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222 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 4, 2014
"Please don't ever let me go," Jonathan whispered.
Eddie wrapped his arms around him and drew him closer.
"Never. Hey. Look at me," Eddie said, Jonathan tilted his head up, and Eddie gave him a gentle smile. "Never. I'll always be here."
You can’t run away forever, the annoying voice chided him. Jonathan wrapped a mental hand around its throat and warned it that if it spoke again, he would choke the life out of it. In fear, the voice quieted.
It also occurred to him that, in the process of making the yard produce what they wanted it to, the earth had to be scarred and beaten up.
He wondered when it would end, when it would eventually get better. He had been to therapists, talked about it with them, talked about it with close friends, talked about it with his siblings, and sometimes he could get by like that. Then other times, the poison built up too quickly and made him sick again. It could bring him to the brink of madness and break his heart and make him afraid of the world again. It made him want to be reckless, drink excessively, find a drug dealer, find a stranger whom he didn’t have to care about, anything that would give him the ability to leave his tormented...
"But I guess no matter where you go, there you are. We’ve been through hell already, fighting to stay together, and now of all things, of all the craziest things in the world to happen, we wander right into hell again.”
“I’d rather spend every day of my life in hell with you than a single day in heaven with you nowhere to be found.”
"I let you drag me here because there isn’t a place in the world I would rather be than wherever you go."