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“I looked into your eyes and I saw 2 distinct wormholes. One longer than the other, that's when I gave you THAT smile. Because you thought I'd be afraid. I wasn't, I was astounded at your beautiful mind.”
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“Today I embrace that I do care what some people think. But I refuse to present myself in any other way than honestly. I had to box myself in my whole life to stay safe. I'm not doing that anymore.
It doesn't mean I don't need to work on things or change a few things. Ofcourse I do we all do. But I accept that it's ok to be where I am and the responsibility of loving myself right where I am.
I'm not perfect. I don't want to be. I am sarcastic as fuck and clingy to some. Sorry about that clingees. I cry for no reason, I hate crowds. The sun blinds me and my inner monolog drowns the outer world to utter silence.
But I'm also loyal as fuck, honest when it even if it hurts. Repsectful...mostly. I swear like every other word. I hate being boxed in any way.
I like dissecting people. I need to know the driving forces behind everything.
I would have made a great detective. I have a way of reading people .... that's unique...I do not simply assess the tonal quality the structure of the way you arranged the words but the inflection as well as how the body language matches up to the words. Thats not it. Everyone does that and interprets it to their own ways of processing. I also feel the person.
I can sort of ..adapt? To The environment and there's an energy about everyone and I use that to Guage everything.
I know what isn't said because I'm fluent in all forms of communication. The sad reason is I had to read a room from a young age.
Sometimes I don't always understand what I need to change about myself in order to be the most honorable version of myself spiritually but I know enough to know enough about myself to know that I Guage what's right to me and it doesn't matter if that means the crowd will crucify me. I simply will not squish into that box and that is why my life's been hard. Because as far back as I can remember it didn't matter what they said was right, I knew. And sometimes I knew different and tried to help them see the way but I was met with harsh crowd control measures and forced to conformity.
I rebelled myself all the way to ....that's a different story. I shall continue another day.”
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It doesn't mean I don't need to work on things or change a few things. Ofcourse I do we all do. But I accept that it's ok to be where I am and the responsibility of loving myself right where I am.
I'm not perfect. I don't want to be. I am sarcastic as fuck and clingy to some. Sorry about that clingees. I cry for no reason, I hate crowds. The sun blinds me and my inner monolog drowns the outer world to utter silence.
But I'm also loyal as fuck, honest when it even if it hurts. Repsectful...mostly. I swear like every other word. I hate being boxed in any way.
I like dissecting people. I need to know the driving forces behind everything.
I would have made a great detective. I have a way of reading people .... that's unique...I do not simply assess the tonal quality the structure of the way you arranged the words but the inflection as well as how the body language matches up to the words. Thats not it. Everyone does that and interprets it to their own ways of processing. I also feel the person.
I can sort of ..adapt? To The environment and there's an energy about everyone and I use that to Guage everything.
I know what isn't said because I'm fluent in all forms of communication. The sad reason is I had to read a room from a young age.
Sometimes I don't always understand what I need to change about myself in order to be the most honorable version of myself spiritually but I know enough to know enough about myself to know that I Guage what's right to me and it doesn't matter if that means the crowd will crucify me. I simply will not squish into that box and that is why my life's been hard. Because as far back as I can remember it didn't matter what they said was right, I knew. And sometimes I knew different and tried to help them see the way but I was met with harsh crowd control measures and forced to conformity.
I rebelled myself all the way to ....that's a different story. I shall continue another day.”
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“Dear moon,
You are not just a giant ball of cheese that gets eaten and replaced every month. You are a mysterious goddess of art”
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You are not just a giant ball of cheese that gets eaten and replaced every month. You are a mysterious goddess of art”
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“I I wish I hadn't made lemonade out of those lemons life handed me and instead SQUIRTED THEM IN THE EYE OF MY ENEMIES…
hahaha, who am I kidding? Then I'd be all like damn it made poor choices and squirted you in the eye when I could have made lemonade. And then I wouldn't sleep for a week and would commit to hydrating eye drops first thing in the morning, cupcakes for a week, and an oath to make lemonade always and forever. And ever.
Visine would be a bad ... idea..eye-dea...there's no hope here I bid you a good day”
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hahaha, who am I kidding? Then I'd be all like damn it made poor choices and squirted you in the eye when I could have made lemonade. And then I wouldn't sleep for a week and would commit to hydrating eye drops first thing in the morning, cupcakes for a week, and an oath to make lemonade always and forever. And ever.
Visine would be a bad ... idea..eye-dea...there's no hope here I bid you a good day”
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“Seeking approval...is the emotion behind the behavior being analyzed well? I think so but what I think is missing is proper guage of the most effective response.
The prediction of emotion is covered but in the moment of struggle, it's wired sort of differently. Their approval-seeking is in hyperdrive and they immediately presume I didn't do it right so they don't like me anymore ..here comes the outburst
The slightest change would fix so much...
Name the feelin' for them...you feel frustrated...you feel disappointed...angry
That's ok..OK...
I feel that way when I....too
THEN correct
Addressing the fact that they want to reject you or themselves first would make a stronger bridge...more trust...harder working clients who eventually see themselves the way you see them.”
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The prediction of emotion is covered but in the moment of struggle, it's wired sort of differently. Their approval-seeking is in hyperdrive and they immediately presume I didn't do it right so they don't like me anymore ..here comes the outburst
The slightest change would fix so much...
Name the feelin' for them...you feel frustrated...you feel disappointed...angry
That's ok..OK...
I feel that way when I....too
THEN correct
Addressing the fact that they want to reject you or themselves first would make a stronger bridge...more trust...harder working clients who eventually see themselves the way you see them.”
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“I've learned in the past because I've been deeply hurt by someone who had a responsibility to care for me before, not every moment was awful. There were good times, some of my life's biggest accomplishments came during this time with my husband.
It isn't one or the other- it is 2 things.”
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It isn't one or the other- it is 2 things.”
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“I want to go on a picnic with you and watch the clouds
I want to save random wildlife that does not need to be saved with you
I want to go out dancing with you
I want late-night talks until dawn
Frosty mornings with coffee and a blanket
Let's make music together
Write
No art is bad
No thought is too far fetched
No joke too lame
Come sit with me for a while
Let's be still”
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I want to save random wildlife that does not need to be saved with you
I want to go out dancing with you
I want late-night talks until dawn
Frosty mornings with coffee and a blanket
Let's make music together
Write
No art is bad
No thought is too far fetched
No joke too lame
Come sit with me for a while
Let's be still”
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“Like are you prepared?
The dazzle is strong here:
I was dating this boy named Bobby
He showed up at my front door
He bought me a valentines present
But it was November 4th
He knocked on the door so proud
That he'd bought me this present
I opened it up and gave him a scowl
Guess what yall
He bought me mudflaps....baby
I don't even own a truck
He's Got me out here in the driveway
Puttin on a nut and bolt
Then he drove me down an old dirt road
And he said how you like your gift my yo
And I said are you fucking kidding me, man?
I can't believe that you bought meeeee
Som fuckin mudflaps baby
I don't even own a truck
He said you don't understand my lady
I bought them for us.....
He said I wanted to take you out in the field
But is muddy as shit and were going uphill
So bet your ass I saw them flaps and said to myself
My baby gets the best deal someone fucking
*Music stops just claps*
Mudflaps baby
I don't even own a truck
He's hot me out here in the driveway
Putting on a nut and bolt
The end.
Dazzled. I told you”
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The dazzle is strong here:
I was dating this boy named Bobby
He showed up at my front door
He bought me a valentines present
But it was November 4th
He knocked on the door so proud
That he'd bought me this present
I opened it up and gave him a scowl
Guess what yall
He bought me mudflaps....baby
I don't even own a truck
He's Got me out here in the driveway
Puttin on a nut and bolt
Then he drove me down an old dirt road
And he said how you like your gift my yo
And I said are you fucking kidding me, man?
I can't believe that you bought meeeee
Som fuckin mudflaps baby
I don't even own a truck
He said you don't understand my lady
I bought them for us.....
He said I wanted to take you out in the field
But is muddy as shit and were going uphill
So bet your ass I saw them flaps and said to myself
My baby gets the best deal someone fucking
*Music stops just claps*
Mudflaps baby
I don't even own a truck
He's hot me out here in the driveway
Putting on a nut and bolt
The end.
Dazzled. I told you”
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“I re-read a dream I had in 2021. In that dream, I was in the same house but a whole new family lived there. I walked into the kitchen and they all walked around me as if I weren't there. I said hello and they ignored me and I woke up. I woke up feeling scared from the dream and didn't know why because I interpreted the dream as stress from being ignored by housemates.
Reading that with a new lens sends shivers down my spine”
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Reading that with a new lens sends shivers down my spine”
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“I just imaginary hugged myself and inner monologed I love you, bro”
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“I did it again. I got excited thinking maybe I had found my place in the world.
It never fails to break my heart when I find out I'm wrong.”
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It never fails to break my heart when I find out I'm wrong.”
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“Bees can do math but I can't, wtf”
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“So in 2020 during quarantine, I went on a hike.
I saw an enormous snake. Like his head was the size of my hand.
I of course organized a search and rescue party for the snake.
We never found him.
But now I can say this sentence when someone asks about my early covid days…
"I spent my time doing things like organizing a 10-man search and rescue party for a snake”
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I saw an enormous snake. Like his head was the size of my hand.
I of course organized a search and rescue party for the snake.
We never found him.
But now I can say this sentence when someone asks about my early covid days…
"I spent my time doing things like organizing a 10-man search and rescue party for a snake”
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