“That’s what the dead would tell the living, if they could—to grab hold of joy whenever it comes.”
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Defy the Stars is a YA space opera set in a not-so-distant future, where humans have overpopulated Earth and consequently sought planets to colonize. Gates housing wormholes that allow for travel between these different planets connects Earth to the rest of the galaxy, and one of the former colony worlds, Genesis, has declared independence from Earth before the start of this book. Earth and Genesis have been engaged in the Liberty War ever since.
Noemi Vidal is a soldier of Genesis, willing to sacrifice herself for her planet's freedom. In a space battle against Earth's Mech Army - AI robots with enhanced combat ability - Noemi must dock her ship in an abandoned enemy spacecraft to save her injured friend. Unexpectedly, she runs into Abel, the most advanced model of Mech ever designed.
Abandoned for decades in an empty spacecraft, all Abel wants is to be reunited with his creator, Burton Mansfield - to be free. But when Noemi finds him, they are instant enemies. To the people of Genesis, Mechs are soulless abominations. To Earth, the people of Genesis are violent rebels. Forced by chance to work together, Abel and Noemi find that they have more in common than they thought. Embarking on a journey across the galaxy, their mission to end the Liberty War leads to Noemi learning more about her enemy, and Abel learning what it means to be human.
I would've passed this off as a typical YA science-fiction romance if it hadn't come highly recommended to me from multiple reader friends. I picked up the audio book on a whim, and I'm so happy I did!
For one, Defy the Stars has a lot more depth than I thought it would. The book starts off with a bang, and never loses momentum. Tragedy strikes Noemi early on, and I was surprised by how moved I was by the trajectory of the story. I teared up. Gray's beautiful writing isn't bogged down by unnecessary description, and packs a major punch with minimal prose. I instantly latched on to both Abel and Noemi, and their voices were distinct in my mind. I fell in love with them both.
The planet-hopping adventures, high-stakes plot, and shocking reveals were all extremely entertaining. I couldn't put this book down! The heart and soul of Defy the Stars, though, are its characters. Abel and Noemi shine like intricate constellations in this story. They're amazing characters on their own, and even better together.
Noemi is fierce, practical, and carries immense trauma from her past. She was very young when her parents died, and was taken in by the Gatsons. She grew to love Esther, her adopted sister, but never really considered herself deserving of love thanks to her upbringing. She doesn't think of herself as good or important, but Noemi's vibrant heart and intense devotion to her planet shines through the narrative brilliantly. She's smart, badass, and vulnerable. I loved her instantly.
“Sometimes she wishes she could turn herself inside out. That way people would see the good in her before they saw the bad.”
Abel is the most advanced Mech ever created, a robot built in the image of his creator when he was a young man - Burton Mansfield. Due to Abel's abandonment on a lone spacecraft for 30+ years, his programming evolved from that of a traditional Mech's - Abel had time to think of humanity and emotions, eventually developing the ability to dream. To Noemi's astonishment, Abel has a soul. It's a devastating revelation that shakes through the core of this story. How can a robot have dreams, desires, human feelings? Abel's character, and gradual development and understanding of human nature throughout this book, was expertly done. I just adore him, okay?
“Better to be hated by Noemi than to be irrelevant to her. That reaction seems irrational—emotional—and yet Abel knows it to be true. Or maybe he's malfunctioning more badly than he realized.”
I was expecting, even craving a romance with this book, but I was pleased to find the relationship between Abel and Noemi to be realistic and extremely slow-burn. It was wonderful. Both understand each other in a way that warmed my heart. Abel and Noemi are two lonely souls that found themselves in each other, and just...do you ever cry? They're so suited for one another. Abel respects Noemi and admires her strength and intelligence. Noemi values Abel as a person and respects his decisions. They ultimately confront their prejudices in a realistic way, and Noemi's opinion of Abel and his kind doesn't change because she's wooed by his pretty eyes. Her opinion changes when she realizes he has a soul.
Also, I really appreciated their banter. It was hilarious, and even though Abel is a robot and he's not technically supposed to have a sense of humor, his dry frankness matched with Noemi's no-bullshit attitude beautifully.
“I thought you were opposed to engaging in prostitution to fund our travels.” “That’s not what I—is prostitution your answer for everything?”
The romance in this book was God tier: minimal, intelligently written, and brimming with heart and soul. I absolutely loved it. Witnessing both these characters learning to love one another made me believe in love, and I just. CAN'T.
“As he hugs her closer, he feels a kind of pain indistinguishable from joy. Is this what humans feel, when they embrace the one they love? But it can't be. Humans may mistreat those they love. Sometimes they abandon them entirely. They couldn't do that if they felt the way Abel feels in this moment. They couldn't even imagine it.”
*sniffles*
The world-building, while not overly complex, kept me intrigued, and I really enjoyed Noemi and Abel adventuring to all the different planets in Earth's system of colony worlds. Along the way, our duo run into some wonderful side characters that I was surprisingly taken by. Virginia was a lighthearted brainiac with a major lack of damage control, and I really enjoyed her dynamic with our two leads. Ephraim proved to be likable and interesting, and Zayan and Harriet were wonderful! Even the villain was fleshed out - he possessed a complex relationship with Abel, and I enjoyed the emotional conflict it created.
I'm honestly so pleased. Were some plot elements a little too convenient? Yeah, maybe. And was this the most original book ever? No, but I enjoyed the hell out of it.
Defy the Stars was wonderful. On top of having a fast-paced, action-packed plot with interesting world-building and high stakes, the characters were well-written, realistic people with emotional arcs. Abel and Noemi develop a tentative friendship turned romance that's slow-burn, respectful, and healthy. Themes discussing humanity, artificial intelligence, and what it means to have a soul shine throughout the narrative, creating an emotionally resonant story that I couldn't help but love. Really, this book was way better than I could have ever imagined.
I highly recommend this series, especially if you enjoy science fiction or want a new, fresh YA to dive into! The audio book is especially magnificent, and the narrators' voices are so good. Seriously, more people need to read this book. It's fantastic!
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“The opposite of faith isn’t doubt. The opposite of faith is certainty.”