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146 pages, Paperback
First published March 1, 1998
"We don't morph ants anymore because they scared all of us, but mostly Marco," Cassie pointed out. "We don't ever talk about morphing termites because of my problems with them. What's the difference?"
"The difference is you all decided I was the leader," I said. "That's the difference. A leader may be just as weak or scared or doubtful as anyone else. But he isn't allowed to show it. People say they want leaders to be just like them, but I don't think so. People want leaders to act the way people wish they could act themselves. Marco and Rachel and Tobias and Ax don't want me to give them permission to be scared. They want me to help them to be brave."
Cassie looked at me a long time and I looked away, feeling uncomfortable.
"We didn't do you any favor when we made you leader, did we?" Cassie asked.
I forced a grim smile. "There's something else a leader doesn't do," I said. "Complain about being a leader."
"We did pick the right person, though," she said.
It felt like getting hit in the face with a sledgehammer! But it was like getting hit and not caring. I felt the impact. But my rhinoceros body was used to impact. It was built for impact.
I asked, too blind to be sure.
Marco said.
I kept running. This time it was just chain link. I felt something sort of tug at my horn.
I asked.
Cassie said.
“In a lot of ways being a kid is worse than being an adult. You have the same things to deal with: friends, temptations, love and hate, and all that. Only you don't have the two great weapons that adults have to help them."
I cocked an eye at her. "What two great weapons?"
"Well, the first is experience. Experience maybe doesn't make you smarter, but it means you can think, 'Hey, I had something like this happen once before, and I survived.'"
"Okay, I'll ask: What's the second great weapon?"
She looked right at me. "You are, Jake. Because as your mom, I can look at you and think, 'Oh, man, as bad as I feel right now, as bad as things may be, at least it isn't as bad as being a teenager.'”