Hosanna Emily's Blog, page 25
September 12, 2016
♥ Kalem ♥
"For You formed my inward parts;You covered me in my mother’s womb...Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.And in Your book they all were written,The days fashioned for me,When as yet there were none of them."
—Psalm 139:13,16
Those words never affected me as much as they did last Tuesday when I read them through my tears. Over and over. In Your book they all were written...when as yet there were none of them. None of them. None of them.
While you were reading my post about the Life of Jesus Christ, thinking how strong I was, how life seemed to be so perfect for me, I felt torn in two. It was first time I had ever experienced loss.
Living on a farm, I've gone through the deaths of many beloved pets. Day-old lambs and goats who died in the midst of the frozen snow before we knew they existed. Long-time dogs who were older than I was; companions who had only one desire - to be caressed, loved, and petted. So many other dear animals have been taken away from us. It's just a fact of life.
But when it's a person—a real human being—the loss is so much deeper.
Last Tuesday, God chose to take my unborn sibling, Kalem, into heaven to live with Him forever in a place with no tears, no pain, and no fear. Our 61-day old baby was miscarried before we ever had the chance to see him.
It was hard. It was painful. It was emotionally draining. That day, it was all I could do to keep the tears at bay and try to be strong. I felt so empty. How can you love someone you've never seen, never even spoken to? How can they break your heart so?
But even during the loss, I learned so, so much. And now, I can honestly say that I wouldn't have traded Kalem's short life for anything. The tears of joy, the smiles, the long nights spend dreaming about him...it was worth the pain of losing him. Kalem’s short life brought so much joy into mine and into so many other around me.
This post isn't about me. It isn't about last Tuesday. No, what I really want is just to share what I learned through this trial. The things God showed me. I can only hope that if you are going through a similar valley, these thoughts will encourage you to press on. No matter how painful, heartbreaking, or devastating it might feel.
This is what I learned. This is what Kalem's short life taught me.
He is always with us. Always. As I sat with my Bible after receiving the news, one verse stood out in particular to me."Jesus wept."—John 11:35
This is the shortest and probably one of the least appreciated passages in the Bible. Jesus wept. He cried. He felt pain deep inside of Him and had to let it out. He knows what it feels like to lose someone close to your heart. He knows what it feels like to have tears pour down your cheeks. He understands. He is always with us. Let Jesus carry that burden. Sometimes, it's just too heavy to carry yourself.
This verse also shows another truth: it's okay to mourn. In fact, it's good for us. Sometimes, we just need to let our feelings out and be weak, vulnerable, and open. Even the strongest person goes through hard times. It's okay.
I can't even begin to say how priceless the treasure of friends and family is. Everyone was always there for me. Loving, encouraging, praying...the list goes on and on. I got so many emails, so much love, that I was overwhelmed by the great blessing of friendship. They sent me uplifting songs. I received dozens of Bible verses showing God's deep love. They cried with me.If you are going through a hard time, don't let it get between you and those you love. Instead be open. Share your pain. If they are true friends, they won't be upset that you are a "real person with real troubles." Instead, they will love you and walk with you through the valleys.
I know that millions of families have experienced the loss of an unborn child. Even so, it doesn't seem to make the pain lessen. But as you go through the trial, remember that you are not alone. Ever. People have been where you are. They know what it feels like. Jesus knows what it feels like. Don't push away from them. Extend your arms around them. Be willing to accept their love, prayers, and encouragement.
Don't hang onto the pain. Let it go and embrace Jesus' love. Push on, even when the future looks bleak. Even when the storm seems to drown out the sound of His voice, press on. Keep your eyes fixed on the heavenly prize. Yes, you may have lost someone you love. But they are now in Jesus' arms. Forever. You will see them again.
"I will never leave you nor forsake you."
—Hebrews 13:5
"I have loved you with an everlasting love."
—Jeremiah 31:3
"Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
—Joshua 1:9
"Neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
—Romans 8:38-39
As one of my favorite songs says,
"So you think He don't know what He's doing
You think He ain't by your side
Well, God knows when you're broken
And He's loving you, He's holding you
So, so tight
So let the rain fall, He'll be standing there
Getting wet with you
You might get cold but you won't be there alone "
—Mandisa Leave it in the Valley
I hope these thoughts helped you to realize the immense love God has for you. I hope now you will be able to honestly say,
"The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.”
—Job 1:21
We are all human, and we will all go through difficult circumstances. We will all be weak and vulnerable at times. Instead of falling apart, why don't we stand up with each other and encourage, uplift, and love? Why don't we turn our eyes to Jesus, the Giver of all peace?
Are you going through a hard time? Remember that He won't ever let you down. Ever. And that's a promise.
Have you been through a valley, or are you in one right now? How can I be your friend and pray for you? Comment Below!
September 5, 2016
The Life of Jesus Christ
Hello once again, dear readers!
Today I am posting something different from anything I've posted before. I took an online college class titled, "Men of the Bible" this summer. One of my assignments was to write an essay on the life of Jesus. How does one even begin to do that?! Needless to say, I greatly surpassed the minimum length of 250 words. =) I am going to share my long essay with you, hoping that it helps you to see our Savior in a new way. Know that I could never put everything Jesus did into words. This is just an attempt at giving you a glimpse into His miraculous life. To get a full story please read the books of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. If you haven't done so, then you have to take the time to read these books. If you don't have your own Bible, there are free ones online. I recommend using Bible Gateway.
Now buckle up and read further about the life of the Son of God.
"Let there be." With three words, galaxies whirled into existence. Beings were created out of nothing. The earth was formed; oceans and seas, deserts and forests, flowers and trees, were spoken into life. Everything was created with three words. "Let there be." It was a command, but not only a command. It was a plan, a promise, a hope, and a future.
The same One who spoke the world into creation loves us. He had a perfect plan for our existence. If we obey and love Him, we live in joy, harmony, and peace. But we did not. Our world turned into an ugly mess of sin, pain, and sorrow. We abandoned the One who loved us. Yet God did not abandon us. He had a plan. He would send His Son to rescue us. Jesus left His heavenly throne to live in poverty and pain. Throughout the Old Testament, God made hundreds of promises, pointing to the future. Prophets, kings, and captives wrote of God's words promising a future deliverer. And one day, the words came true.
Jesus came to the earth on His mission. He was born as a newborn babe into the deepest poverty. Welcoming their Child into the world, His mother gave birth to Him in a dingy stable. Jesus grew up knowing what pain felt like. He too felt sorrow. Yet in all He did, He never sinned.
Then it was time. Jesus was baptized and began His ministry. But a great trial came before He started His work. Satan, the arch enemy of God, tried to bribe Jesus into sin. Mocking and twisting God's words, Satan's gave his most powerful arguments. Even so, he failed miserably. Jesus cast him out of His presence declaring, "You shall worship the Lord your God, and serve Him only!" (Matthew 4:10) Overcoming the temptations, Jesus entered His ministry to save the world.
While on the earth, Jesus showed love to all around Him. He healed the sick. He gave vision to the blind. He made the mute speak. He cast out demons. More than all that, He loved the unlovable and touched the untouchable. Never showing partiality to man or women, rich or poor, Jesus cared for all and showed His love deeply. He preached, taught, and told stories to everyone, telling them of the Truth that would set them free. Some rejected Him. Some mocked Him. Some hated Him. But everyone could tell that He was different.
Jesus picked twelve disciples to work alongside Him. They learned from His words. They were the ones who would carry on His message for the entire world to hear. His time was limited.
Jesus knew that His ultimate victory was yet to come. After years of showing God's love, healing hurt lives, and proclaiming deliverance, it was time. Jesus willingly let the "religious leaders" capture Him. They were so full of pride and self-righteousness that they failed to see what true religion was—an act of Love. They beat the God they claimed to serve. They spat in His face. In the end, they gave Him the most painful death of all—nailing Him to a cross to hang in utter misery. He was lifted into the sky as a "warning to others." They failed to see the greater purpose.
Jesus died to save the world from its sin. Every man and women, boy and girl, is guilty. We have all fallen short of perfection. Lying, stealing, taking the Lord's name in vain, hating, and coveting, none are without guilt. Jesus took all of that sin on His own shoulders. The weight of it bore down so painfully that Jesus cried out, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” (Mark 15:34) He was the perfect sacrifice. Without blemish, Jesus died to save us—us who are so unworthy.
The story did not end there. Three days after Jesus died He was raised from the dead! He overcame death in a powerful victory. His resurrection showed that He was no ordinary man. As the Son of God, He was stronger than death. Overcoming it, He ultimately showed His divinity and power.
Before Jesus left to go back to heaven, He gave His disciples a command. "Go into all the world," He said, "and preach the Gospel to all creation."
This was God's ultimate plan. He loved us so much that He sent His Son into the world to rescue us. Now we have a Way to deliverance. Jesus was the perfect sacrifice, thus allowing us a way to salvation.
Jesus, the Light of the world, the perfect sacrifice, and the One who was slain, came to the earth to save us. Full of love and tender compassion, He came to save that which was lost. He changed the world for eternity. Because of all that Jesus did, we can now be saved. Therefore, "Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved." (Acts 16:31)
Today I am posting something different from anything I've posted before. I took an online college class titled, "Men of the Bible" this summer. One of my assignments was to write an essay on the life of Jesus. How does one even begin to do that?! Needless to say, I greatly surpassed the minimum length of 250 words. =) I am going to share my long essay with you, hoping that it helps you to see our Savior in a new way. Know that I could never put everything Jesus did into words. This is just an attempt at giving you a glimpse into His miraculous life. To get a full story please read the books of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. If you haven't done so, then you have to take the time to read these books. If you don't have your own Bible, there are free ones online. I recommend using Bible Gateway.
Now buckle up and read further about the life of the Son of God.
"Let there be." With three words, galaxies whirled into existence. Beings were created out of nothing. The earth was formed; oceans and seas, deserts and forests, flowers and trees, were spoken into life. Everything was created with three words. "Let there be." It was a command, but not only a command. It was a plan, a promise, a hope, and a future.
The same One who spoke the world into creation loves us. He had a perfect plan for our existence. If we obey and love Him, we live in joy, harmony, and peace. But we did not. Our world turned into an ugly mess of sin, pain, and sorrow. We abandoned the One who loved us. Yet God did not abandon us. He had a plan. He would send His Son to rescue us. Jesus left His heavenly throne to live in poverty and pain. Throughout the Old Testament, God made hundreds of promises, pointing to the future. Prophets, kings, and captives wrote of God's words promising a future deliverer. And one day, the words came true.
Jesus came to the earth on His mission. He was born as a newborn babe into the deepest poverty. Welcoming their Child into the world, His mother gave birth to Him in a dingy stable. Jesus grew up knowing what pain felt like. He too felt sorrow. Yet in all He did, He never sinned.
Then it was time. Jesus was baptized and began His ministry. But a great trial came before He started His work. Satan, the arch enemy of God, tried to bribe Jesus into sin. Mocking and twisting God's words, Satan's gave his most powerful arguments. Even so, he failed miserably. Jesus cast him out of His presence declaring, "You shall worship the Lord your God, and serve Him only!" (Matthew 4:10) Overcoming the temptations, Jesus entered His ministry to save the world.
While on the earth, Jesus showed love to all around Him. He healed the sick. He gave vision to the blind. He made the mute speak. He cast out demons. More than all that, He loved the unlovable and touched the untouchable. Never showing partiality to man or women, rich or poor, Jesus cared for all and showed His love deeply. He preached, taught, and told stories to everyone, telling them of the Truth that would set them free. Some rejected Him. Some mocked Him. Some hated Him. But everyone could tell that He was different.
Jesus picked twelve disciples to work alongside Him. They learned from His words. They were the ones who would carry on His message for the entire world to hear. His time was limited.
Jesus knew that His ultimate victory was yet to come. After years of showing God's love, healing hurt lives, and proclaiming deliverance, it was time. Jesus willingly let the "religious leaders" capture Him. They were so full of pride and self-righteousness that they failed to see what true religion was—an act of Love. They beat the God they claimed to serve. They spat in His face. In the end, they gave Him the most painful death of all—nailing Him to a cross to hang in utter misery. He was lifted into the sky as a "warning to others." They failed to see the greater purpose.
Jesus died to save the world from its sin. Every man and women, boy and girl, is guilty. We have all fallen short of perfection. Lying, stealing, taking the Lord's name in vain, hating, and coveting, none are without guilt. Jesus took all of that sin on His own shoulders. The weight of it bore down so painfully that Jesus cried out, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” (Mark 15:34) He was the perfect sacrifice. Without blemish, Jesus died to save us—us who are so unworthy.
The story did not end there. Three days after Jesus died He was raised from the dead! He overcame death in a powerful victory. His resurrection showed that He was no ordinary man. As the Son of God, He was stronger than death. Overcoming it, He ultimately showed His divinity and power.
Before Jesus left to go back to heaven, He gave His disciples a command. "Go into all the world," He said, "and preach the Gospel to all creation."
This was God's ultimate plan. He loved us so much that He sent His Son into the world to rescue us. Now we have a Way to deliverance. Jesus was the perfect sacrifice, thus allowing us a way to salvation.
“Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. And you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit." (Acts 2:38)
"Turn to God in repentance and have faith in our Lord Jesus." (Acts 20:21)
"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength." (Deuteronomy 6:5)
Jesus, the Light of the world, the perfect sacrifice, and the One who was slain, came to the earth to save us. Full of love and tender compassion, He came to save that which was lost. He changed the world for eternity. Because of all that Jesus did, we can now be saved. Therefore, "Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved." (Acts 16:31)
August 30, 2016
Farewell August
I just posted yesterday, but today's the last day of August...thus, here's my farewell post!
August...this was one of those months that you just can't sum up in a sentence. So many different things happened, started, and ended. Sorry, but you just have to keep reading. ;)
Adventures in Life:
I got to visit with the wonderful Hannah and her family for a short afternoon! It was delightful, like always. =)My summer break ended, and I started up with three online college classes (conversational Spanish, intro to short story, and music appreciation) as well as my usual piano and American Sign Language practices. Life's busy, but it's getting a bit more organized. =)Family time!!!! Woot!!! =)
I finished a HUGE Ebay selling project that I've been working on for months! (I had boxes of books to sell for a friend) Phew.My family participated in the county fair and all won first place. That's small-town life for you! No one else enters! ;) Lol!The youngest ones in my family got chicken pox this month, and now we are fully immune for the rest of our lives. Yay!My second oldest brother started college. *sob* =(I got some new pets for a little while. =) Full story: As I got ready to start mowing our lawn, I looked down and saw some rodents wiggling down in the grass. Pausing to see what they were, I found a mother shrew with her little babies. As I ran inside to grab my siblings and show them, the mother left. This left me with three baby shrews that would have been quickly consumed by our boarder collie. Of course, that wasn't an option (try telling your little siblings that you fed baby "mice" to the dog!) ...so I ended up keeping the baby critters and feeding them drops of cream every three/four hours. I know! That was a lot of work. None of our friends wanted to take them off our hands, though we tried. =) In the end, we kept them for 5 lovely days. (This is where I give a lovely bow with a "The End" to keep the story from becoming sad) I know you want pictures. =) Aren't they the tiniest, most adorable shrews you ever saw? Or maybe the only ones you ever saw? ;)
Books I Read: 6
A.D. 30 by Ted DekkerThe Quest for Thunder Mountain by Ed DunlopSamara's Peril by Jaye L. KnightHeart of Courage by Lois Walfrid JohnsonThe Betrayer's Fortune by Dave & Neta JacksonWill's World by Margery Mathis Henderson
My Favorite:Hmm...my favorite was probably Heart of Courage. A.D. 30 and Samara's Peril would be close seconds, but they both had adult content...which definitely made me not enjoy them as much as I could have. But Heart of Courage is a fantastic addition to the Viking Quest series, which is now a family favorite. =)
My Least Favorite:I read Will's World to fill a space for a reading contest. It's really short and not very interesting. But it fit in the category. =) Lol!
My New Creations:
I finished the second rough draft of Emblem of Hope!!!!!!!!!!! This made me SO happy. God definitely had a hand in this creation. I can't even imagine how I first sat down and decided to start a full length novel?! But I did and thanks to God I completed it! Now to editing...which is sweetened by the fact that I have a lovely editing partner to help me. ;)
Want some stats on my novel????
Pages (full length printer paper): 207
Word Count: 78,457
(Yes, it did take a while. Phew)
Blog Friends:
Some inspirational posts that you should check out...
Thoughts on the Pace of Life From the blog Apples of Gold by Jessica
The Most Important Lesson I have Learned in my Teenage Years From the blog Bonnie's Blessings by guest speaker Megan
4 Signs that Writing is Your Idol (and 4 Ways to Cut it Down) From the blog Penprints by Rosalie Valentine
Blog Posts:
Here are the archives! =)
I don't know where to put this...so I put it right here. =) I wanted to share this song by Hawk Nelson that I listened to for the first time this month. It is So. Good. Everyone should be reminded of the importance of our words!
Hawk Nelson: Words (Official Lyric Video)
Did you have any adventures in August? What's a favorite book you read this last month? Have you listened to Hawk Nelson before? Comment Below!
August...this was one of those months that you just can't sum up in a sentence. So many different things happened, started, and ended. Sorry, but you just have to keep reading. ;)
Adventures in Life:
I got to visit with the wonderful Hannah and her family for a short afternoon! It was delightful, like always. =)My summer break ended, and I started up with three online college classes (conversational Spanish, intro to short story, and music appreciation) as well as my usual piano and American Sign Language practices. Life's busy, but it's getting a bit more organized. =)Family time!!!! Woot!!! =)
I finished a HUGE Ebay selling project that I've been working on for months! (I had boxes of books to sell for a friend) Phew.My family participated in the county fair and all won first place. That's small-town life for you! No one else enters! ;) Lol!The youngest ones in my family got chicken pox this month, and now we are fully immune for the rest of our lives. Yay!My second oldest brother started college. *sob* =(I got some new pets for a little while. =) Full story: As I got ready to start mowing our lawn, I looked down and saw some rodents wiggling down in the grass. Pausing to see what they were, I found a mother shrew with her little babies. As I ran inside to grab my siblings and show them, the mother left. This left me with three baby shrews that would have been quickly consumed by our boarder collie. Of course, that wasn't an option (try telling your little siblings that you fed baby "mice" to the dog!) ...so I ended up keeping the baby critters and feeding them drops of cream every three/four hours. I know! That was a lot of work. None of our friends wanted to take them off our hands, though we tried. =) In the end, we kept them for 5 lovely days. (This is where I give a lovely bow with a "The End" to keep the story from becoming sad) I know you want pictures. =) Aren't they the tiniest, most adorable shrews you ever saw? Or maybe the only ones you ever saw? ;)
Books I Read: 6
A.D. 30 by Ted DekkerThe Quest for Thunder Mountain by Ed DunlopSamara's Peril by Jaye L. KnightHeart of Courage by Lois Walfrid JohnsonThe Betrayer's Fortune by Dave & Neta JacksonWill's World by Margery Mathis Henderson
My Favorite:Hmm...my favorite was probably Heart of Courage. A.D. 30 and Samara's Peril would be close seconds, but they both had adult content...which definitely made me not enjoy them as much as I could have. But Heart of Courage is a fantastic addition to the Viking Quest series, which is now a family favorite. =)
My Least Favorite:I read Will's World to fill a space for a reading contest. It's really short and not very interesting. But it fit in the category. =) Lol!
My New Creations:
I finished the second rough draft of Emblem of Hope!!!!!!!!!!! This made me SO happy. God definitely had a hand in this creation. I can't even imagine how I first sat down and decided to start a full length novel?! But I did and thanks to God I completed it! Now to editing...which is sweetened by the fact that I have a lovely editing partner to help me. ;)
Want some stats on my novel????
Pages (full length printer paper): 207
Word Count: 78,457
(Yes, it did take a while. Phew)
Blog Friends:
Some inspirational posts that you should check out...
Thoughts on the Pace of Life From the blog Apples of Gold by Jessica
The Most Important Lesson I have Learned in my Teenage Years From the blog Bonnie's Blessings by guest speaker Megan
4 Signs that Writing is Your Idol (and 4 Ways to Cut it Down) From the blog Penprints by Rosalie Valentine
Blog Posts:
Here are the archives! =)
I don't know where to put this...so I put it right here. =) I wanted to share this song by Hawk Nelson that I listened to for the first time this month. It is So. Good. Everyone should be reminded of the importance of our words!
Hawk Nelson: Words (Official Lyric Video)
Did you have any adventures in August? What's a favorite book you read this last month? Have you listened to Hawk Nelson before? Comment Below!
August 29, 2016
Stress, School, Schedules
School started last week with a BANG.
At least it feels that way. Ever since my dual-enrollment college classes started, I feel like I've been on the computer all day doing assignments, watching videos, and reading required texts. Phew. Where did all the spare time of summer go?!
It can feel quite overwhelming. One night I finished my Spanish assignment at 7:00 PM and just wanted to go to sleep. I was exhausted. Tired. Stressed.
Through all the stress of school, school, school, it's easy to lose sight of the more important things. I find myself thinking, I just want to write! I want to read a book for FUN! I want a break! Ahhh!
That's what last week was like. But it's a new week. Let's get things into perspective.
Time is limited. We only have (around) 14 waking hours in a day. While many things in our lives are reaching out and claiming our precious minutes, we need to make priorities. School is important. We need to do it every day. (except Saturdays and Sundays. NO SCHOOL for me! *happy sigh*) But what about the other things that also need dedication and time?
Blogging. Phew. I don't usually write this close to my posting date. I normally create my posts days or weeks ahead of time. But blogging is something that I have to make time for. It's my way to encourage people all over the world. It's how I share my thoughts. My successes. My failures. It’s how I write to the glory of God. (see Colossians 3:23)
Reading. While reading is fun...is it always important? I already have so many assigned books to read. (well three, but they are long textbooks so it seems longer, okay!?) Is reading worth my time? Am I using it to glorify God by choosing encouraging, uplifting, and challenging books? Or is it a waste of time?
My Social Life. Email... chats... pen-pals... the list goes on and on. But no matter how crazy life gets, we need to be there for our friends. To pray for them. To encourage them. Remember though, there is a limit. It's so easy to let the internet take over our lives. I find myself taking breaks while doing school just to have fun with friends...but does that take me away from the more important things?
Family. I think the second thing that gets abandoned when we are busy is our family. We push them away saying, "I have school. I'm too busy right now." But we still somehow have time for our social media, books, and other fun activities, don't we? Right now I'm trying to figure out how to juggle school work and assignments and still have time to be a loving big sister and daughter.
God. Phew. God is definitely the first thing that's abandoned when we are busy. How many times do you find yourself saying, "Oops. I forgot to read my Bible today"? If God is #1 in your life, then you won't be making these excuses. The busyness of school helps us to reevaluate what's important in our life. Are the "fun" things in life more important than God?
What are your priorities? Maybe you haven't jumped into the school year yet. Good for you! You can make these decisions before you are forced into the middle of the craziness! (and enjoy your time off for me!) =P
Make sure that you are making time for the most important things in your life. Are you doing "good" things when you can be doing "great" things? How do you spend your precious seconds, minutes, and hours? It's really hard for me to juggle all the things I need to do in only one day. Sometimes I get off school when it's nearly dinner time. (college dilemmas *sigh*) But that does NOT give me an excuse to spend the last few hours of my day (tired as I might be!) glorifying and pleasing myself.
What are your priorities? What things are important to you? Examine your life, and I think you'll find out.
Did you start the school year yet? How do you organize your priorities? What are some things that threaten to come between you and God when you are busy? Comment below!
August 22, 2016
"War Room" movie review
"Juggling motherhood and her job as a real-estate agent, Elizabeth Jordan wishes her husband could help more around the house. But Tony's rising career as a pharmaceutical salesman demands more and more of his time. With a nice home in the suburbs and a lovely young daughter, they appear to have it all yet they can't seem to spend time together without fighting.
Hoping for a new listing, Elizabeth visits the home of Clara Williams, an elderly widow, and is both amused and uncomfortable when Clara starts asking pointed questions about her marriage and faith. But it's Clara's secret prayer room, with its walls covered in requests and answers, that has Elizabeth most intrigued . . . even if she's not ready to take Clara's suggestion that she create a prayer room of her own. As tensions at home escalate, though, Elizabeth begins to realize that her family is worth fighting for, and she can't win this battle on her own. Stepping out in blind faith, putting her prayers for her family and their future in God's hands, might be her only chance at regaining the life she was meant for."
Negative Elements:
There are very few negative elements in this movie! No bad words or crude language at all. =) The main caution is that a man is flirtatious with a woman other than his wife, and things get serious between them. (until his wife's prayers save him from a bad situation) There is nothing inappropriate shown. There is a little violence (flashbacks of war and one scene of someone with a knife), but it would all depend on your family's opinions. I didn't have a problem with any of the violence.
My Review:
I suppose I should just come out and say this is one of my favorite movies. =) It has impacted my walk with Jesus, unlike many other "good" movies I've seen. The story might not be called "adventurous" or "full of excitement." While there's not much drama in it, the story is simple and captivating. You walk through Elizabeth's struggles as she learns how to become a prayer warrior. She realizes the importance to fight her battles on her knees. As a mentor says, "In order to stand up and fight the enemy, you need to get on your knees and pray." But the struggles that arise seem too heavy for her to carry alone. Even though her family has everything, it seems as if they have missed the point.
I LOVED the acting in this movie. The characters feel so real, and some are quite hilarious. Our family quotes the best lines around the house all. the. time. =)
This movie impacted me by one of its quotes. Someone says (and I don't know the exact wording), "What would you say if I asked what your prayer life looks like? Is it hot or cold?" It made me examine my own life. Do I fight my battles in my own strength? Or do I bring them before Jesus?
Overall, I think every Christian should watch this movie! The professional acting, superb filming, and convicting story-line turns War Room into a must-see movie!
Other Notes:
I have loved every production that the Kendrick Brothers have made. They are all wholesome, encouraging, and exciting films. I would strongly recommend that you look up their other movies if you haven't seen them. =)
Have you seen War Room? What did you think? Also, tell me about your prayer life. Is it hot or cold? Comment below!
August 15, 2016
God is _____? Part 6
A follow up to my post God is _____? Part 5
"(Love) is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrong." -1 Corinthians 13:5
We don't get easily angered, do we?
Haha. If anyone has little siblings, I think you know what I mean. Those small things that tick you off - songs sung in the wrong keys, eyes peering over your shoulder as you reply to emails, random little people jumping out to scare you... you get my point. =) I wouldn't say I get "angry"...maybe "upset", "irritated" "or annoyed" would be better words.
Have you ever felt that way? Do little things bug you? Do you struggle with loving the annoying people in your life? I know I do. Whether or not you lash out at the person who bothers you, it's wrong to get upset at those little things. If we are striving to live like Jesus, then what should our lives look like?
"The Lord is slow to anger..." (Nahum 1:3a)
"Therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, put on tender mercies, kindness, humility, meekness, long-suffering; bearing with one another, and forgiving one another, if anyone has a complaint against another; even as Christ forgave you, so you also must do." (Colossians 3:12-13)
There you have it. We need to be slow to anger. Patient. Compassionate. Gracious. Forgiving. Why? Because God has done the same for us!
I have in no way mastered this. I struggle to always have patience. It's hard to forgive those who bug us on a daily basis! But it's 100% necessary for those striving to live a God-honoring life.
What about "keeping a record of wrongs"? It's easy to fall into a pattern of thinking. That person always does this to me, so he'll probably do it again. I can't forgive him! What's the opposite of keeping a record of wrongs?
Forgiveness!Did you see the passage from Colossians that I posted above? "Even as Christ forgave you, so you also must do." Instead of holding grudges or remembering what someone said to make you mad, forgive them. Love them. Give them a second chance. (Just like Christ has done for you and me!)
Easier said than done, right? We know that we shouldn't allow ourselves to be angered by little things. We also know that we should forgive the person and not hold it against them. But how do we take the first step?
I don't have a clean-cut answer. This is between you and God. Ask Him for patience, forgiveness, and love. If there is a certain person that you need to love more, pray for him. Maybe do some random acts of kindness towards that person. Hold your tongue when they ruffle your feathers. I'm with you in this challenge. I'm going to try (and pray!) to be a patient, loving sister and friend to those around me. Even when it's hard. No, especially when it's hard!
Ultimately, show them Christ's love. Maybe that's what they need to change. Maybe they need a friend - someone who doesn't judge them, hate them, or ignore them. Be that person.
How are you going to show love to someone who you don't get along with? Do you have any thoughts on these qualities of God? Comment below!
August 11, 2016
"Why?" a poem
This is a follow-up on my last post How I Met Ms. Judith. I mentioned that I put my thoughts together in a poem...and here are the results! This is my first attempt at writing blank verse - a poem that doesn't rhyme. It's actually quite fun. (you should try it!)
Enjoy!
Why?
They ask me
Why do you believe?
Why do you have faith?
Why do you love the un-seeable?
The world tempts and pulls
It tries to blind me
What can I say?
Why?
God shows me
Why do I believe?
I feel Him working
Working in my life right now
I fear, He comforts
In His arms I dwell
Now I am safe
Why?
God prods me
Why do I have faith?
I can see Him near
Creation shows His splendor
Since He made it all
Why would I not trust?
God is around
Why?
God shows me
Why do I love Him?
How could I not love?
My Savior, He first loved me
My God died for me
Now I am rescued
For God is Love
Why?
God guides me
Why is my life His?
Freely I gave it
To worship, praise, adore Him
He comforts, guides, loves
He whispers my name
He is with me
Why?
I see now
Why am I in Christ?
With arms open wide
He welcomes me to accept Truth
Tender, He holds me
He guides me through life
He is my God
Thoughts? Have you ever written a poem with blank verse? How would you answer the questions I asked in the poem? Comment below!
August 8, 2016
How I Met Ms. Judith
Let's just start out saying: I got to witness to someone!!!!!
Okay...so maybe it wasn't quite witnessing. But it was an amazing experience. Should I start from the beginning?
My mom, three little sisters, two little brothers, and I were selling trying to sell blackberry plants, fresh blackberries, and frozen blackberries at the farmer's market in town. We didn't actually sell that much, but who cares? Thankfully, God blessed us with an overcast day as we sat under the tent displaying out juicy produce. And as we were hanging out there by ourselves...up walks Ms. Judith.
We've actually met her before. She lives quite close to our road. But because she is single and lives alone in the middle of the country, she likes to go to town often and talk. And talk. And talk. Haha.
So this is basically how our conversation with her went:
Me: direct the conversation towards GodMs. Judith: talk on and on over my headMom: leads the conversation back to important issuesMs. Judith: talk on and on over both of our heads
Yeah...so it was a really hard situation. *sigh* Ms. Judith is very smart. Extremely smart. (Now I'm wondering why she lives in a tiny, backwards town like ours?) She knows the Bible very well. She's read the entire Book numerous times. She has studied all of the famous works, scientists, etc. There is only one problem. She missed everything.
When Mom asked her, "Is Jesus as the Son of God?" Ms. Judith replied with, "Those words don't actually appear in the Bible. It was a mis-translation." She believes that "all religions lead to God"...but she isn't sure that there is a God. (quite confusing, I know.) She says that she is a morally good person. The only sin she has committed, she told us, is the sin of omission. (not doing what you know you should do) She doesn't kill any animal. Not even poisonous spiders or rattlesnakes. (Eek!) She doesn't believe in abortion. Thus, she must be a "good" person. However, she also admitted that she isn't humble enough to accept that she is a sinner.
At the end of our conversation, Mom said what I had been thinking the whole time. "The Bible says that you must come to God, trusting as a child, or you will miss it all. (Matthew 18:3) You are too smart for your own good. I think you've missed the point."
How sad. How could someone be so smart...but lack true wisdom? How could they read the entire Bible, study it for years, and come away from that experience believing that it's a flawed book with translation errors?
But this is what I gained from the conversation:
What if someone came to me and asked me why I believe the way I do? What would I say?
Why do I love God? Why do I read the Bible?
So I sat down and prayed about it. I want you to do the same. Ask God. Find out what is behind your actions. Do you do it because you have to? Or do you do it because of love?
When I was finished, I had found a huge blessing poured down on me.
I do it all because I love Him. And because He loves me.
God is always by my side. He listens to my (sometimes silly) prayers. He can see all the sins, faults, and ugliness in my heart and He loves me just the same. He will never leave me nor forsake me. (Deuteronomy 31:6) He loves me with a love that lasts forever. (Jeremiah 31:3) He knows my every thought. (Psalm 139:2) He sees my every tear. (Psalm 56:8) He knows the number of hair on my head. (Luke 12:7)
How could I not love Him in return?
But I want you to ask yourself the same question. Are you reading the Bible like Ms. Judith? Are you missing the point? Why do you do what you do? Is this all for show? Or is it real?
Maybe if you write down your answer, you can see it more clearly. I wrote a poem to express my thoughts. Do whatever you need to do to find out the Truth.
Examine your life.
What did you find? Why do you read the Bible, pray, and seek God? Also, have you ever witnessed to someone who had missed the point of everything? Share your thoughts in the comments!
Okay...so maybe it wasn't quite witnessing. But it was an amazing experience. Should I start from the beginning?
My mom, three little sisters, two little brothers, and I were selling trying to sell blackberry plants, fresh blackberries, and frozen blackberries at the farmer's market in town. We didn't actually sell that much, but who cares? Thankfully, God blessed us with an overcast day as we sat under the tent displaying out juicy produce. And as we were hanging out there by ourselves...up walks Ms. Judith.
We've actually met her before. She lives quite close to our road. But because she is single and lives alone in the middle of the country, she likes to go to town often and talk. And talk. And talk. Haha.
So this is basically how our conversation with her went:
Me: direct the conversation towards GodMs. Judith: talk on and on over my headMom: leads the conversation back to important issuesMs. Judith: talk on and on over both of our heads
Yeah...so it was a really hard situation. *sigh* Ms. Judith is very smart. Extremely smart. (Now I'm wondering why she lives in a tiny, backwards town like ours?) She knows the Bible very well. She's read the entire Book numerous times. She has studied all of the famous works, scientists, etc. There is only one problem. She missed everything.
When Mom asked her, "Is Jesus as the Son of God?" Ms. Judith replied with, "Those words don't actually appear in the Bible. It was a mis-translation." She believes that "all religions lead to God"...but she isn't sure that there is a God. (quite confusing, I know.) She says that she is a morally good person. The only sin she has committed, she told us, is the sin of omission. (not doing what you know you should do) She doesn't kill any animal. Not even poisonous spiders or rattlesnakes. (Eek!) She doesn't believe in abortion. Thus, she must be a "good" person. However, she also admitted that she isn't humble enough to accept that she is a sinner.
At the end of our conversation, Mom said what I had been thinking the whole time. "The Bible says that you must come to God, trusting as a child, or you will miss it all. (Matthew 18:3) You are too smart for your own good. I think you've missed the point."
How sad. How could someone be so smart...but lack true wisdom? How could they read the entire Bible, study it for years, and come away from that experience believing that it's a flawed book with translation errors?
But this is what I gained from the conversation:
What if someone came to me and asked me why I believe the way I do? What would I say?
Why do I love God? Why do I read the Bible?
So I sat down and prayed about it. I want you to do the same. Ask God. Find out what is behind your actions. Do you do it because you have to? Or do you do it because of love?
When I was finished, I had found a huge blessing poured down on me.
I do it all because I love Him. And because He loves me.
God is always by my side. He listens to my (sometimes silly) prayers. He can see all the sins, faults, and ugliness in my heart and He loves me just the same. He will never leave me nor forsake me. (Deuteronomy 31:6) He loves me with a love that lasts forever. (Jeremiah 31:3) He knows my every thought. (Psalm 139:2) He sees my every tear. (Psalm 56:8) He knows the number of hair on my head. (Luke 12:7)
How could I not love Him in return?
But I want you to ask yourself the same question. Are you reading the Bible like Ms. Judith? Are you missing the point? Why do you do what you do? Is this all for show? Or is it real?
Maybe if you write down your answer, you can see it more clearly. I wrote a poem to express my thoughts. Do whatever you need to do to find out the Truth.
Examine your life.
What did you find? Why do you read the Bible, pray, and seek God? Also, have you ever witnessed to someone who had missed the point of everything? Share your thoughts in the comments!
August 1, 2016
I Want to Learn ASL
I had a question from one of my amazing readers! Thank you sooooo much! I love hearing from you! =) I thought I would answer it here in this blog post for you all to read! Enjoy!
In case you didn't know, ASL stands for American Sign Language. This is a language like no other. YOU CAN TALK WITH YOUR HANDS!!!!! It's such a beautiful, expressive language. Ever since I began to learn it many years ago, I have been enamored with ASL. So...if you are wanting to learn ASL (or if you want to see how I did it), this post is for you!
How I Began
In November of 2013, a missionary couple to Nicaragua stayed at our home. The husband was Deaf. As a couple, they ministered to the Deaf in Central America. Thus, they could correspond in English, Spanish, American Sign Language, and Spanish Sign Language. (4 languages!) At that point, I only knew the ASL alphabet very roughly. After meeting them, I was inspired. I, along with two siblings and five neighbors, began to learn sign language together. We met once a week or so to practice and learn new signs. (as well as play fun ASL games...hehe)
Sadly, one of our neighbors moved away. In addition, I was wanting something more. Sure, learning signs is awesome! But without the accountability of being in a formal class, I wasn't learning as fast as I wanted to. Thus, I got a professional teacher online! Our class met every Tuesday on the internet. We learned more signs, ASL grammar, and ASL history. We also memorized Bible verses in ASL and a song! It was amazing.
This year I am continuing to take ASL 2 with the same teacher. And after that, I hope to take ASL 3. (There's no #4! *sob*) I am in no way fluent yet! But it has been an extraordinary experience and one that I want to continue. It's one of my dreams to adopt Deaf children and give them a normal home, raising them to love the Lord...while speaking in ASL.
How You Can Learn ASL (for free!)
So...do you want to learn ASL? If so, here are some of the resources that I have used (and continue to use!). These ones are allllllll free too!
ASLPro.com
I use ASLPro mainly for its wonderful dictionary. It has thousands of signs, which you can learn through their handy video clips! They also have other resources, but I have enjoyed using the following website better.
American Sign Language University (ASLU)
This site also has a great dictionary! When I can't find the right sign on ASLPro, ASLU usually has the sign I need. But there are other resources that are valuable on this site. ASLU has a finger-spelling learning tool and a finger-spelling practicing tool to help you learn your ASL abc's. =) If you are struggling with understanding numbers from 1-1,000,000, they also have a number practicing tool. There are even self-study lessons, so that you can learn from home. Thus, if you are hoping to learn ASL for free at home, ASLU is the way to do it!
How You Can Learn ASL (not for free)
I know...it's sad isn't it? Why can't everything be free?! But if you are dedicated to learning ASL, spending money might be the best way to become fluent. Or, if you are like me, maybe having a real teacher give you grades helps you become consistent. If so, here is how I learned ASL. Landry Academy
I took ASL 1 through Landry Academy. They have wonderful classes in many different subjects! (I also take a community group through Landry called Reservation For Two) ASL 1 teaches you the basics of ASL - finger-spelling, hundreds of signs, the history of ASL, famous Deaf celebrities, Bible verses in ASL and lots more! The teacher is wonderful! I couldn't recommend him enough. (He even has ASL humor times in his classes!) The link to see more about this class is here. It will take you to the course catalog. Click COURSES and select American Sign Language I for more information about the class and the teacher. =) The class is almost full so make sure to sign up as soon as possible!!!!
Did you notice that the class costs $780? I know! It's really expensive. =( But, there is hope! Landry often has fun deals if you subscribe to their newsletter. This is how my family affords it. =) If you subscribe, you may have to wait until next year to get a class at a lower cost, but it's worth it!
American Sign Language the Easy Way
If you can't take the Landry class, the textbook they use is still extremely handy! It has many signs and information about ASL. This is a great option if you want to self-study, and it's a lot cheaper. ;)
Thanks for sticking through this not-as-interesting post! =) I hope I have helped some of you by sharing my ASL story and how you can begin your own. There are surly hundreds of other options, but these are the ones I am familiar with. =)
Questions? (I would love to answer them!) Have you learned ASL with any other sites/resources? Or are you a new learner interested in sign language? Comment below!
July 29, 2016
Farewell July
How would I describe my July? Rain. Rain. And more rain. It was allllll lovely. =) Who doesn't enjoy a beautiful rainstorm in the middle of the country? I was also able to experience a strike of lightning touch the earth only 100 feet away from us while we were in the car. Talk about loudness! We were all shaken, but it was a glorious reminder of the power of our God!
And black berries. Lots of blackberries. But you can read for yourself. =)
Adventures in Life:
I passed the CLEP test Introductory Psychology!!! (and I am DONE with psychology for the rest of my life!) =) Woohoooo! I finished my online college class Men of the Bible! *sob* But I will miss it so much! The teacher commented on every assignment...and THANKED me for taking the class. =) She is the sweetest! My favorite part was that we had no textbook - only the Bible! What a way to earn college credit! =) But the tears... =( My family celebrated the 4th of July by watching fireworks! =) My older brothers also competed in a kayak race and won...and my little sisters performed in a flash mob performance! My little brother Josiah stared his own vlog! Presenting............ Faith Warrior Films! Check it out and you'll be able to read encouraging, Christian posts and see videos with some of my siblings as actors. =) (and you'll make his day if you subscribe!!!) ;) We picked at least 30 gallons of blackberries from our bushes. (which is calculated to be around 150 lbs of berries!) =) We also picked tons of cucumbers, squash, zucchini, and other garden goodies. Yum.I had the privilege of being an pre-reader/editor to Alea Harper's masterpiece, The Clockshifter! I can't wait until this comes out. You all HAVE to read it!I also was able to be a pre-reader for Jordy Leigh's masterpiece Omnipotent! Another amazing piece to be on the look for!
Books I Read: 7
Peace, Be Still by Amanda TeroCoffee Cake Days by Amanda TeroA.D. 33 by Ted DekkerThe Assassination Plot by Ed DunlopThe Heart of a Woman Who Prays by Elizabeth GeorgeThe Invisible Friend by Lois Walfrid JohnsonThe Princess Adelina by Julie Sutter
My Favorite(s):All of these books were really good! My top three favorites (I know, I know...but I couldn't decide!) are A.D. 33, The Heart of a Woman Who Prays, and The Invisible Friend! =)
My Least Favorite:I liked them all. =) But if I had to pick a least favorite...I guess I would go with Coffee Cake Days. That is just because it wasn't "amazing" but "pretty good." =)
My New Creations:
I wrote 19,451 words this month! I am getting close to being done with my second rough draft of Emblem of Hope! I can't wait to perfect it and send it to readers. *happy sigh*
Blog Friends:Check out these other amazing posts!! =) Joy in Trials (My First Real Blogpost!)From Faith Warrior Films by Josiah Chad
Sharing My Story ~ Chapter 1 From the blog The Left Handed Typist by Abigayle Ellison
What a Bikini Taught Me about Modesty From Project Inspired (I am not subscribed to this website, but I enjoyed the post)
Blog Posts:
Did you miss one of these posts this month?
How did your July go? Did you read any amazing posts recently? Has it been a rainy month for you? Comment below!
And black berries. Lots of blackberries. But you can read for yourself. =)
Adventures in Life:
I passed the CLEP test Introductory Psychology!!! (and I am DONE with psychology for the rest of my life!) =) Woohoooo! I finished my online college class Men of the Bible! *sob* But I will miss it so much! The teacher commented on every assignment...and THANKED me for taking the class. =) She is the sweetest! My favorite part was that we had no textbook - only the Bible! What a way to earn college credit! =) But the tears... =( My family celebrated the 4th of July by watching fireworks! =) My older brothers also competed in a kayak race and won...and my little sisters performed in a flash mob performance! My little brother Josiah stared his own vlog! Presenting............ Faith Warrior Films! Check it out and you'll be able to read encouraging, Christian posts and see videos with some of my siblings as actors. =) (and you'll make his day if you subscribe!!!) ;) We picked at least 30 gallons of blackberries from our bushes. (which is calculated to be around 150 lbs of berries!) =) We also picked tons of cucumbers, squash, zucchini, and other garden goodies. Yum.I had the privilege of being an pre-reader/editor to Alea Harper's masterpiece, The Clockshifter! I can't wait until this comes out. You all HAVE to read it!I also was able to be a pre-reader for Jordy Leigh's masterpiece Omnipotent! Another amazing piece to be on the look for!
Books I Read: 7
Peace, Be Still by Amanda TeroCoffee Cake Days by Amanda TeroA.D. 33 by Ted DekkerThe Assassination Plot by Ed DunlopThe Heart of a Woman Who Prays by Elizabeth GeorgeThe Invisible Friend by Lois Walfrid JohnsonThe Princess Adelina by Julie Sutter
My Favorite(s):All of these books were really good! My top three favorites (I know, I know...but I couldn't decide!) are A.D. 33, The Heart of a Woman Who Prays, and The Invisible Friend! =)
My Least Favorite:I liked them all. =) But if I had to pick a least favorite...I guess I would go with Coffee Cake Days. That is just because it wasn't "amazing" but "pretty good." =)
My New Creations:
I wrote 19,451 words this month! I am getting close to being done with my second rough draft of Emblem of Hope! I can't wait to perfect it and send it to readers. *happy sigh*
Blog Friends:Check out these other amazing posts!! =) Joy in Trials (My First Real Blogpost!)From Faith Warrior Films by Josiah Chad
Sharing My Story ~ Chapter 1 From the blog The Left Handed Typist by Abigayle Ellison
What a Bikini Taught Me about Modesty From Project Inspired (I am not subscribed to this website, but I enjoyed the post)
Blog Posts:
Did you miss one of these posts this month?
How did your July go? Did you read any amazing posts recently? Has it been a rainy month for you? Comment below!
