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November 20, 2023
The Literature of Disappearance: A Bibliography in Progress
Follow is my list of works – short fiction, novels, theory, criticism, memoir, general nonfiction, and contemporary poetry collections – that develop the trope of disappearance:
PlaysBarrie, J.M. Peter Pan and Other Plays [Mary Rose]. Oxford: Oxford University Press, 2008.
Kennedy, Fin. How to Disappear Completely and Never Be Found. London: Nick Hearn Books, 2008.
Short StoriesBierce, Ambrose. The Complete Short Stories of Ambrose Bierce [“The Difficulty of Crossing a Field”]. Lincoln, NE: Bison Books, 1984.
Borges, Jorge Luis. Collected Fictions [“The Man on the Threshold”]. New York: Penguin, 1999.
Chaon, Dan. Among the Missing. New York: Ballantine, 2002.
Davenport, Guy. A Table of Green Fields [“Belinda’s World Tour”]. New York: New Directions, 1993.
Desai, Anita. The Artist of Disappearance. New York: Harper Perennial, 2012.
Doctorow, E. L. All the Time in the World: New and Selected Stories [“Wakefield”]. New York: Random House, 2012.
Doyle, Jacqueline. The Missing Girl. New York: Black Lawrence Press, 2017.
Hawthorne, Nathaniel. Hawthorne’s Short Stories [“Wakefield”]. New York: Vintage, 2011.
Jackson, Shirley. Come Along With Me [“Louisa Please Come Home”]. New York: Viking, 1968.
—. “The Missing Girl.” New York: Penguin Random House, 2018.
Jewett, Sarah Orne. The Queen’s Twin and Other Stories [“Where’s Norah”]. New York: Houghton Mifflin, 1899.
Lawrence, D.H. The Woman Who Rode Away and Other Stories. New York: Penguin, 1997.
Masih, Tara Lynn. How We Disappear: Novella & Stories. Winston-Salem, NC: Press 53, 2022.
McEwen, Ian. First Love, Last Rites [“Solid Geometry”] New York: Random House, 1975.
Murakami, Haruki. The Elephant Vanishes. New York: Vintage, 1994.
Porter, Andrew. The Theory of Light and Matter. New York: Vintage, 2010.
—. The Disappeared. New York: Alfred A. Knopf, 2023.
Stohlman, Nancy. After the Rapture. Baltimore, MD: Mason Jar Press, 2023.
Yanagita, Kunio. The Legends of Tono. Washington, D.C.: Lexington Books, 2008.
NovelsAbbott, Megan. The Song is You. New York: Simon & Schuster, 2008.
—. The End of Everything. New York: Back Bay Books, 2012.
Abe, Kobe. The Ruined Map. New York: Vintage, 2001.
—. The Woman in the Dunes. New York: Vintage, 1991.
—. The Box Man. New York: Vintage, 2001.
—. Secret Rendezvous. New York: Alfred A. Knopf, 1979.
Ansay, A. Manette. Sister. New York: Harper Perennial, 1997.
Archambeau, Robert. Alice B. Toklas is Missing. Raleigh, NC: Regal House, 2023.
Atwood, Margaret. Surfacing. New York: Anchor, 1998.
Auster, Paul. The New York Trilogy. New York: Penguin, 2006.
—. Moon Palace. New York: Penguin, 1990.
—. The Brooklyn Follies. New York: Penguin, 2009.
—. Oracle Night. New York: St. Martin’s, 2009.
—. In the Country of Last Things. New York: Viking, 1987.
Azem, Ibtisam. The Book of Disappearance. Syracuse, NY: Syracuse University Publications in Continuing Education, 2019.
Balzac, Honoré de. Colonel Chabert. New York: New Directions, 1997.
Bambara, Toni Cade. Those Bones Are Not My Child. New York: Vintage, 2000.
Bauer, Belinda. Snap. New York: Grove Press, 2019.
Bennett, Brit. The Vanishing Half. New York: Riverhead Books, 2022.
Berti, Eduardo. La mujer de Wakefield. Barcelona: Tusquets Editores, 2000.
Bolaño, Roberto. 2666. New York: Picador, 2009.
Bombal, María Luisa. House of Mist. New York: Farrar Straus & Giroux, 2008.
Braunstein, Sarah. The Sweet Relief of Missing Children. New York: W.W. Norton, 2012.
Buckhanon, Kalisha. Speaking of Summer. Berkeley: Counterpoint, 2020.
—. Running to Fall. AALBC Aspire, 2022.
Busch, Frederick. Girls. New York: Ballantine, 1998.
—. North. New York: W. W. Norton, 2005.
Codrescu, Andrei. Wakefield. New York: Algonquin Books, 2004.
Danticat, Edwige. The Dew Breaker. New York: Vintage, 2005.
—. Claire of the Sea Light. New York: Vintage, 2014.
Dave, Laura. The Last Thing He Told Me. New York: Simon & Schuster, 2021.
Didion, Joan. A Book of Common Prayer. New York: Vintage, 1995.
Dyer, Geoff. The Search. Minneapolis: Graywolf, 2011.
Earling, Debra Magpie. Perma Red. Minneapolis: Milkweed Editions, 2022.
Englander, Nathan. The Ministry of Special Cases. New York: Vintage, 2008.
Ely, David. Seconds. New York: Harper Voyager, 2013.
Flynn, Gillian. Gone Girl. Ballantine, 2014.
Follet, Barbara Newhall. The House Without Windows. New York: Penguin, 2021.
Fowles, John. A Maggot. Boston: Little, Brown, 1985.
Frisch, Max. I’m Not Stiller. Dallas: Dalkey Archive, 2006.
Fuentes, Carlos. The Old Gringo. New York: Farrar, Straus, & Giroux, 2007.
Garro, Elena. Recollections of Things to Come. Austin, TX: University of Texas Press, 1969.
Green, Henry. Concluding. New York: New Directions, 2017.
Gutcheon, Beth. Still Missing. New York: William Morrow & Company, 2005.
Hammett, Dashiell. The Maltese Falcon. New York: Vintage Crime, 2022.
Hawkins, Paula. Girl on a Train. New York: Riverhead Books, 2016.
Healey, Emma. Elizabeth is Missing. New York: Harper Perennial, 2015.
Hemingway, Ernest. The Torrents of Spring. New York: Scribner’s, 1998.
Ishiguro, Kazuo. When We Were Orphans. New York: Vintage, 2001.
Jackson, Shirley. Hangsaman. New York: Penguin, 2013.
Jones, Tayari. Leaving Atlanta. New York: Grand Central, 2023.
Jonnie, Brianna and Nshannacappo. If I Go Missing. Toronto: Lorimer Children & Teens, 2019.
Jordan, Neil. The Drowned Detective. New York: Bloomsbury, 2016.
Kafka, Franz. Amerika: The Missing Person. New York, Schocken, 2011.
Kamal, Sheena. The Lost Ones. New York: William Morrow, 2018.
Kim, Angie. Happiness Falls. New York: Hogarth Press, 2023.
Knight, Carol Lynne. If I Go Missing. Newbergh, OR: Fernwood Press, 2022.
Ko, Lisa. The Leavers. New York: Algonquin Books, 2018.
Krabbé, Tim. The Vanishing. New York: Random House, 1993.
Kwok, Jean. Searching for Sylvie Lee. New York: William Morrow, 2020.
Lacey, Catherine. Nobody is Ever Missing. New York: Farrar, Straus, & Giroux, 2014.
Larsson, Stieg. The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo. New York: Vintage Crime, 2009.
Lee, Chang-Rae. Aloft. New York: Riverhead Books, 2005.
Lewis, Janet. The Wife of Martin Guerre. Athens: Ohio University Press, 2013.
Liu, Aimee. Flash House. New York: Warner Books, 2004.
Lindsay, Joan. Picnic at Hanging Rock. New York: Penguin, 2017.
Lippman, Laura. After I’m Gone. New York: Harper, 2014.
Lowndes, Marie Belloc. The End of Her Honeymoon. New York: Scribner’s, 1913.
Luiselli, Valeria. Lost Children Archive. New York: Vintage, 2020.
Mankowski, Guy. How I Left the National Grid: A Post-Punk Novel. Alresford, UK: Roundfire Books, 2015.
Mannion, Una. Tell Me What I Am. New York: Harper, 2023.
Marlowe, Derek. Echoes of Celandine. New York: Viking, 1970.
Martínez, Tomás Eloy. Santa Evita. New York: Vintage, 1997.
Matar, Hisham. Anatomy of a Disappearance. New York: Dial Press, 2012.
—. In the Country of Men. New York: Random House, 2008.
Maxwell, Abi. The Den. New York: Alfred A. Knopf, 2019.
McCarthy, Cormac. Blood Meridian: Or the Evening Redness in the West. New York: Vintage, 1992.
McEwen, Ian. The Child in Time. New York: Knopf Doubleday, 1999.
Mendelsohn, Jane. I Was Amelia Earhart. New York: Vintage, 1997.
Michaels, Lisa. Grand Ambition. New York: W. W. Norton, 2002.
Mitchard, Jacquelyn. The Deep End of the Ocean. New York: Penguin, 1999.
Modiano, Patrick. Missing Person. Davine R. Godine, 2005.
Mooney, Robert. Father of the Man. New York: Pantheon, 2001.
Morris, Mary McGarry. Vanished. New York: Penguin, 1997.
Morselli, Guido. Dissipatio H.G.: The Vanishing. New York: New York Review of Books, 2020.
Mueleman, Sarah. Find Me Gone. New York: Harper, 2018.
Murakami, Haruki. The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle. New York: Vintage, 1998.
Ng, Celeste. Everything I Never Told You. New York: Penguin, 2015.
—. Little Fires Everywhere. New York: Penguin, 2019.
—. Our Missing Hearts. New York: Penguin, 2022.
Novey, Idra. Ways to Disappear. New York: Little, Brown, 2017.
Nutting, Alissa. Made for Love. New York: Ecco Press, 2018.
Oates, Joyce Carol. Carthage. New York: Ecco Press, 2014.
O’Brien, Tim. In the Lake of the Woods. Boston: Mariner Bay Books, 2006.
Oliver, Lauren. Vanishing Girls. New York: HarperCollins, 2016.
O’Nan, Stewart. Songs for the Missing. New York: Penguin, 2009.
Ondaatje, Michael. In the Skin of a Lion. New York: Knopf Doubleday, 1997.
—. Anil’s Ghost. New York: Vintage, 2001.
Pamuk, Orhan. The Black Book. New York: Vintage, 2006.
Partnoy, Alicia. The Little School. Jersey City, NJ: Cleis Press, 1998.
Perec, Georges. A Void. Boston: Verba Mundi, 2005.
Picoult, Jodi. Leaving Time. New York: Ballantine, 2015.
Piper, Evelyn. Bunny Lake is Missing. New York: Feminist Press, 2004.
Pirandello, Luigi. The late Mattia Pascal. New York: New York Review of Books, 2004.
Phillips, Julia. Disappearing Earth. New York: Vintage, 2020.
Porter, Andrew. In Between Days. New York: Vintage, 2013.
Pritchett, V.S. Dead Man Leading. Oxford: Oxford University Press, 1984.
Rao, Shobha. Girls Burn Brighter. New York: Flatiron Books, 2019.
Rising, Lawrence. She Who Was Helena Cass. New York: George H. Doran, 1920.
Rose, Heather. The Butterfly Man. St. Lucia, Australia: University of Queensland Press, 2005.
Ryan, Erin Kate. Quantum Girl Theory. New York: Random House, 2023.
Semple, Maria. Where’d You Go, Bernadette. New York: Back Bay Books, 2013.
Simenon, Georges. Monsieur Monde Vanishes. New York: New York Review of Books, 2004.
Simpson, Mona. The Lost Father. New York: Vintage, 1993.
Spark, Muriel. Aiding and Abetting. New York: Penguin, 2000.
Stern, Daniel. Twice Upon a Time: Stories. New York: W. W. Norton, 1992.
Traba, Marta. Mothers and Shadows. Columbia, LA: Readers International, 2017.
Tyler, Anne. Searching for Caleb. New York: Vintage, 1996.
—. Ladder of Years. New York: Vintage, 1996.
Valenzuela, Luisa. He Who Searches. Dallas: Dalkey Archive, 1987.
—. The Censors: A Bilingual Selection of Stories. Evanston, IL: Curbstone Press, 1995.
Walker, Alice. The Color Purple. New York: Penguin, 2019.
Watson, Randall. No Evil is Wide. Lake Dallas, TX: Madville Press, 2023.
White, Ethel Lina. The Lady Vanishes. Hertfordshire, UK: Wordsworth Classics, 2015.
Wieland, Liza. A Watch of Nightingales. Ann Arbor: University of Michigan Press, 2008.
Yocum, Katy. Three Ways to Disappear. Ashland, OR: Ashland Creek Press, 2019.
Zola, Émile. Buried Alive. New York: Warren Press, 1911.
MemoirsBonner, Betsy. The Book of Atlantis Black: The Search for a Sister Gone Missing. New York: Tin House Books, 2020.
Carlisle, Kelly Grey. We Are All Shipwrecks. Naperville, IL: Sourcebooks, 2018.
Conover, Sarah. Set Adrift: A Mystery and a Memoir – My Family’s Disappearance in the Bermuda Triangle. Gig Harbor, WA: 55 Fathoms, 2023.
Cumming, Laura. Five Days Gone: The Mystery of My Mother’s Disappearance as a Child. New York: Scribner’s, 2019.
Flook, Maria. My Sister Life. New York: Broadway Books, 1998.
Gwartney, Debra. Live Through This: A Mother’s Memoir of Runaway Daughters and Reclaimed Love. Boston: Mariner Books, 2010.
Harrison, Lindsay. Missing: A Memoir. New York: Scribner’s, 2014.
Kushner, David. Alligator Candy. New York: Simon & Schuster, 2017.
Lunday, Robert. Disequilibria: Meditations on Missingness. Albuquerque: University of New Mexico Press, 2023.
Matar, Hisham. The Return: Fathers, Sons, and the Land in Between. New York: Random House, 2017.
—. A Month in Siena. New York: Random House, 2019.
O’Hagan, Andrew. The Missing. London: Picador, 1995.
Renner, James. True Crime Addict: How I Lost Myself in the Mysterious Disappearance of Maura Murray. New York: Picador, 2017.
Rotondi, Jessica Pearce. What We Inherit: A Secret War and a Family’s Search for Answers. Los Angeles: Unnamed Press, 2020.
Theory and CriticismAbe, Kobo. The Frontier Within: Essays. New York: Columbia University Press, 2016.
Agamben, Giorgio. What is Real? Stanford: Stanford University Press, 2018.
Baudrillard, Jean. Simulacra and Simulation. Ann Arbor: University of Michigan Press, 1994.
—. The Perfect Crime. New York: Verso, 2008.
—. Why Hasn’t Everything Already Disappeared? Chicago: Seagull Books, 2009.
—. America. New York: Verso, 2010.
Bishop, Karen Elizabeth. The Space of Disappearance: A Narrative Commons in the Ruins of Argentine State Terror. Albany: State University of New York Press, 2021.
Edkins, Jenny. Ithaca: Missing: Persons and Politics. Ithaca: Cornell University Press, 2016.
Gordon, Avery. Ghostly Matters: Haunting and the Sociological Imagination. Minneapolis: University of Minnesota Press, 2008.
Heller-Roazen, Daniel. Absentees: On Variously Missing Persons. New York: Zone Books, 2021.
Pitt, Kristin E. Body, Nation, and Narrative in the Americas. London: Palgrave Macmillan, 2011.
Taylor, Diana. Disappearing Acts: Spectacles of Gender and Nationalism in Argentina’s Dirty War. Durham, NC: Duke University Press, 1997.
Virilio, Paul. The Aesthetics of Disappearance. Los Angeles: Semiotext(e), 2009.
Other NonfictionAllen, Michael J. Until the Last Man Comes Home: POWs, MIAs, and the Unending Vietnam War. Chapel Hill, NC: University of North Carolina Press, 2009.
Ayers, Captain John H. Missing Men: The Story Of The Missing Persons Bureau Of The New York Police Department. New York: Garden City Publishing, 1932.
Baldwin, James. The Evidence of Things Not Seen. New York: Holt, Rinehart, and Winston, 1985.
Begg, Paul. Into Thin Air: People Who Disappear. London: David & Charles, 1979.
Biaggio, Maryka. The Point of Vanishing: Based on the True Story of Author Barbara Follett and Her Mysterious Disappearance. Mechanicsburg, PA: Sunbury Press, 2021.
Billman, Jon. The Cold Vanish: Seeking the Missing in North America’s Wilderness. New York: Grand Central, 2021.
Boss, Pauline. Ambiguous Loss: Learning to Live with Unresolved Grief. Cambridge: Harvard University Press, 2000.
Bowden, Mark. The Last Stone: Masterpiece of Criminal Interrogation. Boston: Atlantic Monthly Press, 2020.
Boynton, Robert S. Invitation-Only Zone. New York: Farrar, Straus, & Giroux, 2017.
Brown, Ethan. Murder in the Bayou: Who Killed the Women Known as the Jeff Davis 8? New York: Scribner’s, 2018.
Busch, Akiko. How to Disappear: Notes on Invisibility in a Time of Transparency. New York: Penguin, 2020.
Carlson, Eric Stener. I Remember Julia: Voices of the Disappeared. Philadelphia: Temple University Press, 1996.
Coleman, Jonathan. Exit the Rainmaker. New York: Dell, 1989.
Congram, Derek. Missing Persons: Multidisciplinary Perspectives on the Disappeared. Toronto: Canadian Scholars’ Press, 2016.
Davis, Natalie Zemon. The Return of Martin Guerre. Cambridge: Harvard University Press, 1984.
Denton, Sally. The Bluegrass Conspiracy: An Inside Story of Power, Greed, Drugs & Murder. New York: Doubleday, 1990.
Dimock, Brad. Sunk Without a Sound: The Tragic Colorado River Honeymoon of Glen and Bessie Hyde. Flagstaff, AZ: Fretwater Press, 2001.
Dumas, Alexandre (Père). The Crimes of the Marquise de Brinvilliers [“Martin Guerre”] London: Methuen, 1908.
Dyer, Geoff. The Missing of the Somme. New York: Vintage, 2011.
El-Hai, Jack. The Lost Brothers: A Family’s Decades-Long Search. Ann Arbor: University of Minnesota Press, 2019.
Ellison, Mary. Missing from Home. London: Pan Books, 1964.
Fischer, Paul. The Man Who Invented Motion Pictures: A True Tale of Obsession, Murder, and the Movies. New York: Simon & Schuster, 2022.
Fleming, Peter. Brazilian Adventure. London: Alden Press, 1933.
Fradkin, Philip L. Everett Ruess: His Short Life, Mysterious Death, and Astonishing Afterlife. Berkeley: University of California Press, 2011.
Franklin, H. Bruce. M.I.A. or Mythmaking in America: How and Why Belief in Live POWs Has Possessed a Nation. New Brunswick, NJ: Rutgers University Press, 1993.
Gibler, John. I Couldn’t Even Imagine That They Would Kill Us: An Oral History of the Attacks Against the Students of Ayotzinapa. San Francisco: City Lights Books, 2017.
Grann, David. The Lost City of Z: A Tale of Deadly Obsession in the Amazon. New York: Vintage, 2010.
Greene, Karen Shalev and Lilian Alys. Missing Persons: A Handbook of Research. New York: Routledge, 2017.
Halber, Deborah. The Skeleton Crew: How Amateur Sleuths are Solving America’s Coldest Cases. New York: Simon & Schuster, 2015.
Hepburn, Stephanie and Rita James Simon. Human Trafficking Around the World: Hidden in Plain Sight. New York: Columbia University Press, 2013.
Howe, Nicholas. Not Without Peril. Boston: Appalachian Mountain Club, 2009.
Ling, Justin. Missing from the Village: The Story of Serial Killer Bruce McArthur, the Search for Justice, and the System That Failed Toronto’s Queer Community. Toronto: McClelland & Stewart, 2022.
Magueijo, João. A Brilliant Darkness: The Extraordinary Life and Disappearance of Ettore Majorana, the Troubled Genius of the Nuclear Age. Boston: Basic Books, 2009.
Marnham, Patrick: Trail of Havoc: In the Steps of Lord Lucan. London: Penguin, 1987.
Mauger, Léna and Stéphane Remael. The Vanished: The “Evaporated People” of Japan in Stories and Photographs. New York: Skyhorse, 2014.
McDiarmid, Jessica. Highway of Tears: A True Story of Racism, Indifference, and the Pursuit of Justice for Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women and Girls. New York: Atria Books, 2019.
McGrath, Ben. Riverman: An American Odyssey. New York: Knopf Doubleday, 2023.
Morewitz, Stephen J. and Caroline Sturdy Colls. Handbook of Missing Persons. Berlin: Springer, 2018.
Murdoch, Sierra Crane. Yellow Bird: Oil, Murder, and a Woman’s Search for Justice in Indian Country. New York: Random House, 2021.
Nash, Robert Jay. Among the Missing. New York: Simon & Schuster, 1978.
Nickerson, Shelia. Disappearance: A Map. New York: Harcourt Brace, 1996.
Phillips, S. M. Famous Cases of Circumstantial Evidence. Boston: Estes & Lauriat, 1873.
Pratt, Bramwell. God’s Private Eye: The Fascinating Work of The Salvation Army Investigation Department. St. Albans, UK: Campfield Press, 1988.
Preitler, Barbara. Grief and Disappearance: Psychosocial Interventions. Thousand Oaks, CA: Sage, 2015.
Rawlence, Christopher. The Man Who Invented Motion Pictures: A True Tale of Obsession, Murder, and the Movies. New York: Simon & Schuster, 2022.
Recko, Corey. Murder on the White Sands: The Disappearance of Albert and Henry Fountain. Denton, TX: University of North Texas Press, 2007.
Reidel, James. Vanished Act: The Life and Art of Weldon Kees. Lincoln, NE: Bison Books, 2007.
Rich, Doris L. Amelia Earhart: A Biography. Washington, D.C.: Smithsonian Books, 1996.
Richmond, Doug. How to Disappear Completely and Never Be Found. Palms Springs, CA: Desert Publications, 1996.
Roberts, David. Finding Everett Ruess: The Life and Unsolved Disappearance of a Legendary Wilderness Explorer. New York: Crown, 2012.
Roberts, Sara Hawys and Leon Noakes. Withdrawn Traces: Searching for the Truth About Richey Manic. London: Virgin Books, 2019.
Ruddick, James. Lord Lucan: The Truth About the Century’s Most Celebrated Murder Mystery. London: Headline, 1994.
Salgado, Minoli. Twelve Cries from Home: In Search of Sri Lanka’s Disappeared. London: Repeater, 2022.
Sarasin, J. G. The Mystery of Martin Guerre. London: Hutchinson, 1934.
Saroyan, Aram. Genesis Angels: The Saga of Lew Welch & the Beat Generation. New York: William Morrow, 1979.
Sciascia, Leonardo. The Moro Affair: And the Mystery of Majorana. New York: New York Review of Books, 2004.
Stegner, Wallace. Mormon Country [Everett Ruess]. Lincoln, NE: Bison Books, 2003.
Stewart, Erin. The Missing Among Us: Stories of Missing Persons and Those Left Behind. Sydney, Australia: NewSouth Books, 2021.
Smith, Laura. The Art of Vanishing. New York: Viking, 2018.
Thernstrom, Melanie. The Dead Girl. New York: Counterpoint, 2014.
Thompson, Hunter S. Fear and Loathing at Rolling Stone: The Essential Writing of Hunter S. Thompson [on Oscar Acosta]. New York: Simon & Schuster, 2012.
Tofel, Richard J. Vanishing Point: The Disappearance of Judge Crater, and the New York He Left Behind. Chicago: Ivan R. Dee, 2004.
Tomalin, Nicholas and Ron Hall. The Strange Last Voyage of Donald Crowhurst. New York: Stein and Day, 1985.
Villiers, Alan. Posted Missing: The Story of Ships Lost Without Trace in Recent Years. New York: Scribner’s, 1974.
Warren, William. Jim Thompson: the Unsolved Mystery. Singapore: Editions Didier Millet, 2014.
Williams, Richard. Missing: The Inside Story of the Salvation Army’s Missing Persons Department. London: Hodder & Stoughton, 1969.
Willis, Graham Denyer. Keep the Bones Alive: Missing People and the Search for Life in Brazil. Berkeley: University of California Press, 2022.
Poetry(This section is focused on contemporary collections in which disappearance is a recurrent theme.)
Baker, Aimée. Doe. Akron, OH: University of Akron Press, 2018.
Emanuel, Lynn. Transcript of the Disappearance, Exact and Diminishing. Pittsburgh: University of Pittsburgh Press, 2023.
Finkel, Donald. The Wake of the Electron. New York: Atheneum, 1987.
Franklin, Jennifer. If Some God Shakes Your House. New York: Four Way Books, 2023.
González, Rigoberto. Black Blossoms. New York: Four Way Books, 2011.
—. Unpeopled Eden. New York: Four Way Books, 2013.
—. The Book of Ruin. New York: Four Way Books, 2019.
—. To the Boy Who Was Night: Poems: Selected and New. New York: Four Way Books, 2023.
Goodfellow, Jessica. Whiteout. Fairbanks, AK: University of Alaska Press, 2017.
L’Esperance, Mari. The Darkened Temple. Lincoln, NE: Bison Books, 2008.
Lindenberg, Rebecca. Love, An Index. San Fransisco: McSweeney’s, 2012.
Malone, Erin. Site of Disappearance. Chevy Chase, MD: Ornithopter Press, 2023.
Perlongher, Nestor. Cadavers. Phoenix, AZ: Cardboard House Press, 2018.
Quintanilla, Octavio. If I Go Missing. Auston, TX: Slough Press, 2014.
Scofield, Greg. Witness, I Am. Gibsons, BC, Canada: Nightwood Editions, 2016.
Shearin, Faith. Telling the Bees: Poems. Nacogdoches, TX: Stephen F. Austin University Press, 2015.
Uriba, Sara. Antígona González. Los Angeles: Les Figues Press, 2016.
Zurita, Raúl. Song for His Disappeared Love. Notre Dame, IN: Action Books, 2010.
[11/20/2023]
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October 23, 2023
ALSCW Paper: “Mystery and Missingness: The Literature of Disappearance”
This is a paper I delivered at the 2023 ALSCW conference in Houston earlier this month as part of the “Mystery and Secrecy: Ancient Origins, Modern Expressions” panel. I’ll likely cannibalize it toward later essays and eventually as part of the second disappearance manuscript currently in the works. the inflections are somewhat tropic and geocritical.
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In this paper I’ll explore Missingness, or ways of thinking about missing persons. Though I’ve studied other fields – forensics, law enforcement/criminology, journalism, true crime, genre fiction, feature films and documentaries, podcasting, visual art, political science, cultural theory, philosophy, sociology, social work/psychology, I’ve focused more on imaginative responses to disappearance, particularly in fiction, creative nonfiction, and poetry. (1)
In 1982, my stepfather, James Lewis, a recently-retired Vietnam veteran, disappeared, and his fate remains unknown. In a recently-published hybrid memoir called Disequilibria: Meditations on Missingness, (2) I tell of my family’s experience within a broader examination of Missingness as a cultural and historical phenomenon.

Gaston Bachelard
I tend to see any in-depth subject of study as a memory palace or theatrum mundi. Sometimes, particularly in dreams, this inner space is more like a Bachelardian (3) house of several floors and many rooms of varied sizes, rooms within rooms, alcoves, ample cabinetry, shelves, drawers, and small boxes inside drawers. As my mind and self-image have become increasingly digital, I think in terms of an endless web or a fractal landscape that changes over scales and dimensions, repeating patterns across the vastness and intimacy of the field.
The space of missingness, since it has been a personal, creative, and scholarly obsession for so many years, exhibits varying qualities, both intermittently and universally: reciprocity or interpenetration; nestedness, abyssal or recursive growth and reduction; extensivity and intensity or enfoldedness; instantaneity, which is both the possibility and the impossibility of action at a distance, or the reality of a Universal Now.
In its horizontality, Missingness is a continuum or a fluid/graduated relation between seeming-opposites; in its verticality it’s a chord, an Orphic descent, or an escape to transcendent spaces. It’s also a combinatorial or algorithmic tool: each element or trope can be viewed as a minor trope within every other element as master-trope. It might represent a benevolent or malevolent consciousness, a complex system or autonomous machine-process; or it might be amusing like a clever toy or a complex game.
Missingness is a recessive space: the almost-there of an asymptotic search, the sharp point of the v in “vanishing point.” It’s also a space of complexity and indeterminacy, with the strange dynamics of aporia: How can the Missing Person be missing? How can someone seem both living and dead, or neither?
Giorgio Agamben’s state of exception helps define the abject character of missingness: (4)
The state of nature and the state of exception are nothing but two sides of a single topological process in which what was presupposed as external (the state of nature) now reappears, as in a Mobius strip or a Leyden jar, in the inside (as state of exception), and the sovereign power is this very impossibility of distinguishing between outside and inside…(37) –
exhibiting in its metaphors (“topological process,” “Mobius strip or a Leyden jar”) the spatial characteristics, large and small, that are essential to my explorations of Missingness.
Reciprocity as a characteristic of Missingness is how a boundary or a pair of opposites will create a space of hybridity, cross-contamination or cross-fertilization, confusion, complementarity, ambiguity, or mystery. Perhaps a sustained, close examination of any binary reveals deeper complicatedness and complexity. (5) Plato’s Socrates in the Phaedo (6) says:
The journey is not as Aeschylus’ Telephus describes it. He says that only one single path leads to Hades, but I think it is neither one nor simple, for then there would be no need of guides; one could not make any mistake if there were but one path. As it is, it is likely to have many forks and crossroads… (92).
Similarly, Seneca in his Natural Questions (7) says: “Some of the sacred rites are not revealed to worshippers all at once. Eleusis retains some of its mysteries to show to votaries on their second visit.” (306). If the godhead is more immanent than transcendent, then complexity, plurality, delay, and indirection might be how we experience its cosmic personality; and at least some of its traces are understandably topographical.
Missingness is also charged with desire: my youngest brother wants to find his father, my mother wanted to find her husband. My brother’s search for his father continues as an almost-daily practice; my mother found closure without conclusion many years ago. What was my desire, my emotional investment? My stepfather’s disappearance, early on, was a punishment as answer to a childhood prayer: that he would go away and not come back. As a warrior, he went away and came back many times, and I always felt more at ease – in the military as well as emotional sense – when my stepfather was absent.
These forms of desire, with some degree of choice and varying degrees of exhaustion, force, and unending decay, are at the other end of a continuum with terror, horror, dread, and trauma. Desire and dread seem projections of the same inner space and fragile sense of self. My stepfather’s disappearance was, in what eventually became my own mythography, the closing of childhood fears and commencement of adult anxiety and guilt. If trauma is in part the inability to escape the bodily sense of a painful experience – that a harmful event seems to be occurring now – then a disappearance, as opposed to a buried body, is the traumatic ever-present.

Elena Gomel, Narrative Space and Time
At some early stage, we realize just how vast, old, and enfolded the world really is. We develop a healthy fear, then an acceptance, that the world even as we traverse its smaller spaces – our own street, neighborhood, or ward – is so large that our bodies are in no way its measure; that our height and reach are less helpful in comprehending the world than the a map or a globe.
Elana Gomel in Narrative Space and Time: Representing Impossible Topologies in Literature (8) connects Agamben’s thinking on states of exception to the London and Paris of Charles Dickens: “There is no longer a Newtonian time separate from the traumatic duration of the impossible world; nor is there a Euclidian space that can resist the encroachments of the twisted topologies of violence” (58). I feel this in my body: it’s the trauma of Missingness, of Modernity, and we’re all inside it.
“One cannot add nearnesses in order to attain a ‘sum’ of farness” observes Edward S. Casey. (9) This, too, I feel almost viscerally: remembering when I was a toddler, already as an Army brat moved across several borders of the world, wondering about the magic relations of scale: was the state of Georgia bigger or smaller than the United States? Was it a requirement of the journey that one sleep in crossing boundaries or oceans? Casey’s negation suggests a space where the folds of reality render the continuum itself irreal. That doesn’t make it useless: the folds themselves – crevices in the world, hinges between worlds – are vividly framed in the paradoxes or equivocations of the world.
As we’ve sought Jim Lewis in the domestic nearness he’d left behind, my brother and I still have seen his traces and still felt his ghost. We didn’t know which fold or within what continuum he might be concealed, or how he had turned his own local being into a distance – an abstraction and a vanishing now as old as the man before he disappeared.
In the weeks after James Lewis left our home, I sometimes stood in the driveway looking down the street where he’d driven away. I imagined the places where that neighborhood road connected to larger roads, the interstate, the local airport, and all the possibilities of direction and distance from those points. He was a pilot, so I had to imagine the more expansive possibilities – that he could be within shouting distance or on the other side of the world.
That street in a then-new development on the outskirts of Fayetteville, North Carolina, with sandhills, pines, and scrub oak surrounding tract-homes became the first continuum of Missingness: the mental space where I tried to discover, name, and order the essential elements of disappearance. The road begins somewhere inside and disappears in a tree line not far into the distance; or over the horizon, where it buckles under the weight of the sky. This is the Continuum: constructions of relations between two seeming-opposites, allowing for a delineation of scale, degree, progression, retrogression, or contiguity.
I’m interested in how artists invent through seeing the nested or fractal nature of the world, as here: that a kind of beauty mustn’t know itself, that the relation between oneself and the world is palindromic, that our mind allows us to inhabit many scales at the same time. So, one kind of Missingness might be how imbalances in the world – imbalances that are essential to our being human, being modern – cause one to become lost in the Continuum along points of scale. Besides living on in his poems, the missing poet Craig Arnold (10) persists, for example, somewhere between his scattered atoms and the volcanic island where he fell into an abyss.
Both intensiveness and intensity help construct additional qualities of enfoldedness and reciprocity. As distinct qualities, intensiveness is more toward the here and now of experience in enfolded time. Intensity would be the further exertion of force that causes a collapse in space: a wormhole or a fall into what, further down in this paper, I call the Vortex.

Doreen Massey, For Space
Geographer Doreen Massey (11) speaks of instantaneity – a global, shared sense of time: my present moment parallels someone else’s in another town or hemisphere. I’m living rather intensively in instantaneity: since before the start of the pandemic, my wife, Yukiko, has been in Japan. We’ve maintained the marriage through Zoom calls, finding ways to share a sense of passing and lingering time, moment, occasion, urgency, opportunity, the hour, the strangeness of her night/my morning, even the different weathers and furnishings (and the pets – horses and cats and a remaining dog on my side of the globe) she’s always insisted on keeping. We’ve developed rituals, a vocabulary, and an emotional sensibility different from what we had when we were under the same roof: that quarter-century and more of the first part of our married life, where we were sometimes in our own worlds three strides apart.
It’s a broad latitude between us. On our smartphones we wormhole into each other’s gaze. I’ll call it a mystery: another label for the balancing of tensions between simplicity and complexity. But the mystery draws us also to the verticals of geography: descents of Persephone and Orpheus and those other travelers into lower realms in Homer, Virgil, Dante.
The subterranean spaces are important to me because I’m enamored with the idea of a vast subconscious where we’re more than wandering amnesiacs; and if I find our way down we’ll also find the way up through language, art, spiritual quest, and never be lost again.
The verticality of Missingness is also the tension between hope and hopelessness; except that within the continuum they form, apathy or detachment seems the midpoint, a denial of either extreme. Mythically, perhaps the upward sense is toward hope beyond hope: not that a Missing Person will return alive, but that they don’t suffer in this shared global present, this instantaneity, and might even be on their own path to redemption or knowledge.
Sometimes the downward path is of continued, interminable suffering and wandering or imprisonment, wherein a despair beyond hopelessness is a death without a date, a body without a grave. The underworlds we imagine –ancient Greek and Roman underworlds, quests of heroes and shadows of chthonic gods, provide to Missingness a sense of risk, uncertainty, answer, secrecy – both in suspension with each other – and the elation or despair of return.
All we have to help us imagine those other realms is their imprint on this world of the Middle Distance, where time and space conspire to isolate us. Shobha Rao, (12) in her novel Girls Burn Brighter, illustrates the passage of time as one of her heroines experiences it; time, as the poor & suffering Poornima envisions it, is:
…like the buffalo she saw plowing the fields. All it did was plod along, never wavering and without a thought in its head. Time was all her days in Namburu, and all the days before that. But geography? Now, geography Poornima considered a mystery. Its mountains, its rivers, its vast and endless plains, its seas that she had never seen. Geography was the unknown. (120)

Toni Cade Bambara, Those Bones Are Not My Child
In Toni Cade Bambara’s novel of the 1979 – 1981 Atlanta child murders, Those Bones are Not My Child, (13) we follow the parents Zala and Spence – maritally separated, now brought together again by their son Sonny’s disappearance. Through the novel, Zala and Spence separately leave their Atlanta home to push at the many occult surfaces of the cityscape: places, features, structures that now seem to obscure what signs might point to their son’s whereabouts. It’s not vastness that overwhelms, but the city’s betrayals: its enfolded, puckered, grimy silences. It seems to manifest itself as a form of intensity:
Zala sat down and strung some words together before calling Missing Persons. She rehearsed it quickly as she dialed, reminding herself of the officers’ names. She was fully prepared on the third ring. But what she got was a recording. It said Missing Persons was closed for the weekend and to call Homicide. She held on, frozen, and the message was repeated. Call Homicide. She could not even move to write down the number; her thermometer stuck at zero. (60-61)
The confrontation with a machine, with the bureaucratic time-fold, with the mother Zala’s own paralysis, and then the metaphor – almost a spectral chill – intensify the scene. It’s more than a moment, a stall: within the continual rush or the labyrinthine turning or the resistance to their searching at all levels, these intensified moments in Those Bones Are Not My Child create a stuckness. Though Atlanta has been their home, their own world in so many ways, the disappearance of their son within the broader terror of the disappearances and murders, within the bureaucratic-political hall of mirrors, has turned the parents’ sense of home and community inside out.
Consider the ways the scene in Bambara’s novel constructs the tensions of inner and outer, as well as the competing views (or layers) of reality. The system is not available to answer her call, and its protocols oversimplify experience, or seem to – as if missing vs. murdered were the default continuum of what the mother is experiencing. It doesn’t properly define the space as a person inhabits it with their integrity or their freedom intact.
Bambara’s Those Bones Are Not My Child, written largely in Atlanta, was the author’s great obsession left unfinished at the time of her death in 1995. Toni Morrison labored for years to edit the manuscript for publication. It’s a novel of ambition, scale and depth – and perhaps, less overtly, a novel of the Archive. I give the trope of the Archive an outer and an inner form: the architectural and institutional Archive of authority, officialdom, or the systematic collection and preservation of information; and at the other end, its enfolded form: the banker box, the file folder, the case, but also the trace, the relic, the fragment, the clue, and (as a fusion of the large and compact forms) the solo Searcher’s obsessive journeys through the world and herself – not only seeking, making, and refuting maps, but also trying to enter the map: to read the signs of Missingness so well, the Searcher finds what she seeks, or dreams more vividly than the eye can see of finding it – despite or because of the ways Authority hinders and neglects.
In Disequilibria, I work with a pair of essential tropes: Circumambience and The Middle Distance. Circumambience is the zone between a person and their immediate social-physical sphere; we move in it, carry it, are carried by it, sharing our textures, sensorium, noise, emotional resonances, and more. The Middle Distance is everything that meets us at our thresholds, which vary greatly in terms of thickness, resistance, scope, or absorption of time-space. It’s the Social, but also the Wilderness, the City, the Nation – all tropes of Missingness, in that they represent varying ways we might disappear. (14)
Archivists in Canada created the “Records Continuum Model” (15) as a spatial grid that captures the continuum of the Archive in a more two-dimensional expression. Across the axis of Dimension, Transactionality, Evidentiality, Recordkeeping, and Identity, we can compute the rest of the grid by transecting that horizontal continuum with a vertical set of archival actions: to Create, to Capture, to Organize, and to Pluralize.
This grid, on paper or in practice, seems another form of the Memory Palace as much as a scheme or protocol. It’s an imaginary space realizing itself in ways that admit the user entry into the Archive as both expansive and intensive: reach and expansion, but also indwelling or contemplation. Its basic parameters loosely fit the theoretical understanding of space we find in Henri Lefebvre, Edward Soja, Doreen Massey, and other place-space geographers and theorists. (16) Also, the enfolded nature of the Archive is reciprocal: one can imagine the figment, the fragment, the trace, the single-significant document, the folder, the box, the shelf, the row of boxes long and high and deep, the vast rows, high stacks, shadowy, seeming-endless chambers, and overflowing boxes of the architectural space. The RCM starts small and local in time and space, but expands and deepens – in time and space, both – to name and order the growing layers. Within the Memory Place, the Archivist as well as the Searcher inhabit all scales.
As mentioned above, I’ve had a recurrent dream of the Memory Palace: over many years, the recurrence of a pre-plastic, organic, early-modern, labyrinthine, architectural, old, persistent but seeming-unstable, generally-domestic space – asymmetrical, endlessly contingent – somewhat like the Winchester House in San Jose, California if designed by the firm of Piranesi & Escher. Each iteration of the dream has been a random journey – a search and serendipitous discovery of treasures and puzzles. Our search for my stepfather in the Archive has included his military records, the drawers and closets of his effects that my mother eventually compacted – though she has left two drawers in the ancient chest in the master bedroom that are something of a crypt for the man; and all that my brother and I have gathered of legal and law-enforcement records, flight records, memory and gossip of my stepfather’s brothers-in-arms, similar cases of haunting similarity, the NamUs page (17) we set up with his medical files, fingerprint records, DNA results, other vitals, a compact version of his narrative, and the case summary. So much of our searching has been not into the (likely) posthumous life of James Lewis, but into the life itself – including his life as a soldier, since we suspect his moral injury, or at least his self-definition as a warrior, holds clues to his fate.
The many wormholes we’ve explored include what remains of the cassette tape-letters our family sent back and forth when Lewis was in Vietnam for his final tour in 1969-70. Beyond the search for answers about his fate, those tapes revealed Lewis’ whereabouts on a emblematic continuum of History. In his 143 letters home during that tour of duty, which I read and studied obsessively (they were a temporary gift from my mother, folded into the Danish cookie tin where she’d kept them for decades), there are traces of the man in his handwriting, sweat-stains, musings, non sequiturs, instructions to his wife and children, and war-gossip; but in the tapes, there’s a dark wealth of other information: his youthful voice, his weariness, his ardent love and sternness, his pillow talk (including what amounts to classified information, at one point), but also, the ambient sounds coming from that very-local space and moment: mortar fire, automatic-weapons fire, fighter jets flying above his tent, helicopters, and once or twice, his mention of sounds that leave no trace on the tape: “Charlie” (18) dying yards away on the perimeter wire.
I believed to have found the man, in a sense – in the past, on magnetic tape, in what remains of a moment in time, on a clear, inveterate ray from Vietnam to our Fayetteville kitchen, where we kept a newspaper-map of that far-away place to mark his whereabouts and doings.

Jessica Pearce Rotondi, What We Inherit
In a memoir about her missing-in-action uncle, Jessica Pierce Rotondi (19) accesses the Archive in various ways. Her memoir has the nested structure of recounting her grandfather’s POW experience in the Second World War, then her grandfather’s and her mother’s search for the author’s uncle during the American War (specifically in Laos) in Southeast Asia. “I feel closer to them,” Rotondi says of her mother and grandfather, “when I lose myself in their papers” (43). Her mother, like many Americans in that era, had worn a bracelet with her brother’s name until it broke in two. (20) Rotondi’s grandfather had gone to Laos himself in the early years after the war; her mother had continued the family’s search, and Rotondi herself, after the turn of the millennium, also traveled to Laos in search of her uncle.
Rotondi’s travel experience was not only a journey into the World, but a bringing of the World into the body: “In the copy I later hold in my hands,” she says in preparing for her journey, “my grandmother has underlined a phrase from that report: ‘the possibility of their survival still exists,’ the pencil line nearly ripping through the paper” (143). The force of the image is a sign of how trauma is the persistence of violence, but also of our resistance to loss.
Besides the MIA bracelet, we have as a specific trope of the warrior’s fate the more common, equally palpable dog tags. “There is a difference, Ed [Rotondi’s grandfather] was discovering, between hearing that your son’s dog tags have been located and holding them in your hand” (194) – not only, I suppose, because the effects are already in the Archive (in the hands of a military investigator, let’s say), then they are not the same relic, metonym, or fragment of a person as when you feel the weight and stainless steel of the tags themselves.
Rotondi’s grandfather also sought after an even more-intimate relic of the missing son: “The government was going to send that tooth,” he told a reporter, “in a seven-foot coffin, flag-covered.” It’s evidence to the grandfather of nothing more than his son’s presence at the crash site in Laos: “A front tooth doesn’t mean a man is dead” (211). (21)
Perhaps the most important recent major work of fiction to develop this trope is Valeria Luiselli’s Lost Children Archive. (22) The novel is structured as a series of file-boxes; it’s also a Quest and Road Trip, as a married couple, each with a child from a previous marriage, head West and South for different, though overlapping, reasons (encountering other purposes along the way). Both parents are archivists: the husband is collecting audio specimens of the Apache people and their past; the wife is more urgently seeking evidence of a friend’s children, who went missing after attempting to cross the US/Mexico border. Each family member, including the two children, have notebooks and boxes. The novel itself is structured, mise en abîme, as a series of file-box chapters from the boxes that the family has carried along in their car, from which and into which the journey, the novel, and the world of Missingness fold and unfold.

Valeria Luiselli, Lost Children Archive
Lost Children Archive is very much a Borderlands novel: a world of people crossing and inhabiting the desert, getting lost and found and dying in the border regions, but also in the cultural/social spaces, the cities, jungles, and elsewhere-spaces far from the border itself. (23, 24)
A more-recent work of fiction by Kalisha Buckhanon, Speaking of Summer, (25) uses the Archive in a less overt manner, but still explores the continuum between interior/exterior and the connections between somatic and architectural spaces. In Buckhanon’s novel, one sister named Autumn searches for her missing twin, Summer – in some of the typical ways, which include papering the upper-Manhattan city streets and venues with Missing posters. At home, Autumn searches their shared apartment:
I had left Summer’s fingerprints on her dressing mirror. I joyfully borrowed her clothes. If I breached her journals or notes or emails, I heard her voice saying her old words and I felt better. I washed her scent from her pillowcases, sheets, and comforter. I switched her bedding and moved in to her room, to feel she was still here. My bedroom, the smaller one facing the brick gangway, never invited the breeze. Now it was just my dressing closet, in need of a good sweeping and dusting. The comforter crumpled and twisted at the foot of my Ikea bed. (21)
How Autumn inhabits space is thus transformed, knocked out of balance, since she believes her twin is missing. I see further (here and in other passages) how Buckhanon allows perception and belief to take up space and take on bodies:
It felt spooky to dip my hands into thatched dark bamboo cubes where Summer kept odds and ends in her living room workspace. I remembered her in there, on stained beige sheets, curled cross-legged in the corner or on her stomach. Our candles and incense mostly covered the smells of her pastime: not just paint, but the enamel and glues. I kept her unfinished statement in that space. She shredded fashion brand names and labels she cut from stacks of magazines. She glued them to canvas and spray painted them in light metallic tones. She was just half done on the side where she managed to rubber-cement scraps into texture and grade. It was part of her efforts to join the natural and “meaningful” art crowd, to be more politically and less personally focused, to go the direction the art blogs and dark bar small talk told her to if she wanted notice. I didn’t get it. I liked her less flashy work with faces, as damned and disgruntled as she intended them to be. (26)

Kalisha Buckhanon, Speaking of Summer
This passage is a further stage of the embodiment/spatialization of the missing/nonexistent sister; it’s more textured, detailed, vivid, broken – and includes the sister’s supposed writing as well as her visual art. But by the last third of the novel, we and Autumn realize it’s she who is the artist – not “Summer” (spoiler alert: the twin is nonexistent), but she has all her life bequeathed that gift to her imaginary sister.
The Vortex is another trope of Missingness: perhaps a form of Roland Barthes’s punctum, (26) or the intensified point in the photographic studium or plane – but also in the field of the photographable world along one’s path, within the story of one’s movements through time and space. From another view, the Vortex is intensity: a point where the multiplicity of stories, vectors, choices, striations, movements, perspectives, power structures boil over, become turbulent, create feedback.
Obsession itself is a take on the Vortex. This writing, the mission I’m on, the parallel but differently-keyed obsession of my brother – they’re the vortex we’ve entered and have lived within for most of our lives. In Bambara’s Those Bones Are Not My Child, mother Zala’s obsession is nested within the field, or rather the mythic cityscape, of Bambara’s version of Atlanta: city of lost children within the novel that the author never finished.
When we enter the Vortex, or otherwise lose balance in our movements through the world, in the adjustments along our sightlines into the Middle Distance, or find the world below rising to meet us, find ourselves sinking into it; perhaps we become ghosts, or feel instead that everyone else is spectral, atmospheric. The ghosts are ambiguities, breakdowns in the sensorium.
Is Persephone’s abduction into the underworld by Pluto through a Vortex, and does her mother Demeter seek her through the same or a different Vortex? Is initiation into the mysteries an encounter with the Vortex: where the reciprocities of inner and outer, near and far, become too powerful within our Circumambient movements?
I take it also to be a point in one’s life, after a crisis, a loss, a breakdown, when the sense of place and occasion – of the rightness of time and one’s fit in time as well as space – seems to have gone awry. The flow of things becomes turbulent. Perhaps the vortex is a state that can last long – years, a life time; perhaps sometimes it’s momentary and local.
We’re alive to, if not always aware of, interpenetrations, what I’ve called the reciprocity, of place and space. The sociologist Georg Simmel, studying the modern urban experience in his essay “The Metropolis and Mental Life,” (27) observes:
Man does not end with limits of his body or the area comprising his immediate activity. Rather is the range of the person constituted by the sum of effects emanating from him temporally and spatially. In the same way, a city consists of its total effects which extend beyond its immediate confines. (418)
I note Simmel’s emphasis on both time and space, but also the distinction between “Man” (person) and “body,” and the near-metaphor of emanation – near, I think, because it seems meant to be taken as a literal energy of the person coterminous with the body, or Circumambience.
Might it also be a quality of the collective, transformed, urban environment itself – both sides, the core of circumambience in the body, the sphere of one’s reach and desire (and the undertow of fear) into the Middle Distance?

Celeste Ng, Our Missing Hearts
Ubiquity as a trope of Missingness has several values: one is the sense, on the part of the Left Behind, that the Missing Person is both nowhere and everywhere. Within the trope of Ubiquity in that sense, we have several lesser tropes (that, again, in our combinatorial scheme, are higher-level from other perspectives into the field). One of the more interesting of those lesser tropes within Ubiquity is the Sighting, as in Celeste Ng’s Our Missing Hearts, (28) about a near-future, racially-dystopic America in which a boy nicknamed Bird searches for his mother, whose writings have made her an enemy of the state.
The sighting-as-ubiquity is perhaps a vortical confusion of near and far. Bird searches everywhere within his own abandonment, his mother’s truth-telling, his father’s equivocations, and society’s abjections, for his mother: in traces, fragments, conspiratorial alignment, for signs of identity and familiarity:
Sometimes when he sees sleeping figures huddled on the sidewalk, he scans them, searching for something familiar. Sometimes he finds it — a polka-dot scarf, a red-flowered shirt, a woolen hat slouching over their eyes — and for a moment, he believes it is her. It is easier if she’s gone forever, if she never comes back. (7)
Bird knows it’s nearly impossible to find one human in a vast, many-layered, mainly-striated space, (29) but he looks anyway: over his shoulder, all around him, as if his mother might be lurking behind a tree or a bush. Hoping for her face in the shadows. But of course, there’s no one there. Isn’t his audacity in part due to the child’s confusions of scale and distance?
The Sighting is diametrical to an inner search that is generally a form of Magical Thinking (a Missingness-trope I discuss in Disequilibria): the mental games we play to tip the balance of fate, to allow in whatever our conscious mind, our rationality, can’t compute. (30) It’s often in the form of a game:
After his mother left, for months he would lie in bed at night, certain that if he could stay awake long enough, she would return. He was convinced, for reasons he could never explain, that his mother came back in the night and disappeared by morning. By sleeping, he missed her each time. Perhaps it was a test — to see how badly he wanted to see her. Could he stay awake? He imagined his mother, each night, standing over his bed, shaking her head. Again he was asleep! Again he had failed the test. (122)
Haunting, or the Ghost, is another Missingness trope. It intersects with the Double in establishing a dynamics of difference and similarity within ratios of one to the other. Several recent novels and memoirs by women use doppelgangers, sisters, lovers, mothers/daughters, or enduring friendships to frame the spaces of Missingness. (31) Again in Shobha Rao’s Girls Burn Brighter, the two heroines, Poornima and Savitha, are born very poor in India and subjected to horrid forms of abuse by men. They become close friends; Savitha is taken away, and the novel tracks Poornima’s epic search for her friend across continents. The Missing Woman is a form of living Ghost, in that she charges the Circumambient space of the Searcher in such a way that the latter is driven into the Middle Distance and beyond:
What Poornima liked most about Savitha – in addition to her hands – was her clarity. She had never known anyone – not her father, not a teacher, not the temple priest – to be as certain as Savitha was. But certain about what? she asked herself about bananas in yogurt rice? About sunrises? Yes, but about more than that. About her grip on the picking stick, about her stride, about the way her sari was knotted around her waist. About everything, Poornima realized, that she herself was unsure about. (20)

Shobha Rao, Girls Burn Brighter
As a form of the Ghost, this sought-for presence is heightened, vivid, perhaps more real than the subject herself. But also, this emphasizes a quality of figuration overall, and in particular, the Archive in its details, fragments, relics, objects, parts are the sources of meaning more than things we consider in their whole forms. (The richness of Rao’s novel, I’ll add, is largely in the ways she frames her two women within vivid landscapes, both in India and the American West.)
The artist seeks the link between part and whole, resolution of their dialectic. In Rao, a classic women’s emblem – weaving, textiles – represents that link: Rao returns frequently to a torn piece of sari that Poornima cherishes as an emblem of her missing friend, Savitha. Early in the novel, before their separation, she imagines the garment itself:
But Savitha, Savitha wanted to make her a sari. A sari she could wind around her body and hold to her face. Not a memory, not a scent, not a thing that drifts away. But a sari. She could take that sari and weep into it, she could stretch it across a rooftop, a hot sand, wear it to the Krishna and wade into its waters, she could wrap herself in its folds, cocoon herself against the night, she could sleep, she could dream. (39)
Avery Gordon, in Ghostly Matters, a study (in large part) of the literature of the Argentine Dirty War and its enforced disappearances circa 1974-83, defines the Ghost:
We have seen that the ghost imports a charged strangeness into the place or sphere it is haunting, thus unsettling the propriety and property lines that delimit a zone of activity or knowledge. I have also emphasized that the ghost is primarily a symptom of what is missing. It gives notice not only to itself but also to what it represents. What it represents is usually a loss, sometimes of life, sometimes of a path not taken. From a certain vantage point the ghost also simultaneously represents a future possibility, a hope. (63)
Critics not drawing overtly on place-and-space geography can’t help resorting to topographic figures. The Ghost, like the Missing Person, is everywhere and nowhere; but in the decades of my own searching, I’ve sought for ways to simply bring him home.
This is a bare start on my list of tropes. Several more are developed in Disequilibria, but I expect this paper to lead me toward a more expansive, systematic, second project. I don’t see a true Missingness Studies as yet – but among those whose works seem to be foundational, I can name: the afore-mentioned Gordon Avery and Daniel Heller-Roazen, Karen Elizabeth Bishop in The Space of Disappearance, Diana Taylor in Disappearing Acts, Kristen Pitt in Body, Nation, and Narrative in the Americas, Andrew O’Hagan in The Missing, and, in various works, Michael Taussig, Hisham Matar, Jean Baudrillard, and Paul Virilio.
I’d also love to see how the thinking of space-and-place geographers like Yi-Fu Tuan, Doreen Massey, Edward Relph, Edward Soja, Robert Tally, Bertrand Westphal, et al. might further illuminate Missingness Studies. I invite all who read this to reach out to me with ideas, theories, suggestions of primary works, other tropes, and intersections into other fields of study.
Notes & References:(1) Also, I’ve explored the Internet and social media, and the forms of lore one finds these days: how we experience the layers of sensibility, belief, irony, camp, meme-streams, conversation, threads, the voices in one’s head, or voices in flesh-and-blood or digital mobs.
(2) Lunday, Disequilibria: Meditations on Missingness (University of New Mexico Press, 2023). See also my blog at https://robertlunday.com
(3) See Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space (Beacon Press, 1994; trans. Maria Jolas).
(4) See, for the most recent and most thorough exploration, Daniel Heller-Roazen’s Absentees: On Variously Missing Persons (Zone Books, 2021). The long quotation is from Heller-Roazen’s translation of Agamben, Homo Sacer: Sovereign Power and Bare Life (Stanford University Press, 1998).
(5) See Atul Gawande’s The Checklist Manifesto (Metropolitan Books, 2009) for a useful distinction of the simple, the complex, and the complicated.
(6) John M. Cooper, Plato: Complete Works (Hackett, 1997).
(7) Seneca, Physical Science in the Time of Nero, Being a Translation of the Quaestiones Naturales of Seneca (Macmillan, 1910; trans. John Clarke).
(8) Gomel (Routledge, 2014).
(9) Getting Back into Place: Toward a Renewed Understanding of the Place-World (Indiana University Press, 2009), 58.
(10) Besides his poetry, I recommend the blog posts Arnold logged during the fateful voyage: https://volcanopilgrim.wordpress.com/
(11) Massey, For Space (Sage, 2005), 76.
(12) Rao (Flatiron Books, 2018).
(13) Bambara (Vintage, 2000).
(14) These concepts are a bit like Pierre Bourdieu’s concepts of Habitus and Field, I admit; see, among other sources, Outline of a Theory of Practice (Cambridge University Press, 1977; trans. Richard Rice).
(15) Thanks, for now, simply to a catch-as-catch-can Google search and the always-on-top Wikipedia result: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Records_continuum_model
(16) See Lefebvre, The Production of Space (Blackwell, 1991; trans. Donald Nicholson-Smith); and Soja, Postmodern Geographies: The Reassertion of Space in Critical Social Theory (Verso, 1989), among others.
(17) See https://www.namus.gov/MissingPersons/Case#/32471?nav
(18) GI slang for the Viet Cong, or soldiers of the NLF.
(19) Rotondi, What We Inherit: A Secret War and a Family’s Search for Answers (the Unnamed Press, 2020).
(20) Though he was dead, not missing, my first father’s Montagnard bracelet was on my wrist for thirty years. It had been given to then-Captain Lunday when he was a Special Forces advisor to the Montagnards; I removed it when I saw that my years-long nervous flexing of it had worn the brass down to the width of a bit of twine.
(21) In Disequilibria, I consider the possible meanings of remains: if, for example, a jaw bone means a death more than a leg bone, as two true-life cases pose the problem.
(22) Luiselli (Knopf, 2019).
(23) The classic borderlands work is Gloria Anzaldua’s Borderlands/La Frontera: The New Mestiza (Aunt Lute Books, 1987): “A borderland is a vague and undetermined place created by the emotional residue of an unnatural boundary. It is in a constant state of transition. The prohibited and forbidden are its inhabitants” (25).
(24) Including my neighborhood, Houston’s East End, where every day I see the Autobuses Lucano arriving and departing for various destinations in Mexico from a nearby restaurant-depot.
(25) Buckhanon (Counterpoint, 2019).
(26) See Barthes, Camera Lucida: Reflections on Photography (Hill and Wang, 1981; trans. Richard Howard).
(27) Simmel, The Sociology of Georg Simmel (The Free Press. 1950; trans. Kurt H. Wolff).
(28) Ng (Penguin Random House, 2022).
(29) For an explanation of straited vs. smooth spaces, see Gilles Deleuze and Félix Guattari, A Thousand Plateaus: Capitalism and Schizophrenia (University of Minnesota Press, 1987; trans. Brian Massumi).
(30) Soon after my stepfather’s 1982 disappearance, having returned to Manhattan, I came across a Brooklyn boarding-house owner/psychic who escorted me to an upper-eastside Manhattan apartment where priests of St. Germain played what they claimed was a blank cassette tape through which the spirit of St. Germain spoke riddling words. The priests interpreted them to mean my stepfather was languishing in a South American prison. Even if by accident, they might have been right.
(31) Besides Buckhanon and Rao, see Betsy Bonner, The Book of Atlantis Black; Kelly Grey Carlisle, We Are All Shipwrecks; Debra Magpie Earling, Perma Red; Abi Maxwell, The Den; Julia Phillips, Disappearing Earth; Erin Kate Ryan, Quantum Girl Theory.
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March 18, 2023
Thoughts on Jessica McDiarmid’s Highway of Tears
Indigenous women in North America disappear at ten times the rate of the general population. Cases tend to occur in Canada along Highway 16 in British Columbia, in the Pacific Northwest, and in the Dakotas, but the crisis is ongoing everywhere.
The causes are various, but include a longstanding attitude of neglect on the part of whites and of white-dominated institutions in national, regional, and local governments, including law enforcement; and lack of agency in most areas of individual and communal life — such as limits, on reservations in the US, of true law-enforcement authority over non-natives who commit crimes on native-owned lands.
Drugs, alcohol, domestic abuse, and sex trafficking are key influences on the high rates of violence and disappearance, but probably nothing exerts a darker, more powerful influence than the historical and ongoing neglect of Native peoples — the centuries-long project of diminishment, theft, appropriation toward extinction that has nonetheless been resisted in its intended absoluteness through the courage of individuals — women and men alone and in concert, defining and redefining community, in part by redefining stories told about the past.
Missingness is a potential condition of the individual: someone goes missing, is missed, is sought for or not sought for. But missingness is also a cultural frame: before humans identified as individuals, we were persons in families, clans, tribes, societies, nations.
Personhood, for me, is the delicate, lively space between the single self and the nurturing/threatening world beyond the skin, the voice, the circumambience we create singly as we walk through the world. Personhood existed before we were individuals with rights; it exists as well beyond the human, defining anyone with consciousness or a will to live.
So, missingness, I am starting to believe, is an evolutionary concept: it matters more for individuals than for persons. Persons are not missed so much as we are remembered, honored, reviled, forgotten, met in dreams or visions, memorialized in story or stone. It is the individual, the person with rights, who goes missing; we each have our roles, our rights/responsibilities, and we’re missed to the extent that we are removed from our familial and social interactions.
I listened to an Indigenous man at the AWP conference in Seattle last week. Here I will make him anonymous, but the man was past seventy, tall, softspoken, though clear-eyed and direct. He told me he was writing about his experience as a boarding-school student — as a child taken away from his parents and forced into one of the “Indian schools” that were common throughout much of the last century. His parents, he said, weren’t told of his whereabouts, and were not given agency over their son. Years later, when these schools were gradually closing, he said that the other students and staff simply started disappearing. No one told the remaining students why others were gone, or to where they had been taken. Eventually, he, too, was taken away, back home — but without acknowledgment of the fact of his abduction or the rightness of his return.
It strikes me that such an experience is a denial of both someone’s individuality and their personhood at the same time. It’s one of the further layers of missingness, missing-missingness, in which it is denied that a person can even be considered missing — that anyone would want to search and find the person.
Acts of terror often exhibit that type and degree of maleficence: to harm, to cause suffering, with intimation that the experience, terrible as it is, could be worse — will be worse — in part, from not being acknowledged at all.
Jessica McDiarmid’s Highway of Tears is an account of the scores of missing Indigenous girls and women whose cases were generally ignored over the past few decades, but whose collective cause has been championed, largely by native families and women in Canada, though with a slow, eventual increase of attention from government and law enforcement.

Jessica McDiarmid’s Highway of Tears
McDiarmid focuses with great care on the identities of the missing women and girls: who they were, what they looked like, how they struggled, what they loved, who loved them, misses them, and is searching for them. The author also provides historical and statistical context, in a mainly-journalistic account that doesn’t often reach for what I think of as the mythic or cosmic dimensions of the experience — which is fine; the book’s purpose is to document, frame within greater discourse, acknowledge and honor the actions and virtues of the people, mainly women, who have made the crisis a matter of general urgency — to make the missing women missing, as much as to find them one by one.
Deborah Halber, in her The Skeleton Crew: How Amateur Sleuths Are Solving America’s Coldest Cases (which I will discuss in more detail in a later post), creates a compelling, if small, image in one of the accounts she gives of a forensic specialist researching an unidentified homicide victim. Agencies across the land use different protocols, tools, methods; there is (in the US, anyway) no central system for working with unidentified remains (though NamUs is a large step in the right direction). One investigator chooses particular-colored Rubbermaid bins for storing the remains she’s working on; one unidentified woman is given a purple bin — a gesture toward her personhood, beyond protocol, but toward some recognition of who the bones belonged to — lacking name or narrative, but anchored by the seemingly frivolous choice of color.
McDiarmid’s clear prose also provides color and form for the girls and women she’s seeking:
Delphine, about three years older than Kristal, was fiercely protective of her younger friend. She made sure Kristal went to school and was headed home by curfew. She steered Kristal away from situations where, Kristal came to suspect years later, people were using hard drugs. During the daytime, while Kristal was cooped up in school, Delphine wrote her long letters. She copied out the lyrics of her favorite song, Tom Petty’s “Apartment Song,” for her friend. She wanted to get her own place when she turned sixteen, a spot in the world that she could call her own.
This is seeming-simple: in its directness, the prose evokes the personhood and the individuality — the gestures, choices, desires, fears, hourly and daily living that, combined, represent who and what is lost. More than the single person, it’s the relationships, the might-have-beens, the alternate lives, the promises held within the fullness of a life.
Some time ago, I read Adam Phillips’ Missing Out: In Praise of the Unlived Life along with Andrew H. Miller’s On Not Being Someone Else: Tales of Our Unled Lives. These works have circled back in my social-media streams, as well as in real-life conversations. Revisiting my reading notes, I find that the general idea of the alternative life, the possibility of lives within a single life, is essential to my thinking on personhood and individuality — and to the limits of individuality in our understanding of who and what we are as living beings. (More on that in a later post, though.)
Still, what strikes me about the objective-yet-compassionate prose of MacDiarmid is that she uses her skill and training as a journalist and writer to construct a vision, despite the submergence of symbol and myth (as I read the book, anyway); that the persistent, steady gaze itself composes a vision of life that is balanced between those lost women and girls, each one accounted for as carefully as possible, and the broader community and world from which they’ve gone missing.
Having read the book, you, too, miss them; their disappearance frames your world, perhaps not with the same urgency, distress, or outright trauma, but with some sense of the dread that curves over the path that lies ahead for everyone.
Highway 16 in British Columbia is representative to me of the vastness, but also the intimate enfoldedness, of the world — of the ways wilderness is without and within. Practically speaking, a key element of its danger is that many people traveling its length have little choice but to hitchhike. They lack their own vehicles — a core part of individualism in our era — and the system does not provide practical public transportation for daily comings and goings. Not too far along in a journey along its stretches, the traveler is swallowed by true wilderness and human aloneness.
It’s an emblem of the danger of the near and the far — that we succumb, sometimes, not only to the greatness of the world, but to the unrelenting nearness, nowness, and immediacy of our lives. One evil man crossing your path in a wilderness is more terrible than the demons we meet elsewhere; it — he, usually — has the power to embody all the inhumanity of that wilderness before the traveler’s small presence.
I’ll return to MacDiarmid, and to MMIW accounts and works, in later posts. Coming soon: Acts of Imagination beyond art in the scholarship/activism of Annita Lucchesi, cartographer —
Meanwhile, look for Disequilibria — it’s been released into the publishing wilds!
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February 25, 2023
A Facebook Post that Became Too Long for a Facebook Post
I started writing something for a Facebook group dedicated to cold cases. Within a few sentences, I saw that I was caught up in a logorrheic effort that wouldn’t work as a Facebook post. It repeats, though within a different frame, some parts of Disequilibria .
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Hello, Fellow Cold-Casers!
I’m here for a few reasons and would like to put a few of them before the members of this new Facebook group.
First, a personal motivation that I share with many in this group: I have a loved one who has been missing many years. James Edward Lewis, my stepfather, a Vietnam veteran and pilot, disappeared in 1982. To date, there is no resolution, though there are fragments of information pointing in a certain direction.
My youngest brother and I have made a NamUs record for JE Lewis. He’s included as well in other online databases (Veteran Doe, for one).

James Edward Lewis’ NamUs file.
Second, as a writer and researcher, I’m interested fundamentally in the ways people create meaning and purpose. I’m also interested in how we get outside our own missions (or obsessions) to have conversation with other mission-driven, obsessed individuals – especially across differing sensibilities, beliefs, professions, ways of living, or cultural differences.
In something so abject, so uncanny as long-term disappearance, how do we create shared language, shard space, shared opportunity? It’s one of the promises of the digital world, of social media – one that mostly fails, I think. Perhaps in a particularly intense experience like missing persons, the promise will have more fulfillment.
Third, I’m interested in how people process missingness within their daily, yearly lives: how do you live with grief, ambiguous loss, doubt, anger, trauma, obsession, moving on, the effort at searching or waiting – or, alternatively, the refusal to let the experience take over one’s life?
Fourth, I’m interested in how the Internet, social media, technology, advances in professional practices, and scholarship, along with concomitant real-world changes (the increased number and kind of groups for support, search, advocacy, etc.) have altered the very nature of long-term missing persons (and the experience of missing persons generally – given that roughly 98% of reported cases are resolved in the short term, happily or tragically).
Anyway – here is a peek into my family’s own MP experience, with a focus on the possibilities of digital research, online happenstance, and sheer luck – or the rewards that sometimes come from desk-chair perseverance:
Over several years, my youngest brother and I have worked together – mostly through email and text— in searching for our father, JE Lewis (my stepfather, my brother’s biological father). My brother is a smarter, more active, methodical searcher; I focus on the philosophical meanings of the experience, I suppose.
Still, I am fascinated by the possibilities of digital searching. Some years ago, my brother, in his persistent Web browsing, found a message on the Websleuths forum that offered some digital-detective work on James Edward Lewis. The Websleuths poster had no direct involvement with Lewis or our family; they (I have only a screen name) had dug into some Archive.org-based FBI documents that mentioned details pointing (very indirectly and tentatively) to Lewis’ fate.

The Websleuths message-thread on Lewis.
“James Edward Lewis”: on the Internet, that combination of names leads a Googler to many, many results, and almost none of them about our James Edward Lewis. So, it was raw luck that led my brother to that Websleuths post.
Luck – and obsession, perseverance, love: there must be many names for the human and cosmic energies that organized themselves into the result, tenuous thought it is.
More to the point: how did we find a total, screen-name-only stranger online who had found clues to the possible fate of James Edward Lewis – central in our lives, but not to that Websleuths detective? What was JE Lewis to them except a small, deeply-hidden, but slightly-interesting puzzle to be solved?
In other words, framing it as a matter of virtuality-in-reality: One way to find a missing person might be to turn them into a computer game.
One dimension of true crime, including missing persons, is just that gaming aspect: that crime is entertaining, whether from prurience or true compassion. I think it is a necessary combination of both. The proliferation of podcasts on missing persons (Marissa Jones’s “The Vanished,” for one) reveals the complex spectrum between prurience and compassion.
After emailing the Websleuths detective, I went over to Archive.org myself to find that massive pdf of FBI documents. Digging further into the identity of the person who’d uploaded the FBI files, I found that the investigator, Emma Best, was a very adept and keen investigator who, as far as I can tell, frequently works on drawing out narratives of malfeasance, government and corporate ineptitude, and other complex, largely concealed trails.
Essentially, Best was very good at putting two and x together often enough to construct meaningful narratives within and through the digital gaps. Also, Best is very good at FOIA requests. I am not! – I lack the fortitude and the smarts.
Within those hundreds of pages of 1980’s era FBI-agent field notes, scraps, receipts, phone records, newspaper clippings, single, handwritten jots, and more, I found the closest thing we now have to an answer – though no answer, really; just a tingling suspicion about James Edward Lewis to carry into our sleep and dreams.
Best’s main focus in retrieving the documents was to put together a more thorough account of the life and death and goings-on of Andrew Carter Thornton II. I will not go down that very-deep rabbit hole in this post; if interested, Reader, please Google him yourself to find various documentaries, books, and web pages that lay out ACT’s story – one that might have served as inspiration for the new film (comedy, horror, comedy-horror, or something else? – I can’t tell from the trailer) called “Cocaine Bear.”

The tranche of FBI files at Archive.org
Within the tale of ACT II, the FBI notes tell the nested tale of another man, a friend of James Edward Lewis, whose name I’ll leave out of this post (you can find it in Disequilibria). Within that nested tale, I found – as had the Websleuths armchair detective, remarkably – a very small tidbit, names redacted:
“Lieutenant _____ CUMBERLAND COUNTY IDENTIFICATION DIVISION, Fayetteville, North Carolina,telephone number _____ advised _____ that [Lewis?], who was a certified flight instructor,
was doing commercial flying for [Smith] for some time, but according to street word is missing
due to crashing his airplane in a South American flight for [Smith]. [Smith] denies any knowledge
of [Lewis?] and his demise.”
That’s it. One law-enforcement officer, “Lieutenant _____,” informed another (the first FBI agent), who then passed the information about [Smith, Lewis’ friend] to the FBI agent who wrote this note. In investigating Thornton, they also gathered information on [Smith], and through [Smith’s] case, recorded this small detail about [Lewis?].
But really, though the time frame (late 1982) was right, and the locale (Cumberland County, NC) was right, we don’t actually know that the redacted name is our stepfather, James Edward Lewis.
Looking at it now, I see a strange, delicate, emotional differential-calculus. It’s our complex desire for meaning in such a small jot, buried in the mass of documents hidden in the near-infinite, online abyss.
As far as I can tell, the two or three FBI agents whose names are not redacted in the files are long deceased. I doubt if I’d prevail in finding or interviewing them – although if they were still breathing, I bet my youngest brother would try.
Forty years after, this is as close as we’ve come to answers. It’s due to a poster at Websleuths, and the dogged investigative efforts of an investigative journalist — one who was not looking at [Lewis?] or [Smith] at all, but at the more-infamous AC Thornton II.
The world is made of rabbit holes, worm holes, black holes, crevices, folds, mise en abymes, vast open spaces, shadows, seas, deserts, mountains, skies, and outer space; and within/around it all, the persistent human mind and eye, ceaselessly searching – while awake and dreaming, both, when the heart demands it.

The Doe Network case file for Lewis
Individuals persist, but also, they reach out to each other. So far, those are the two most important qualities in cold-case work: persistence and collective effort.
And – well, having maybe a little smarts, or being close to someone else who has them.
One last point, regarding cold cases: To my family, James Edward Lewis was a good man. He was not only a Good Man, but a decorated, selfless, brave, wounded, tough, resilient, loving father, son, and husband. We don’t know that he was drawn into criminality; we know only that men like him – recently-retired or even active-duty soldiers, combat-hardened, restless in peacetime – have been tempted into risky business. Many missing persons cases are shadowed, or clearly marked, by criminality – drugs, violence, greed, lust, societal decay, various forms of venality and worse. How do we deal with that knowledge or those suspicions? Does any inkling of poor choices make the missing person less worthy of being sought, of being found?
Some are innocent – missing children, abused women, trafficked girls (and boys), people forced into being “mules,” people escaping impossible family circumstances. Innocence, or perceived innocence, indeed adds urgency and poignancy to the case.
But love, when it is love, is unconditional – isn’t it? We’ll keep looking for the missing, if they loved us, if we love them: the innocent, the maybe-guilty, the victimized, the merely-human – if someone, somewhere among the Left Behind keeps loving and looking.
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December 29, 2022
Julia Phillips’ Disappearing Earth
In Hisham Matar’s writing, I saw a rhetoric of missingness punctuated with lyricism. The strength of Matar’s keen lyric sense – the ways he captures small, vivid perceptions that convey a deeper and grander sense of place or situation – works as a tool for exploring missingness by catching and briefly framing aspects of the unknowable. I see in Matar’s works evocations of space as real, as dangerous, as beautiful – but also as refractive of the interior spaces of the mind, as a framework of symbols that allow the artist to sustain his investigations into the trauma and mystery of disappearance.
This pattern, or axis – evocations of the outer world of scale, direction, geographic feature framed by or connected to explorations of inner space; or perspective and affect in the mind and body of a character – is essential world-building. My growing interest is in finding the ways such world-building is a part of missingness, and a part of the ways we use imaginative or creative thought to explore missingness – and to cope with real-world disappearance.
Another author of missingness I’ve recently discovered is Julia Phillips, whose debut novel Disappearing Earth was enthusiastically reviewed when it came out in 2019. The story is set in Russia, on the Kamchatka Peninsula, where Phillips lived during a Fulbright fellowship several years before the novel was published.
The world-building of the novel seems to draw on the mixture of strangeness and familiarity, memory and imagination, observation and construction that are the special gifts of a sojourn in such a distant, different place and culture. At the same time, the situations and the landscape itself fit the vast, isolated spaces of the American West. Disappearing Earth is largely a story about women: their ways of thinking, feeling, doing, connecting and not-connecting in such isolated places.

Julia Phillips’ novel Disappearing Earth
The rhetoric of space is vital to the story in Disappearing Earth. More than narrative or solution to the mystery, more than character development, what matters in the novel is how we accumulate a sense of the correspondences between inner and outer dimensions. One key frame of that connection is provided in the opening chapter, in which two sisters, Alonya and Sophia, are abducted by a man in a black vehicle. We get to know them well in that quick first chapter, because the older sister tells a magical tale of a vanished village to her younger sister. That village, swept away in its entirety by a tsunami wave, is the mythic ground of disappearance: emblem of everything that disappears, quickly or slowly, altogether or incrementally. It’s a kind of fairy story, told in part to soothe the younger sister; told to us, though, to establish the sense of scale we will inhabit through the novel.
Whites on the Kamchatka Peninsula live somewhat apart from the Indigenous residents. We are introduced in each chapter – mainly, a series of stories fit to the months of the year that follows the disappearance – to a series of characters and families, varied relationships, and encounters among strangers who, by the later stages of the novel, each hold pieces of the puzzle.
Through the novel we meet a range of characters inhabiting the peninsula; the news and rumor of the disappearance weaves in and out, like a weak radio signal. We learn as well of an older girl, an Indigenous woman named Lilia, who vanished a few years earlier – and we learn of the unfortunate but too-common reality that a non-white female’s disappearance typically receives less attention than that of white females. Still, Lilia is spoken of by various characters: she left the oppressive special space for greener pastures, or she was murdered – which, or what else, float lightly through occasional musings of others.
These relationships, characters, and situations come together by the long penultimate chapter. One way of living, talking, and imagining one’s way through the day is to speculate on the fate of the missing sisters and the older, longer-missing Lilia. The land has swallowed them (they were thrown in a geyser or drowned in the sea), or it expelled them – they were driven or flown off-land to somewhere else. The sense that a man has taken them (someone driving a shiny, dark car) is not drawn into the story with more malignancy than the land and sky themselves. Though we are offered a name, a suspect, even a house on the periphery of the community (and evidence, perhaps, of one sister’s presence) we never have much portraiture toward the perpetrator of any crime; villainy is hardly the point of this mystery.
Disappearing Earth is not a detective story, though we have detectives (and their mainly ineffectual efforts) as one of several motifs in the work. One of them slightly reflects the larger space, as we see in many ways as Phillips constructs the connection between person and geography: “The detective shifted his feet. Though his glasses and clothes made him look authoritative, his face behind them was smooth, young.” Authority, though, is a faint presence in the work; it’s a feature of the vast landscape, where volcanoes and ocean waves are far more in control.
Many passages in Disappearing Earth draw a spare, chilled poetry out of the women’s emotional lives, in balance with their sensing of the vastness of air, sea, and land. Phillips weaves those perceptions of geography and culture into the inner lives through carefully chosen figures of light, distance, temperature, and perspective. Here is one passage exemplifying this approach:
Golden Olya. She concentrated on that light in the air. Even if Diana came to the apartment to explain things or arrived at school with a written apology from Valentina Nikolaevvna, or if Olya’s mother, home next week, announced she found a new job, well salaried, teaching grammar in the university, so she would never have to leave for long again, of if the kidnapped girls returned, or if the police stopped patrolling, or if Petropavolvsk went back to normal…even if all that happened, Olya wouldn’t tell them how the colors changed here. She would share nothing. They would never find out they missed the most beautiful day of autumn, while Olya, alone, had been in its very center.
How good Olya would feel to keep this secret. How safe it was inside herself.
Through such depictions of inner life and key characters’ perceptions of the outer world, we see the myriad ways people share such fragile connection.
The missingness of this novel is in part, then, a form of perspective: as a motif, it allows us to connect space with time – the span of the year, but also the links between calendar time and mythic time; and also, to connect different inner lives through the shared lyricism the author herself acknowledges in the ways her main characters move through this world.
Magical thinking, or the intuitive sense, or the hope – or, one might call it, the residual effects of hopeful thinking – come out at times in the ways the missing girls’ mother, Marina, imagines their fate. What strikes me is that the construction of the novel’s space, of the ways the geography inhabits the imagination, is a crucial element in this magical thinking; and that it is rendered more authentic, if not more rational, by that spatial context.
The father – Marina’s ex-husband – had years earlier moved far away to Moscow for work; the space/time distances made their shared parenting even more disjointed and awkward than mere absence. Though the scene is mainly about the feeling of guilt, of shared responsibility of the parents, the thrust of it is the matter of uncertainty. “Are they dead?” Marina asks her ex-husband, on the phone, from so far away. “I don’t know,” he says, after some deliberation. “Exactly,” she replies. “I think we would know. I think we would feel it – something different. A more permanent absence.”
There is no direct depiction of space in this scene. We feel it, though, in at least two ways: the author has drawn for us a sense of the thousands of miles between the parents; and we have, this far along in the novel, inhabited the still, cold, gray, smoky, steamy spaces of Kamchatka ourselves; thus, that “more permanent absence” of death in such an environment seems to texture and frame the ambiguous boundaries of the northern peninsula.
I have focused in recent posts on the connections of inner and outer, of mind and landscape; and on matters of scale, or how a certain sort of writing (poetry and prose) utilizes shifts of scale to move forward or order itself. Another aspect of this patterning is the scale of literal and figurative: how language, and our conceptions of self and world, depend on a loose, dynamic back-and-forth between the literal and the figurative, or the symbolic and the actual. (This is a frequently recurring trope in Disequilibria itself).
In Phillips’ novel I see a subtle, nuanced exploration of this continuum that is essential to the work’s closure. Frequently, those linkages of inner and outer are part of the scene or of the evocation of a character’s perceptions, as here:
Olya came home to an apartment that smelled the way it always did when her mother was gone: a little sweet, a little rotten. Maybe Olya didn’t empty the trash enough. She opened the windows in the living room, so a breeze could clean the place while she changed out of her school clothes. Then she lay on her back on the futon. From that angle, she could see nothing but sky.
One way that continuum of real-to-symbolic works in Disappearing Earth is through the further edges of speculation so common in missingness. In such a liminal landscape as Phillips’ depiction of Kamchatka Peninsula, where emptiness, vastness, and the blues of sea and sky frame the visible and invisible, musings on alien abduction can seem as likely as any other fate.
The brother of the older, more long-term missing Lilia imagines such a possibility – or, rather, experiences his own close encounter with nocturnal, purplish lights and the touch of alien beings. They tell him, he confesses later, that they will return for him; instead, he speculates, they came for Lilia.
But it is the way his abduction scene is framed by a depiction of landscape that interests me:
The grasses rustled in the night breeze. The deer, barely a meter tall at the shoulder, hunkered down together to make a low, dark field of fur. The world so quiet that Denis could hear his own breath in his ears. The sweep of stars and satellites above.
I think such writing, particularly as it weaves and recurs through a narrative, as the author builds the world of that narrative, pulls the reader more deeply into the possibilities of connection between the literal and symbolic. The ways our momentary or daily lives are already charged with a tension between the here and the beyond, between the outer and inner worlds we inhabit, are enhanced and celebrated. It empowers the reader – such growing sensitivity to that boundary helps us transcend the weight of the as-is. Yet it is also dangerous; it can cause as much pain as joy.
Nor does Phillips utilize such rhetorical effects for the fantastical alone. We see the continua of inner/outer, literal/symbolic in other, more psychologically natural, passages, as in this description of a character called Nadia:
The cold grabbed her lungs in two fists. Wind off the sea of Okhotsk polished the streets here with dark ice. In only a few years, she had gotten used to Esso [a town between north and south on the peninsula]—its clean puffs of snowflakes, its mounds of spotless snow, its seeming calm. Wooden fences lined garden plots in people’s backyards. Horses had brushed their noses against Mila’s palms when Nadia took her out walking. Palana, facing open water, looked vicious in comparison.
These effects are most significant in the development of the main character in the novel, Marina, mother of the two missing sisters. Frequently, her physiological responses – her anxiety and associated tightness in her chest, her struggle to breathe – is carefully depicted:
The weight dropped hard on her chest. Marina could not breathe. She put her head back, folded her hands in her lap, and focused on shutting off the part of her mind that insisted on leading her toward panic. the path was simple: horror movies, petrified wood, bones. Graves. Murderers.
and a bit later:
One hand came up to press on her sternum. Her heart hurt. If Marina could peel off her left breast, crack back her ribs, and grip that muscular organ to settle it, she would.
The penultimate and longest chapter focuses mainly on an Indigenous ceremony that Marina joins at the urging of Alla, mother of the missing Indigenous woman, Lilia. The reader by this point has sunk into the deep, blank spaces of Kamchatka; the openness, coldness, and diffusion of life, but also the points of sharp fire, have shown themselves – in individuals, in relationships, in the author’s moments of lyricism. Here is a representative passage:
Alla Innokentevna’s words rose above the drumbeat. “We pass from one year to the next. You will be given a branch of juniper and a strip of cloth. The branch represents your past worries, and the cloth is your wish for the future. When you come to the first fire, throw the branch of your worries in, and jump across.” Her voice, amplified, carried no hint of irony. “Hold your wish tight as you go to the next fire. You will be walking between worlds.”
This push to jump, partly from Alla and partly from inside Marina herself, repeats as the scene moves forward. Wishful and hopeful thinking in her mind compete with dread and negation. We listen to her inner voice, but also hear and see the narrator’s and author’s prose and poetry or presentation: “She held her false beliefs in two fists: the juniper, that she could leave suffering behind. The strip of cloth, that her daughters would come back to her.”
Marina thinks of impossibly going back in time, to her own childhood, before loss existed. But as the urging from outside continues – from Alla, from the other native people – she settles into herself: “Without her girls, all she had was this breathlessness. Terrible as it was – and it was, it was – it was all she had left to mother. She jumped.”
That ritual fire is the heart of connection between the literal and the symbolic. The jump across is a choice as much as a push by circumstance or a compulsive act.
So I ask myself, inspired by the novel’s climax and closure: What is the fire in my own life, how will I know when to leap? Have I already?

Location of the Kamchatka Peninsula, setting for the novel
Disappearing Earth does not over-stress its exploration of the boundaries and connections between the realities of the white residents and those of the Even people, the Indigenous residents of the peninsula. We hear of their cultural differences in the novel, and of the tentative efforts at connection; the political realties – class and race imbalances – are present, but mainly as part of the overall environment of distance and disconnection between people – older and younger, educated and less-educated, white and Indigenous, men and women. In a much older novel (and the by-now-old film version), Picnic at Hanging Rock, the story focuses mainly on the whites, and tends to center its mystery on the exotic, mysterious, unwritten mythologies of the Aboriginals who are a marginal presence in the story. The rocks themselves where the girls of Picnic disappear (fully without menace; there is no suggestion of a strange man in a dark vehicle) are essentially a metonym of that primordial mystery. It’s civilization that represents here-and-now-ness. The Indigenous is a haunting elsewhere.
In Picnic, the girls, and we, cross a magical boundary: a stream that the soon-to-disappear girls lithely leap over like sprites in their white virginal dresses. It’s like the collarbone of a hare that frames the fairy-world in Yeats’ early poetry, I suppose: pastoral, lovely, and natural / supernatural.
Phillips’ Disappearing Earth gives us a more up-to-date threshold to leap across, and largely leaves it to the reader to discover what lies on the other side – though her final chapter offers what I read as a temptation to resolution more than a true explanation of the mystery. I’ll leave the details to you, Reader, in case you want to discover it yourself.
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December 15, 2022
More on Tropes; a First Look at Hisham Matar’s Missingness
I have come to write, think, teach, and believe according to categories of the world, and of the world as it recreates itself in my mind; those categories I call “tropes.” I borrow the word from rhetoric and literary studies, because they are two disciplines that have shaped me.
“Trope” feels like a shape – something that turns, moves – so it feels to me like a place, or series of places, as well. It is like the Aristotelian topoi, the rhetorical topics, but tropes in my mind are more dynamic: from a distance they’re spherical, like worlds spinning in the World; when they come closer, they’re rectangular, cabinet-like or drawer-like spaces – or honeycombed, hexagonal, or maybe doorways. In my mind they hover, vibrate, shimmer; they turn slowly as I study their shadows, crevices, and contents.
Some tropes are small and narrow, though any of them might expand and grow. Some are large, can be opened and entered, revealing smaller, more concrete tropes. The doors lead to more doors, often within long hallways, where walls are hung with images and objects representing secret passageways to other tropes. Or they’re like wooden or rusted-metal drawers, creaky or well-oiled, cluttered, but rich with ruined, whole, named and unnamed tools, devices, texts, lapidary things, talismans, everything imaginable but brought down to the size of the hand.
These cabinets and drawers are of nineteenth-century facture, I suspect. My mind chooses that century somehow, as a verge between the present and the endless past.
Often my dreams (last night, in fact, with a certain anxiety, as I have procrastinated in finishing this blog post) are of these doors, cabinets, passageways, or drawers. In excitement or frustration, I travel through those spaces and hesitate to wake.
I wrote Disequilibria in part by mentally traveling through the tropes I discovered/created along the way. Such is their main use: to recreate world in mind and mind in world, tentative and alert to change: to be there, awake or dreaming, ready to bind familiar to unfamiliar; to discover, to explore, but also to find order and comfort.
I have always had trouble finishing projects. My ambitions cannibalize me. My hard drive is filled with folders of failed and unfinished essays and poems going back three decades. I don’t fully believe that Disequilibria is a finished work – it got picked up for publication before I was completely done with it.
Blessedly! – because now I can procrastinate in writing a second volume.
Part of this as-yet-unwritten second volume, or the afterlife of Disequilibria itself, is the occasional discovery of authors and works that would be essential to the book if I could perpetually rewrite it.
The most exciting author I have discovered of late (how did I miss him before now?) is the Libyan-British (and American-born) Hisham Matar. To date, Matar has published four books: the novels In the Country of Men and The Anatomy of Disappearance, and the nonfiction works The Return: Fathers, Sons, and the Land In Between, his Pulitzer Prize-winning memoir, and A Month in Siena, a thoughtful, delightful, and brief account of the author and his wife Diana Matar’s time in the Italian city.
Matar writes in Siena: “Perhaps each one of us carries, along with everything that has happened, a private genealogy of rooms.” This seems a good place for me to first connect with the author, because his rooms are kin to my tropes. “Genealogy” signifies, I suppose, the broader sense of a descent from one’s varied sources – a temporal taxonomy, or a progression. If it’s like Foucault’s use of the term, then the speaker himself is couched in “genealogy”: history as represented in the rooms (in its cabinets, closets, drawers, paintings, jewelry boxes, and such) is traced backward from the person himself, wandering through rooms of the present moment. This Foucauldian genealogy starts here and now, working backward. We can’t help but live forward as well as backward, and that, for me, is a crucial aspect of missingness.
(…and why “private,” if that isn’t redundant with “genealogy”? Perhaps because anyone else, even your twin, might find a different genealogy in those same rooms.)
Siena starts as a deceptively simple narrative account; having already read two of Matar’s other three books, I knew it would quickly move past a linear approach. Matar is sometimes a poet in prose, but his poetic imagery is precise, light, and striking. The lyricism is closely bound to the broader sense of perspective and understanding: the hard-won insights of an artist who has lived so long with such great loss.
I’ll provide just a few simple facts, allowing my reader the pleasure of reading Matar’s works directly, discovering the more textured, deep history he explores, as fiction and nonfiction, in his four books thus far (and in many essays here and there, as well).
Matar’s father, Jaballah Matar, was a colonel in the Libyan army, loyal to Gaddafi for a time, then a dissident in exile. The family lived many years in Egypt and the US until the father was abducted from Cairo in 1990 and most likely returned to Libya, where he was – again, most likely – tortured, detained, and ultimately murdered. His fate is uncertain: record of his death is lacking, his body unfound. He is one of the long-term missing.
We tend to seek a unitary perspective, to borrow a phrase from an essay Matar published in a Lithub essay on Joseph Conrad. Missingness as a master-trope – a drawer of drawers – is an elegiac manner of seeking such unitary perspective. But it’s also (as “cleave” contrasts with “cleave”) a tension against that desire. Ambivalence is its main energy. Sometimes we desire unitary perspective as much as we desire fragmentation – because in brokenness, in ruins, we still feel the power of return, of potential, of closeness, of remaking the lost world. It’s a tension between the local or the home-like and the global or expansive. If you’re a thinking person, the whole world is the greater frame for who you are, but that same world threatens to dissolve your solitary self.
Matar, in the essay on Conrad, captures that tension or ambivalence much more vividly and eloquently. It is another sense of the elegiac in his writings, and in how he views the world, and the artist’s place in the world: “He [Conrad] was fascinated by the vicissitudes of partially known facts, believing always that by merely standing to look at a situation one cannot help but cast one’s own shadow on the scene.”
In the opening to Matar’s second novel, Anatomy of a Disappearance, the author eloquently establishes this poetic quality:
There are times when my father’s absence is as heavy as a child sitting on my chest. Other times I can barely recall the exact features of his face and must bring out the photographs I keep in an old envelope in the drawer of my bedside table. There has not been a day since his sudden and mysterious vanishing that I have not been searching for him, looking in the most unlikely of places. Everything and everyone, existence itself, has become an evocation, a possibility for resemblance. Perhaps this is what is meant by that brief and now almost archaic word: elegy.
It is not only the elegiac Matar defines here, but also, the broader artistic project, perhaps of the entire oeuvre thus far: the “possibility for resemblance,” which is for me the value of my tropic system – my way of understanding how art helps us live, which is by finding the tools that allow us to reconstruct the world itself – not as delusion, but as a workable if provisional access to the beauty beyond its horrors.
Looking at Matar’s four works, tentatively, I see tropes within the master-trope of missingness: space, a keen sense of scales – between close and near, home or family and the State, and the world – and frequently, a sense of the Abyss. Perhaps Matar’s main trope is the ways figures of time and space lead to a dynamics of scale; and how the human form, the body in its frailties and sensitivities, is at the crux between figurative framings of time and space.
But that crux, that point where the human finds its agency – when we seek to fit ourselves between family or community and that larger, terrible world – is an effort at balancing paradox, or the capacity we have as humans for living with paradox.
Matar constructs it in part through his aesthetics of scale between the insoluble or the inconsistent. Missingness bewilders; it’s anomalous yet ever-present. Missingness confounds our efforts at description and expression: “They vanished into thin air,” “She never returned,” “He was never heard from again” – these thin, reused epitaphs record the speaker’s failure to comprehend.
Matar finds words, images, and figures that capture the lyricism and the phenomenological truth of missingness as I feel it. One of the aunts of the boy in In the Country of Men, whose father has been taken by the regime, avoids the usual blankness of language when she says the man has “vanished like a grain of salt in water.” It’s a problematic figure, though it brings something new as a revision of the “thin air” cliché – problematic because it’s too quick and clean for the forcible removal of a man from his life. But it seems to me a true figure of the woman’s perceptions in the moment – of her effort to make meaning that gives the enormity some tangible life where brute absence threatens to destroy meaning and sensation.
“…like a grain of salt in water”: it captures the uncanny sense of scale – of the smallness of a life within the greatness of the world; yet intact, insistent on itself.
(My mind is racing over the many notes I have, but I want to post something today; so, I’m going to conclude with a quick leap into the trope of greatest interest to me in Matar – the Abyss.)
Let’s say the Abyss is a master-trope (framing, that is, several other figures), but also, that it fits into the greater trope of the Environmental (the World as we perceive it, as it surrounds our presence). I think of the Abyss, at least as a trope of Missingness, as the spatial sense of being lost, or of someone’s being-lost; it is one way we figure the world past the limits of our senses.
Perhaps the Abyss becomes a permanent feature of one’s mental landscape when we live with the long-term missing.
In The Return, the memoir about his father’s abduction and its effects on Matar and his family, we see the Abyss in those precise, vivid moments of lyricism: “Father’s delay was like a cloud that grew thicker with each passing day,” he says about a third of the way through the memoir. That cloud is a figure of the Abyss, an emblem of fear, and of the uncertainties of missingness. It creates a sense of scale, of depth, but also of hidden presence.
Earlier, remembering his boyhood experiences, Matar tells us of a solitary swim in the Mediterranean Sea:
For some reason, I remembered, more vividly than ever before, that it was my father who had taught me how to swim: holding me up, one open hand against my belly, saying, “That’s it.” I never feared the sea until he was gone.
Think of a father, the trope of the Father or Mother, then, as the tension between the present, the immediate, the familial and that great, frightening, maw of the world; and without that presence, we experience a loss of power, of agency (agency is another theme in Matar’s works, wherein the author constructs his political dynamics; but I’ll save that for another day).
As for the poetics of the Abyss, though Matar frequently enacts it, he also occasionally names it directly: “The abyss opens too when I think why I never searched,” he says; or: “When I think of what might have happened to him, I feel an abyss open up beneath me. I am clutching at the walls. They are rough and unreliable, made of soft clay that flakes off in the rain.”
The spatial textures in such a figure are important to the ways writing can allows the artist to cope. “Coping” is simply taking up one’s tools and working at the impossible. It is not closure; it is not solving the problem, resolving the paradox, or transcending despair or hopelessness. It’s the beauty that defies the ugliness, if nothing more.
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I can see already that my study of these four works will need to cross through a few posts. I’ll return in coming months with more thoughts on Matar’s The Return and the two novels. I think my goal is shaping up, in part, as an effort at engineering my tropes – to tool-and-dye them, calibrate them as I go, aiming for the throughline of the second book I’ll write. So – more later.
[cover images are from Wikipedia)
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September 11, 2022
Missing & Unidentified Women: From Marissa Jones’ “Vanished” Podcast to Aimee Baker’s “Doe”
In the podcast series “The Vanished,” produced by Marissa Jones, a recent episode focused on Madeline Babcock, who went missing in 1968. Generally, “The Vanished” episodes present lengthy phone interviews with people connected to the cases, framed in an overall narrative. When I listen, I’m searching for small details that offer meaning about the missing person: something redemptive in that person’s life, of the lives of the left-behind, who are often children or parents of the missing.
In a lengthy interview within the episode, the daughter of a now-deceased man suspected in Babcock’s disappearance speaks of an early, traumatic memory: her father and another man, when the speaker was four years old, brought her to a motel room where they partied with Madeline Babcock.
In the interview, the now -grown woman recalls an act of violence that centers the memory. She speaks of her own desire to find the truth about the missing woman, though she has no other connection to Madeline Babcock beyond that fragment of childhood memory.
What strikes me in the woman’s account is a particular gesture that gives such vivid life to the missing person: during the party in the motel room, Babcock played with the toddler, letting her explore the contents of Babcock’s purse on the floor of the room, to keep the child entertained. That gesture seems the lyric center of the memory, and of the young child’s experience of trauma – of the part of the experience that offered a way through the trauma as she grew up.
A brother of Babcock’s, when he heard the anecdote, recognized his sister’s personality – as if it were proof of identity, a bit of life where no life was otherwise to be found. That gesture of kindness, playfulness, intimacy, motherliness – whatever we might call it – is one example of the lyricism I seek in such stories.
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I want to connect that case to my thoughts on a poetry collection I recently came across – something that would have nicely folded into Disequilibria, had I known about it before the manuscript was complete.
In 2018 Aimee Baker published Doe, a sequence in diptych form of poems about missing and unidentified women. Recently, Baker collaborated with two filmmakers on a documentary based on the book, and on the stories of many women whose stories are represented in the poems.
The first section of Doe focuses on several American women who went missing over the span of a century, in all corners of the country. They are identified in headnotes by name, date of disappearance, and location. The poems themselves are in varied forms, but generally explore the interesting tensions between long-lined, prose-like entries and short-lined works. A few are more experimental, including a sideways, columnar piece called “Scorpirus” that fruitfully tests the boundary between victim and victimizer.
Overall, the long-lined pieces project the openness of the country and its highway-lined spaces, while the shorter ones use their intensity and attenuation to draw the eye into emblematic details – though the sense of bewildering vastness and the careful, almost microscopic attention to signs, sounds, objects, clues, and other details crosses between the modes throughout the book.
The second part of the diptych is a shorter series of poems about unidentified women; thus only dates of discovery and locations are given. There’s a ghostly correspondence between the two sides: though slightly asymmetrical in length, the parts echo each other in the ways they reimagine the women, named or not, and also in the ways they reconstruct the continent of the missing that this book carefully brings into view.
The evocation of missingness in Doe depends on its sense of space and place. Varied landscapes recur in the series – urban, rural, confined, expansive, East, West – and it is in part the variety, the plurality of spaces that creates the larger sense of missingness as a social, political, gender-responsive, emotional, and poetic dimension in which the overall work exists. The places we inhabit, within the more-raw sense of space, are where we go missing. So, though it might seem space itself swallows the missing, it is the disquieting possibilities of menace and neglect that are afflictions born from our human construction of place more than the inscrutable vastness of geographical space.
The poetry in Doe – the approach to lines, and the evocation of spaces through the physiognomy of lines – also evokes the variety of spaces: expansive, flat, confined, deep, exposed, or hidden. Also, it balances the slight, occasional journalistic or documentary or even clinical, procedural perspective with more intimate and poetic perspectives. The lyricism is in the testing of the poet’s keen senses against the cold, clinical facts.

The cover of Aimee Baker’s poetry collection, “Doe”
The poems of Doe, in the overall series, form themselves across varied tropes, often in binary form: real and mythic details, victim and assailant, illumined and dark, heavy and light, sky and ground, story and image. Refrains, anaphoric frames, and the shifting of long lines with shorter, broken lines in clipped stanzas also help create the overall texture and landscape of the world of missingness in Doe, enlivening the dead.
Ultimately, a sequence of short poems has to find its reverberative level, its arc. It will be more than theme, as a stone arch uses more than stone to stay aloft. It has its physics, and the poetic sequence has its poetics: the patterning of sounds, tropes, images, and rhetorical devices that give us unity and completion.
At the heart of these patterns is witness. Patterns of witness ultimately take the form of illumination, or more broadly of lightness: the intimations of grace or beauty and of coldness and distance that the trope, in eternal contradiction, has the capacity to sustain.
Through the repeating patterns of environment and relationship – flowers, trees, insects, small mammals, friends, companions, mythic beings – vision and redemption become a sustained performance. Cicadas, cats, stars, headlights, sunlight, moonlight, streetlamps, neon signs, gloaming, glistening eyes, radiating shades, and incandescent bits of glass enliven the space, making it resonant with the literal, documentary rawness of the world, but also the mythic, lyric possibilities of what we hope for in the world: that women will not be brutalized in the ways the poems record and harmonize as lament and witness.
In One Hundred Years of Solitude, Gabriel Garcia Marquez included a fictional version of the 1928 Ciénaga, Colombia Banana Massacre perpetrated by the Colombian Army in support of the US-based United Fruit Company. Since only one victim is known to have survived, no accurate and unbiased accounting of the massacre took hold; the number of dead, and interpretations of the causes and outcomes, varied according to political points of view. In his novel, Garcia Marquez went with a number of dead somewhat higher than most estimates. Later, in an interview, he argued for the moral ascendance of fiction, or imagination, over the spare facts, which tend to be fragmented and isolated, no matter who manipulates them. His massacre is woven into the complex, distant, yet richly-textured world of Macondo, parallel to and yet ultimately detached from the historical world it sprang from.
Reading Baker’s Doe, I wonder if it’s not merely the superiority of imagination and its products that allows us possibilities of redemption. I think, rather, it is in the tropes, patterns, arcs, rhythms, textures, and essential lyricism that hold the power to save. So, it’s not merely that we have the power to re-imagine reality, but that the artist tends carefully to the forms of imagination. The redemption, or its possibility, is in the details. It’s the work itself, the impure products, made as best we can.
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August 21, 2022
Fanciful Lands
Disequilibria has its many chords. This blog series might lead to fruitful projects toward a second work, perhaps also within the scope of missingness. One way I’m thinking toward a follow-up work exploring missingness is to focus in a more sustained way on place and space as theoretical concepts, somewhat in the way of geographers like Yi Fu Tuan, Edward Soja, Doreen Massey, or Timothy Cresswell.
The trope I’ll work with in this post – though it might metamorphose as I keep working with it – is “fanciful lands.”
In a recent novel by Britt Bennett, The Vanishing Half, twin sisters abscond from their Louisiana home as adolescents; soon after, one of the sisters disappears alone, leaving her twin behind. The novel tracks the abandoned sister’s efforts to find her “vanishing half.” The twice-absconded sister, Stella, lives as a white woman; Desiree, the other twin, eventually returns to their hometown with a dark-skinned child from an abusive marriage. The novel’s resolutions come largely through the life-choices of the sister’s daughters, which I find a meaningful way of illustrating the reverberative effects of disappearance.
What interests me with regard to place is a delightful reminiscence of Desiree’s late in the novel. “When I was little,” says Desiree,
“…like four or five, I thought this was just a map of our side of the world. Like there was another side of the world on some different map. My daddy told me that was stupid.” He’d brought her to a public library, and when he spun the globe, she knew that he was right. But she watched Reese trace along the map, a part of her still hoping that her father was mistaken, somehow, that there was still more of the world waiting to be found.
Perhaps that “more of the world” is the spaces where people disappear to – people, things, ideas, or anything we lose and forget, or lose and miss. It’s a space of hope as well as despair, wonder as well as dread. It’s far – the other side of the world – and yet near: just that other side of the thin paper projections we study when we seek our way. Why couldn’t the world we live in have both a recto and a verso, like the worlds of books?
When I was six, we drove south from North Carolina into South Carolina. This is the first memory I have of crossing a state line, though I’d been born in South Carolina. Having seen maps, I’d wondered about the vastness of the world beyond our home, our street, our town. Driving fast on the highway, my stepfather announced the sign welcoming us across the boundary. Barely able to see out the car window, I noted the change in landscape: it did seem the colors shifted suddenly: from North Carolina’s light green to the pinkish hue given on the map to South Carolina. That the map was the territory made sense. It was a simple, analogue world I lived in, though filled with wonder and horror. Those good and bad features were how reality grew increasingly complex – including simple relations such as near and far, outside and inside.
In later posts I will look at the long tradition of fanciful lands in several cultures: the land of Cockaigne, Nirvana, Arcadia, Ultima Thule, Eden, Dis, Phaikaia, Shangri La, El Dorado, Atlantis, and others. The symbolic patterns these different myths suggest offer me ways of thinking about the here and now as itself a mythical place – just the one we happen to presently inhabit, but no less charged with mythic presences of wonder and horror. One notion I am tinkering with is how internalized the different might be – the difference between real and imagined spaces; how much the lostness and missingness of people and things is due to the complicated correspondence between map and territory.
When someone vanishes, when they aren’t where we expect them to be, there is often the sense of menace, magic, the uncanny – some sense that we have missed a layer of the here and now, missed some avenue of escape. Over time, for the long-term missing – across weeks and months, then years, then decades as in the case of my stepfather – that uncanniness, that strangeness, paints one’s overall sense of the world. Place and the objects, signs, and presences that occupy defined spaces become inextricably entangled with our inner spaces – our thoughts, memories, and emotions. I think missing-persons stories, both real-life cases and fictional versions, push us toward particular ways of defining our sense of the missing person’s journeys and destinations.
Certain spare details, fragments of fact, have led us to suspect that Lewis, my stepfather, crash a plane in South America. At some point, in imagining that event and that broadly-defined space, I furthered characterized it as the Amazon: a place I can vividly reconstruct in my mind with colors, textures, sounds, flora, fauna, a history, a dire future. It’s a place with mythic dimensions, already populated by missing persons: the explorer Percy Fawcett, for one, as well as others who searched for him. (More on Fawcett later; and look for brief mentions in Disequilibria). So, the imagined space becomes a presence, an event, in itself: we have no body, no person, but we have (among other imaginative constructions, as we choose) a sense of the missing person as reconstructed posthumously within that living place.
Sometimes such transformations – imagining the missing person in a grave, underwater, imprisoned, living a new life in a far-off paradise – take the place of despair or hope – that is, the alternating choices or compulsions regarding the likelihood of return or at least of verifiable, believable information. I wonder how such thought experiments, if we can upgrade such daydreams thus, connect to a searcher’s ability to cope, move on, sustain the search, or otherwise live with the unknown.
One more illustration: Meg Abbott’s The Song is You is loosely based on the real-life disappearance of movie starlet Jean Spangler in 1949. Abbott’s novel follows a Hollywood publicist who’s looking into Spangler’s fate. He takes the place of the conventional gumshoe. Framing the tale through his mixed, imperfect motivations allows Abbot to complicate the overall portrait of her heroine, giving the reader more to live with within the novel than a solution to a mystery or satisfaction of our want for lurid details that don’t really add up to a life.
It’s a well-told mystery, deftly borrowing from and adapting the hard-boiled style of the genre. In Abbott’s version, Spangler is found/not-found: the publicist, Gil “Hop” Hopkins, journeying through the varied circles of Hollywood purgatory and hell, eventually tracks the missing woman to a small town, Merry Lake, idyllic and detached from history – though it has a bar, the Hot Spot, a little bit of hell to link it to the world where Hop still lives. When he finds Merry Lake – first as a fanciful post card, then as a real place on the map, small and insignificant – seeing the movie starlet is like seeing the dead returned to life. How could a powerless young woman escape the violence he was sure had consumed her? Reluctantly she tells him, shows him: the scars of her almost-murder, from which she escaped with the help of another woman. Merry Lake is just out of history. It’s a seaside-pastoral, a few hours north of LA: a paradise just a little bit dinged, to give it texture. She sings and serves drinks and food at the Hot Spot: anonymous, scarred, but alive and free.

Boston Public Library Tichnor Brothers collection #63828, Public Domain.
It’s a middle distance: not paradise, and not quite far enough. Jean will disappear further than Merry Lake after the novel’s end. For Hop, perhaps for the reader, finding her is redemptive in whatever way one needs. “Maybe you’re done with it,” Hop tells her, “but it’s not done with you. It’s not done with the rest of us.”
He chooses to stay in the purgatory of LA, rising over the next few years higher in the studio system. Hop’s mind is the true middle distance: the idea of escape, which is valuable only as an idea never acted on: “Merry Lake’s waiting for you.”
Every missing-person case is different, despite the compelling patterns. The long-term missing often fall to one side or the other of a line between voluntary and involuntary disappearance, but many hover right at the boundary. We just don’t know if the person was taken or absconded; if they chose to leave us or were wrenched away. It’s unsettling, like a twitch that never stops, that dominates one’s waking thoughts. I think these thought experiments might offer ways to cope with such unknowns, and with the emotions that consume those of us who can’t stop searching.
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August 10, 2022
Melville’s Agatha
Near the end of their two-year period of close friendship, Herman Melville passed on to Nathaniel Hawthorne a story he’d picked up in New England from a New Bedford lawyer. In the letter he wrote to Hawthorne, he argued it would make a fine piece of fiction.
The story was of a woman, Agatha, daughter of a sailor resigned from his seagoing to operate a lighthouse. During a fierce storm, Agatha saves the sole survivor of a shipwreck. She marries the survivor, a man named Robinson, bears his child, and waits for him when he again goes to sea.
Seventeen years later, Robinson returns. He doesn’t stay, but disappears again, without warning. Another year later, after a second visit, he informs Agatha that he had taken a second wife, now deceased. After this second visit Robinson never returns, though he continues until his death to send money to Agatha and their now-married daughter.
Neither Hawthorne, too busy with political affairs at that time, nor Melville produced a surviving work from these details – though a possibly-missing work of Melville’s, “Isle of the Cross,” might have been the story of Agatha’s waiting. Melville’s proposal to Hawthorne, however, offers an ur-story of compelling qualities, informative as to his creative processes.
“I do not at all suppose that his desertion of his wife was a premeditated thing,” he says of Robinson, tentatively formed in Melville’s epistolary musings as a nascent character: “He was a weak man, & his temptations (tho’ we know little of them) were strong.”

Asa Weston Twitchell’s portrait of Melville, ca. 1847; public domain.
The sketch Melville composes in the letter is tentative – the fiction of a fiction –so we are sometimes shown the interiority of Robinson, and sometimes only an outline of his actions. “The whole sin stole upon him insensibly,” Melville imagines of the unfaithful husband, “so that it would perhaps have been hard for him to settle upon the exact day when he could say to himself, ‘Now I have deserted my wife’; unless, indeed upon the day he wedded the Alexandran lady.” Melville means the second wife residing in Virginia, but I hear an echo of the ancient Alexandria, where on Pharos Island stood the most famous of lighthouses.
In his letter it’s Agatha, not Robinson, who holds Melville’s attention. He creates a mystic, panoramic scene for her, within which she enacts the virtues he assigns: patience, fortitude, endurance. She inhabits the imagined seascape thus:
Young Agatha…comes wandering along the cliff. She marks how the continual assaults of the sea have undermined it; so that the fences fall over, & have need of many shiftings inland. The sea has encroached also upon that part where their dwelling-house stands near the light-house. – Filled with meditations, she reclines along the edge of the cliff & gazes out seaward. She marks a handful of cloud on the horizon, presaging a storm tho’ [through?] all this quietude.
and further:
Suddenly she catches the long shadow of the cliff cast upon the beach 100 feet beneath her; and now she notes a shadow moving along the shadow. It is cast by a sheep from the pasture. It has advanced to the very edge of the cliff, & is sending a mild innocent glance far out upon the water. Here, in strange & beautiful contrast, we have the innocence of the land placidly eyeing the malignity of the sea.
What’s most beautiful and telling in these descriptions is the animation of the scene in its transitions, whether of decay or livelier transformation. It is a verbal lithophane: translucent layers, sparely and carefully etched, emphasizing presence through emblems of absence and disappearance.
Around Agatha we see the vivid life of land, sea, air; in the animal presences that Melville places in this fragment of a tale. Agatha herself seems a condensation of these forces. It’s not the missing sailor we seek, but the inescapable presence of Agatha, projected and receiving life, in forms that can’t be lost, for they’re all connected. Her resilience is elemental and extends to us.
Robinson’s form, too, blends with the landscape. Agatha’s grief responds daily to the progressive decay of the shipwreck that brought him to her. Here is how Melville animates the emblem:
Now this wrecked ship was driven over the shoals, & driven upon the beach where she goes to pieces, all but her stem-part. This in course of time becomes embedded in the sand – after the lapse of some years showing nothing but the sturdy stem (or, prow-bone) projecting some two feet at low water. All the rest is filled & packed down with the sand.– So that after her husband has disappeared the sad Agatha every day sees this melancholy monument, with all its remindings.
Likewise, Agatha’s hope dies by degrees, and is refracted in he environment. In the next passage, the mail-post stands in for Robinson, or rather, for Agatha’s hope of return:
And at the junction of what we shall call the Light-House road with this Post Rode [sic], there stands a post surmounted with a little rude wood box with a lid to it & a leather hinge. Into this box the Post boy drops all letters for the people of the light house & that vicinity of fishermen. To this post they must come for their letters. And, of course, daily young Agatha goes – for seventeen years she goes thither daily. As her hopes gradually decay in her, so does the post itself & the little box decay. The post rots in the ground at last. Owing to its being little used – hardly used at all – grass grows rankly about it. At last a little bird nests in it. At last the post falls.
The post is a fulcrum between the real and ideal. The tableau creates such a precise yet simple measure between hope and despair, with the miniature intensity of a nickelodeon sequence. Something human-like, something marking a point of connection, re-enters the state of wildness that frames everything.
Missingness, in some of its iterations, is a sensitivity to the atavistic sense of boundaries between ourselves and the wilderness, or the world without us.
Agatha is Penelope, but Robinson is no Odysseus; there is no heroic circumscription of the world, no tension between the known and unknown through which a center might redefine itself. In slight form, the wayward husband is antiheroic, Modern – the imploded form of manhood we see in Dostoevsky, Kafka, and other works.
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August 4, 2022
Thoughts on the Story of the Absconder, Martin Guerre
After a violent conflict with his father, Martin Guerre, sixteenth-century Gascon peasant of Basque origin, leaves behind his young wife, Bertrande, and infant son.
Eight years later, Martin Guerre returns. The man claiming to be Martin knows everyone in the village. He possesses memories of intimate details. This Martin is a changed man, kind and loving, whereas the younger Martin had been prideful and distant.
But this new Martin Guerre, more focused and self-assured, makes enemies within the family and in the village. Small doubts give way to accusations. The town is divided; Martin’s wife, Bertrande, is herself of divided mind and heart. Martin’s uncle pushes his accusations until the matter is brought to court, where one day another man enters, maimed from the wars. He claims to be the true Martin Guerre.
After some spirited resistance, the man on trial admits to being one Arnaud du Tihl, “Pansette,” a man from the region of Sajas. Du Tihl is hanged before the home of Martin Guerre, who, though imbittered and one-legged, regains his home, family, and property.

Public-domain image of the title page of Coras’ published account.
The story comes first through an account by the chief jurist, Jean de Coras. Montaigne makes brief reference to the case of Martin Guerre in his essay “On the Lame.” Both men, Montaigne proposes, are justly identified as Martin Guerre. “I remember,” writes Montaigne, “… that he [Coras] seemed to have rendered the imposture of him whom he judged to be guilty, so wonderful and so far exceeding both our knowledge and his own…that I thought it a very bold sentence that condemned him to be hanged.” Montaigne declares his wish for judges who defer in the face of uncertainties, who might command the concerned parties “to appear again after a hundred years” — in Roman times, the time-frame of resolution in missing-persons cases.
To this day, others – novelists, librettists, historians – have re-examined the story of the absconder and the impostor. Alexandre Dumas’ 1840 version of the Martin Guerre story emphasizes the doubled nature of the claimants – perhaps not so far in intention from Montaigne, seeing that we are never exactly the same individual across the years, and might even bleed into one another in strange ways. In Dumas, the two soldiers are taken for twins by the military surgeon who tends their wounds. Dumas draws out the malevolent nature of Arnaud, particularly in the way Arnaud compels Martin to reveal his story by withholding water while Martin lies wounded. Later, when Bertrande begins to doubt, Dumas emphasizes her love and faith. In his reconstruction of the trial, Dumas hints that belief alone makes a man who he is.
In Philip K. Dick’s short story “Human Is” a surly, heartless husband takes an assignment on another planet. His wife has had enough and plans to divorce him when he returns. But the husband who comes back is totally changed: pleasant, loving, playful, caring. She tells a friend, who pursues an investigation, knowing that the husband has recently returned from an alien world, Rexor, whose inhabitants are known body-snatchers. But the wife, called to testify, denies there’s been any change at all. She chooses the compassionate alien over a cruel human.
Janet Lewis’ 1941 novella “The Wife of Martin Guerre” vividly recreates Bertrande’s point of view. Lewis’ Bertrande, as a study in doubt and its heroic possibilities. Her Bertrande is drawn in by the stranger, enough to bear him two children in the years that follow.
The story builds across the recurring, gnawing, terrible doubts that eventually lead her to accuse the stranger as an imposter – in the very midst of what has been a wonderful life with this kinder, gentler version of the younger Martin. Already Lewis’ Bertrande had felt separated by her doubts from everyone and everything. Was she the wife of a somewhat cruel, callow, ambivalent man, or of a vibrant, forceful storyteller of great appetite? Or was she just herself, in a world dominated by men? The village priest had accepted du Tilh as Martin, as did the other members of the Guerre family. When she tells her suspicions to a sister-in-law, the woman asks why Bertrande is so circumspect. “Not for his kindness,” so unlike the boy she had married, “but for the manner of his kindness,” says Lewis’ Bertrande.
Bertrande’s doubt is central – not her belief, and not the trick that du Tilh has played, but the way Bertrande herself seeks a careful understanding between the joys and misfortunes in her life. Re-reading the novella, I see a careful calibration of a woman’s sense of identity between those joys and misfortunes, which are mainly constructed from the choices and errors of men.
Janet Lewis’ version is also a story of faith: Bertrande fears for her soul if she has given herself to the wrong man. Others in the village have their reasons for accepting du Tilh as Martin, or for not accepting him. For Bertrande, it’s everything to do with who she really is herself.
Janet Lewis offers no saving grace to the real Martin. But to the virtual Martin, to Arnaud du Tilh, she offers a form of redemption. After the real Martin Guerre has chastised Bertrande, she staggers in the direction of the false husband, Arnaud. “Madame,” he whispers to his onetime-wife,
you wondered at the change which time and experience had worked in Martin Guerre, who from such sternness as this became the most indulgent of husbands. Can you not marvel now that the rogue, Arnaud du Tilh, for your beauty and grace, became for three long years an honest man?
Bertrande is unmoved. Lewis is not giving us a romance, but a kind of hologram of a woman. Instead of love, Bertrande knows herself “at last free, in her bitter, solitary justice, of both passions and both men.”
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In writing “Disequilibria: Meditations on Missingness,” I explored many myths, tales, tropes, and types of the Missing Person. Martin Guerre is an example of the Absconder, but also of the Impostor – both, I think, helpful in our understanding of the broader and deeper dynamics of missingness. In months to come, then, I will look further at iterations of the story of Bertrande and Martin Guerre; there’s no omitting Natalie Zemon Davis’ captivating (if controversial) scholarly re-imagining from 1983, “The Return of Martin Guerre,” nor the film she had already advised of the same name. Also, as I keep re-reading, discovering new texts, and meditating on my tropes of missingness, I want to connect this antique tale to other versions of the Absconder: those we suspect of having left willingly, or partly-willingly, whose lives might have continued along different tracks, in different worlds parallel to ours.
This work, to some extend, feels to me like the slow construction of a tarot deck in my mind: a system toward prognostication.
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