years they tend to the needs of injured birds), this wistful but wise story is enchanting and timeless. A splendid choice for those searching for literary coming-of-age novels.—Andrea Tarr, Corona P.L., CA
Library Journal
What a pleasure to become acquainted with Milly and Twiss of Spring Green, WI, as these aging sisters invite us to accompany them back to a summer in the mid-1940s when they were both at the threshold of adolescence. As their falling-apart family is in desperate need of repair, the girls try to patch up their estranged parents' relationship. Milly is as sweet as Twiss is contrary; the two have decidedly different approaches to the challenge. And both are quite taken with their older teenage cousin Bettie, who comes to spend the summer with them. Ripe with surprises, this visit will mold and shape the sisters' lives for years to come. Rasmussen's debut novel is full of grace and humanity. Her heroines are fearless and romantic, endearing and engaging, and her poetic prose creates an almost magical, wholly satisfying world. VERDICT While readers may desire to know more about the sisters' interest in "bird repair" (in their later years they tend to the needs of injured birds), this wistful but wise story is enchanting and timeless. A splendid choice for those searching for literary coming-of-age novels.—Andrea Tarr, Corona P.L., CA
Published on February 23, 2011 10:25
February 18, 2011
Semper Fi (In Other Words: Have Some Heart, Rebecca)
** This is a blog post I did for the lovely Amanda Hoving and wanted to share it here, too.
Semper Fi (In Other Words: Have Some Heart, Rebecca)By Rebecca Rasmussen
The first time I walked off the course and back to the starting line I felt justified in my choice to quit. I was in terrible pain. I had lost my breath. I had cramps in my legs, in my heart. Girls were passing me on all sides. Their ponytails were swishing right out of my view. So here's what I did: I simply walked back to the place I'd started. The year was 1992, and I was a freshman in high school, thirteen years old. I had a shaky relationship with just about everyone in my family, though I remember my mother coming to this cross-country meet, my first. I remember she wore my dad's boxy old yellow windbreaker, which I took from his closet the last time I visited him and my stepmom in Spring Green, Wisconsin, though I don't remember why. "You'll do better next time," my mother said, when she saw me near the starting line. I'll tell you this: a part of me wanted to get in the car with her. To stop and pick up pizza at Malnati's on the way home. To rent a funny movie and eat sour cherry candies. To forget about cross-country and move on to field hockey or dance. Or chess even. But I'll also tell you this: an even bigger part of me wanted something else entirely, something I couldn't put a name to, but knew as a secret deep in my heart. And that's what I got—exactly what I wanted—that early Saturday morning in September, while girls sprinted into the chute and parents cheered and brightly colored ribbons flapped in the breeze. "Come here right now," my coach, Mr. Baker, said to me, in a voice I thought only parents were allowed to use. "I think I'll take her home," my mother interrupted. "Not yet," Mr. Baker said and pulled me away from my mother, which I remember thinking was impressive. People didn't say no to her. When we were alone behind a grand old Illinois oak tree, Mr. Baker asked me why I'd stopped running, why I came walking back, why I gave up. I told him what I told you. Cramps. Pain. Breath. "I don't care if you're the last girl out there and you crawl in on your hands and knees," Mr. Baker said. "You don't ever give up like that, do you understand me?" "I couldn't go on," I said, looking at the electric leaves up in the tree. Mr. Baker put his hands squarely on my shoulders and looked me directly in the eyes, which nobody had ever done before. (I come from a long line of side-glancers.) "You can always go on," he said very seriously. I don't know why, but I wanted to wrap my arms around this man. His strength and strange, unwarranted belief in me was what I'd been looking for in members of my family and what members of my family couldn't give me just then, and here Mr. Baker was, a man I barely knew, a man with the bluest eyes I'd ever seen. "I wasn't going to win," I said, knowing then that that was the real reason I'd quit.Mr. Baker smiled. "This is the first brave thing I've seen you do." "What?" I said, beginning to smile, too, though I didn't know why. "Tell the truth," he said, and hugged me so securely I thought I'd turn blue. "You're a good kid, you know. I think you're going to be all right." (Words that were so wonderful I started to cry.)*** I don't know if you can teach someone to have heart or not, but that's what Mr. Baker did for me that day and that strength of heart is what I've carried with me all these years. If a door closes, I find another one to try to open. If ponytails are passing me, I go after them instead of giving myself over to negativity and turning away. Crossing the finish line, having guts and grit, is what's important to me. Knowing that I didn't quit—that I don't quit—makes me proud, confident, happy. These days, I'm a writer more than I'm a runner, though I still try to hit the pavement four or five times a week. Writing, I've learned, takes the same tenacity, the same hard work and hard-won belief in one's self. I've seen so many talented writers give up, and I want to grab them by the shoulders and look directly in their eyes and tell them what Mr. Baker told me. Keep writing even if you have to crawl on your hands and knees. My first novel is coming out with a large New York press in April. From the outside, my story looks so easy and breezy and, well, full of beauty. The truth is that I fought for my book every single step of the way. I fought for it when people kept saying no for months and months and months. I fought when they said, "we need to think about sales figures." I am fighting for it even now. And you know what: it probably won't sell a million copies, I probably won't be able to quit my job and shop at Whole Foods for herbs and nuts and fish, and I probably won't wake up and see my name in The New York Times any time soon. But on April 12th, I'll be smiling. I promise you that. Writing a book, finding an agent and an editor, finding my way through all of the no, you can'ts! has been the longest race of my life and I'll have finally made it to the chute—without fanfare, maybe—but on my own two feet. (A thought so wonderful I know I will cry.)*** I haven't seen Mr. Baker since I was a senior in high school. Is he alive? Is he still coaching running? I don't know. That warm September day at the cross-country meet was the beginning of a relationship that changed my life. He taught me about being brave, about being bold, about fighting for what you want and deserve in life. He taught me about nourishing myself in every sense of the word. He told me about his time in Vietnam, about never giving up even when people around him were dying in muddy rice paddies. I'll never forget what he said. Right before the next cross-country race, Mr. Baker and I exchanged presents, if you can call them that. I gave him my father's old yellow windbreaker, which he wore to most every meet for the next four years, and he gave me a Semper Fi flag he'd had since the war and which I still keep in my treasure box in the closet.Whenever I find myself alone on the course now, in the middle of a race that's even less defined than when I was a teenager, I think of Mr. Baker—those blue eyes and that flag—and I keep going. I keep hearing him say, have some heart, Rebecca.
Semper Fi (In Other Words: Have Some Heart, Rebecca)By Rebecca Rasmussen
The first time I walked off the course and back to the starting line I felt justified in my choice to quit. I was in terrible pain. I had lost my breath. I had cramps in my legs, in my heart. Girls were passing me on all sides. Their ponytails were swishing right out of my view. So here's what I did: I simply walked back to the place I'd started. The year was 1992, and I was a freshman in high school, thirteen years old. I had a shaky relationship with just about everyone in my family, though I remember my mother coming to this cross-country meet, my first. I remember she wore my dad's boxy old yellow windbreaker, which I took from his closet the last time I visited him and my stepmom in Spring Green, Wisconsin, though I don't remember why. "You'll do better next time," my mother said, when she saw me near the starting line. I'll tell you this: a part of me wanted to get in the car with her. To stop and pick up pizza at Malnati's on the way home. To rent a funny movie and eat sour cherry candies. To forget about cross-country and move on to field hockey or dance. Or chess even. But I'll also tell you this: an even bigger part of me wanted something else entirely, something I couldn't put a name to, but knew as a secret deep in my heart. And that's what I got—exactly what I wanted—that early Saturday morning in September, while girls sprinted into the chute and parents cheered and brightly colored ribbons flapped in the breeze. "Come here right now," my coach, Mr. Baker, said to me, in a voice I thought only parents were allowed to use. "I think I'll take her home," my mother interrupted. "Not yet," Mr. Baker said and pulled me away from my mother, which I remember thinking was impressive. People didn't say no to her. When we were alone behind a grand old Illinois oak tree, Mr. Baker asked me why I'd stopped running, why I came walking back, why I gave up. I told him what I told you. Cramps. Pain. Breath. "I don't care if you're the last girl out there and you crawl in on your hands and knees," Mr. Baker said. "You don't ever give up like that, do you understand me?" "I couldn't go on," I said, looking at the electric leaves up in the tree. Mr. Baker put his hands squarely on my shoulders and looked me directly in the eyes, which nobody had ever done before. (I come from a long line of side-glancers.) "You can always go on," he said very seriously. I don't know why, but I wanted to wrap my arms around this man. His strength and strange, unwarranted belief in me was what I'd been looking for in members of my family and what members of my family couldn't give me just then, and here Mr. Baker was, a man I barely knew, a man with the bluest eyes I'd ever seen. "I wasn't going to win," I said, knowing then that that was the real reason I'd quit.Mr. Baker smiled. "This is the first brave thing I've seen you do." "What?" I said, beginning to smile, too, though I didn't know why. "Tell the truth," he said, and hugged me so securely I thought I'd turn blue. "You're a good kid, you know. I think you're going to be all right." (Words that were so wonderful I started to cry.)*** I don't know if you can teach someone to have heart or not, but that's what Mr. Baker did for me that day and that strength of heart is what I've carried with me all these years. If a door closes, I find another one to try to open. If ponytails are passing me, I go after them instead of giving myself over to negativity and turning away. Crossing the finish line, having guts and grit, is what's important to me. Knowing that I didn't quit—that I don't quit—makes me proud, confident, happy. These days, I'm a writer more than I'm a runner, though I still try to hit the pavement four or five times a week. Writing, I've learned, takes the same tenacity, the same hard work and hard-won belief in one's self. I've seen so many talented writers give up, and I want to grab them by the shoulders and look directly in their eyes and tell them what Mr. Baker told me. Keep writing even if you have to crawl on your hands and knees. My first novel is coming out with a large New York press in April. From the outside, my story looks so easy and breezy and, well, full of beauty. The truth is that I fought for my book every single step of the way. I fought for it when people kept saying no for months and months and months. I fought when they said, "we need to think about sales figures." I am fighting for it even now. And you know what: it probably won't sell a million copies, I probably won't be able to quit my job and shop at Whole Foods for herbs and nuts and fish, and I probably won't wake up and see my name in The New York Times any time soon. But on April 12th, I'll be smiling. I promise you that. Writing a book, finding an agent and an editor, finding my way through all of the no, you can'ts! has been the longest race of my life and I'll have finally made it to the chute—without fanfare, maybe—but on my own two feet. (A thought so wonderful I know I will cry.)*** I haven't seen Mr. Baker since I was a senior in high school. Is he alive? Is he still coaching running? I don't know. That warm September day at the cross-country meet was the beginning of a relationship that changed my life. He taught me about being brave, about being bold, about fighting for what you want and deserve in life. He taught me about nourishing myself in every sense of the word. He told me about his time in Vietnam, about never giving up even when people around him were dying in muddy rice paddies. I'll never forget what he said. Right before the next cross-country race, Mr. Baker and I exchanged presents, if you can call them that. I gave him my father's old yellow windbreaker, which he wore to most every meet for the next four years, and he gave me a Semper Fi flag he'd had since the war and which I still keep in my treasure box in the closet.Whenever I find myself alone on the course now, in the middle of a race that's even less defined than when I was a teenager, I think of Mr. Baker—those blue eyes and that flag—and I keep going. I keep hearing him say, have some heart, Rebecca.
Published on February 18, 2011 11:37
February 9, 2011
Nature's Creative Influence by Melissa Crytzer Fry
Nature's Creative Influence
By Melissa Crytzer Fry
When a peregrine falcon circled over my head during a jog this week, words began to swirl in my mind, matched only by the intensity of each hurried wing beat above me. I realized my writing topic was right before my eyes. Birds!
These feathered creatures play an unmistakable role in Rebecca's upcoming debut, THE BIRD SISTERS, but they also symbolize what I feel can be a writer's best creative inspiration: nature, the outdoors, unbridled open spaces, wildlife, fresh air.
There's just something about nature and its ability to inspire – the way it can tug at your heart, leave you breathless, awestruck, and hungry for more. A simple walk in the park, a jog in the wilderness, or a glimpse out the window at the birdfeeder … For me, these brushes with nature somehow lead to a magical free flow of ideas, an ability to see more clearly, providing life lessons and writing inspiration – both freelance and fiction. All fodder for our novels.
The following excerpt documents an emotionally inspiring experience I had with a roadrunner pair that nested in our house-under-construction. I just happened to be outside when I heard the faint clack clacks of the first grounded fledgling:

The hours passed as I regularly checked on Rocky's whereabouts, my eyes constantly scanning and my ears tuned to his calling, though my physical presence hidden. Despite the loudest chirping Rocky could muster, his now waning attempts to reach his parents were in vain, despite their close proximity.
When dusk fell, my stomach knotted. I knew what lay outside the perimeter of our house: coyotes, owls, hawks, rattlesnakes, bobcats, gila monsters. Had I done the right thing by simply letting nature take its course?
Relief flooded over me the next morning at the sight of Rocky's toes and tiny claws peeking from beneath the rocks where I left him. I realized, however, that something was terribly wrong. His feet were rigid, extended.
When my husband helped me gingerly lift the large rock off his tiny body, I was assaulted by guilt. I should have stepped in – with tweezers and fresh bugs, a warm makeshift bed. Surely he'd have let me feed him, if I had only done it.
With a warm washcloth, I picked up Rocky's stretched body, his eyes closed, his feathers limp, but his chest still moving. He was clearly in for the fight of his life. As I tried to warm him, he attempted to lift his little head and made a faint squeak, giving me hope. All I needed were kissing bugs, longhorn beetles, harvester ants. They were in abundance on our property!
But as I sat with him in the sun, my tears fell freely, plunking onto his little body. I knew that I was too late. And when his body shuddered, that last little breath escaping from his beak, I knew I had a decision to make. Return him to nature? Give him a proper "human" burial?

But even with the sadness wrapping its way around me, I still knew, in that moment, that I had witnessed something miraculous. I was a close-up observer to nature's beauty and its cruelty, to the desert's awe and its ire. I was privy to this little bird's beginning, his parents' devotion, their fatal mistakes.
I realized that this delicate dance between life and death that occurs in the desert every day – this fragility – is probably exactly the reason so few people have that rare opportunity that I was afforded. To see nature in its rawest form. To experience it with the heart.
As we contemplated what to do, we decided to stay true to our commitment as respectful observers of nature. Through wet eyes, we gave Rocky back to Arizona's harsh Sonoran Desert, hoping his life might sustain other life.
Melissa Crytzer Fry is an award-winning freelance writer and journalist living out her writing dream in southern Arizona, among wildlife ranging from javelina, bobcats and quail to mountain lions, coyotes, tarantulas and Gila Monsters. She is the author of the What I Saw nature/writing/creativity blog (http://melissacrytzerfry.com), owner of AZCommPro Communications, and a fan and writer of women's literature (currently chasing the publishing dream).
Published on February 09, 2011 16:54
February 6, 2011
AWP!

Last Thursday, I was a very lucky girl and got to have dinner with these talented ladies! Tanya Egan Gibson, Barbara Drummond Mead, Therese Fowler, Siobhan Fallon, Rebecca Rasmussen, Heidi Durrow, Eleanor Brown, Caroline Leavitt, and Sarah Pekkanen
Published on February 06, 2011 20:08
February 2, 2011
Booklist Review!
Here is the Booklist review! Yipee!!
Rasmussen, Rebecca (Author) Apr 2011. 304 p. Crown, hardcover, $24.00. (9780307717962).Born to two star-crossed lovers turned emotionally estranged parents in rural Wisconsin, Twiss and Milly grow up in poverty, continually trying to forge a bridge between their mother and father. Things turn south the summer their father gets into a car accident that cripples his burgeoning professional golf career. Their cousin Bett comes to live with them for a few months and brings with her a storm of knowledge about love, truth or consequences, and something even more devious, which threatens to cripple the family. As Twiss and Milly reach late adolescence, they must decipher the world of relationships on their own, causing Twiss' wild-woman tendencies to grow stronger and pushing Milly toward Asa, the doctor's son who mows their lawn and seems to share her affections. This novel is told from the perspective of the sisters as girls and old ladies still living in the same house, looking back on their young lives. A charming yet sober tale of two girls struggling to grow up amid family turmoil and poverty, this is a welcome debut from Rasmussen.— Julie Hunt
Rasmussen, Rebecca (Author) Apr 2011. 304 p. Crown, hardcover, $24.00. (9780307717962).Born to two star-crossed lovers turned emotionally estranged parents in rural Wisconsin, Twiss and Milly grow up in poverty, continually trying to forge a bridge between their mother and father. Things turn south the summer their father gets into a car accident that cripples his burgeoning professional golf career. Their cousin Bett comes to live with them for a few months and brings with her a storm of knowledge about love, truth or consequences, and something even more devious, which threatens to cripple the family. As Twiss and Milly reach late adolescence, they must decipher the world of relationships on their own, causing Twiss' wild-woman tendencies to grow stronger and pushing Milly toward Asa, the doctor's son who mows their lawn and seems to share her affections. This novel is told from the perspective of the sisters as girls and old ladies still living in the same house, looking back on their young lives. A charming yet sober tale of two girls struggling to grow up amid family turmoil and poverty, this is a welcome debut from Rasmussen.— Julie Hunt
Published on February 02, 2011 13:21
January 22, 2011
How I Became a Daughter of the Witching Hill by Mary Sharratt

In bleak midwinter 2002, I moved to rural Lancashire, in northern England, an incongruous place for an American expat. The first months were so oppressively dark, I felt I was trapped inside some claustrophobic gothic novel. But then came spring in a tide of bluebells and hawthorn. The wild Pennine landscape cast its spell on me. I live at the foot of Pendle Hill, famous throughout the world as the place where George Fox received his vision that moved him to found the Quaker religion in 1652. But Pendle is also steeped in its legends of the Lancashire Witches. In 1612, seven women and two men from Pendle Forest were hanged for witchcraft. The most notorious of the accused, Bess Southerns, aka Old Demdike, cheated the hangman by dying in prison. This is how Thomas Potts describes her in The Wonderfull Discoverie of Witches in the Countie of Lancaster:
She was a very old woman, about the age of Foure-score yeares, and hadbeen a Witch for fiftie yeares. Shee dwelt in the Forrest of Pendle, a vastplace, fitte for her profession: What shee committed in her time, no manknowes. . . . Shee was a generall agent for the Devill in all these partes: noman escaped her, or her Furies.
Once I read this, I fell in love. I had to write a book about this amazing woman. Bess became the guiding voice and power behind my new novel, Daughters of the Witching Hill. Reading the trial transcripts against the grain, I was astounded how her strength of character blazed forth in the document written to vilify her. She freely admitted to being a healer and a cunning woman, and she instructed her daughter and granddaughter in the ways of magic. Her neighbors called on her to cure their children and their cattle. What fascinated me was not that Bess was arrested on witchcraft charges but that the authorities turned on her only near the end of her long, productive career. She practiced her craft for decades before anybody dared to interfere with her.Bess's life unfolded almost literally in my backyard. To do justice to her story, I had to go out onto the land—walk in her footsteps. Using the Ordinance Survey Map, I located the site of Malkin Tower, once her home. Now only the foundations remain. I board my beautiful Welsh mare at a stable near Read Hall, once home to Roger Nowell, the witchfinder and prosecuting magistrate responsible for sending Bess and the other Pendle Witches to their deaths. Every weekend, I walked or rode my mare down the tracks of Pendle Forest. Quietening myself, I learned to listen, to allow Bess's voice to well up from the land. Her passion, her tale enveloped me. History is a fluid thing that continually shapes the present. As a writer, I am obsessed with how the true stories of our ancestors haunt the land. Long after their demise, Bess and her fellow witches endure. This is their home, their seat of power, and they shall never be banished. By delving into their story, I have become an adopted daughter of their living landscape, one of many tellers who spin their unending tale.
Mary Sharratt's critically acclaimed novel Daughters of the Witching Hill is now available in paperback by Mariner. To learn more about Mary and the true history of the Pendle Witches, visit her online: www.marysharratt.com . Also, check out this wonderful docu-drama: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KT-In065-gA
Published on January 22, 2011 09:06