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August 3, 2020

Knit away Covid eternity? Peter instead revamps Gerda’s dementia website, despite Doña Quixote’s backseat commentary

It seems that the traditional crafts—knitting, crotchet, sewing, scrapbooking, cross-stitch—have undergone a revival in the US since the start of the Corona virus pandemic. In Utah, the craft stores were designated “essential businesses” and remained open even during the lockdown. I had been a stranger to craft stores since giving up knitting about six years […]


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Published on August 03, 2020 18:32

June 18, 2020

“Black Lives Matter,” shout I, who grew up white in South Africa, a perpetrator, beneficiary, and eyewitness of Apartheid

Featured image: Jean-Michel Basquiat’s “Defacement (The Death of Michael Stewart),” 1983. Dementia makes you forget, but you don’t get to choose what you forget about your own part in racism. What you learned first, when you were a small child, usually lasts the longest. WHAT I WANT TO FORGET Watching out of the living room […]


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Published on June 18, 2020 21:14

May 13, 2020

Taking up arms against the Second Law of Thermodynamics, Doña Quixote breaks out her glue gun

Today, I picked up a cup in the living room to take to the dishwasher.  In our kitchen, five steps away, I could not find the dishwasher. Or, rather, the concept of “dishwasher” did not come together in my head, even though I kept repeating “dishwasher, dishwasher” in my mind to remember what to do. […]


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Published on May 13, 2020 13:13

April 29, 2020

“Living full out”: Nancy Solari interviews Gerda about accepting support from others in her uncertain future with dementia

I met Nancy Solari some time ago when she pre-recorded an interview about my dementia for her radio show. This week the show is being broadcast as If You Are Uncertain of the Future, by Turning to Others for Support You Will Be Able to Live Full Out. Nancy Solari has first-hand experience of living […]


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Published on April 29, 2020 20:31

April 22, 2020

Crazed by Cruella-de-Virus, Doña Quixote shops her closet for “athleisure”; failing, she concocts “streetwear” she fancies Glenn Close might go for

Featured image: Janet Walker reviews Geraldine Solin’s Authorpreneur in Pajamas Now that Cruella-de-Virus has brought us to a point where people work from home and we who are mature in years have to be particularly asocial because of the underlying condition of oldness, the issue of what to wear every day has been pleasantly solved […]


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Published on April 22, 2020 19:27

April 12, 2020

“In Villages God Does Not Live in Corners”: for the Spring Equinox, a Joseph Brodsky (1940-1996) poem : “In Villages God Does Not Live in Corners”

In villages God does not live in corners as skeptics think. He’s everywhere. He blesses the roof, he blesses the dishes, he holds his half of the double doors. He’s plentiful. In the iron pot there. Cooking the lentils on Saturday. He sleepily jigs and bops in the fire, he winks at me, his witness. […]


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Published on April 12, 2020 22:23

A Joseph Brodsky (1940-1996) poem for the Spring Equinox: “In Villages God Does Not Live in Corners”

In villages God does not live in corners as skeptics think. He’s everywhere. He blesses the roof, he blesses the dishes, he holds his half of the double doors. He’s plentiful. In the iron pot there. Cooking the lentils on Saturday. He sleepily jigs and bops in the fire, he winks at me, his witness. […]


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April 5, 2020

Guest post by my sister-in-law Ria Saunders, 78 today: “Angels in Israel”

Featured art: Angel, stitched and burned on the synthetic fabric Tyvek by Gordana Brelih. Out of my 7 sisters-in-law (including exes and Esta who has died), Ria Saunders was my first—she and I married the Saunders brothers: she the oldest, Cliff, and I the younger, Peter. Our beloved Cliff died in June last year, 2019, […]


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Published on April 05, 2020 21:23

Guest post by my sister-in-law Ria Saunders, who turns 78 today: “Angels in Israel”

Featured art: Angel, stitched and burned on the synthetic fabric Tyvek by Gordana Brelih. Out of my 7 sisters-in-law (including exes and Esta who has died), Ria Saunders was my first—she and I married the Saunders brothers: she the oldest, Cliff, and I the younger, Peter. Our beloved Cliff died in June last year, 2019, […]


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March 24, 2020

Corona virus contemplations, including explication of what the coiff is going on in and around Doña Quixote’s skull

Featured image: From Entities of the Threshold, Tamae Frame, figurative ceramic sculptor. I started this post about two- to three weeks before the true danger of the corona virus became evident to (many, but not all) of us Americans. I was writing—again—about the shrinking of my world because of my dementia; grieving it again, as […]


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Published on March 24, 2020 21:00

Field Notes on My Dementia

Gerda  Saunders
When I turned 61 in 2011, I was diagnosed with cerebral microvascular disease, a precursor of dementia. Since retiring from my job as the associate director of Gender Studies at the University of Utah ...more
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