This story touches on a lot of topics. The death penalty, abuse, motherhood, how far one can be willing to go to protect what's theirs, and family. A lot was packed into this book, but it never lost my attention.
If I hadn't read the blurb before the book, I still would have known there was something wrong with Lance. Even while he was still wearing the facade of perfect man, I found him to be simply too much. Too generous, too macho, too overbearing. Didn't like him much from the beginning. It's hard for many people to see beyond how a potential romantic partner presents themself in the beginning, and Kristy was no exception. Having birthed her son as a teenager and raised him as a single parent, Kristy also lacked the sort of experience most people have with dating. She didn't stand a chance against the charming, handsome Lance.
Kristy works as a public information officer for the Texas Department of Criminal Justice. Death is part of her job. The hardest part is witnessing executions. She also has to mediate between the staff, the prisoners, and the press. It's not a glamorous job, and she never intended it to be her career. The pay supports her little family though. She can't deny that sometimes her job bothers her sometimes, but she does it diligently. Her world is rocked when she actually begins to believe Clifton Harris, a man convicted of murdering his children and sentenced to death, may be innocent.
In the beginning of the story, it's just her, her ailing father, and her teenage son. Until Lance worms his way in, using her son to get closer to Kristy. They have a fantastic relationship until they're married and Lance snaps on her one night, smacking her face when she's about to drunkenly smoke a cigarette, which she did very rarely. She's stunned. She tells herself it was one time, one overreaction. He loves her. But it doesn't stop at one time. (Once is too many, anyway.) Her father and son Ryan are blind to his true nature, but he keeps getting worse and worse. She's now terrified of the man she married, for good reason. When she finally decides she's had enough and tells him she wants out, he injures her severely and threatens Pops and Ryan, who mean everything to her.
How can she escape without her family getting hurt? Lance is conniving, and has fooled everyone she knows. He's the selfless one, marrying a single woman with a teenage son and caring for him as if he's his own, even kind and charming to her father. She thinks there's no way out that'll guarantee the safety of her loved ones... unless she kills him. Kristy knows what gets murders caught. She knows how they slip up. She thinks she might be able to pull it off... but does she have the strength?
I'm not going to lie, the chapters with Clifton were some of my favorite parts. Good people are wrongfully convicted. It happens, the system isn't perfect. I spent the whole book on edge... wondering if he was innocent, and if he'd be saved. Wondering if Kristy could commit murder and get away with it. Intense! The ending wasn't perfect to me, but still earned four stars.
I received an ARC of this book from Net Galley and Hachette Book Group, thank you! My review is honest and unbiased.