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February 25, 2018
Forgive… what does it mean!
“Forgive… I don’t know, what does it mean!
I always think of this word, it aggravates me while I say it, spell it, and silently think of it.
I know all the versions of Forgiveness, it is not up to me to punish, we forgive for personal peace, people change, it is a perception, they did not mean it this way, they did not know how we felt, they were young, they don’t know any better, a new beginning for self, give yourself a chance to move on… I can give you all the reasons behind it, but can you tell me why I still wonder at time WHY DOES IT STILL HURT?
It is not about letting go and moving on, I know I did, I did climb to a higher level, I feel the success, I live the happiness of this stage… but simply, at times, I ask one question, WHY DOES IT STILL HURT?
As for apologizing… Oh that is a different word, the answer is expected to be, “I forgive you for breaking my heart, because the part you broke, will last for life!”
#MOI & the answer is, I FORGIVE BECAUSE I CHOSE TO, NOT BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT! I FORGIVE FOR ME TO LIVE IN PEACE, NOT FOR YOU TO FORGIVE YOURSELF FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE!
Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again
Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
Both available:
Amazon: amazon.com link to both books
Through the publishers:
Dorrance Publishers: Mommy I Am a PACER!
http://www.dorrancebookstore.com/mommyiampacer.html
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February 24, 2018
Mommy, I Am a PACER! I Got an Award! The Story of Agility
“Teamwork, friendship, agility, support for others, family, & joy… a peek at
I GOT AN AWARD! short story #2 in MOMMY, I AM A PACER!
Mommy, I Am a PACER!
I Got an Award!
The Story of Agility
This book is about the letter A in PACER: AGILITY. Agility is the ability to anticipate
change and act quickly and pro-actively.
I urge you to read this book with your child, at least once. Live it with him, and encourage him to do the activity at the end of the book.
I hope this book changes your life, as being a PACER changed mine.
Dear Child,
“I invite you to use your imagination and co-illustrate the book with me.”
Badiaa Hiresh
I play soccer with the school team. The nice thing about my team is that we welcome
kids to play with us from the neighborhood. Those kids become our friends. We share the
same soccer ball together and the same outfit and our group of friends becomes bigger. I don’t know about you, but I love to have lots of friends! Do you have friends?
………………………………
Getting close to the final game of the season, Coach Roger asked us to join him on the
soccer field one day before the match.
He ordered pizza to the field, and he placed blankets on the grass where we sat and had
dinner. Then he said: “I am sure you are wondering why we are dining together on our field. Usually, people dine together as a family and as friends at home.
Tomorrow, as you play, I want you to remember that this is your home. You should be proud of what you have accomplished, regardless of the results. Play for you, for your friends and family, have fun but defend your home.
I am proud of you, and here is your award!”
#MOI
Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again
Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
Both available:
Amazon: amazon.com link to both books
Through the publishers:
Dorrance Publishers: Mommy I Am a PACER!
http://www.dorrancebookstore.com/mommyiampacer.html
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February 21, 2018
Mommy, I am a PACER!
“Truth be told, every child needs to live in a comfort zone, be happy, feel loved,
enjoy friendship, be respected, be heard, etc…
I don’t need articles to dictate their rights, yet, I am glad they exist to remind the world that
children are the seeds of tomorrow fruitful tree, and the leaders of our peaceful world!
What are we teaching those seeds, when surrounded with unexplained crime and injustice?
Adults steal their life, security, safety, happiness, joy, they take away their loved ones in unexpected
situations, they live drama, trauma, and fear… they steal their dreams!
Help your child remain positive while surrounded with a deteriorated community, help them speak up,
help them express their emotions, and mainly hold their hands to become a PACER, and not bystanders, not living
invisibly, silent, or in fear!
Mommy, I am a PACER! a book of 5 short stories for every child, read it with your child, illustrate it with them, & help
them survive everyday concerns by following the lead of Abigail, the main character!”
#MOI give your child the chance that other children were denied, be the change!
Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again
Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
Both available:
Amazon: amazon.com link to both books
Through the publishers:
Novum Publishing: Where is My Angel?
http://www.novum-publishing.co.uk/books/biography-politics-current-affairs/history-biography/where-is-my-angel.html
Dorrance Publishers: Mommy I Am a PACER!
http://www.dorrancebookstore.com/mommyiampacer.html
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The other version of my life… wondering!
“When he asked me to wait for him, I didn’t think it was for a lifetime!
I expected him on every birthday, holiday, weekend, morning, evening, coffee, lunch….
I expected him forever, but still, he never showed up!
The waiting period never ended, I lost track of time, I kind of forgot the looks of the person behind the
promise, I got engaged, married, had kids, became a grandma, yet my heart was still waiting for the
man behind the promise, wondering how my life would have been…
Well, my life turned out a hit, but again, I am still wondering about the other version of my life!”
#MOI & this applies to every promise by men and women
Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again
Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
Both available:
Amazon: amazon.com link to both books
Through the publishers:
Novum Publishing: Where is My Angel?
http://www.novum-publishing.co.uk/books/biography-politics-current-affairs/history-biography/where-is-my-angel.html
Dorrance Publishers: Mommy I Am a PACER!
http://www.dorrancebookstore.com/mommyiampacer.html
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February 20, 2018
Dare to move on
“When the exit door means the beginning… You don’t need a key
There is more to life than…
“There more to life life than co-habitants….
There are loving moments that last longer than love itself…
There are words shared that stick to our minds forever….
There are photos that last after the people in it disappear…
There are feelings that remain as long as we live….
There is our smile that is caused by lovely souls we encounter and cherish that people forget they are the reason behind it…
There are memories we keep in our minds and dwell on for as much as our memory lasts…
There is life…. that no one has the right to take away from us as long as we are breathing!”
#MOI The Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again
Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
Both available:
Amazon: amazon.com link to both books
Through the publishers:
Novum Publishing: Where is My Angel?
http://www.novum-publishing.co.uk/books/biography-politics-current-affairs/history-biography/where-is-my-angel.html
Dorrance Publishers: Mommy I Am a PACER!
http://www.dorrancebookstore.com/mommyiampacer.html
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February 17, 2018
“Where is My Angel?” the opening statement
It is tough to hold back, and even tougher to speak up; Hope you enjoy my book, Where is My Angel? the opening statement!
“The journey started with agony, screams and pain; that is all I
heard and felt.
Hey, is someone there? I asked. Where is everybody? Where
did you all go?
Is that how we receive a newborn? I was told I will be cherished!
I was told I will find a group of people around me, ready
for me, expecting me! I was told I will be someone’s daughter,
brother, sister, cousin! This means lots of people out there! I was
told I will be treated like an angel! But instead, this weird reception!
Why is everyone looking at me this way? Why are some
of you ignoring me and avoiding eye contact? Where is the lady
that was supposed to hug me when she first sees me? I was told
she will be my mommy, and kids have only one mommy! Hey,
Mommy, are you there?
… that was the answer! Silence was the answer!
Can someone tell me what is happening? Well, it’s after a long
while that a white coat with glasses came to me. Oh I know, this
is the angel that promised me all the beautiful things. The white
coat said, Dear Child, I’m sorry to tell you, what a beginning!
Fate knocked at the door of your mommy, and she traded places
with you. You are now on your own. Stay strong!
But wait, you are not the angel that promised me a beautiful
life, where are you, my angel?
My angel was just there, in the corner, looking at me with
silence and never left!
That is how my journey started, with agony, screams and pain …
It was day one that I learned that pain is relative to the mind, and
if we are not strong enough to stand alone, pain will overpower
us! But remember I was only a child back then …
I dedicate this book to inner-strength, to women in general and
remember that beauty is inside you; to my mother on the death
bed and your thoughts at that moment; to my daughters: because
of you I am who I am today; to me and here is what I have
learned so far …
I am not looking for empathy, I am not looking for tears, I
am not asking you to learn from my mistakes although not all are
mistakes, I just wish you get to learn with time about the package
that made me the person I am today.”
Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my Angel, the beginning, till that day…
Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
Both available:
Amazon: amazon.com link to both books
Through the publishers:
Dorrance Publishers: Mommy I Am a PACER!
http://www.dorrancebookstore.com/mommyiampacer.html
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February 16, 2018
Heart of a mother & a letter to a child!
“As far as I can remember, I worked long hours, my passion for production, change, and the development of any job made me a “holic”; It hasn’t been easy, and with time it became a need, security, and more importantly, a fear for a secured tomorrow.
I raised two daughters, telling them, before you consider marriage, you have to focus on education, higher degrees, secure a personal income, establish a good position, live alone for one year abroad while being in charge of your end of monthly dues, to understand what it takes, then enjoy your marriage. In parallel, I always said, don’t forget your heart and needs along the way, you can always nurture a broken heart, but you cannot live without a heart, so go ahead, take it up, drop it down, break it, mend it, fix it, but mainly, use it, because the heart is the sign of life.
Today, when I look at my daughters struggling and doing the same, my heart aches,
I worry about them because I know how it feels, but when I close my eyes and imagine them 10 years from this day, I know they will be in great and better shape because of a mistake I made when I was their age, and that was not continuing my higher education.
To those mothers that succeeded in this world because of their hard work and strong will, I cheer for you… To every working and non-working mother, I cheer for you, and to every child, Cheer for your mother, happy or not, because she did things her way, knowing this was the best for you!”
#MOI Heart of a mother and a letter to their child!
Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again
Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
Both available:
Amazon: amazon.com link to both books
Through the publishers:
Dorrance Publishers: Mommy I Am a PACER!
http://www.dorrancebookstore.com/mommyiampacer.html
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February 14, 2018
Just the two of us…
“Just the two of us…
I want to love you…
I want to cherish you…
I want to build a future with you…
I want to wake up near you every day and forever…
I want to make you happy…
I want the world to know I love you…
I want to always love you more…
I want to surprise you when unexpected…
I want to be there for you every day of our life…
I want to grow old near you…
I want to bake your favorite cookie every Monday morning…
I WANT becomes I WILL and promise to make it I DID…
I want to be your Valentine every day of your life… but will you be mine?
Chose one, Add your own special note for #14 is a special day and Share for the sake of LOVE!
I wrote the words, you DO the actions! Happy V day everyone!”
#MOI Cheers to love, because ONLY TRUE LOVE MATTERS!


February 4, 2018
Do you believe in FairyTales?
“The other side of a #Fairy #Tale…#Men/#Women
There is a #truth for every #story, it’s not the #prince on the #white_horse, nor the prince that is #kissing_you, nor the prince grabbing the #glass_shoeand #finding_you, nor… that makes the #fairytale!
It’s about the #princess inside you that makes them believe they are!
& now, MEN, swap the words prince and princess…”
#MOI & Are you my #Valentine… Find yours!
Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again
Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
Both available:
Amazon: amazon.com link to both books
Through the publishers:
Dorrance Publishers: Mommy I Am a PACER!
http://www.dorrancebookstore.com/mommyiampacer.html
Follow me @
https://youreverydaycoffeeblog.com/
https://www.facebook.com/YourEverydayCoffee/
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