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April 20, 2019
The Loss of Lorraine Warren
The Loss Within The Paranormal Research Community
An important loss hit the paranormal community yesterday as the legendary paranormal investigator/demonologist Lorraine Warren passed away.
[image error]The Warrens
According to her son she passed peacefully in her sleep but the mark that she and her husband Edward Warren left on the world will certainly live on for generations to come.
Whether you know her from the cases that she and her husband worked on to help those who needed them most notably, Amityville. You may have met her years later on the show, Paranormal State; she came on several times to help with cases.
[image error]Amityville House Case
Many will know her from The Conjuring movie series, these films documented parts of the files that she and Ed had worked on over the years. However you may have been introduced to her, she was a force to be sure.
Her Life
Lorraine Moran was born in Bridgeport, Connecticut on January 31, 1927. Meeting her husband Ed while he worked as a movie usher, it is noted that she knew he would be the one she would marry.
Fast forward and consider that in their time of being investigators, I would even say authorities in the paranormal; they have helped and worked over 3000 cases. They devoted their lives to not only helping people but doing so by stepping outside of a box that most on at best on the fence about.
[image error]Lorraine Warren for The Conjuring
With the movies being made from Amityville Horror to The Conjuring series, we have learned a bit more about their cases and their home life. There was so much more to these two than meets the eyes, they had a family together, there was such love between the two of them.
I remember when watching the first movie and reading about how much input Lorraine had in it, how it showcased not only her and what it must be like to have the insights through the veil that she did, but also just how much love there was between her and Ed, trust. Her graceful and calming soul could be seen when she did live investigations on Paranormal State.
[image error]Lorraine Warren for The Conjuring
Granted there is still a stigma surrounding the show due to decisions made by Ryan Buell but it never, for me at least distracted me from watching for her. She has always struck me as graceful and that there really was something in that twinkle of her eyes that said she knew things that others did not because their eyes were closed.
Her Cases
They brought to front and center a world that was beyond the here and now. Between the Amityville and Enfield cases which were far more well-known, they also did lectures showcasing their documented evidence.
Some of these pieces of evidence are still to this day some of the best examples that the paranormal does exist.
[image error]The Enfield Case
They had in their home a museum of the occult objects, some of which are quite well known and not to be disturbed. The movie Annabelle, of which the final part of her tale is coming this summer titled Annabelle Comes Home, features one such object.
[image error]The Warrens and Annabelle
While in the movie she is a bit different, the real life Annabelle is a possessed Raggedy Ann doll that Ed and Lorraine have considered one of the more dangerous artifacts in the museum they have. They have gone so far as to keep the doll securely in a glass case warding off any interaction aside from blessings from a priest.
We Are With You
We here at Gothic Bite Magazine wish their family our condolences in this time and hope that they have peace.
[image error]The Warrens
Lorraine passed at the age of 92 and between her and Edward, who passed in 2006, had a lifetime that touched so many lives. The paranormal community owes a great debt to these two legendary investigators. May they be together again.
April 18, 2019
An Origin of Dragons
dragons in many cultures and taking many forms. There are many looks to them
and many origins as well. Within the fantasy lore, one dragon appearance is
seen quite often and is recognizable.
Dragon’s Fly
Its
appearance has become timeless and crossed from folklore to literature to
movies and inspire centuries of artists from many fields.
In Celtic mythology, dragons come in two different shapes. We have the more commonly known with wings and four legs. Then, we have the sea dragon which looks more like a sea serpent. However, it does remain in the dragon family of Celtic mythology.
[image error]Dragon Sculpture
Dragons are associated with the gods of Celtic mythology and among the most powerful ones as well. They are the protectors and guardians of all that is living and command respect. Dragons are wholly loved by the Celtic people from texts written and also, by those who adorned the crest of
a dragon.
Something I
didn’t know was that there is always a Catholic dragon who has taken over
guarding either a castle or cavern filled with gold. This dragon is a typically
a dragon with scaly skin, almost lizard-like, wings reminiscent of a bat,
therefore, having a membrane that permits the ability of flight instead of
feathers although there are rare representations of dragons with feathered
wings.
Some
variations also show dorsal bony spikes and of course, like a bat, the dragon
has back legs, and its hands are attached to the wings giving it its web shape,
leaving only two fingers at the end of each wing. Moreover, the dragon is known
to have a long scaly tail reminiscent again of a reptile, measuring about the
length of its entire body.
[image error]Lizard
In folktales, mean dragons are often depicted as greedy, making it more apparent that this is to have a hero slay the dragon in the adventure. Meanwhile, the good ones are often depicted as resourceful, a source of wisdom and loyalty. Dragons can be both good and bad, and that is the reason why I was surprised to see dragons in Catholicism as they had reduced Elves and Fairies to evil entities.
The Magic of
Dragons
Dragons are known to spit a significant amount of fire to protect either their lair or treasures or even people they are sworn to protect. Their fire coming from their belly up to their elongated throat—again, lizard-like, out of their mouth and have a vast range of targeting what or who they wish to set on fire.
[image error]Lizard
Other than
their apparent torch ability, dragons have other skills that are unique to
them. While researching European dragons, I have found that dragon blood is
quite precious and treasured. It can keep the animal alive for centuries if not
a millennia while even in particular literature, immortal. Their blood is also
believed to be poisonous or acid like to anyone who would touch it.
[image error]Australian Bat
What seems to
be shared among European folktales when it comes to dragons is their love for
an underground lair. They might be creatures capable of flying only by flapping
their hands up and down, however, like their close “flight relatives,” the
bats, they prefer to be antisocial and keep to themselves away from humans in
caverns and sleep for long periods. This particularity can also let us know
that by such behavior, they are an ancient species evolved of Earth.
Dark Ages
Dragons in the Dark Ages were well present in texts. Amongst Catholics of the time, most of them were evil, except for those guarding castles because of the dragon’s enormous stature. However, when we go up north, the Welsh saw them quite differently.
Dragons in Germanic folktales are depicted as again, guarding treasures of great value. They are hiding from humans, and over an extended period, if the dragon is believed to have left. Humans would then be known to enter the dragon’s lair where the treasure resided.
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They would then fall ill in some way. That specification has me believe that it must be due to their acidic or poisonous blood and most probably body fluids.
Wyvern Not
Dragon
In both
England and Portugal, these countries once used dragons to represent their
crest, but later on, these dragons became what is called a Wyvern. Those
creatures, though closely resembling dragons, have quite a few differences.
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One
difference being that they have two back legs, but no arms as their wings are
their only other limbs depriving them of fingers.
However, I am keeping this fascinating creature for another article. Therefore I am now going to get back to the fascinating dragons!
Now
Through
research, I have discovered that discussing and informing others about dragons
couldn’t be achieved in just one article as it would turn into a complete
encyclopedia with all of the information that you get! So, all that I can say
is that up until now, dragons seem to share two extremes and it keeps me
wondering what is at the core of these extreme personalities.
[image error]Dragon Painting
I want to go deeper with dragons and study their variances throughout the Arthurian literature, England, Celtic, Iberian, Italian and Scandinavian. Each of these has their particular view of dragons, and it has me wondering: did they somehow at one time exist and if so, are any remains unfindable because they would spontaneously combust therefore leaving no traces of their entire existence behind?
One thing is
for sure; I am more passionate about them now than I ever was before!
April 16, 2019
Planning A Haunted Vacation
A Different Vacation
Every summer I go on a trip somewhere in the United States. How do I pick my location or the best beaches, sun, fun, and cuties? Don’t be silly. I look for haunted locations of course.
I’ve been doing this for years. Sometimes the trips are simple one-day excursions. Sometimes the adventure takes a few days if I can match my fascination with haunted and history together all the better!
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This year I’m making some recommendations to anyone out there who might want to travel and get their ghostly experiences on. This list is by no means an impartial list. I have my favorite places, and I have reasons why they are my favorites. Look at it as GBM’s Travel Channel to do list!
Haunted Locations
Gettysburg, Pennsylvania: A more than one day kind of trip. If you go in July be prepared to be overwhelmed by tourist. The haunts are best in May and June.
[image error]Gettysburg, PA Keystone Marker
The battlefields are said to be the best for catching EVPs day or night. Tons of haunted tours, but honestly suggest doing your research before going out there. Tours are money makers. Use your senses, including common sense.
LaLaurie Mansion, New Orleans: Not a tourist attraction. It is a private residence. However, it’s the home of some of New Orleans worst and most grizzly debauchery to date.
[image error]LaLaurie Mansion – NOLA
The souls of dozens of murdered slaves are said to haunt the property. Screams supposedly goes as far as the street. At night it’s rumored things move past the windows on the second floor.
RMS Queen Mary, Long Island: What more do I have to say it’s the Queen Mary! Haunted by the souls of those who have died on board. The QM is said to be one of the most haunted locations in the United States.
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If you believe that ghosts haunt places they are most happy, then you might find the souls of some pretty famous people there.
Trans-Allegheny Asylum, West Virginia: I’ve written about this place a few times. It’s a must go if you’re brave enough — the location of hundreds of deaths.
[image error]Trans-Allegheny Lunatic Asylum
The souls left to die in the asylum often suffered not only in their minds but as a result of lack of care from staff. The list of paranormal investigators that have experiences here is insane. Also, the list of happenings is even higher!
Eastern State Pen, Philadelphia: To round out my list of favorites and must go to haunted sites. ESP offers year-round guided tours. Which I highly recommend due to safety concerns of the penitentiary. This place is another investigator favorite.
[image error]Eastern State Pen, Philadelphia
A hotspot for paranormal activity, visitors, have had things thrown at them. The sounds of cell blocks slamming shut and even EVPs and phantom smells.
That Is It!
These are my favorite locations to ghost hunt in the United States. Yes, I’ve been to each of them over the years. Not all at once, so don’t think you have to go racing around the country this month checking out haunts if you’re starting.
Check out your local haunts and go from there. Check out a local paranormal team and see if there are some recommended haunts you can hit. Have fun this summer.
Happy Haunting!
Artemis Dai
April 15, 2019
Through the Fire and the Flames – Notre Dame
1831 to 1996
My introduction to the Cathedral of Notre Dame was when I was a child; it was in the dark of a movie theatre and to a score that is to this day unbeatable in my mind.
To see Disney’s version of the Victor Hugo classic The Hunchback of Notre-Dame was astounding and much more relatable in the changed times since the 1831 release of the book.
The one thing that always inspired me was thinking just how detailed the reconstruction of the imposing and majestically beautiful Cathedral herself was. How much attention to detail the animators themselves had to have been in order to bring even a hundredth of the real thing to the animated screen.
Walt Disney Pictures Presents – The Hunchback of Notre Dame – 1996 Trailer
The way the stone looked both in day and night, the statues of the various grotesques that watched over her warding off the evil spirits, the pillars and stained glass that brought in colors the world sadly may never see again.
Mourners Singing
Today, a fire broke out in the halls of the Cathedral herself and the world has stood shocked and still. The web is ripe with many different videos depicting the horror that is being seen first-hand.
The throes of mourners watching singing her Ava Maria hits emotions and livens the skin with goosebumps. It is truly a sad day as a pillar of hope and muse for many is suffering this blow.
[image error]2019-04-15 Notre Dame in Fire
The Cathedral is praised as one of the most exquisite examples of Gothic architecture; it has been a sigil for many from the faithful to the sightseers for centuries. A haven. Sanctuary. The damage that has been done today is incalculable, but it has happened.
She has been saved once before; it was her life that Victor Hugo was saving when he took pen to paper and wrote his tale. If not for him who knows what would have become of her back then.
Through The Eyes of Art
Whole generations would never have known her grace and beauty, her calm and endearing spirit if not for him and the architects Jean-Baptiste-Antoine Lassus and Eugène Viollet-le-Duc who not only helped to restore but enhance her with the 750 ton spire and the 56 Chimera.
[image error]Notre Dame de Paris on 2019-04-14
What is to come is unknown but the world is watching France and our hearts are with her in mourning. In hope. In loss. I know here at Gothic Bite Magazine we are deeply feeling the pain, our hearts are with you and we stand in solidarity with France.
Ring The Bells of Notre Dame
This article is not a journalistic piece, and it is not a typical blog post from Gothic Bite Magazine. It is a bit small specter of history mixed with my emotional state at the view of Notre Dame in flames.
Cries & Fire
The medieval French Gothic building represents a monumental era of humankind history. It is a French landmark like no others. No other church has the historic Notre Dame has like no other building has these Romanesque towers and rose window looking over its people.
The art, the architecture and the labor of love over centuries in the making and while renovating its walls, authority believes a fire spread due to reconstruction. The roof and spire collapsed bringing with it the heart of France. People amassed in the streets surrounding the building, weeping and singing as there was nothing they could do to save it.
[image error]2019-04-15 Notre Dame in Fire
Not Just A Catholic Symbol
Notre Dame is more than just a church; it was an inspiration for many artists and represented moments of history. 850 years of love, art, strength and gathered people from all around the world. One of the most beloved tales born from its walls, The Hunchback of Notre Dame still to this day inspire people.
Le Temps des Cathédrales by Bruno Pelletier from The Hunchback of Notre Dame musical
Its memorable façade is part of so many events, eras and admired for its beauty and location. Notre Dame is not just a Catholic symbol. It represents a part of French history. This building is also a symbol of refuge as granting asylum was a role churches took at heart. This landmark is beautiful in so many ways, and now fire claimed its beauty.
What It Means To Me
I am an artist, a proud French woman from the province of Quebec in Canada. Witnessing the flames taking over Notre Dame was like a spear right through my heart that impaled me. Notre Dame to me is a symbol of beauty and what French people are capable of best, beautiful art and unforgettable moments.
[image error]Victor Hugo The Hunchback of Notre Dame
A part of my DNA carries the blood of France and today. It cried out of pain and sorrow. French people today lost a landmark that meant more than words can say. To France, my heart is with you. To Notre Dame, I pray for your reconstruction because without you all French people feel incomplete.
I am sorry if this feels emotional but ever since I saw the pictures I cannot stop crying, and my soul cannot stop bleeding. A part of me went with Notre Dame today.
My love, my heart, my beautiful France, our Notre Dame.
April 14, 2019
Gothic Bite Magazine Interview Author Daisy St. James
Who is Donna Maria?
Hi, my name is Daisy St. James and I write steamy Paranormal Romance!
When I was young, I always dreamed of becoming a writer. From the moment I picked up my very first romance novel at the tender age of twelve, I was hooked.
[image error]Daisy St. James Author
As I got older and more ambitious, I wrote my first YA novel, which promptly got devoured by my temperamental Hewlett-Packard. Since then, I’ve learned a lot about crafting an engaging story to captivate readers—and how to back up her work to avoid devastation at the hands of technology.
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I live mostly in my head but call beautiful Montreal, Quebec in Canada my home. I am a voiceover artist/stay-at-home-mom/writer. Nothing pleases my little black heart more than writing some hot and steamy PNR with sexy, badass heroines and even sexier leading men, and trust me, they are
hot AF!
The Interview!
ALEXA WAYNE (A.W.): When did you find out you would want to write novels?
DAISY ST. JAMES: Wow, really young. I remember being in elementary school and writing very detailed compositions that my teachers always found vastly entertaining. The love of books was instilled me in from a very young age by my mother, and I always loved weaving tales. I knew from the moment I began reading actual novels that I wanted to write them too.
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A.W.: You mentioned me your work, all set in paranormal or Gothic settings, would you let our readers know why you are more attracted to that genre?
DAISY ST. JAMES: I have a bit of a dark heart. The love for things that go bump in the night has always been there. I’ve always been drawn to vampire tales, stories by Poe and dark art. My nickname growing up was The Little Black Bird of Doom.
[image error]Phoenyx in Flames by Daisy St. James
It was just always a thing with me. My musical tastes fell on the heavier side, horror movies were my favorite, I loved reading King, but I also enjoyed romance novels.
So, when I discovered Paranormal Romance in the form of television shows such as Buffy the Vampire Slayer and books like The Hollows Series by Kim Harrison and Interview With a Vampire by Anne Rice, well—I was hooked.
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A.W.: When writing about paranormal, do you do research and if so, how far do you go with your research?
DAISY ST. JAMES: I am continually researching! The one thing I’ve learned is that one should never assume their readers to be idiots. I fully intend to be called out by my readers should I fail to recall something inaccurately. If I need to know something about Demon’s, I’m hot on the web. Vampires?
I’m buying every non-fiction book I can find on them. Once I’ve learned enough of what I need to know; however, then I make the mythology mine or try to at least. I like putting a bit of a spin on things old and making them just a little shinier than they were before.
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A.W.: What is most important to you when writing your novels?
DAISY ST. JAMES: That the story makes sense. Just because it’s fiction and just because it’s mythology or folklore doesn’t mean I can take greater liberties with the stories that came from the past.
[image error]Phoenyx in Flames by Daisy St. James
I want to make sure that when people read my books, they come away with a sense that they’ve read something fresh and new, something they would want to read again and again. The plot is significant to me, and I sometimes have several going at the same time.
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A.W.: Which authors influenced your writing?
DAISY ST. JAMES: Kim Harrison. J.R. Ward, Anne Rice, Stephen King, Neil Gaiman, Edgar Allan Poe, Jeaniene Frost. I could go on and on. Kim Harrison is my favorite author of them all by far.
A.W.: Which of your novels is your favorite and why is it your favorite?
DAISY ST. JAMES: I haven’t written it yet! Hahaha! Seriously. I’m in the middle of a five book series, The Phoenyx Series, and am currently working on a Novella set in the same universe that is set up to introduce two new characters to the series: a “hero” and a villain.
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Book three is what comes next and book three will be my favorite one. I haven’t written it yet, but I have my outline, and it is going to be spectacularly romantic, suspenseful and intense. I really can’t wait to get it out there!
A.W.: Do you believe in the paranormal, by that I mean in hauntings, that there are creatures out in the wild we still don’t know the existence of?
DAISY ST. JAMES: Absolutely. I’ve always been a little sensitive to the paranormal, seen things, felt things that were out of the ordinary. I was told once that I was a beacon to paranormal entities, and they seem to flock to me for one reason or another.
There have been, shall we say, unexplained occurrences in my life. So, yes, I am a firm believer in the supernatural, paranormal realms that permeate our reality.
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A.W.: What made you decide to be self-published?
DAISY ST. JAMES: I am self-published for the sole reason that The Phoenyx Series is very special to me and I wanted to ensure it made it to the masses. I didn’t want an editor to butcher it or talk me out of my creative liberties.
[image error]Phoenyx in Flames by Daisy St. James
The series had to be written and published on my terms and mine alone. It’s not to say I wouldn’t attempt Tradition Publishing someday, but for the moment, I’m holding the reigns on my career as an author.
A.W.: What sets you apart from other paranormal and Gothic authors?
DAISY ST. JAMES: I think perhaps my writing style and “take” on the paranormal genre. I think it’s different. For a while, I worried that it might be too different, but I’ve been getting excellent responses from readers who are enjoying the series.
A.W.: What can readers look forward to from Daisy St. James in 2019?
DAISY ST. JAMES: As I said before, I am currently working on a novella entitled From Within which will hopefully be followed by the book three in The Phoenyx Series entitled Phoenyx in Ashes—I cannot stress how excited I am for this one.
[image error]Phoenyx in Flames by Daisy St. James
If PiA doesn’t get finished in 2019, I will be looking at an early 2020 release date. It’s been generally a year between books. I try very hard not to rush my process because I don’t want to skimp of the quality I produce. Taking my time and crafting an engaging story is very important to me.
April 11, 2019
The Origins of Fays
thinking about fairies with are often leaning toward the little tiny female
entities with charming laughs and little dragonfly type of wings. We think
about Tinkerbell and her friends; others imagine them appearing like children.
However, where do they come from, what are the origins of Fays?
What does
Fay mean?
It does matter the spelling of the word: fae, fay, fey, fairy, it all means the same. The word itself first saw the light of day in early Dark Ages Times around the world. Other spellings consisting of faerie, fairie, fayrye, and feirie have their place in history.
However,
the word faerie, adopted in Middle English later became the fairy. The word
itself meaning “enchanted” or anything related to charm. The word itself,
borrowed from Old French, faerie, came from the same meaning “realm of the
fays.”
Despite
different spellings, the word had loosely different meanings. For Scotland, the
word meant “illusion” the ending ‘erie’ referring to a place such as a witchery
or a knavery. From historical references, in particular, Arabic language,
“feti” traveled to France to became the fairy.
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The word even
goes back to Ancient Egypt where fays were similar to patronesses of
childbirth. However, it always circles back to France, derived from a modest
Latin word of fata, where fays had a prominent place in their folklore.
Descriptive of land of enchantment or fay land. In Old French, the meaning can
even relate to guardians.
The Fays
Around The World
It is
quite hard to pinpoint the origin of where fays come from because it is in many
cultures as folk tales told from person to person. Just by its etymology, we
can assume that it has been in many ancient civilizations.
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One of the most significant mythologies attached to the legend of fays is the Celtic one. It encompasses the Bretons and Welsh people. The fays even had a place with the Gaelic people, which includes Ireland and Scotland. It also worked its way with German and medieval France.
Northern Europe
and Scandinavians have many fay stories or creatures resembling those enchanted
people. The revival of the popularity of fays is related to the growing of
paganism working its way back to people who believe they have lost a part of
their heritage due to colonization.
Extinction
of Fays
When
Christianity or Catholicism took over most of Europe, pagans and Celts had to
leave their beliefs aside by force. However, many creatures found their way
back into the religion itself through other meanings. Like Yule became
Christmas by moving it just a few days after the solstice, as an example. The
same happened with fays.
In
Demonology, by King James, fairies, diminished to being illusionary spirits,
turned demonic. Associated with witchery and the occult in Medieval Times, they
became a synonym of evil. It even went as far as claiming that fairies were
demoted angels among Christians.
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Daemonologie, in forme of a dialogue
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However,
in England’s nineteenth century, a new light shone upon fays also associated
with solar angels. Those fays would help nature grow and be healthy in the
light. Fays were then often associated with butterflies.
The
wildest theory about fays would be that they are memories that materialized of
prehistorical people that lived among more advanced humans. One theory suggests
that the cannibalism of ogres refers to humans eating fairies. It would also
explain strange underground cities found and why we imagine fays wearing brown
and green clothing as camouflage to protect themselves from villainous humans.
The Fay
People
When
researching the creature, I have found that no matter what you are reading, it
always seems to go back to one thing: they were believed to be mischievous.
Many legends depict the fay people as one that either was kind, with a side of
a prankster or entirely cruel and would hurt humans for pleasure.
I had to
do more research and understand why such behavior would be part of the fays and
what I found surprised me. There was this belief that some fays would replace
human babies with their own to allow them to grow in a better environment than
their own. That invites the idea that not all fays were small in sizes.
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One thing
is for sure, after many kinds of research, fays are introverts and do not want
to interact with many humans. They prefer seclusion without exterior
disturbance. They are uncomfortable with the idea of communicating with humans,
and that brings support to the wild theory of a race that once existed.
The Fays
of Today
Now that
fays are gaining more popularity by the day, I believe that their mischievous
side subsided and are now kind and peaceful people. Introverted and shy, they
are the representation of nature guardians and pleasant times.
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Fairies
now influence festivals and gather people together in great harmony to
celebrate their name and provenance from old times often perceived as
Romanesque and inspiring. Little creatures lost in old Celtic beliefs now
surfaces and are coming back with impressive creative festivals and magazines.
Believing
Is Seeing?
I have
grown to believe that I make my magic and you know what? When I look outside my
bedroom window, and I see those little lights flying around, I tell my husband,
“Look; fairies have come to visit.” He doesn’t judge me; he only says, “As long
as their nice, they are welcome.” Because he knows deep down, I just chose to
believe.
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Fays might
have an elusive origin, but I’m sure deep down inside that they are amazing
people that might have existed and maybe, somehow, some of us still carries out
their genes. Who knows? I find it peaceful to believe.
April 9, 2019
Enter Sandman
Enter Sandman
Say your prayers little one
Don’t forget my son
To include everyoneI tuck you in, warm within
Keep you free from sin
‘Til the sandman he comes
Sleep with one eye open
Gripping your pillow tight
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Exit Light
Enter night
Take my hand
We’re off to never-never land
Something’s wrong, shut the light
Heavy thoughts tonight
And they aren’t of Snow White
Dreams of war, dreams of liars
Dreams of dragon’s fire
And of things that will bite, yeah
Sleep with one eye open
Gripping your pillow tight
Exit light
Enter night
Take my hand
We’re off to never-never land
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Now I lay me down to sleep
Now I lay me down to sleep
Pray the lord my soul to keep
Pray the lord my soul to keep
If I die before I wake
If I die before I wake
Pray the lord my soul to take
Pray the lord my soul to take
Hush little baby don’t say a word
And never mind that noise you heard
It’s just the beasts under your bed
In your closet in your head
Exit light
Enter night
Grain of sand
Exit light
Enter night
Take my hand
We’re off to never-never land
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Boo! Yeah yeah!
We’re off to never-never land
Take my hand
We’re off to never-never land
Take my handWe’re off to never-never land
We’re off to never-never land
We’re off to never-never land
Song:
Enter Sandman
Lyrics by:
Kirk Hammett, James Hetfield, Lars Ulrich.
Album:
Black Album.
Released:
1991.
The Video
The Breakdown
Yeah, I know, most of you were singing your way through those lyrics, weren’t you? It’s quite all right, I did the same thing, so don’t feel bad. Today, I am doing a breakdown of the song Enter Sandman by Metallica off their Black Album, released back in 1991.
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Kirk Hammett, the lead guitarist for Metallica, was credited with writing this song and went on record saying that it was a story of a young man who is haunted by intense nightmares and is visited by a variation of the Sandman.
Enter Sandman Influences
All of us at one point or another have had instances of nightmares at least similar to what is described in this song and shown in the music video. Initially, this was meant to be about Sudden Infant Death Syndrome, a much darker tone than the constant nightmares that are represented here.
This song has been officially named Metallica’s most played song ever, even being used by Sandman, a wrestler with ECW, as his entrance music. It was also used in 2003 during the US invasion of Iraq, they used it in a psychological sense, laying it over and over hoping to break Saddam Hussein and his men’s will so they would give up their fight.
Personal Notes
Beyond what I have stated here, the song also has nods to other sources as well, like Peter Pan and others. I could go on and on about this song, breaking down what it meant to me back in ’91, but I won’t, seeing as I am significantly older now than I was back then, and the meaning of the song has changed or diminished over the years.
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Yes, it’s a great headbanger, something to motivate you during whatever tasks you may have to accomplish, but, beyond that, I don’t see this having a significant impact on the way songs are written or produced. Those lyrics were just that perfect song at the time, allowing the metal genre of music to shine brightly for a while.
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Metallica has written numerous other songs, but none took off for them like Enter Sandman did, except for Nothing Else Matters or Unforgiven, both of which were off the Black Album. In this writer’s opinion, this was a great song off a decent album designed to make money.
If you want to get to the real meat of Metallica, then I suggest picking up the four albums that came before this and giving them a listen. All four of them are much better, harder and more involved than most of what was released on the Black Album.
April 7, 2019
Inerview with Carter Buschardt from THE Bigfoot Field Researcher Organization
Man of Many Talents
My name is Carter Buschardt, and I am originally from Dallas Texas. I now reside in Liberty Missouri, which is just outside of Kansas City Missouri. I had an eventful life before becoming a researcher for BFRO in 2009.
I was a rock drummer for 18 years and played just about any state you can name and several countries. One of my bands opened for the Who. In between my various bands, I was a lighting director for numerous big-time bands: James Taylor, Bad Company, Grand Funk Railroad, Three Dog Night, among others.
[image error]Carter Buschardt – BFRO Researcher
I was also improvisational and sketched comedy performer and writer for about 5 years after the music played itself out.
Fast forward to 2008. I had, and have been, interested in the paranormal and cryptozoology virtually my entire life. I cannot say there was anyone catalyst for getting into Sasquatch research, but just a need and desire to be involved.
I “knew” they existed. I picked a random public expedition to attend in 2008, and as soon as I returned home, I was hooked. To become a researcher one had to attend several expeditions, and then be recommended as a researcher based on cognitive and research skills that resulted in correct results.
[image error]Property of Carter Buschardt – BFRO
Since becoming a researcher, I have led three public expeditions in Missouri and countless private expeditions in numerous states. I have consulted on two of the Finding Bigfoot TV shows for Animal Planet, and have had at least 60 or more reports, and counting, published to the BFRO.net website.
I have had three visual night time sightings through my thermal vision cameras. I have seen, heard, recorded and photographed things that defy “rational” explanation of known animal life forms. I specialize in stick structures, burial, print casting, thermal night vision camera research, and Sasquatch language.
Interview
ALEXA WAYNE (AW): You must be asked this often but for those who don’t know what picked your interest in Bigfoot what was the defining moment?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: Well, in my late teen years, I saw the Patterson/Gimlin Film of the Sasquatch, now known as “Patty.” There were newspaper reports in the late ’50s and early ’60s of monstrous footprints found and cast in Northern California.
I was lucky enough to get a copy of the newspaper from a friend whose brother was serving in Hawaii. He mailed them to my friend, and we were mesmerized.
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I was already heavy into the UFO subject before that, so the Sasquatch subject was a natural addition. I had studied to be a MUFON investigator. I have always “known,” or believed, that many things in the world and universe exist, no matter what mainstream science would have us believe.
AW: The first considered “solid evidence” of Bigfoot is the 1967 video, is it something that you consider real as a Bigfoot expert?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: Yes, as mentioned above. That film and a very few others have stood the test of time and scrutiny. The technology for the “fake suit and prosthetics” theory, needed to make a suit of that nature, did not exist in 1967.
Original Film Enhanced by The Invisible Redneck
Not to mention the rippling muscles and pendulous breasts. Nor did the technology to alter film. Since it was shot on 16mm film, and not digital, that itself virtually precluded any type of fakery other than a fake suit, it stands today as one of the very few benchmarks, by which all others are judged.
AW: What has us interested at Gothic Bite Magazine by Bigfoot, is the fact that the species seem to have, like humans, spread around the world—Sasquatch, Yeti, Abominable Snowman, however, is there a reason for its perpetual hiding?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: Well, that is a great question actually, with numerous potential answers. For starters, have you noticed what we “civilized” humans do to the planet?
We hunt and kill wildlife for sport, some to near extinction, poison the planet with emissions, destroy millions of acres yearly for all kinds of materials, pollute the water, and kill each other.
[image error]Property of Carter Buschardt – BFRO
Would you want to hang around the “civilized” humans? This is an example of survival instincts at their finest. Perhaps they avoid us because of disease. We may have some types of illnesses that would decimate their numbers since vaccines are not available to them.
AW: Would you consider the Swamp Monster part of the Bigfoot “family”?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: Yes. Also, to be inclusive, other bipedal Cryptids are probably mistaken for Bigfoot, and conversely, Bigfoots that are mistaken for the Swamp Monster and other bipedal Cryptids. The physical characteristics are quite similar.
AW: Which case was the most groundbreaking for you?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: Well the Patterson/Gimlin film was my launching pad, but more recently, my sightings and several habituation/visitation sites I continue to visit and research are the motivation for me.
AW: Do you find your job harder with the technology available today?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: On the contrary, technology is helping us see and do things with research we would have been unable to do even just 10 years ago. Thermal and drone technology, zero light, or black flash trail cams, audio recorders, among other means.
AW: On the Terror in the Woods TV show a Bigfoot researcher claimed Bigfoot might be of extra-terrestrial origins, do you believe in that theory?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: To preface that therory, I will share my personal philosophy regarding cryptid research.
If I don’t know virtually everything about a specific cryptid or subject, then I must at least consider virtually anything related to that creature or subject.
[image error]Property of Carter Buschardt – BFRO
An open mind opens many doors. There are too many reports these days by those I /we deem credible, of paranormal events accompanying Sasquatch sightings, to dismiss them outright.
Who is to say that Humankind is not of extraterrestrial origins? Interdimensional travel, portals, orbs, and UFO’s are mentioned in enough witness events that you cannot arbitrarily dismiss them. Yes, I do believe in the possibility of that theory.
AW: Some believe that Bigfoot might be the evolution of the Neanderthal species as we happen not to be related to it, would that be possible?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: Possible, yes, of course. There seem to be several “missing links or pieces of the evidence chain,” so to speak.
Gigantopithecus, Neanderthal, Cro-Magnon, Homo erectus, Denisovan, and a variety of other hominids and subspecies are all in the running. The “scientific” community refuses to consider virtually any evidence we may have regarding the origin(s) of Sasquatch or Bigfoot. Their eyes and all possible doors are closed.
AW: What is your advice for people who either might encounter Bigfoot by accident or want to find him or her?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: Well, for one thing, do NOT attempt to harm or kill. Period. That cannot turn out well for either party. If they turn out to be related to us in some way, you do not want that blood on your hands.
It seems to be a relatively common reaction by humans to kill or harm something they do not understand and ask questions later. If you are going specifically out to see if there might be an interaction, just be yourself.
[image error]Property of Carter Buschardt – BFRO
Take a camera or voice recorder. However, honestly, they are very curious about humans, our families and our day to day routines. Especially our food.
Most of my encounters occur when they come in to view our campsites. The sounds of our children and conversation. Music. Food cooking on the fire. Just be aware of your surroundings. Look. Listen. You might be surprised.
AW: Did shows like Finding Bigfoot made your work harder for BFRO’s credibility?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: On the contrary, it has made it easier. Before the show and social media of all kinds, there was a sort of taboo regarding those poor innocent people who admitted to having seen these creatures.
If you saw one and mentioned it, well you were a bit ostracized in your community. After the show and the explosion of social media, there was an about-face in attitude.
[image error]Property of Carter Buschardt – BFRO
Good credible witnesses are now coming out of the woodwork, drawn by the courage of others to come forward. I am taking reports now that go back to the 1940s. Some mind-boggling events to be sure.
AW: When visiting your website, I could feel your passion for bringing knowledge and information about Bigfoot to the audience, however, what climate do you believe Bigfoot is mostly attracted to—mountains, ordinary woodlands…?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: They live in all climates as far as we can tell. Yetis in the frigid Himalayas, Yowi’s in the more desert areas of Australia, rain forests of North America, you name it.
Even the arid and mountainous regions of the American southwest. They appear to be quite adaptive. If an area has an excellent food source, waterways for travel, food (fish) and drinking water, good cover, and best of all, a remoteness that makes human confrontation or interaction at a minimum, then that is home.
There are theories of migration, but there is not a consensus of agreement on that.
AW: This question is for me, I have to ask! Haha. I am an animal lover; despite Bigfoot being remarkably intelligent—to me, the species still seem more on the wild side. I’ve seen videos of people wanting to find Bigfoot to kill him or her, what is your position on that?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: We, BFRO, are a no-kill organization. So am I. Unless I am sincerely and unquestionably threatened, I will protect myself. I am virtually never armed anyway during expeditions or research, and if I am, it is because of humans, not Sasquatch. The wild side is for their survival. They mean us no harm. It would be quite easy for them to do so, should they choose.
AW: Of course, I must ask, what is BFRO’s mission and has it changed with the years?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: Our mission is to prove the existence of these creatures, and to study them in a peaceful, scientific and meaningful way. We are a no-kill organization.
[image error]Property of Carter Buschardt – BFRO
Though we would love to have a body for the research, we will come about it naturally and peacefully. They may be closely related to humans in a variety of ways, so to do harm is counterproductive.
AW: Is there any website or social media where people can reach out to you or follow BFRO and if so, does BFRO take report of sightings from people?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: If you want to file a report, go to BFRO.net. On the left hand panel, there is a place to REPORT A SIGHTING. Click on that, and type away. A researcher assigned to your general area will contact you.
AW: What can our readers look for from BFRO in 2019?
CARTER BUSCHARDT: BFRO, as well as humanity in general, are turning to technology to discover new things. As mentioned earlier, we are at the forefront of DNA collection, when possible, Drone and thermal camera technology, audio recordings, documentation of any shred of a possibility of existence, and just in-depth research. We are getting there.
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The Real Witchcraft
I Knew Better
It was the summer of 96 or better referred to as “The Summer of Hell.” I can’t help but to blame myself; after all, I’ve watched plenty of horror movies to know all the basic rules, but even then I ignored the most important one.
I was young and curious. So attracted to anything horror. I played with a spirit board by myself, and if that wasn’t enough, I had chanted spells that I found in a spell book written in another language.
Evil Came By
Frustrated at what I thought was a complete fail since nothing had happened I continued on with this dangerous combo. A few days had passed, and things began to change. I started hearing strange sounds; for each night that went by the evil entity became more aggressive.
Some call it Sleep paralysis but I know it was an evil force holding me captive—I can hear the growling in my ear and the voices as it whispers to me; calling out my name. I was terrified!
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I fought so hard to have just enough courage to open my eyes and then fear would strike again when I would witness with my own eyes a hooded shadow figure by my bed and shadow figures darting in and out of the wall while calling my name. It was getting worse; I can now feel it touching me—it actually touched my foot!
It wouldn’t let me sleep, and it was as if it was getting stronger. I was so scared knowing it was my fault I didn’t want to tell anyone especially my father. All my family had warned me about tampering with spirit boards. I no longer felt safe in my own home and every chance I got I tried to go somewhere hoping that this thing wouldn’t follow me.
Not My Cousin
I distinctly remember several occasions where the evil had followed me: My Aunt has asked me to stay with her and her family during the week to babysit my little cousin while she worked. I had fallen asleep something had disturbed my sleep. I opened my eyes to the light above me flickering on and off.
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I immediately left the bedroom and fell asleep on the couch for the rest of the night. Another night I had experienced the same exact thing, but this time as I left the room I heard whispering coming from my cousin’s bedroom which was located right next to the living room.
Confused and terrified I started to wonder if it was my cousin that I had been babysitting only to find out later that day he was sleeping with his parents room the entire night.
It Always Comes Back
I knew I had to dispose of the board and when I did, I heard a voice later that night say “I will come back.” Eventually, we moved, and I began feeling safe again. The activity still happens from time to time. I realized later that this “thing” wasn’t a part of the house—I summoned it, and it is attached to me.
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I thought I was losing my mind until one day my older cousin had visited; she also is a believer who has had her own personal experiences. We were exchanging stories of strange events and distinctly she heard heavy breathing coming from upstairs.
We both looked at each other, and she noticed my dog turn towards the direction of stairs, and she heard it too. She had lived there before me and stated that she’s never heard that during the time of residency there.
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