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Weekly: My Father. And Hot water.

Something I keep doing

In the last 3 months I’ve been doing:

Sleeping 8+ hours have a tremendous effect on my mood. Recently I’m making this non negotiable.Long walks for thinking, especially in the summer. Now it’s winter and I’m trying to grab sunny days for long walks or traveling between places.Gym 5-6 times a week. 4 sessions weight training, w sessions as zone 2/VO2 max.Reading 1h+ a day (while walking, while in the gym and before bed.)

Best of what I watched

Abeer Nehmeh Opera-style voice with this poem is magical.

Best of what I listened to

What I’m reading?

I’m reading a mix of 2-3 books of the following in a day. The ratings below are mine and are WIP. Ways of Seeing, Berger is the book that is different from all others. A definite read.

Understanding understanding, Richard Saul Wurman. Physical copy. Rating: 6/10.Ways of Seeing, Berger. Physical copy. Rating: 8/10.DK History: Illustrated. Physical copy. Rating: 6/10.DK Simply Explained: History. Digital copy. Rating: 6/10.DK Simply Explained: Economics. Digital copy. Rating: 6/10.Superconnect, Koch. Rating: 6/10.

Something I’m learning

Given the list of books I’m reading, I’m learning a lot on Economics, Finance, Philosophy and design.

Something new to try

On Sat and Sun I’m doing gym first thing in the morning before enjoying my day. This removes the guilt when having all the cheat food in these two days. Fit with my mental model of sweating for it before I earn my food.

Something I’m remembering from the past

My father anniversary is coming up next week.

I remember, my father and I, in the bath. And how he is teaching me how to clean myself. I was around 6 maybe. I remember the very hot water he would pour on top of my head with a yellow copper bowl (tasse in French, طاسة in Arabic.) Close, but never as fancy as this:

80/20 of my time for the week I went on..

Simply, 80% of my time went to:

ReadingWriting. A lot (documentation, not the enjoyable type of writing.)

Another way of looking at it is that 80% of the outcome was based on:

Thinking session which took 4 hours.Working on items out of that session, which took another 6 hours.

So this is again 80% of outcome from around 20% of the effort (the time available in a week.)

Ramadan in coming soon, so Ramadan Mubarak.

RIP, my father.

My Father. And Hot water.

Something I keep doing

In the last 3 months I’ve been doing:

Sleeping 8+ hours have a tremendous effect on my mood. Recently I’m making this non negotiable.Long walks for thinking, especially in the summer. Now it’s winter and I’m trying to grab sunny days for long walks or traveling between places.Gym 5-6 times a week. 4 sessions weight training, w sessions as zone 2/VO2 max.Reading 1h+ a day (while walking, while in the gym and before bed.)

Best of what I watched

Abeer Nehmeh Opera-style voice with this poem is magical.

Best of what I listened to

What I’m reading?

I’m reading a mix of 2-3 books of the following in a day. The ratings below are mine and are WIP. Ways of Seeing, Berger is the book that is different from all others. A definite read.

Understanding understanding, Richard Saul Wurman. Physical copy. Rating: 6/10.Ways of Seeing, Berger. Physical copy. Rating: 8/10.DK History: Illustrated. Physical copy. Rating: 6/10.DK Simply Explained: History. Digital copy. Rating: 6/10.DK Simply Explained: Economics. Digital copy. Rating: 6/10.Superconnect, Koch. Rating: 6/10.

Something I’m learning

Given the list of books I’m reading, I’m learning a lot on Economics, Finance, Philosophy and design.

Something new to try

On Sat and Sun I’m doing gym first thing in the morning before enjoying my day. This removes the guilt when having all the cheat food in these two days. Fit with my mental model of sweating for it before I earn my food.

Something I’m remembering from the past

My father anniversary is coming up next week.

I remember, my father and I, in the bath. And how he is teaching me how to clean myself. I was around 6 maybe. I remember the very hot water he would pour on top of my head with a yellow copper bowl (tasse in French, طاسة in Arabic.) Close, but never as fancy as this:

80/20 of my time for the week I went on..

Simply, 80% of my time went to:

ReadingWriting. A lot (documentation, not the enjoyable type of writing.)

Another way of looking at it is that 80% of the outcome was based on:

Thinking session which took 4 hours.Working on items out of that session, which took another 6 hours.

So this is again 80% of outcome from around 20% of the effort (the time available in a week.)

Ramadan in coming soon, so Ramadan Mubarak.

RIP, my father.

Dad. And Hot water.

Here we go again.

Something I keep doing

In the last 3 months I’ve been doing:

Sleeping 8+ hours have a tremendous effect on my mood. Recently I’m making this non negotiable.Long walks for thinking, especially in the summer. Now it’s winter and I’m trying to grab sunny days for long walks or traveling between places.Gym 5-6 times a week. 4 sessions weight training, w sessions as zone 2/VO2 max.Reading 1h+ a day (while walking, while in the gym and before bed.)

Best of what I watched

Abeer Nehmeh Opera-style voice with this poem is magical.

Best of what I listened to

What I’m reading?

I’m reading a mix of 2-3 books of the following in a day. The ratings below are mine and are WIP. Ways of Seeing, Berger is the book that is different from all others. A definite read.

Understanding understanding, Richard Saul Wurman. Physical copy. Rating: 6/10.Ways of Seeing, Berger. Physical copy. Rating: 8/10.DK History: Illustrated. Physical copy. Rating: 6/10.DK Simply Explained: History. Digital copy. Rating: 6/10.DK Simply Explained: Economics. Digital copy. Rating: 6/10.Superconnect, Koch. Rating: 6/10.

Something I’m learning

Given the list of books I’m reading, I’m learning a lot on Economics, Finance, Philosophy and design.

Something new to try

On Sat and Sun I’m doing gym first thing in the morning before enjoying my day. This removes the guilt when having all the cheat food in these two days. Fit with my mental model of sweating for it before I earn my food.

Something I’m remembering from the past

My dad and I in the bath and how he is teaching me how to clean myself. I was around 6 maybe. I remember the very hot water he would pour on top of my head with a yellow copper bowl (tasse in French, طاسة in Arabic.) Close, but never as fancy as this:

80/20 of my time for the week I went on..

Simply, 80% of my time went to:

ReadingGymMeetings

Another way of looking at it is that 80% of the outcome was based on:

Thinking session which took 4 hours.Working on items out of that session, which took another 6 hours.

So this is again 80% of outcome from around 20% of the effort (the time available in a week.)

Sweat for it, I must.

My best buy of this week was a Venchi icecream I had near Piccadilly in London. This was after I did my work for the day, went to the gym, and walked for 45 min. It’s worth it. (Side note: if you are in London, Darlish is the place to go if you like Pistachio icecream. Am a fanatic when it comes to anything [Aleppo] pistachio, mediterranean olive oil, mountain honey, figs and middle eastern berries.)

I long have this problem: I can’t have, nor enjoy pleasures (even food) before I do the work.

This started back in university years where I would stay up to 2AM each day, after a full day fast, without eating. I would only eat around 2:15 AM after I finish everything I wanted for that day. I would only enjoy the pleasure of my 1 meal a day at 2:15 AM. (I was also teaching summer courses for junior university students and that what made summers days ever longer trying to prep for courses I teach.)

I don’t think it’s a problem though. I think it’s healthy to say that you have to sweat for it, in order to earn your food (in Arabic Aiesh, عيش, which means “earn the living.”) That’s literarily what our ancestors have done when they chase animals and sweat for their food.

Sweat for it, I must.

Salam, peace.

23 Things I Learned in 2024.

Reflection is one of the best tools that taught me to stay still, think and write.

Here are Some Things I Learned in 2024:

1. Be involved in doing hard stuff, grand stuff, for an extended period of time. Do a hard thing every day. Do the hard things first thing in the morning. I feel good every day I do that.

2. Be known for doing hard things. Write about them and chase invalidation (Popper’s fallibilism).

3. Focus on one thing at a time, then go full throttle on that one thing. Do this daily for at least 4 hours.

4. I should always mark my own path. Don’t rely on anyone. Be self-sufficient all the time.

5. Am I less or more libre? I should always be more free with time, a libre. I should always own my own destiny.

6. Apprenticeship: Always put myself in places where I can learn from a group of people way better than myself. Be where the Pros are.

7. Be stubborn as much as I like, but self-critique and self-reflect. I should always look for truth (with Popperian fallibilism and Talebian P (Probability) vs. E (Payoff) understanding. More on this in another post).

8. Be strongly founded, with strong views backed by strong diligent work that are weakly held. I can be proven wrong. Most people have weakly founded, wrong views that are strongly held. Debunk anyone doing this. Demand that from others, especially in business.

9. Observe myself from a third-person POV, reflect, and say sorry when I should. “Don’t fool yourself, and you’re the easiest man to fool.”

10. I’m the master of my mind. Do what I think is right. I planned to run a marathon in 2024 when I was running 0 KM in January with a problematic knee. I knew I couldn’t and shouldn’t do it. Doctors told me not to run. I ran 17 km in November. I could never have imagined doing this in January with the knee I had.

11. Don’t waste my time on tatters and the small stuff. Avoid the negatives, and the positives grow by themselves (via-negativa). If I ditch social media and my phone, I naturally read more, have deeper and longer conversations with people, and enjoy dinner with family, etc.

12. Produce > Consume. Keep this in mind all the time. Excessive reading without reflection and action causes atrophy in the brain. Think, retrospect, future-gaze, dream big, and then act. Don’t do one side without the other.

13. Don’t try to milk every inch of everything. Some things should and must NOT be efficient (e.g., time with family, holidays, etc.).

14. Mind the incentives of people. Doctors give us medicine even if we are well without it. That’s what they are paid to do.

15. Minimize risk for downsides: Knowing what I should avoid is as important as knowing what I should chase (NNT).

16. Maximize risk for unbounded upsides: Know that good things happen when I keep my mind open and free. “You’ve got to be very careful if you don’t know where you’re going because you might not get there.” — Yogi Berra.

17. Follow the Lindy: Things that have proven their fitness. In books, these are the classics (e.g., works of Aquinas, Marx, Russell, Popper, Galileo, Darwin, Imam Ali, Montaigne, etc.).

18. Go wide with specific deeps (T or V Shape). Read from multiple disciplines but go deep in some. Be encyclopedic. Learn and read from adjacent domains at the same time. And read multiple of them together. Reading Russell, Popper, Hayek, Taleb (for a 5th time), and Wittgenstein at the same time actually changed my mind.

19. Days for time off (really off—without a phone or notifications, just a pen and paper) every 2-3 months actually change my perspective.

20. I can actually read while I walk. (I don’t enjoy Audible that much since I can’t highlight. I replaced that with the Spoken Content feature on iPhone to read any iBook for me.)

21. Motion creates emotions. That’s absolutely true. I feel amazing after every run (-1 run in 2024). If I’m blocked or down, I move, and I’ll feel good. Creativity spurs in motion. My best technical or product solutions came after a 20+ min walk.

22. Spending time with loved family and close friends is a bliss.

23. Globalism as a way of thinking is for the average. Most people are being molded into a global way of thinking. This is a rut I should always fight.

Salam, peace.

I’m a Libre. I Hate Dependencies.

All misery comes from not being a libre; from dependencies. Both, in private life and in business.

The word “Free” comes for the French: “Libre”, which in turn is a Latin term.

Libre has a different meaning and a different connotation to the translated Free. For example, libre software is free to use and free of restrictions, but not for free. Libre represents the idea of liberty, not the idea of price. It’s sad that we conflate them.

Libre it is. And no dependency, a libre, is what we want.

A Misery

If I am dependent on an income, other people, specific technology, specific provider, or specific company, I would never, ever be truly free. I will never be libre.

The only way to be deeply free, owning one’s destiny, is to break all dependencies.

Applied it is:

On a personal level, you may be able to have 0 dependancies. But you’ll never be happy. You can’t have optionality. Choice of partners as a continuous endeavor? Do you want my wife to see this?In a business context, you should strive to have 0 dependancies (employees, tech, customers) You need optionality.On a country level, you must have 0 dependancies. You’re as strong as a country as your optionality.

A Liberty

If we are saying that being libre means having no dependancies, then we are saying that optionality means being libre. Optionality plays a key role in breaking all dependencies, and therefore, being libre. I should be free to choose (ala Milton Friedman.)

What to do about this if I’m …?I’m an Individual Contributor, IC? Keeping my skillset as wide as possible, with depth in some topics I have real interest (a T-Shape employee) in can help me survive regardless of the market conditions.I’m a manager? Make sure that the team is not reliant on any 1 single person. No dependency on a specific tech, archaic unsupported tech, ultra-rare skillset, etc. Hire fullstackers, no DevOps, FE or BE unless you have a bigger team and you can afford it. Strive for redundancy in skillset and in people whenever you can afford it. You need optionality. Same idea as fault-tolerance, risk-mitigation, resiliency (recover from disruptions while maintaining functionality), redundancy (e.g. RAID storage systems), graceful degradation (e.g. cashing and old-vs-new data retrieval), modular (in components, and in RESTful API design.) Injecting some confusion stabilizes the system: try and mix different people together to make sure things are stable if people switch teams, if people leave, if you pivot, etc.I’m a company/startup? Hire people for agility (fill in different roles), revenue shouldn’t be 80/20 (no single 1 customer can ruin the company if they decide to breakup), variety in product offerings (optionality), no dependency on a single VP/director. Mind the tail.

Salam, peace.

Recommended Followups

Following are resources I learned a lot from on being a libre:

Fooled by Randomness, Nassim Nicholas TalebThe Black Swan, Nassim Nicholas TalebThe Open Society and its Enemies, PopperThe Law, BastiatOn Liberty, J. S. MillsSafe Haven, SpitznagelA Human Action, Von MisesAny book from F. A. Hayek

For the Love of Old Books

Old book are normally called the timeless – what marketers call nowadays: the evergreen.

Like in Natural Selection, old books are books that proved their fitness. They proved their ability to survive.

For me, and in no particular order, nor exhaustive, these books are:

It would be the The Mythical Man-Month or Cormen’s Algorithms or anything from Paul Strassmann.It would be Bruno Munari’s books.It would be the 60 pages book of Vignelli’s Cannon or his *Design is One. (*Vignelli taught me how to look at any space, whether its a paper, an app or a building and know how to play with it.)It would be any book from **Edward Tufte (I can’t thank Tufte enough to release me from all the dogma of vulgar designs, anywhere.)The great Edward TufteIt would be The Minard System or Brockmann’s Grid Systems.It would be Cicero or Cato on politics, humanity, and virtues.It would be anything from Bastiat, Hayek, Von Mises and Hazlitt in economics.It would be Russel and Wittgenstein in thinking, philosophy and history.It would be Howard Zinn’s books, Marx and Adam Smith.It would be Karl Popper for falsification and questioning myself in every belief.It would be anything from Imam Ali or Nassim Nicholas Taleb. They both taught me on being righteous, to always look for truth, to think for myself, to be unwavering on what I stand for.It would be ..

I should read a timeless everyday.

Salam, peace.

Week 44: I Lose, Reality Wins.

The meaning of success in school and university is the antithesis of reality. If we compare what success means in school or university VS real life at work, it’s completely wrong.

In school and universities:

Effort == Success

This doesn’t translate well at all to business (especially startups) where:

Effort != Success.

Effort doesn’t correlate one-to-one to success. You may work for a year. And no one buys your product or you are net negative or anything but success. Viola, Effort = 100%. Success = 0.

Real life punches you in the face. Customers punch you in the face. Reality wins, you lose. Reality won, I lost – 2 times before.

Metrics don’t move because we spent 30 days and 30K of employees salaries on an experiment. Metrics move because we provided a service people want. Until we find that formula, reality will always win.

Week 43: You can’t be surprised twice.

Hanging Gardens of Babylon

This is part 4 of answering a list of question. Part 1 is here. Part 2 is here. Part 3 is here.

You can find the full list of questions here.

why did the japanese keep debating whether to surrender even after two nuclear bombings?Because it matters.whose advice has been so correct in the past that you now just go and act on it?My grandfather. Never work for anyone.Nassim Taleb. Employment salary is the new age slavery.why not ask them for a piece of advice?I should. And I always do.is the failure condition clear?There’s this notion of always define your failure condition before getting into something. Like defining when you’ll close a business before starting a business and by when.when was the last time you talked to someone you really admire?Last week. My sister, Noora and my other sister, Nuha. My 3rd sister is someone I admire but we didn’t talk last week.what are you going to regret in a year?I’ve just made a decision today so that I won’t regret it in a year.A better questions: What are you NOT doing today, that you’ll regret in a year?have you spent 1 minute today on your biggest goal?Yes.have you spent 1 hour today on your biggest goal?Yes.have you spent 10 hours today on your biggest goal?No.how to prepare for the times of change?Antifragile.Stoicism and Seneca.what’s the most common advice you give to people?Learn by mistakes. Learn anything by having a skin in the game. If you want to start a startup, do it with your money, develop it yourself first, etc.do you follow it yourself?Yes I did. I bootstrapped two startups myself.does the world need to be saved?If we don’t fight for our freedom, no one would give it. The world need to be saved from the greedy of us. Again. What matters, matters.what can you do in the next 60 seconds that will make you feel proud of yourself?Air squat for 30 times.what are you wrong about?Many things – as I should be. Unless I try things out, I won’t be wrong about anything. It’s wrong not be wrong.who’s consistently ahead of you?My sister, Noora.why don’t you catch up?Each of us have his own path in life that he should walk. She’s ahead in her path. I hope am on track on mine.how to overcome the second law of thermodynamics?NAwho should you report to?Who said I want to report to anyone. I’m a cofounder of SpatialX with my sister, Noor. And that makes me extremely happy – doing what I’m good at, for the good of the people, with good people.how did zuck make a comeback?From the back.what do you wish you could do but you’re absolutely confident you can’t?The question is stating something as a fact which I don’t agree with. That’s a self-destructing belief that I won’t ever have myself. There’s always hope. And Hope (Amal in Arabic) is my mother name.how do you know?I’ve seen it happening before. I’ve seen it in real life. In practice, not in theory. Read Popper.when was the last time you closed your eyes for a minute and asked yourself if you’re doing the right thing?Every week in the last 12 months.what can you do all day long and feel great going to bed?Exercise.Read.Building something.do you like yourself when you look in the mirror?I’m good. Alhamdullilah.does anyone believe they’re evil?Everyone does.what do other people tell you about you that you are always surprised to hear?I can’t be surprised about one thing more than once, right? That’s an illogical question.

That’s it. Questions are answered.

Salam, peace.

Week 42: A Prayer, by definition.

This is part 3 of answering a list of question (the full list is here.)

Part 1 is here. Part 2 is here.

Why is it easier to do something for the other person than to do the exact same thing for yourself?Because we sometimes like the other person more that we like ourselves.did the person actually tell you no or did you just assume they would?That’s the first good question here. At last.who do you want to be less like?Hollow souls and trendy people.A son of a millionaire. I’m gratefully not.what would you do if you were alone in the universe?Build a ladder to get out.would you walk into a teleporter?Enough of teleportation already.what makes you do the right thing?10 years ago, I would say that I do the right thing because I follow my faith, the virtues and values I learned from parents, and customs of where I originated from. I respect all of the above (ala David Hume) but this is not completely true now. Now it’s my thinking mind first and formost.when was the last time you prayed?Every day. But that is wrong. Since I’m not actually doing prayer correctly. And a prayer is a prayer done correctly – by its own definition (ala Wittgenstein.)what are you proud of?All of my 3 sisters. And my mother. And my father. They all are better than myself in every aspect.when was the last time you did something you’ve never done before?If it counts, taking a new way home, last week.do you feel better or worse after spending time with the person you spend most of your time with?Nothing feels better than time spent with family or close friends. I love my family, close and far. And I love my close friends. We’re social beings.what are you afraid to tell to your best friend?Hard choices, easy life. Easy choices, hard life.why did you do something you regret?I let the heart lead the way, not the mind. I shouldn’t. Hard decisions, easy life. Easy decisions, hard life.why not travel to your favorite city as often as you can?Because I should try another city that may be my next favorite city.am i wasting my time writing these questions?Yes. Because after writing my answers this far, I think they are mediocre questions without a connecting theme.what have you promised to do and not done yet?I’ve promised myself financial freedom which I haven’t done yet. But I’m changing this now.