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Fold the loads this sonday!

Heya! Here’s something again for the equality values we as moms see instilling in our kids. The mission in which we are all set to reach our kids the basic value that house chores aren’t gender discriminated, they are a duty which everyone in the family should be contributing in and happily so! This one value can help us lay a foundation of an equal, justified future that doesn’t force a girl or a boy to take up a certain task and follow It forcibly.

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So, We are all together with Ariel India in this mission to create an equal India which shares the load in every step. Thus, finally, it’s that time of the week again where in we turn our Sunday’s in to Sondays, a day especially dedicated for the sons to help moms share the domestic chores of the household, credit goes to Ariel India! After successfully completing the previous three tasks, it’s time for the fourth Sunday task and we were all excited for it. The challenge said that sons should be taking a challenge to fold as many clothes as possible within just 30 seconds.

Well, my son usually took these types of chores as a cake walk. He was quite confident he would fold more than five in this time. Well, let’s see what he did!

He let go the neatness aside and sat there comfortably all set to do the challenge the best way. He was all set to complete the task within minim time possible and also arranging them as systematically as possible. And surprisingly, he did well! Actually, he folded more than five clothes and was quite proud of it. I never knew before he would be actually so fast in this task though he used to fold his clothes regularly when he used to clean and arrange his wardrobe. But that task usually took him quite some time to be completed. Taking it as a challenging spirit with giving in his best and folding them nicely was something surprising and made me feel really great.

As for me, I’m glad my son evolved as a winner in all the four tasks given by Ariel India which depicted the slogan, #SonsShareTheLoad. For me, I’m glad K through these challenges, instilled the value of sharing the load of house chores in to him.

I pledge to #ShareTheLoad in household chores in association with Ariel and BlogAdda‘

5 ways to treat your mothers this Mother’s Day!

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Mother’s Day has arrived and are you still wondering how to make it a special day for her? Got out of ideas and want to make her feel good and relaxed too? It can be an easy task and your mom would feel great at the end of the day. Guess how? Check these five ways in which you can surprise your mother this Mother’s Day and make it super special for her.

Cook for her!

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Well, we all know what great cooks our moms are and how much efforts they take to feed us well. So, why not try to play her role for a day and treat her instead? Even when you’re short of gifts, no worries! Your hard work and efforts to prepare her favourite dish and let her relax and wait for her meal on mother’s day can be a huge gift for her. And for the recipe, you know you tube and your google buddy is enough for the same!

Spa session!

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She needs pampering just as you do! She needs relaxing just as everyone for whom she cares do! Get her all the relaxation therapies done by taking her to a decent spa and let her sooth her self in the aromatic massages out there.

Take her shopping!

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We know how women love shopping. So, don’t but a gift before hand for her. Take her along with you and let her choose her take and even accompany her as she window shops and bargains fussily with this hawkers and by her take.

Call her friends and relatives at home!

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She always would have love to spend some chattering time with her buddies and cousins, but couldn’t do that so that her kids and family won’t get disturbed. So, let’s get disturbed for a day and invite her closed ones and let them ace some time on their own and enjoy the party time. Let her open up freely with her dear ones and you can watch her get happy with them.

Spend time with her!

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Can you beat this? Being the loving soul she is, what more than her kids love and family’s attention make her happy? She just needs those special words of encouragements and some quality time spent with her. So, chalk out of your mobiles and chit chat with her a bit, not only for Mother’s Day, but make it a habit daily!

We cannot thank our moms enough for whatever she have done and will be doing for us, but Atleast through these measures, we can make her feel special and let her know how much we love her!

Dishes on sondays!

So, it’s our Sonday again and we are all excited to try out something new today! Like each week, Ariel India assigns is some of the easiest yet exciting tasks which can make a huge difference in our domestic and social lives as well. Let’s see how much our sons are able to cope up with these tasks and remain those favourites of moms even when they are sharing those heavy loads of moms!

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So, it was doing the dishes with mom this Sonday and my son was a little bit hesitant about it. Helping in clothes washing through machines and rearranging the wardrobes was dry and mostly a cringe free task, but dishes can be smelly, wetty and dirty! Says MAMA’s boy on hearing the task. Well, it was just a bit convincing that if you use these dishes, what’s wrong in washing and cleaning them as well!

Then Mr. junior ladha was unstoppable. He went on starting with the breakfast dishes, all clad still in his nightshirt, washing the mini biscuit plates first and later doing the mugs well. The dishes were actually shining and he was constantly glancing at them again and again to make sure these were clean and even smelling them to check if they still stinks. (Like mother, like son)

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That was when I clicked this picture! For this Sonday, I’m glad now my son washed his cups and mini plates after each of his snacks and breakfasts. I think he needs more of these Sunday lessons to help him get a habit of washing his lunch and dinner plates too, but I know when the start was this good, one day, soon, my son would definitely share my load!

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Zeal of love!

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The regular monsoons had started and the pleasant fragrance of mud engulfed her all around. She loved walking at the park at this time in the morning. The kids from her neighbourhood were busy running around her. They used to love to go for playing in the he park when she used to go for a walk. They enjoyed teasing and playing with her there. Even at that time the youngest kid from neighbourhood removed the band that clasped her long hair in a ponytail and ran away teasing her. She started to run towards him but the sudden breeze made her hair come on her face and she didn’t see the opposite person running by and thud they both went down on the floor clashing. She tried getting up but it was slightly difficult as she lay on the person’s arms who she had clashed with. “I wonder when girls with eyes would make use of their eyes when walking on parks?” Said the one who she had clashed with and she looked at him with a start.

Adil was busy jogging on his track when a girl running from the opposite side came and clashed with him. He caught her in time from falling straight on face on the ground though in the process his own back may have got scratched. He could feel the usual miss of heartbeats and then the speeding of them when he recognised who this beautiful looking long haired girl was! She was busy trying to get up from him, embarrassed of her position and her long black hair hiding them away from the spectators. He lightly breathed in her perfume. It has been two months now from the day she went away from his place first at the hospital and later at a rented place which he knew nothing about. He knew she was still the PA in the office but he avoided going there. Being near to her made him weak which he just can’t afford to be. But he missed her! He missed her tantrums, her challenges, her being in that room where he used to often go just to feel her.

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Sara looked at him. He was here, so close to her again. The way he was watching her caused her to blush. She have missed him all these days. Often she used to just sit, close her eyes and watch him in her dreams, completing her life. So what he would never love her, why would he? He was Adil Khan, the millionaire with lakhs of girls around him, but still she hero worshipped him or may be loved him? She used to often ask herself. May be that was love, but whatever it was, just the thought of him made her feel happy. And today, being so close to him made her thoughts and feelings go hay wire.

She slightly stood up and looked around for the boy who took her band away. Her hair was now on her face and even on his shoulders because of the heavy breeze here. “So, aren’t the girls using their eyes nowadays?” He asked her mischievously staring at her beautiful flushed face. “Yeah, but the walls between the roads aren’t staying in their places nowadays!” She retorted him back in his own tone. Just then the kid came with her band and too confused with those fast heartbeats and his deep penetrating stare, she turned to go.

“Wait sara!” He stopped her from behind. “She turned towards him. “I have been missing you! Have you been too?” He asked her directly in a soft voice while she got more confused and started to think for a suitable anwer. “You always wanted to know why I did all that for you and it was surprising for you?” He started talking after waiting for some time. “Even I have been searching for this answer since the day it all happened. I don’t know why but you always clicked something in me. Even while I hated you, it was always something I did out of protecting from that magical spell you always casted on me. I Often felt I was doing wrong to you, my heart used to stop me from doing that, but my ego, my brain never accepted the fact that myself, the Adil Khan, the man made to conquer the business world can be conquered by a small delicate girl.” He said while he watched her beautiful face go red again with her hair playing around on her face. She tried to clasp them in a band when he caught her hand, “let it be, you look more beautiful this way!” Sara went more blushed and gazed away from his deep eyes.

“When I saw you almost die, I was in pieces Sara! I just wanted to protect you, nothing else mattered, not even my own life. And that’s why I did all that I did. Because….” he stopped to search for words to say all about his feelings. “Because?” She asked him slowly and he gazed right in her eyes, “because I knew you were home! You felt mine, you were mine and I could do anything to protect you, to get my home near me, to let my world stay in this world for me, forever!”

She couldn’t believe he said that. She doubted that day when she went to ask him about it and knew she loved him, but she never expected love back. Especially when he made it clear my looking in her eyes. And today, it felt as if he was saying her words through his voice. She felt the same about him and she couldn’t help but smile knowing that now life can be hers too. God wasn’t unjust after all, even she got her side of happiness today.

She looked up at him and said,”that’s what I always dreamt of you being,my home, my dear one!”

Adil was overwhelmed at this and pulled her closer towards him and he clasped her flushed face with both his hands,”So, what about sharing my place for ever after now?

Y the pain?

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She was shocked wouldn’t justify her feelings. Each and everything the nurse said made sense to her except for one thing which even they didn’t understand, why did Adil Khan went to such extremes for her? This question lead to a dead way every time she thought about everything that have happened so far. Why not ask the man himself. She thought and looked at her legs. She didn’t knew if she could trust them now to take her to him. She tried to put them down slowly and surprisingly they did progress. The flickering pain that went with it made her sob, but she was going to stand today, for the sake of the hate she felt for Adil, for the sake of the pain she had caused her life saviour, for the sake of those answers that she wanted to get from him, she had to bear it all and walk, walk towards him.

She grasped the bed for support and started taking those baby steps. Even her stomach and lower back pained now. She could feel how we would have felt at that time. She clasped the wall for support and

Moaning lightly progressed towards the door. The world outside the room was surprisingly palacial. She was standing in the biggest corridor she have seen in her whole life. How can she search for him now. She tried to find someone who can help her to his room. At that time she didn’t see the handle around and clashed with it. Her sudden moan brought the nurse from the adjoining room out. “What are you doing here? You shouldn’t be walking in this condition, not today atleast when you have just regained your lost senses. We have to get it tested by doctors first.” She caught her turned her towards her room. “No please! Let me meet him first, take me to his room, I want to meet him once please.” She requested the nurse with tears in her eyes and the nurse couldn’t help but silently took her to the master bedroom at the far corner of the corridor and left. “ I’m here in the corridor sofas if you need to return.” She said and turned away.

Sara was in fix as to knock at the door or directly go in. She lightly knocked the door and opened in slowly after hearing a weak ‘comein’ sound. He lay there on the bed with sheets drawn till his chest. His eyes were closed but he didn’t seem to be in sleep. “Do you know you used to scream during nights and he used to hold you all night long….” she remembered everything the nurse has said and stood there gazing at him with tears in her eyes.

He was still in pain but it was quite bearable now. He waited for the person who have knocked at the door to ask something but when no sound came in, he opened his eyes slightly and was shocked to see her standing there, watching him, crying and all on her own self. He jolted up quickly which made him vince with pain. She immediately tried to come towards him but the pain was extreme there too. Still. as she came close by, she half fell on his side of bed. He held her hand with his other hand, while his one hand was on his stomach now. She didn’t put all her weight on his hand but lightly tried to clasp his hand and clutch the bed side with other hand. “What are you doing here Sara? Do you know this could be dangerous for you?” He asked her.

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“Why? Why did you do all this?” She asked him with tears now crying badly. He knew what she was talking about. So, she knew all about it now. “I got to know about your illness from you doctor. I didn’t knew anything about it before, I mean not until that day when I got you unconscious from ourt side the hotel. Otherwise I wouldn’t have ever thought of hurting you…” He started to say but she cut his talks in between,”Why all the pain? Why risk your life for me? You had money. If you wanted you could have saved me in hundreds of other ways. Why did you risk your life for me?”

Her questions made him look at the other side of the room. She was looking at his eyes when she asked about it. She wanted to know why he had risked his life for her. It was the same question he have been asking himself from days now. “It was because of me you were in that condition that day so I had to pay back too.” He answered her and looked away again. “My illness wasn’t anywhere related to you. I was going to die as it is even before we were destined to meet. It had nothing to do with you. So why did you risk your life to save mine?” Her questions still remained the same.

“I said you were my responsibility and those people trusted me for you and.” “And you risked your life for your responsibility?” She asked him directly and for the first time in his life Adil Khan was left without words. He just gazed back at her and there was so much in those eyes which made him realise why he would have done that. Those homely feelings when she she was near him made him understand why did he risked his life for her and those innocence on her face made him aware of the benefits of risking his life.

“Adil Khan is a man of honour. If I take any body as my responsibility I can go to any extreme levels to protect them, even give my life for her or him. It doesn’t matter who that person is” He said blankly to her while she sat there for minutes staring at his face through tear in her eyes.

This man saved her life, the man she had hated the most in her life, saved her life and that too by risking his own life. How thankful can she be to him, she owed him her life. How much she have dreamt of a life that she could live further without any fear of death and here it was, the future lay bright ahead of her.

But what kind of life it would be now? She closed her eyes to see those dreams she used to always see If she would have lived. The family she would have, with the one whom she would love! She closed her eyes to picture those moments again and opened again immediately. She gazed slowly at him, he was watching her intently and again she closed her eyes to see those pictures.

Her dreams had a face now and that belonged to no one else than the person sitting opposite her. She slightly opened her eyes to him, “So, you saved me for fulfilling your responsibility?”he nodded slightly as she gazed back at him and smiled slightly, “Thanks a lot for fulfilling it and saving my life.” She said, waited for sometime gazing back at him as if searching for something, waiting for something, something that he would say. But when he just sat there staring at her, she stood and slowly went away from him.

Xtreme surprise!

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“Yes! I attacked him. He wanted to take advantage of me, hurt me more, I couldn’t stop him otherwise, so I pushed him! It serves him best, he deserves it.” She said to the maid. She wasn’t to be blamed because of defending herself from that mans clutches. She couldn’t deny she felt herself feel broken when she saw him lying on the floor clutching his stomach with pain. It made her cry to see him in pain. She wasn’t happy she could now sit without his arms around, she didn’t feel glad that finally her hands followed he command and that too at the time she wanted them to work. Only what she felt was pain, the pain he was feeling, the pain of seeing him in pain. He went red controlling the moans, she could see that. His eyes when they saw her sent a message as if he was happy to see her hands finally move, as if he didn’t cared about him being pushed so badly. Not like the Adil Khan she knew, who have previously gone mad just because she slapped him mistakenly. This was intentional and she didn’t see any of those fiery in his eyes like before.

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“How cruel can you be?” The maid looked at her in shock. She couldn’t believe the girl whom she have been sympathising since she saw her in hospital can be so cruel. “How can you talk about like this for a person who saved your life risking his own life?” She asked her. “Are you mad? Do you think Adil Khan, the Adil Khan, the most ruthless an in the history of mankind can even risk his strand of hair, let alone his life save any one, forget about me, the girl he hated most in his life and can do anything to hurt me! You may be either too innocent or too crazy to believe that, but I’m still sane and know Adil Khan far better to believe this.” She told vehemently to the maid.

“May be I don’t know him as well as you know or before you knew him. But I still remember the day he brought you to the hospital. He stopped the ongoing operation surgery of the dean of the hospital to let him inspect you first. I have never before seen any man in such elegant and expensive clothings holding a weak, drenched girl with dirt all on her body before. He didn’t even care of his attire being dirty or how we would be looking in this condition. May be this man was the most ruthless in the whole world, but I saw him pacing all through the hsptial corridors constantly for two days until there was some profrsss in your condition. He may be the one who hurt you, but as far as I know, I think he’s the man who went on the extent of calling the best doctors from Australia to cure your illness they could have caused you death in just days.” Sara was shocked to hear about it. What the maid was saying was already surprising but this was far too shocking. She just sat there with her eyes wide in shock. So, he knew about her illness. He knew about her condition and all that the maid said was enough to give a huge shock.

“Yes, I saw him going through all the tests and every possibilities that could save your life and the last option the doctors told them was a surgery. The biggest surgery that could ever happen on your and his body. The kidney transplant that was as risky for you as for him. He was a millionaire, he could have arranged the same from you by paying a huge cash, but even we were shocked as to why someone as important personality like him could risk his life for you. Your lower body was paralysed because of which you couldn’t feel the pain you would have other wise had after the surgery but he did bear that too. He even knew you could be mentally in coma or paralysed for the rest of your life but he still took all the responsibility of you in this condition.

And not stopping at this, he even stayed awake most of the night to look after you. Do you know you used to scream in your dreams and ask for water hundreds of time throughout the night and this man without any frown on his head and used to comfort you like a baby and tend to your needs too even though he used to regularly visit his offices and look after his work during the day. He may be the most hateful man in this world, but if this is the most hateful man, I’d pray to God to grant every girl such a hateful man in their lives but I’ll also pray that those girls aren’t anyone like you! The ones who don’t care anything about them, let alone their pains too!” The maid went emotional as she said this and turned to go out of the room.

“You’re a maid here right? How do you know all of this?” Sara called out which made her stop on her tracks, “I’m not a maid by profession. I’m a head nurse at the biggest hospital of the town where Adil khan brought you and after seeing his consern and care for you, I agreed to work with him to look after you here.” She said without turning.

Wrecked action!

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She was indulging under that spell too. As if something has clasped her like a magnet. She felt getting more close to him, even his breathing touched her cheeks. She could feel him getting more closer to her. The nearness of him creating a havoc of her thoughts. The magic that was around her, she couldn’t define it, but it was there, something that was engulfing her and wouldn’t let her look away. Still looking at him she sensed he grasped her more towards him, so much so there wasn’t any gap of anything between them. That moment she realised under tangled thoughts and feelings, this was what he wanted from her? Is this why he taking all this pains? To get her close to him? To take advantage of her situation? She tried to get away from the spell. She wanted to move away from him, but she couldn’t even shrug her arms out his grip. She could see him holding her close to his chest, under his arms but could do nothing to set herself loose.

She couldn’t let this happen, she was under his mercy now. If she didn’t stop him, she would be in a more worse condition in her life. But he cares for her so much, her heart started to melt under his heated gaze. She didn’t wanted to go away from those protected arms. No! This man hated her and was doing all this to hurt her more, to let her pay because of that slap. He could do anything. He was coming close to her, ever her heart beats were increasing, she had to stop him at any cost until, until it gets late.

But khow could she do that when her own body wasn’t responding to her. When her body can not work as she wanted. She couldn’t even speak or open her mouth to speak, her brain told her to scream but the feeling of closenss was overwhelming.

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She had to stop him, focus Sara! You can’t be controlled by this man like a puppet, he’ll break you in to pieces and throw you away. She focused hard to shrug way free from him but her shoulders won’t feel anything. She wanted to cry but the panic state had some effect there too. She can’t be weak, she have to be strong today. She tried more to move her legs, but she lay there as a statue in his arms, nothing happened.

She focused more as his face got more near, she wanted to push him away, she tried it with her right hand and punched him on his stomach, pushing him with all the force and letting her both hands hit him with all the force she can try!

Adil lay on the floor moaning clutching his stomach and panting for breath. The pain was unbearable now. It took him sometime to understand what have happened to her. He looked back at her, she was there looking at him with a string of tears now reaching her chin and her hands at still the same position in which she must have punched him. His pain made it impossible for him to move further, to hug her, to be happy that she can mover her hands now. She wasn’t going to be paralysed now.

“Oh my God! Watchman, security, Sharma, call the doctor now!” The mais came in rushing called the servants in a jiffy while the others came rapidly and made Adil Khan stand to take him away. He was almost unconscious lying upon them in pain.

He wanted to tell them to stop and be with her when she discovered she wasn’t going to be handicapped anymore. He wanted to see her moving her legs as well, but the pain, the pain on the stomach was so overbearing, he couldn’t even stand on his feet. She have punched on the very place the surgery happened some days back and it did pain hard.

“What happened to the sir? Did you do anything to him?” The maid asked her sternly when she saw her in sitting position and her hands were still in the same position. She wanted to move them down, but was frightened if they stopped working again. She just looked at the maid with those teary eyes. “Don’t you know he had just recently had the biggest of surgery and he was not in a very good health and position?” She knew now well her doubts were clear. This girl always wanted to go aaay from here and used to talk hateful things about Adil Khan. She have even heard her curse him while crying loudly one day. She would have attacked him no doubt.

Very close…!

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She didn’t even open her mouth. He kept waiting with a spoon in his hands. “Come on Sara, I’m waiting. Have your dinner, your insulin have stopped now and you need to intake from orally. It’s very important for you.” She just kept staring at him. She couldn’t even look away from him, her head movements were also very slow. “Why are you doing this? Why sudden care for me? As far as I know you hate me to hell and don’t even bother whether I’m alive or dead. Then why this acting?”She frowned upon him.

As usua he didn’t answer her. Just put the spoon near her mouth which she didn’t open again. “Please Sara don’t be a kid! Have your food.” “Please Sara? Did I just heard you requesting me for a meal? That’s shocking! What happened to the ever arrogeant Adil Khan who never used to bend under any circumstances in front of anyone? Where did that proud soul go?” She provoked and taunted him but when he didn’t reply at all she spoke her doubts aloud, “Are you afraid I’ll call the police after I left from here and get you arrested under kidnapping case? Ain’t you?” He just shifted on his place as his pain was increasing too, may be he forgot to have his pain killers and medicines today.

And even she was in her worst moods today so it was a waste of time to argue with her in this condition. He just got her close tightly against him, close enough for her to hear his slow whispers which he did in her ears,” Look I don’t care if you go to any damn police or even commissioner to complain against me. You know very well I can buy them all in a day! And as for you, I am caring for you because the hostel officials trusted me and handed you to me, so I have to respect their decision and trust. And as for you, you can go to any damn corner of the world I don’t care a damn about that, but until then you’re my responsibility and I’ll see to it that you’re fit and fine!” Though he whispered all this slowly in her ears but his every word had an authority in it that made his point quite clear. But she still doubted, Adil Khan taking all these efforts just to keep his responsibilities was something not possible. He could have easily got her taken care at an excellent hospital and wouldn’t have worried about her meals or health. But here, taking care for her personally was something unusual and she wanted to know why he was doing these unusual things.

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He turned her face to see in her eyes for her reaction if anything he said worked, there was still a big surprise in there. She still didn’t trusted him,”Believe me Sara, I am not going to harm you this time. I care for you for genuinely . I really want you to recover fast, be your old self again, the same Sara again.” “Why?” She asked slowly in a whisper still looking in his eyes. “Because…. you’re my….” He stopped before saying beautiful lady! He wanted to say ,”because you’re my beautiful lady!” “Responsibility!” He completed his sentence slowly still looking in her eyes. She wa beautiful, simple without any complexities in her personality, without any layers of make up on her face and those innocent beautiful eyes which said such to him without any words.

She gazed at him back. He was the same man who hurt her enough to make her reach towards her death. Who made her ask for death rather than live a life under him, the man who insulted her after getting close to her. But today, why was it that he looked different, why did his eyes have a different message today for her, why was it that his pride, hatred seemed to no where in site. Why was this man who hated her so much started caring for her so much? She tried to find all these answers in his eyes as she gazed at him back.

Adil, still in that magical spell of those beautiful eyes got her more close. She gazed there back to him as If asking all those questions to him whose answers even he didn’t knew himself. Their breathings clashed and he didn’t knew why he wanted to be more near to him, very close to him, just close to him, be his, no one else’s!

Second challenge of the Sonsday campaign with Ariel!

Well, after the first phase of the Sonsday challenge with Ariel India, I have seen a lot of positive change in my son. As I already said, he was quite a good kid and always helped in my chores, but after that weekend when he shared the load with me by doing the laundry at home, he seemed to be more changed person to me. He’s been considering more of helping in everyday chores and encourages each and every task I or someone else does for him., as if he could be feel how it would be if someone encourages your work.

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This week, as given the theme by Ariel India, I had to share some before and after pictures of wardrobe management with them. I avoided sharing about this task to my son and asked him to arrange the very tangled and messed up wardrobe of his and his dad’s.(They share the same wardrobe, messy boys they are!)

He started with folding nearly the t shirts and arranging them with a different line of track pants, jeans, kurta pyjamas and socks. Later, he even re arranged his dad’a section of clothes after arranging his. He said, it didn’t look much tidy and clean as dad’s section was still untidy.

Later, after arranging both the sections, he actually clicked a picture of the near wardrobe to keep it as a reminder of his first time wardrobe arranging experience.( Of course, he had no idea I have clicked his below before the task and on the task pictures too.)

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Ubercare !

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Although, he was still recovering from those after effects of the surgery, he still made it a point to go office regularly and manage his other tasks through laptops. Along with it, he was always beside her whenever she woke up and kept an eye on her through cctv cameras at his office. He made sure the maid he kept for her care was always with her except for those times when he was around. She always used to turn away from him whenever he was around. Always saying those hateful things which made way for her hatred now built up in her heart. He always used to ignore her words and sit there on his laptop at the chair near her bed.

Even that day the maid was tired of insisting her to have some food and when she didn’t budge, she called him up. He already knew through the cameras what was going on and came home early that day. He was feeling a little weak of all the work and not to forget the surgery had been just a few days away and it was a big one. He directly came in her room and signalled the maid to move out. “Why are you here now? Who called you? I have told you enough of times not to show your face, don’t you understand?” She spatted on his sight. Though she didn’t knew why she felt something unusual on seeing him. She deliberately used to harass the maid, so that he got irritated and after getting fed up of her, he’ll drop her out somewhere, may be at a hospital or somewhere else, but it should be away from him, she didn’t want to see his face ever.

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He tookof his jacket, and sat beside her silently taking her meal bowl near her. She looked a little flush, he was glad to see some colour come back on her face. But she was still weak and need to recover soon. For her present condition, he have approached around dozens of doctors worldwide who just adviced for another surgery that may still have the same 80:20 chances of succcess or else let her recover naturally. It may take just a day or days or years to get her back to her original condition but the serious condition where her death was guaranteed was not an ssue anymore after the surgery and kidney transplant. So for now, he just had to wait for her become a normal independent woman again, the womam whom he’d knew so well. The one lady who used to walk for hours rather than request for a lift or help from anyone. Who used to stand against him on all situations and challenge him on the face, the woman who without a single tear, emptied her dear home within a day but didn’t budge in front of him. The lady who used to work for hours and even challenged her ill health and gained success in her career. He missed that Sara, but wasnt it him who have made her go in this condition, who have left her with no options to opt for becausevof his fake ego. He sighed and looked at her who was staring at him with her corner of eyes with tears, she was always crying recently, he thought, but what would a human in her condition otherwise would do!

She saw him remove his jacket and sit near her and totally ignore whatever she said, just like what he was doing everyday recently. She didn’t understand what would he be getting by keeping her kidnapped at his place. Already his drugs have reacted adversely on her and left her hands and legs numbed. She have been praying continuesly day and night for herself to regain her health back again. How miserable can dependency be! She used to cry each time her hands and legs refused to move with her, it was the worse feeling in the whole world. How she prayed she was back to her original health again and how she cursed Adil Khan to be the victim of this condition, to know how you can feel when you can’t even drink or eat or even walk towards anything you need, how it feels to depend on someone else especially the one you hate in the world universe to give you your basic needs and more over it, to stay in his rotten place! How she prayed to God to make him the victims of this dependency than her, she cursed him the umpteenth time again.

He held her against his chest as he bought her tray forward, “come have your dinner!” He ordered her in his normal tones which she hated so much. “I won’t! Give me poison, i would better die.” “Shut up! He let her head fell back on the pillow with a thud. She moaned on the action and he quickly held her towards him again. “Mind you, use you your tongue properly. Don’t talk any non sense now.” He warned her a little gently now. He didn’t knew why he was angry on her words and because of that temper he even let her head fall on the pillow, even this much was enough to cause her lots of pain. “Yeah, because it’s the only part of myself that’s working isn’t it? All thanks to you!” She spatted negatively again. “No,because if you want to become better, why not talk better.” He explained her a little calmly and again out the god bowl near her.