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February 5, 2016
Love is in the Air
Also murder, but that's March 1st. More info to follow. ;-)
Goodreads is celebrating Romance this month with week-long festivities. If you're not a member of Goodreads...well, you're missing out on some fun!
Anyway, February 8th - 12th are the dates to watch.
My own Goodreads group--which is located here--jump at every opportunity for a party, so we've got some things planned, and yes they do include games and prizes and general goofing around. I mean, what else are you going to do during the week? WORK? Let's get serious.
One of the things the Goodreads team is really pumped up about is the Ask the Author feature on the site. For whatever reason, I have a rather active Ask the Author -- which is great! -- and if you have book or writing or publishing related questions you've been dying to ask me, next week would be an especially great time to do that. But of course, you do have to be a member of Goodreads (see how that works).
Anyway... I will be taking questions and even frequently answering live at various times next week. The exact times are a bit erratic because I'm in the midst of edits, but I will most definitely be popping in and out.
So if you're not my pal on Goodreads, what are you waiting for? And if you are my pal, are you not a member of my group? How can that be?
And speaking of Romance, thoughts on Valentine's Day?
When I was unmarried, Valentine's Day was a BIG DEAL to me. But now... I like Valentine's Day in that it's a nice reminder to pause for a moment and say Hey, I love you even if I forget to say it enough NOW LET ME GET BACK TO WORK. ;-)
The SO is the real romantic in this house--as he never lets me forget. But I wouldn't have it any other way.
Goodreads is celebrating Romance this month with week-long festivities. If you're not a member of Goodreads...well, you're missing out on some fun!

Anyway, February 8th - 12th are the dates to watch.
My own Goodreads group--which is located here--jump at every opportunity for a party, so we've got some things planned, and yes they do include games and prizes and general goofing around. I mean, what else are you going to do during the week? WORK? Let's get serious.
One of the things the Goodreads team is really pumped up about is the Ask the Author feature on the site. For whatever reason, I have a rather active Ask the Author -- which is great! -- and if you have book or writing or publishing related questions you've been dying to ask me, next week would be an especially great time to do that. But of course, you do have to be a member of Goodreads (see how that works).
Anyway... I will be taking questions and even frequently answering live at various times next week. The exact times are a bit erratic because I'm in the midst of edits, but I will most definitely be popping in and out.
So if you're not my pal on Goodreads, what are you waiting for? And if you are my pal, are you not a member of my group? How can that be?
And speaking of Romance, thoughts on Valentine's Day?
When I was unmarried, Valentine's Day was a BIG DEAL to me. But now... I like Valentine's Day in that it's a nice reminder to pause for a moment and say Hey, I love you even if I forget to say it enough NOW LET ME GET BACK TO WORK. ;-)
The SO is the real romantic in this house--as he never lets me forget. But I wouldn't have it any other way.
Published on February 05, 2016 08:54
January 29, 2016
You Can't Go Home Again BUT You Can Still Answer This Poll

Now...I was an early fan of The X-Files--and I was also an early defector. The Great Conspiracy thing bored me to tears--it was so obviously made up on the fly and it was SO preposterous, but I loved, loved, loved the Monster of the Week shows and I loved the characters and their chemistry. So eventually I did come back and stream all the episodes. And the streaming reconfirmed for me how absolutely idiotic the conspiracy thread was, but how really engaging was the core of the show.
Oh, and I saw all The X-Files movies.
This is just background to let you know I am a fan and I do understand fandom. I understand how you can love and hate something at the same time. I understand how you can feel so invested in someone else's imagination that you feel you get a vote. That your opinion should count for something. I understand that stories really DO matter and that it physically hurts when a writer gets it so wrong and dashes all your hopes and expectations.
So anyway, we watched those first two episodes and my foremost thought was...gulp...Mulder and Scully are old. Now I already knew that -- and I have also grown older -- but although I've seen Duchovny and Anderson in other dramatic vehicles, I haven't seen Mulder and Scully in different dramatic vehicles and yes, it was a little startling. And it put into my mind the thought that if you're going to bring something back, you don't want to wait too long.

The second episode was marginally better, but if the third one doesn't bring home the goods, I will be erasing Season 10 from my memory banks.
But as I said, what watching Season 10 did was remind me that if you're going to bring something back from the grave...like a long promised sequel...you need to make that a priority. And since for once in my writing life I have no plans and no contracts beyond this year, it seems like 2017 would be a good year to tie up a few loose ends.
Accordingly I'm running a poll at Goodreads.
I'm asking two questions: which series book would you most like to see next AND (two--yes, you get TWO votes) which non-series book with a promised sequel would you like to see next ?
The poll is here. (I think)

So onto the choices.
Of my CURRENTLY ONGOING series (which means NOT Adrien and Jake) which book would you most like to see next:
Holmes and Moriarity
Haunted Heart: Spring
Dangerous Ground
AND of the NON-series books where I have, however, promised a sequel:
The Ghost Wore Yellow Socks
Snowball in Hell
This Rough Magic
Now all these series will ultimately be completed (barring misfortune and death) and all these books will ultimately have their sequels (same rules) but in a perfect world where you are in control, what would you most like to see NEXT?
Answer below or at Goodreads.
Published on January 29, 2016 07:32
January 22, 2016
The Meat on the Bones
My Christmas tree is still up.
I confess to this only to reassure you that if you are waiting for a book from me, it's coming. I mean a printed book, not the one I'm writing, but that one is coming too. And because that one is coming too, I'm a bit behind on things like answering emails, mailing parcels, packing up the tattered remains of Christmas. I'm in what I consider to be the "manic" stage of writing.
I thought that writing at a more moderate (it feels luxurious, to be honest) pace might eliminate this phase, but no. Once a project reaches a certain stage, the project takes over and there just isn't room for anything else. In fact, it's maybe even worse this time than usual because I've had so much space to sink into the story--and not just this story but the other two books in the trilogy.
There has also been a lot of time to think about my own writing process, which is something I haven't considered for years. Once you achieve a certain mastery of your craft, it becomes instinctive. And frankly, thinking about it too much is potentially detrimental, in the same way that thinking about how to ride a bicycle results in you falling over. Or maybe that's just me lying there in a tangle of barbed wire a few feet from my slightly crumpled bike. (That's a true story -- and I've only just realized how potentially disastrous that crash nearly was...I COULDN'T FIGURE OUT THE BRAKES!)
Anyway. Writing, writing, writing and I wake up every morning with my brain buzzing and the tendency to shriek all Edgar Allan Poe-like at every disruption. NEVERMORE!
Actually, even if you never achieve a certain mastery of your craft, the work becomes instinctive. In the same way that pulling the lever on a chute does.
I joke a lot, but I do take craft very seriously. Partly because it took me so long to get published (or so it felt to my sixteen-year-old self) at a time when getting published was no easy matter. I have a library of books on craft--and I've actually read them all. Numerous times. They were enormously helpful. But the biggest help was working with editors. Even the editors who rejected me. Partly because back then editors occasionally took the time to spell out what was wrong with the work (possibly they recognized how really young I was). If you don't know what you're doing wrong, it's hard to fix it.
It's not hard to get criticism these days, but it is very hard to get informed and knowledgeable criticism. It just is. It's the new paradigm. You've got a lot of people at the same stage of development advising each other. That's the blind leading the blind. Which can be helpful, I hasten to say, because we're all readers as well as writers. But it's not the same thing as having the opportunity to work with someone who has a lot more experience. Someone who is a lot more successful.
Ah. Yes. THAT. If I'm going to take advice that goes against my own instinct, it's going to be from someone who is more experienced or more successful than me.
Which is how I came to take the James Patterson writing course.
Yes, I know. Now you're giggling.
Maybe you're thinking That's funny, I never knew Josh was such a fan of James Patterson. And...the truth is I've never read a James Patterson book (although I probably will now) but I was looking for an online writing course and this one kept popping up. So I signed up.
And I am LOVING it. Patterson always struck me as a smart and affable guy, and it turns out he's also full of good advice. Or maybe I think he's so brilliant because he confirms so much of what I already think and do (though not with the staggering success as Mr. Patterson). But that doesn't matter because what's happening is there's a lot of commonsense reassurance there--and a lot of reminding me of things I'd forgotten. It's just incredibly relaxing listening to him talk in those little podcasts.
And of course, he knows what the hell he's talking about -- which makes ALL the difference.
I was so pleased with the Patterson experience, that I popped over to Audible to see what else I could find that I could listen to while falling asleep, but aside from the wonderful Anne Lamott, there really wasn't anything -- particularly anything for mystery and suspense. Meaning, there was nothing by anyone I'd ever heard of, and part of the problem with taking writing advice from people who are not successful writers in their own write--er, right--is that it's all theory with them. And theory is great as far as it goes, but...
Anyway, one of the things Patterson talks about is using a writing outline. His rough draft is essentially a detailed outline--and that's what I do as well. But for some reason I had started feeling guilty about writing this way. I'm not sure why--like I was being lazy writing that first draft? I don't know. I know intellectually that there is no "wrong" way to write--so long as you get the work onto paper, it's all good. And yet... it felt like cheating to jump ahead and write all the bits I already knew. But holy moly it's a relaxing way to produce words.
And then when the time comes to do the second draft, yes, it's pretty much as hard as ever, but it's like riding your bike up a hill. Pump, pump, pump. Ah! Then you hit one of those prewritten bits and you skim for several pages. It's like flying.
Plus it's fascinating how much does not change. The bones almost never change. Some of the connective tissue gets altered, but the bones remain.

I confess to this only to reassure you that if you are waiting for a book from me, it's coming. I mean a printed book, not the one I'm writing, but that one is coming too. And because that one is coming too, I'm a bit behind on things like answering emails, mailing parcels, packing up the tattered remains of Christmas. I'm in what I consider to be the "manic" stage of writing.
I thought that writing at a more moderate (it feels luxurious, to be honest) pace might eliminate this phase, but no. Once a project reaches a certain stage, the project takes over and there just isn't room for anything else. In fact, it's maybe even worse this time than usual because I've had so much space to sink into the story--and not just this story but the other two books in the trilogy.
There has also been a lot of time to think about my own writing process, which is something I haven't considered for years. Once you achieve a certain mastery of your craft, it becomes instinctive. And frankly, thinking about it too much is potentially detrimental, in the same way that thinking about how to ride a bicycle results in you falling over. Or maybe that's just me lying there in a tangle of barbed wire a few feet from my slightly crumpled bike. (That's a true story -- and I've only just realized how potentially disastrous that crash nearly was...I COULDN'T FIGURE OUT THE BRAKES!)
Anyway. Writing, writing, writing and I wake up every morning with my brain buzzing and the tendency to shriek all Edgar Allan Poe-like at every disruption. NEVERMORE!
Actually, even if you never achieve a certain mastery of your craft, the work becomes instinctive. In the same way that pulling the lever on a chute does.
I joke a lot, but I do take craft very seriously. Partly because it took me so long to get published (or so it felt to my sixteen-year-old self) at a time when getting published was no easy matter. I have a library of books on craft--and I've actually read them all. Numerous times. They were enormously helpful. But the biggest help was working with editors. Even the editors who rejected me. Partly because back then editors occasionally took the time to spell out what was wrong with the work (possibly they recognized how really young I was). If you don't know what you're doing wrong, it's hard to fix it.
It's not hard to get criticism these days, but it is very hard to get informed and knowledgeable criticism. It just is. It's the new paradigm. You've got a lot of people at the same stage of development advising each other. That's the blind leading the blind. Which can be helpful, I hasten to say, because we're all readers as well as writers. But it's not the same thing as having the opportunity to work with someone who has a lot more experience. Someone who is a lot more successful.
Ah. Yes. THAT. If I'm going to take advice that goes against my own instinct, it's going to be from someone who is more experienced or more successful than me.
Which is how I came to take the James Patterson writing course.

Maybe you're thinking That's funny, I never knew Josh was such a fan of James Patterson. And...the truth is I've never read a James Patterson book (although I probably will now) but I was looking for an online writing course and this one kept popping up. So I signed up.
And I am LOVING it. Patterson always struck me as a smart and affable guy, and it turns out he's also full of good advice. Or maybe I think he's so brilliant because he confirms so much of what I already think and do (though not with the staggering success as Mr. Patterson). But that doesn't matter because what's happening is there's a lot of commonsense reassurance there--and a lot of reminding me of things I'd forgotten. It's just incredibly relaxing listening to him talk in those little podcasts.
And of course, he knows what the hell he's talking about -- which makes ALL the difference.
I was so pleased with the Patterson experience, that I popped over to Audible to see what else I could find that I could listen to while falling asleep, but aside from the wonderful Anne Lamott, there really wasn't anything -- particularly anything for mystery and suspense. Meaning, there was nothing by anyone I'd ever heard of, and part of the problem with taking writing advice from people who are not successful writers in their own write--er, right--is that it's all theory with them. And theory is great as far as it goes, but...
Anyway, one of the things Patterson talks about is using a writing outline. His rough draft is essentially a detailed outline--and that's what I do as well. But for some reason I had started feeling guilty about writing this way. I'm not sure why--like I was being lazy writing that first draft? I don't know. I know intellectually that there is no "wrong" way to write--so long as you get the work onto paper, it's all good. And yet... it felt like cheating to jump ahead and write all the bits I already knew. But holy moly it's a relaxing way to produce words.
And then when the time comes to do the second draft, yes, it's pretty much as hard as ever, but it's like riding your bike up a hill. Pump, pump, pump. Ah! Then you hit one of those prewritten bits and you skim for several pages. It's like flying.
Plus it's fascinating how much does not change. The bones almost never change. Some of the connective tissue gets altered, but the bones remain.
Published on January 22, 2016 07:47
January 15, 2016
2016 in Preview
Regular subscribers will note that I'm late with this morning's post. I did totally forget today was Friday, which is what happens when the writing is going very well--which it is.
I've changed up my creative process this year -- well, actually I started last year with A Case of Christmas. The first big change is I'm giving myself loads of time to write everything. "Loads of time" translating to charting out a writing schedule that requires no more than 1500 - 2000 words a day. This is a very comfortable pace which leaves time for research, rewriting, chortling over Donald Trump's latest bon mot and staring blankly into space.
Secondly I'm writing the way I used to -- this is a bit trickier -- and doing a lot of skipping around and writing out of order. You can't do this if you're pressured for time because you lose emotional continuity. But because I have plenty of time, I feel comfortable sketching out scenes and conversations out of order, as inspiration occurs. What I like about this, especially when writing mystery, is it allows me opportunity to go back and plant clues -- both physical and psychological. Plus it's just a way more enjoyable way to work. Like popping pieces into a giant puzzle.
I'm not saying that everyone should work this way -- actually, that reminds me. What is it with all these defensive posts about NOT TAKING WRITING ADVICE FROM ANYONE ELSE!!! Good heavens. There are actual memes on the topic of not taking writing advice. :-D Speaking for myself, I love books on writing, books on craft. Heck, I'm planning on taking a screenwriting course this year. Not because I think I'm going to sell a screenplay. But because I am wholeheartedly in favor of anything that stretches and tests my writing brain. My writing muscles. I've been writing professionally a long time. As in selling my writing to publishers since I was sixteen. I've forgotten more about writing than some of my contemporaries have yet learned. :-D But that forgetting, is why I'm all in favor of refresher courses and writing books and so forth. Why do people get angry at the idea they may have more to learn. OF COURSE YOU HAVE MORE TO LEARN. Unless you are Yoda, you have more to learn. About everything. We ALL do. Until the day we die.
Anyway, I think that defensive, huffy attitude is at odds at becoming the writer we all eventually hope to be.
But I digress.
I don't have a lot set in stone for this year. Partly that is because I have a ginormous mainstream project that I'm doing with the SO. MR AND MRS MURDER: HUSBAND AND WIFE SLEUTHS IN DECTECTIVE FICTION is due to McFarland Press at the end of the year. We have a zillion books to read and one hell of a lot of essays to write. So that is pretty much my year.
Ground-breaking stuff, I assure you. (Actually, I sound like I'm kidding, but I'm not -- this is a big deal.)
In addition to that, I've got The Mermaid Murders (Book I of the Art of Murder trilogy) due out March 1st. What do you get when you combine a special agent from the FBI Art Crime Team with the top profiler/manhunter from the BAU units? A lot of art-loving serial killers. No, I'm kidding. Partly. Partly not. I think I will write this series pretty fast, with a book out each year.
Then there is a little bitty surprise project which I am superstitiously not going to talk about yet.
Officially next up, Murder Takes the High Road. This is an amateur sleuth standalone for Carina Press. A lonely librarian finds murder and love on a tour bus wending its cumbersome way through the Scottish Highlands. Also the secret cache of whisky in the back of the bus. NOT BASED ON TRUE INCIDENTS. Except the whisky part.
Then there is a lot of room--about three months?-- to do some other projects and I am leaving that stretch of boundless possibility blank for now. Because that's part of the fun, part of the excitement of being a self-employed artist. (The flip side is never knowing if you will be able to pay the bills.) What should I write? Since I'm reading all these historical mysteries, maybe it makes sense to write historical. The sequel to Snowball? The sequel to This Rough Magic? I need to finish Slay Ride... What? What should I do?
Not knowing is kind of luxurious.
Then, final contracted project (again to Carina Press) for the year, Fair Chance. This is the third and final book in the All's Fair trilogy. We'll be talking about that one quite a bit more I have no doubt. This is the farewell to Elliot Mills and Tucker Lance. Elliot must confront jailed serial killer Andrew Corian -- who may have picked up an apprentice or a copycat killer in the interim.
So that's what we know for sure. The rest of the year is wide open to opportunity and possibility. And that is just the way I like it.

Secondly I'm writing the way I used to -- this is a bit trickier -- and doing a lot of skipping around and writing out of order. You can't do this if you're pressured for time because you lose emotional continuity. But because I have plenty of time, I feel comfortable sketching out scenes and conversations out of order, as inspiration occurs. What I like about this, especially when writing mystery, is it allows me opportunity to go back and plant clues -- both physical and psychological. Plus it's just a way more enjoyable way to work. Like popping pieces into a giant puzzle.
I'm not saying that everyone should work this way -- actually, that reminds me. What is it with all these defensive posts about NOT TAKING WRITING ADVICE FROM ANYONE ELSE!!! Good heavens. There are actual memes on the topic of not taking writing advice. :-D Speaking for myself, I love books on writing, books on craft. Heck, I'm planning on taking a screenwriting course this year. Not because I think I'm going to sell a screenplay. But because I am wholeheartedly in favor of anything that stretches and tests my writing brain. My writing muscles. I've been writing professionally a long time. As in selling my writing to publishers since I was sixteen. I've forgotten more about writing than some of my contemporaries have yet learned. :-D But that forgetting, is why I'm all in favor of refresher courses and writing books and so forth. Why do people get angry at the idea they may have more to learn. OF COURSE YOU HAVE MORE TO LEARN. Unless you are Yoda, you have more to learn. About everything. We ALL do. Until the day we die.
Anyway, I think that defensive, huffy attitude is at odds at becoming the writer we all eventually hope to be.
But I digress.
I don't have a lot set in stone for this year. Partly that is because I have a ginormous mainstream project that I'm doing with the SO. MR AND MRS MURDER: HUSBAND AND WIFE SLEUTHS IN DECTECTIVE FICTION is due to McFarland Press at the end of the year. We have a zillion books to read and one hell of a lot of essays to write. So that is pretty much my year.
Ground-breaking stuff, I assure you. (Actually, I sound like I'm kidding, but I'm not -- this is a big deal.)
In addition to that, I've got The Mermaid Murders (Book I of the Art of Murder trilogy) due out March 1st. What do you get when you combine a special agent from the FBI Art Crime Team with the top profiler/manhunter from the BAU units? A lot of art-loving serial killers. No, I'm kidding. Partly. Partly not. I think I will write this series pretty fast, with a book out each year.

Then there is a little bitty surprise project which I am superstitiously not going to talk about yet.
Officially next up, Murder Takes the High Road. This is an amateur sleuth standalone for Carina Press. A lonely librarian finds murder and love on a tour bus wending its cumbersome way through the Scottish Highlands. Also the secret cache of whisky in the back of the bus. NOT BASED ON TRUE INCIDENTS. Except the whisky part.
Then there is a lot of room--about three months?-- to do some other projects and I am leaving that stretch of boundless possibility blank for now. Because that's part of the fun, part of the excitement of being a self-employed artist. (The flip side is never knowing if you will be able to pay the bills.) What should I write? Since I'm reading all these historical mysteries, maybe it makes sense to write historical. The sequel to Snowball? The sequel to This Rough Magic? I need to finish Slay Ride... What? What should I do?

Not knowing is kind of luxurious.
Then, final contracted project (again to Carina Press) for the year, Fair Chance. This is the third and final book in the All's Fair trilogy. We'll be talking about that one quite a bit more I have no doubt. This is the farewell to Elliot Mills and Tucker Lance. Elliot must confront jailed serial killer Andrew Corian -- who may have picked up an apprentice or a copycat killer in the interim.
So that's what we know for sure. The rest of the year is wide open to opportunity and possibility. And that is just the way I like it.
Published on January 15, 2016 08:26
January 8, 2016
Gomez Pugh on WINTER KILL
Back again with another narrator interview. This month we've got Gomez Pugh talking about narrating WINTER KILL.

But it was my own fault, so I contacted the narrator, told him I'd pay for the full production but needed to scrap it. He agreed and I began the hunt for my narrator all over again. This time I went with a narrator who I knew would be a sure thing. I'd heard Gomez's previous work on the Psycop series, I checked out all his sound clips, all his previous productions, and then I approached him without putting the book up for any further auditions.
Anyway, the story has a happy ending because I love how WINTER KILL ultimately turned out, even if I did take the long way around. I hope you do too! So without further adieu...
Interview Questions for Gomez Pugh
Tell us a little bit about your background. How did you get started in narrating/producing audio books? How many audio books have you narrated?
GP - My training is in theatre. I have been acting professionally for over a decade. When I moved to LA, a friend referred me for a title he thought would be a good fit and the rest is history! I have narrated over 25 titles.
How much acting is involved in narrating a story?
GP - A great deal. For the narration, it is about being clear and moving the story forward. Figuring out how to navigate long or complicated sentences. Funny enough, I find that my training in Shakespeare helps this a great deal, no matter what type of story I am reading. For the dialogue: it is figuring out who these characters are and how to portray them without the physicality. Pitch, tone, dialects. I often do a lot of research online and collaborate with the author. It is kind of the same process of working with a director at the beginning of rehearsals, figuring out who these people are. Then once I get into the booth, it is like being on stage!
What was the most difficult or challenging aspect of narrating WINTER KILL?
GP - Differentiating between the two lead characters. They are similar in a lot of ways. I wanted them to sound distinct, but without going too far with “character voices”.
What character was the most fun to narrate? Why?
GP - There were a lot of fun characters on this. Even though Aggie has very few lines, I really like her. She always seemed slightly off her game, either stressed out or overwhelmed. I like her a lot. The others that were a lot of fun were Sandy and Bert. I am a character actor at heart and these guys were a great opportunity to dig in.
What character was the most difficult to narrate? Why?
GP - Probably Bert. I knew what I wanted him to sound like, but it was challenging to produce that voice. Especially when he spoke more towards the end.
Was there a particular scene you think you read especially well? Or that you particularly enjoyed reading?
GP - I enjoyed reading all of the scenes with Sandy. He was a lot of fun.
How awkward is it to read erotic scenes aloud?
GP - When I record these books I am alone in the booth. So for the erotic scenes, I am in the moment and connected with what is going on. So it isn’t a big deal. But after the engineer edits and masters the book, if we have to go back and clean up or correct any of those passages together, it gets a little awkward. They have kind of become private moments.
What’s the most satisfying or rewarding part of narrating/producing an audio book?
GP - For me, it’s if the author is happy. They spend so much time creating these characters and this world. It’s like working with a playwright. As an actor you want to do justice to their work. I always enjoy hearing back from the author after they have listened to the audiobook. Especially when they are excited about a particular character or losing themselves in their own story.
You appear to be much in demand as a narrator. Have you ever found yourself in the position of refusing to narrate a book or a scene?
GP - Sure. A couple of times. If I feel a piece is offensive, or just poorly written. But I like connecting with authors I don’t know and forming new relationships, so I am usually pretty open.
Where can readers/listeners find out more about you and your work?
GP - On Audible and on ACX
Published on January 08, 2016 01:00
January 1, 2016
Happy New Year!
Published on January 01, 2016 01:00
December 25, 2015
Christmas Coda 41
Jake and Adrien from The Dark Tide
“You were laughing in your sleep last night.” Jake’s eyes met mine in the mirror over the sink. He was taking his turn shaving in the small hotel bathroom.
“I was?”
His cheek creased and the electric razor accommodated the sudden curves in his still half-bristly face.
“Good to know I’m having a good time,” I said.
His brows drew together and he flicked off the razor. He turned to face me. “Aren’t you having a good time?”
“Yes!” I don’t know who was more surprised at my previous comment. Me or Jake. “Yeah. I’m sure as hell having a better Christmas than the last three years.”
“But?” I had his full and thoughtful consideration. Which still caught me off guard sometimes. Jake paid attention to details. No question. Which could occasionally be dismaying when you were used to--and even enjoyed--flying under the radar.
“Are you having a good time?” I asked.
“Yes. I am.” He said it without hesitation. “We’re both here and we’re both healthy. It’s our first Christmas together. I’ve never been happier. That’s the truth.”
Yes. I could see in his face that it was the truth.
“You don’t mind the fact that every minute of this trip is pre-programmed -- that our first Christmas is being spent running from one end of Londonto the next?”
He lifted a negligent shoulder.
“Or that the rare times we’re alone, my cell phone rings? Or someone knocks on the door?”
His mouth twitched.
I felt obliged to point out, “We’re having our Christmas dinner in a restaurant.”
“I’ve had my Christmas dinner in worse places. I’ve had years I didn’t get a Christmas dinner.”
I sighed.
He reached out, unhurriedly pulling me into his arms. He didn’t kiss me though. He studied me and I studied him. Jake asked, “Are you fretting over the bookstore?”
“No.”
“Uh huh.”
I amended, “Well, mostly no. I do hope it’s still standing, but I guess we’d have heard if it wasn’t. No, mostly I just…wish we were home. I’d have liked our first Christmas to have been a little less busy. Less crowded. We’re not even moved in yet. You’ve got this very small window of free time and we’re using it up here. I guess in a perfect world--”
Jake interrupted quietly, “Let’s go home.”
“Huh?”
“You’ve convinced me. Let’s leave early. Let’s do the Christmas thing with your family this afternoon and then tomorrow let’s see about grabbing an early flight home.”
My heart leapt at the idea. But… I said uncertainly “I…how can we?”
“Your mother didn’t think you’d agree to come at all. She got you here for Christmas. I don’t think she’s going to kick up too much of a fuss if we check out early.”
He was right. Lisa had been as startled as anyone when in a moment of weakness I’d agreed to her plan for a family holiday abroad. I think I’d partly done it because I hoped the change of scenery would help distract Jake from his own family’s struggle to accept his coming out. There’s nothing like Midnight Mass at St. Paul’s to put things into perspective. Provided you don’t mind looking at the world through binoculars. Or possibly opera glasses.
Anyway, Christmas in London with all the trimmings had sounded good in theory--and a lot of it had even been good in practice--but the thing I wanted most for Christmas was to…well, it would sound too schmaltzy to say it aloud, but through the years there had been a few dreams--no, dream was too strong, but there had been some wistful imaginings about spending this holiday of all holidays with Jake. Suffice it to say figgy pudding had not played a big role in the proceedings.
But the fact that there even were proceedings…that might explain why I had been laughing in my sleep. Joy.It wasn’t just for Christmas anymore.
I smiled up at Jake. His heart was thumping steadily against my own. It occurred to me that he was a comfortable place to lean--not that I had ever wanted to lean on anyone and I didn’t plan on making a habit of it, but for these peaceful moments...
“Let’s go home,” Jake repeated.
I nodded. “Yeah. Okay. Let’s go home.”
His mouth touched mine. Sweet and warm and tasting a little bit of pre-shave lotion. I broke the kiss to laugh.
Jake looked surprised.
“Best part of this,” I said.
He raised his brows.
“Lisa will totally blame you.”

“I was?”
His cheek creased and the electric razor accommodated the sudden curves in his still half-bristly face.
“Good to know I’m having a good time,” I said.
His brows drew together and he flicked off the razor. He turned to face me. “Aren’t you having a good time?”
“Yes!” I don’t know who was more surprised at my previous comment. Me or Jake. “Yeah. I’m sure as hell having a better Christmas than the last three years.”
“But?” I had his full and thoughtful consideration. Which still caught me off guard sometimes. Jake paid attention to details. No question. Which could occasionally be dismaying when you were used to--and even enjoyed--flying under the radar.
“Are you having a good time?” I asked.
“Yes. I am.” He said it without hesitation. “We’re both here and we’re both healthy. It’s our first Christmas together. I’ve never been happier. That’s the truth.”
Yes. I could see in his face that it was the truth.
“You don’t mind the fact that every minute of this trip is pre-programmed -- that our first Christmas is being spent running from one end of Londonto the next?”
He lifted a negligent shoulder.
“Or that the rare times we’re alone, my cell phone rings? Or someone knocks on the door?”
His mouth twitched.
I felt obliged to point out, “We’re having our Christmas dinner in a restaurant.”
“I’ve had my Christmas dinner in worse places. I’ve had years I didn’t get a Christmas dinner.”
I sighed.
He reached out, unhurriedly pulling me into his arms. He didn’t kiss me though. He studied me and I studied him. Jake asked, “Are you fretting over the bookstore?”
“No.”
“Uh huh.”

Jake interrupted quietly, “Let’s go home.”
“Huh?”
“You’ve convinced me. Let’s leave early. Let’s do the Christmas thing with your family this afternoon and then tomorrow let’s see about grabbing an early flight home.”
My heart leapt at the idea. But… I said uncertainly “I…how can we?”
“Your mother didn’t think you’d agree to come at all. She got you here for Christmas. I don’t think she’s going to kick up too much of a fuss if we check out early.”
He was right. Lisa had been as startled as anyone when in a moment of weakness I’d agreed to her plan for a family holiday abroad. I think I’d partly done it because I hoped the change of scenery would help distract Jake from his own family’s struggle to accept his coming out. There’s nothing like Midnight Mass at St. Paul’s to put things into perspective. Provided you don’t mind looking at the world through binoculars. Or possibly opera glasses.
Anyway, Christmas in London with all the trimmings had sounded good in theory--and a lot of it had even been good in practice--but the thing I wanted most for Christmas was to…well, it would sound too schmaltzy to say it aloud, but through the years there had been a few dreams--no, dream was too strong, but there had been some wistful imaginings about spending this holiday of all holidays with Jake. Suffice it to say figgy pudding had not played a big role in the proceedings.
But the fact that there even were proceedings…that might explain why I had been laughing in my sleep. Joy.It wasn’t just for Christmas anymore.
I smiled up at Jake. His heart was thumping steadily against my own. It occurred to me that he was a comfortable place to lean--not that I had ever wanted to lean on anyone and I didn’t plan on making a habit of it, but for these peaceful moments...
“Let’s go home,” Jake repeated.
I nodded. “Yeah. Okay. Let’s go home.”
His mouth touched mine. Sweet and warm and tasting a little bit of pre-shave lotion. I broke the kiss to laugh.
Jake looked surprised.
“Best part of this,” I said.
He raised his brows.
“Lisa will totally blame you.”

Published on December 25, 2015 01:00
December 24, 2015
Advent Calendar - Day 24
Tomorrow is the last day of the Advent Calendar. (Yes, it will be a coda.) Again, thank you for all your kindness and support during the year. There are so many books and so many authors out there; it's really humbling to be able to earn a living from my writing, especially when the latest data from the Author's Guild, Publisher's Weekly, etc. indicate that author earnings continue to wane.
The Advent Calendar is my way of saying thank you for buying my books. Thank you for reviewing and recommending them. Thank you for voting for the books in all these little contests and challenges and so forth. I hope you enjoyed this year's offerings -- both the books and the calendar!
Oh! And don't forget to check back on the earlier posts to see if you won something. We have several unclaimed prizes at the moment. ;-)
Today we have another vintage Christmas cartoon. Happy Holidays to you and yours!
The Advent Calendar is my way of saying thank you for buying my books. Thank you for reviewing and recommending them. Thank you for voting for the books in all these little contests and challenges and so forth. I hope you enjoyed this year's offerings -- both the books and the calendar!
Oh! And don't forget to check back on the earlier posts to see if you won something. We have several unclaimed prizes at the moment. ;-)
Today we have another vintage Christmas cartoon. Happy Holidays to you and yours!
Published on December 24, 2015 01:00
December 23, 2015
Advent Calendar - Day 23
I am a planner.
I outline novels. I make Things to Do lists. I check my stats. (And yes, compare them.) And as I reach the end of the year, I make plans for the next year. Hey, it's not The Law, but I do think it's one reason why I'm reasonably successful. I think having a plan is a good thing. A necessary thing. I think knowing where you are in relation to where everyone else in the room is standing is useful. A more useful thing is knowing where you want to be.
But you know what the single most important thing is? Do you like the people you're standing with?
Seriously. The secret to a happy life is LOVING the people you are standing with in line.
As this year winds down, ticking away like a tired clock at the end of her gears, do you have a plan for next year? Do you set goals? Do you make resolutions? Do you at least plan your vacations?
I outline novels. I make Things to Do lists. I check my stats. (And yes, compare them.) And as I reach the end of the year, I make plans for the next year. Hey, it's not The Law, but I do think it's one reason why I'm reasonably successful. I think having a plan is a good thing. A necessary thing. I think knowing where you are in relation to where everyone else in the room is standing is useful. A more useful thing is knowing where you want to be.
But you know what the single most important thing is? Do you like the people you're standing with?
Seriously. The secret to a happy life is LOVING the people you are standing with in line.
As this year winds down, ticking away like a tired clock at the end of her gears, do you have a plan for next year? Do you set goals? Do you make resolutions? Do you at least plan your vacations?

Published on December 23, 2015 01:00
December 22, 2015
Advent Calendar - Day 22
Published on December 22, 2015 01:00