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THAT COOL BREEZE JUST WAITING TO POUNCE

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THAT COOL BREEZE  JUST WAITING TO POUNCE

It’s early morning summertime down South, and already the stilled air presses down and holds static the heavy-laden humidity.

The big box parking lot is empty except for four vehicles that have settled themselves beneath the precious shade of two trees.  For the rest of the day, others of their kind will have to suffer the sun’s direct heat. The cars claim their ten-degree-lower bonuses.

Everywhere I go on days like this, I realize how pampered I am by the phenomenon of air conditioning.

I enter a super-cooled establishment and, just as soon as sweat evaporates and mood is sublime, I exit through automated doors, bumping into a wall of oppression fed by dark asphalt and fumes from cruising combustion engines.

It’s as if the AC of yester-minute never existed.

Just how did I survive back in the days when there was no artificial coolness?

The answer flows down like a healing breeze, and I return to childhood:

We get along bit by bit in these olden times.

A block of ice awaiting an ice pick is fun to sit on for a moment.

Attic fans keep some form of breathing easier.

A vanilla  ice cream cone or banana popsicle can save a life.

The milk man delivers hunks of crushed ice to begging kids dancing barefoot on concrete.

One watermelon slice jump-starts me.

Dancing in a mud puddle is a great distraction.

Peddling tricycle and bicycle turns me into the breeze itself.

Shade, any shade anywhere, can help.

A swimming hole trip is a miraculous gift.

Just one fire hydrant released by testing firefighters will freshen the day.

An out-of-control kid aiming a hosepipe stream will boost my adrenalin.

Just two playmates fanning each other with comic books can make a difference.

Screened-in porches hold back mosquitoes and invite occasional breezes.

And best of all—an exciting adventure book takes my mind to places where heat does not overtake, when imagination makes fevered brow a thing of the past.

Back in these days, we just do without air conditioning, making each moment of relief so special, causing  every instance of coolness to be so meaningful.

Back to the present:

Pampered by air conditioning, I go about my day, taking full advantage of modern conveniences—and paying dearly for them.

But, having lived in the way back, in times of simple pleasures, I know that, even today, should all modern amenities shut down, I still know how to cool myself as needed.

Because I’ve been there and done that

 © Jim Reed 2020 A.D.

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THE BIG FUNERAL HOME CHURCH FAN RECALL

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THE BIG FUNERAL HOME CHURCH FAN RECALL

My memory is subject to recall right now, ready for re-inspection and re-animation.

In just a jiffy I am back in childhood, sitting on a hardwood church pew, listening to a droning preacher, frantically breezing myself with the funeral-home cardboard fan in my small hand. These are the days before air conditioning.

With the non-fanning hand I dutifully open a dogeared hymnal and turn to a clergy-specified page. Adults around me begin intoning the first line of an old gospel song. Every individual in the church is singing in a different key, but the atonal chanting seems perfectly natural because the singers are so earnest and loud and impassioned.

Why do I pay so much attention to times long past, times like this? Why not just sink comfortably into today’s virtual world of image and rhetoric and feel-good self-absorption? I could be touching a screen and hearing the same song in-tune and perfect from a far-away choir.

I don’t have a good answer to that question. I just know that each and every fond memory, when re-examined, helps me catch on to things I missed the first time. Helps me realize how I got from way back then to just now. Helps me face the day refreshed, appreciative of what came before, bracing for what is to be.

So, in a new jiffy, I am once again way back in time, recalling life in a world that is smaller than the world is now, perhaps more important than the world is now.

This time, the church service is over, the funereal fan is placed on the pew, the congregation is quietly queueing toward the front door. The chief sermonizer is stationed there in order to shake each and every hand, including the hand of a small boy like me. Brother Nichols smiles warmly, looks me in the eye, tells me wordlessly that I am real and present and accounted for…sends me on my way feeling cared for.

I relish the times that grownups are simply complimentary and social. Much more than the times they are directive and instructive and punitive and disapproving.

To this day, whenever someone actually pays kindly attention to me, I get that same feeling, a feeling that people can do so much for each other whenever they pause a tiny moment to realize me, to acknowledge my worth. Even when I may not deserve it.

One more jiffy from the past: I’m heading for the family car in the church parking lot, anticipating freshly prepared Sunday dinner at home and playful competition among siblings for a drumstick and a slice of lemon meringue pie. Not only are these the days before air conditioning, these are the days before carry-out and take-home and pre-prepared meals.

Before long, we are safely home in our tiny dining room, laughing and gossiping and chatting, not at all aware of what air conditioning and perfect internet choirs and machine-packaged vittles will take away from us

 © Jim Reed 2020 A.D.

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ALWAYS HAVE AN ESCAPE PLAN

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ALWAYS HAVE AN ESCAPE PLAN

I am high above a hardwood theatre stage on a catwalk, stepping gingerly on aluminum slats, trying not to look down. Some thirty or so feet down is where I’ll be performing in a few days.

When I reach a point above Center Stage, I drop the coil of thick rope from my shoulder to toe level. This is where my work begins.

I test the stability of the metal to which I will affix one end of the rope. I grin, thinking that what I am doing now is the equivalent of a jumper packing his own parachute, trusting no-one.

Once I double and triple-knot the rope, I shove the other end between the slats and allow it to fall full-length to the performance floor below. I now have a swinging vine that even Tarzan would find safe. I hope.

I make my way down ladder rungs till I’m on the stage. I walk toward the rope, glancing out at the empty theatre seats which will soon be filled with audience, an audience watching me swinging from the rope.

I pull a twelve-foot ladder over, lift the the wrought-iron chandelier stage prop, and ascend. A second round of double and triple-knotting the rope, and suddenly the chandelier is a swinging part of the set.

One more test. I grab hold of the chandelier, wrap my legs over its top, and swing loose, hoping against hope that the entire contraption will hold fast. Knowing, in my extreme youth and foolishness, that should it snap, I will fall a dozen feet to the stage, landing on  my spine and perhaps taking a sharp right toward permanent injury.

It works.

I transfer my shaking body to the ladder and make my way to the floor, knowing that I’ve done something that nobody else would be trusted to do. I can now play the scene as if I’m light as air, as accomplished as a trapeze artist.

Weeks later, when the comedy plays before a live audience, I swing upon the chandelier high above the actors who are pretending to be fighting among themselves. I alone am safe from harm, as if I impulsively jumped high up and grabbed a wrought-iron fixture to escape the melee.

All the audience knows is that something funny and seemingly spontaneous has happened. And that’s show biz.

In later years, when Q says to Bond, “Always have an escape plan,” I’ll recall how I backtimed a stunt, turning it into an escape hatch, while never allowing anyone to see me sweat and strain.

To this day, whenever I paint myself into a corner, I stomp on the feeling of panic and say to myself, “There’s always a way out.”

It’s just up to me to find it

 © Jim Reed 2020 A.D.

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THE CASE OF THE NOISY TELL-TALE CELLOPHANE PACKAGE

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THE CASE OF THE NOISY TELL-TALE CELLOPHANE PACKAGE 

Six-year-old Jimmy Three peeks through the inch-opened air lock to see if the coast is clear.

Actually, there is no coast nearby, it’s just Jimmy Three’s comic book/movie/adventure novel term, a term that sounds infinitely more dramatic than, “Jimmy Three peeks through the inch-opened door of his bedroom to see whether anybody is in the hallway.”

The coast, er, hallway, is clear. No-one stirs. Not even a mouse.

Looks like the enemy, er, Mom and Sister, are elsewhere right now, Mom in the backyard garden, Sis reading a movie magazine in her room.

Jimmy Three stretches his legs to step over the floor furnace, the grating of which always produces creaking audio evidence of the presence of the invaders, er, six-year-old boys.

He arrives at the doorless kitchen entrance and scans the horizon, er, cabinets and walls, to see if the Resistance is nearby. So far, he has the tiny area to himself.

Jimmy Three spies the prize on a top shelf, the prize he must noiselessly approach if there is any possibility of gaining it.

He drags a step stool slowly, making sure the metal contraption makes minimal audible creaks, and stops below the Grail, er, the cookie package, then begins to slowly ascend three steps till he’s within reaching distance.

The other enemy awaits, this enemy being the packaging. It’s one thing to sneak past alien lines and approach a target, it’s quite another thing to figure out how to muffle the sound of Cellophane.

Cellophane is a great invention. It keeps the bag’s interior fresh and crisp, it clearly displays what’s inside, neatly rowed and beckoning. But it is very, very noisy.

Jimmy Three reaches up and carefully lifts the Grail so as to minimize that unmistakable crackling that seems inevitable. He pauses to see whether Mom or Sister are about. So far, so good.

Resting the cookies on a lower surface, Jimmy Three begins the safe cracking, er, the attempted package invasion. He turns his ear toward the sealed opening and meticulously employs fingers of both hands in trying to pull apart, in silence, the stubborn cellulose material.

Cracksnapple! He pulls too hard and the package announces to the world that a theft is in progress in the small village. He cringes, squeezes shut his eyes, waiting for any sound from policing agents, er, family.

“What are you doing?” Jimmy jumps a few inches but manages to keep his balance on the stool. Sister Barbara is standing there, hands on hips, movie magazine hugged between elbow and chest. Jimmy Three sputters and does not have an effective reply to voice. After all, the evidence is clear. What he is doing is unmistakable.

He holds his breath for Sis’s usual reaction to his infractions—a shout-out to Mom.

There is only silence, Sis frozen in contemplation of the situation, Jimmy Three frozen and waiting for incarceration or worse.

“Well, are you going to share?” Sis finally says. Jimmy Three sputters again, hands over the cookies. Then, he resumes breathing, not a moment too soon.

Together, the two siblings silently conspire, each retrieving two cookies. Jimmy Three sort of reseals the package and returns it to its nesting place, Barbara munches as she returns to her room, the step stool is replaced with the sure knowledge that at least one  enemy will never know that infiltration has occurred.

Jimmy Three returns to his comic book, the part where Billy Batson yells SHAZAM! whenever a crisis must be tamped down.

Jimmy Three knows that he will never have the resources that Billy has, but at least he has two cookies to save his day

 

 © Jim Reed 2020 A.D.

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HENRY THE FROG AWAITS AN EVENING BREEZE

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HENRY THE FROG AWAITS AN EVENING BREEZE

A patch of shade and a momentary breeze. Obtaining these phenomena both at the same time is my only goal, my only quest at this very moment.

This very moment being a Summer morning some uncountable decades ago in the Deep South village of childhood.

I’m sitting on wooden steps leading to the Reed Family’s back door, scratching at the latest red bug bite on a bare knee. August heat is upon the yard, chasing away Henry the Frog (he’ll reappear in the cool of the evening). Other critters are doing the best they can under the circumstances. Even the nearby anthill is quiet. I guess the ants are in their underland fanning each other with tiny leaves.

I scan the close horizon for signs of things to notice. Yep, even at this memorable age I am an Observer taking note of life a giblet at a time.

I watch and listen.

Next-door grownups are chatting, oblivious to listeners-in.

The wife pauses after a burst of enthusiastic holding forth to check on husbandly reaction, to see whether he understands her meanings, to determine what his response might be. I stare and observe like a small anthropologist.

The husband wants to couch his words in non-confrontive ways. He’d prefer not to talk at all, but even at this age, I am aware that sometimes one has to do what one has to do to maintain harmony.

The husband pauses during his raised-car-hood mechanical fiddling, takes a deep breath, instructs his mouth to smile and his eyes to become alert.

The wife repeats her lively rant, this time in a less aggressive manner, once she realizes that the husband is actually paying attention.

The back-and-forth ends pleasantly. The wife returns to her tiny vegetable garden, the husband dives under the hood, the ambient temperature lowers a couple of degrees.

And today, this very day, this right now moment, I am all grown up, grown old and withered, and am suddenly recalling an aha! moment from early youth.

The aged Me smiles in sweet recollection. The tiny young red-bugged Me broods like the little professor that I am, the little professor that I will always be.

Old Me and long-ago Me sit quietly on the back steps and enjoy each other’s presence.

Then, we each go our separate ways, ready for the adventures we will surely experience on these parallel overheated days. We await the relief of evening and the reappearance of Henry the Frog and his pals, the fireflies and mosquitoes that will outlive us all

 © Jim Reed 2020 A.D.

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TAP DANCING ON SHAG CARPETING IN A DEEP SOUTH VILLAGE

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TAP DANCING ON SHAG CARPETING

“You have heard the sound of two hands clapping, but have you heard the sound of three hands clapping?”

Thoughts like this slither into my mind during the short periods between customers at the bookstore.

“She was aged to imperfection.”

You know, inexplicable thoughts like this—the kinds of thoughts that seem important at the time but ultimately are tossed into the napkin-note sticky-note file for later contemplation.

“You can only observe one-tenth of an iceberg lettuce salad.”

Where did that one come from?

The front door chimes and I am lifted from my navel contemplation. I arise from behind the counter and smile to the customer, “Good morning! How can I help you today?”

A woman of indeterminate age frowns, holds up a shiny book by two fingers, as if it is contaminated and ready for recycling. “I want to return this book for a refund,” she announces.

My policy is ironclad. I always refund, no questions asked. Or at least no questions required. But just for future reference, I say, “OK. Is there anything wrong with the book?”

She sneers, looks into the air—not at me—and says, “I just don’t like the way it ended. I want my money back.”

I am at a loss for words. I look for words, but they seem to have fallen out of my head and rolled under something, out of sight.

“Er, sorry,” I sputter. I determine that this particular customer has made up her mind and is well beyond literary conversation or conversion. I also determine that she will probably never return. I think, too, that she has read very few books in her life and has no idea how a real bookstore operates. I am happy to refund her money in hopes that she will soon disappear and be replaced by appreciative browsers.

She stuffs the refund into her copious purse and grumbles to herself all the way to the door, her experiment with reading over and done with.

I re-shelve the book, return to my storely duties and my lone thoughts.

“She is as pure as the driven sludge.”

Where did that thought come from?

I wonder whether there are other would-be customers like her. Maybe, to paraphrase my Brother, Tim, she is part of a That Customer franchise, people who haunt old bookstores with unlikely demands, then dematerialize.

“I’m looking for a book by GO-eeth,” one customer says. It takes a while to decipher Goethe from his request. I gladly provide him with Goethe.

“I’m looking for poem,” a gruff character states. When I lead him to the poetry section, he stares blankly, arms limp, as if I’ve invited him to tap dance on shag carpeting.

“No, I’m looking for POEM,” he repeats. It takes some time to figure out that he is searching for pornography, or PORN, as it is called these days. Dang, we are fresh out of porn, I say to myself.

I gently let him down and he leaves—again, someone who will never return.

Some folks seem to be searching for Manifest Density. If there is no such thing, there ought to be.

Me, I’m just drifting with my thoughts on a normal day at the least normal bookstore you’ll ever visit, the most enjoyable bookstore you will ever visit, a bookstore stripped bare of unsavory endings and GO-eeth and porn

© Jim Reed 2020 A.D.

ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE RAGING IMAGINATION

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ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE RAGING IMAGINATION

Wild imaginings jotted down this very morning in my Deep South Red Clay Diary

Being incarcerated by a pandemic makes my brain rattle about at warp speed.

Every small happening assumes gigantic stature.

Maybe because the small happenings are all we have some days.

Exactly what day is it, anyhow?

For instance…

It’s a quarter to three, there’s no-one in the dental clinic parking lot but just me and me.

I’m waiting for an hour and fifteen minutes to see a dentist who may or may not spend another hour and a half doing things to me in a dental chair, things for which he will be reimbursed.

Not used to lingering, I do just about anything to avoid situations in which I must float helpless at the whim of strangers.

This means that little ol’ spoiled entitled me is whining while there are people lined up worldwide waiting for hours, days, weeks, simply hoping for food or medical care or escape…people who are on hold for 2 1/2 days on the phone attempting to complete a form for funds they will possibly never receive.

I fidget while the world is aflame. I feel guilty for fretting.

At times like this I search for solace by staring intensely at normally unstareable things.

I sit here in my automobile in the clinic parking lot, motor running, AC on, cold cola at hand, clumsily dealing with my fear of doctors, ranting to myself about how good life will be when I can get back to living it.

Is this pandemic or neurosis? Maybe both.

I focus straight ahead at the building before me. Venetian blinds–which are closed, of course–cover large windows originally made to allow view and sunshine to enter, allow those trapped indoors to see what the outside world is up to. But windows are immediately turned into blank walls by shades and blinds and curtains, causing me to wonder why windows exist at all.

My pandemic mind continues its race against slow mo’ time.

I see from this side of the windshield the red bricks on each side of the blinded window, arranged here and there in what somebody thought was a pleasant design.

In front of the brick view is a rather scraggly tree, poorly cropped, with saggy little blossoms and ratty leaves, pleading for attention and care. Most of us, the spaced-apart, are also pleading.

A dental assistant wanders about the parking lot, searching for me, the next victim, er, patient. I snap back to the present as she approaches the car, allow my touchless temperature to be taken, dutifully follow her into the cool and somber clinic. Soon I am dealing with a more immediate reality–the reality of science poking about in my mouth.

Nothing like the immediate gloved touch and metallic meanderings of a stranger to bring me up to the moment. I am distracted from these self-centered concerns by conversation and diagnosis and eventual release back into the rotating world of activity. I pay the smiling desk piper, escape to my car, get the heck out of dental world, and look forward to the routines of the socially-distanced day.

What was I so worried about, anyhow?

The post-dental city awaits my invisible presence. My pandemic brain continues to rant and wander

 © Jim Reed 2020 A.D.

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THIS OLD HOUSE

THIS OLD HOUSE

This old house is just sitting here in the dusk by the side of the road that I am driving on, on my way away from Birmingham to Blountsville, just this side of nowhere.

The sun and the mellowed-red skies are behind the house, and the streaked clouds glow, casting the front of the house into shadows. Shadows that are not quite ebony, not quite grey, not yet blackened.

This old house sitting in the dusk looks abandoned but sturdy, a place you could still move into and live a life should you choose. But it looks like nobody has been here for quite some time. The windows have no inner glow to them, as if lights and lanterns have not been turned on for years.

Houses like this old house are always considered haunted by my generation and my parents’ generation. Some are scared to enter houses that are old and not quite stylish. Afraid they will run into things that a well-lighted carpeted air-conditioned suburban home would not possibly contain. Things like ghosts and spirits and nesting animals and crawly critters.

There is something different about this old house, though. It just sits here empty but ready for occupancy. It is not run down and abused like those feared old houses of yore. Nobody has vandalized it or marked it for demolition, desolation.

Nobody wants this old house right this instant.

My first thought in seeing this old house is, I’ll bet there are some really interesting ghosts in that place! But something nudges me, pushes me one notch further. No, this is a house so lonely that it would gladly welcome ghosts.

This is a house so forlorn that even the ghosts have moved out, gone on to other hauntings.

The hair stands up on the back of my neck.

Both life and death have been sucked out of the wooden floors and plaster walls.

This old house now just rests in a time zone all its own, and it is just a matter of time before either curious humans or curious ghosts take a second look and try to decide whether this elegant corpse is ready for rejuvenation, reanimation.

Or whether it is now so much a part of the landscape that it will be abandoned and willed to the winds and the rains and the scorching days and the humid nights, till it looks once more like the red clay earth from which it sprang

 

 © Jim Reed 2020 A.D.

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THE 47 UMBRELLAS OF ELSEWHERE

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THE 47 UMBRELLAS OF ELSEWHERE 

Raindrops plop upon my head as I rush from grammar school to home back here in the 1940s of Deep South Alabama. My book satchel filled with damp homework assignments and half an uneaten apple left over from lunch, I am on course to find safe haven before the storm ramps up.

But childhood distracts. I slow down to let the rain soak my clothes and leaden my shoes.

Taking time to scan the horizon, I see so many wonderful challenges. There are mud puddles everywhere, beckoning. There are gutters spouting off ready-made outdoor showers. There are cars rushing by to splatter me with smiles and gasps.

I begin stomping at least once in every pothole, each soaked-grass median, pausing only now and then to catch my breath beneath sheltering trees.

Adults can be spotted along the way, leaning with their umbrellas, fighting against the brisk air.

I wonder what it would be like to own my own umbrella.

As the 1950s overtake me, I begin to experiment with the idea of not being soaked to the bone after walks in the rain. I even discover a tattered umbrella and wrestle it into partial usage. This time, the raindrops no longer fall upon my head, at least.

Then, I find myself using my Mother’s umbrella as a wind-catcher when I roller skate down our little avenue, even on rainless days.

I am seldom rewarded for arriving home drenched, or showing up with Mother’s turned-inside-out umbrella. But the fun I have seems to belong just to me, since I figure everybody else in town uses umbrellas as walking-sticks or protective weapons, or as just a way to look suave and prepared.

Then, I discover Gene Kelly in the film Singin’ in the Rain. Gene is doing all the things for his audience that I always felt were forbidden to kids like me. I instantly see that he remembers what it is like to be in grammar school, finding jolly good times in the gift nature is bestowing. It is OK to go racing in the rain!

Now, decades later, as a Deep South geezer reminiscing about umbrellas, I begin to count all the umbrellas I’ve owned or borrowed or lent or destroyed during this incredibly long lifespan.

As you and I know, umbrellas have a life of their own. Umbrellas are seldom where you need them when you need them, because they tend to remain in the last place you were. No amount of compensating addresses this problem, even when I purchase a dozen and scatter them about for convenience. They still migrate and mock and remain elusive, inanimate denizens of a merrily disjointed world.

They are crying out to be forgotten. They are screaming, “Toss me aside and accept what is coming down. Find your bliss and cling to it for dear life.”

Oh, the total is 47.

47 umbrellas I’ve owned or known, and they all live in the town of Elsewhere.

And Elsewhere is where I will find them once I’m done with treading the healing waters of Now

 © Jim Reed 2020 A.D.

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JOLLITY AND FEAR JOIN FORCES IN A DEEP SOUTH VILLAGE

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JOLLITY AND FEAR JOIN FORCES IN A DEEP SOUTH VILLAGE

One slightly hopeful result of this self-imposed exile of anxious souls is that we have more time to regard one another. And ourselves.

Taking time to take a deep breath does not come easy. Rote habits tend to override the opportunity to pause and assess our trajectories. The day-to-day rush to meet obligations distracts us from having to deal with anything too uncomfortable. When a free moment does occur, we impulsively turn to social media to make us feel as if we are busy and engaged.

Well, here in isolation, my untethered mind is free to cast about for new experiences, fresh attitudes. I have time to re-animate routines, rearrange deck chairs, tweak  agendas, re-regard family and friends and customers and vendors and servers, reassign their value in my life.

It’s quite a task, this arising from the depths of self-concern to look about and say, “What have I been missing?”

It turns out I’ve been missing out on what passes for real life down here on earth.

It’s interesting that the more people mask-up for protection, the more they become human, engaging, humane to each other. I suppose the masks are signs that pass between us, saying something like, “I’m trying to protect myself, but I’m also trying to protect the lives and well-being of people I love as well as people I don’t know and may never know.”

Suddenly we are becoming helpmates to a common good we were too busy to notice in pre-isolation times.

I know, I know—masking up frightens us, makes us feel we’re giving up something we once treasured, makes us a tad suspicious of whether facts on hand are being manipulated, whether we are being manipulated, makes us grumpy at times.

But what I am noticing in the heart of this village in which I ply my trade and live my life…what I am noticing is that some folks are feeling pride for their tiny sacrifices, some are reaching out beyond their masks and doing good deeds for other, more vulnerable people.

In a surprising way, these masks and distancings are constantly reminding us that, as independent as we are allowed to be in this country, we are still free to do good for ourselves and others, of our own free will. We are exercising our right to show kindness to one another.

Maybe that means we are all worthwhile. Maybe there’s hope for the world.

Just sayin’

 © Jim Reed 2020 A.D.

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