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Seventeen year-old Daphne Janus is floored when her parents agree to let her accompany her best friend to a getaway resort on an island off the coast of California. She doesn't know her parents have sent her to the Purgatorium as a last-ditch effort to save their child.
Her best friend and life-long neighbor takes her to a mostly uninhabited island with a wildlife preserve on one side and Chumash Indian ruins on the “haunted” side. The resort might be beautiful, the beach pristine, and the views from the headland amazing, but strange things begin to happen that soon have Daphne running for her life. At first she finds the therapeutic games thrilling: the ghosts that visit her room, the dropping elevator, and the kayak incident are actually kind of fun once she recovers from them. But when her horse bucks her off during a trail ride and she becomes lost on the haunted side of the island, it’s not fun anymore, and she wonders if her parents have sent her there to help her or to punish her.
Seventeen year-old Daphne Janus is floored when her parents agree to let her accompany her best friend to a getaway resort on an island off the coast of California. She doesn't know her parents have sent her to the Purgatorium as a last-ditch effort to save their child.
Her best friend and life-long neighbor takes her to a mostly uninhabited island with a wildlife preserve on one side and Chumash Indian ruins on the “haunted” side. The resort might be beautiful, the beach pristine, and the views from the headland amazing, but strange things begin to happen that soon have Daphne running for her life. At first she finds the therapeutic games thrilling: the ghosts that visit her room, the dropping elevator, and the kayak incident are actually kind of fun once she recovers from them. But when her horse bucks her off during a trail ride and she becomes lost on the haunted side of the island, it’s not fun anymore, and she wonders if her parents have sent her there to help her or to punish her.
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September 11, 2018
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"You are not living.
You are one of the dead!"
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☆☆☆☆4 SHIVERY STARS!☆☆☆☆
The Purgatorium is a horror,physiological young adult novel filled with intense and thrilling moments.I was pretty caught up with this book since the moment I started it.I felt it very difficult to turn the pages before reading them like two or three times because I must admit this is a very deep book,and you have to fully understand it to enjoy the novel.And I did,I did enjoy almost every part of it.So different from other novels!
The writing style is unique.Also the story,and there were moments I didn't know if something was really happening or it was just another of Daphne's hallucinations.The plot is so complicated ,yet so beautifully thought and written.
You can see the characters' development,especially Daphne's.The author did a really good job with colliding the thoughts,the feelings and the actions of the characters.In the first part of the book you can relate so much with Daphne because she blames herself even that it was not her fault,and at her age a lot of teenagers do that.
I also enjoyed the romance in this book.It didn't come much into surface of the book,was not made a big deal,and for that I must give the credit to the author for not turning this beautiful novel into a fluffy one.
I really dig the author's purgatorium.It's so different from what I did take as the certain place and there were some pretty cool scenes I would love to see in the screen.
So the story follows a girl who is sent to an Island from her parents as a kind of a therapy.She thinks she's there to enjoy the beautiful Resort but everything changes when things start to happen to her.Will she survive with all the depression and the trauma she carries from her part and the events that are happening in this place called"The Purgatorium"?
I recommend this book to all the readers out there.It's a great,thrilling novel and it is relatable because it discusses problems such as suicide and depression.
April 25, 2015
Very good read! Read the whole thing in one sitting at the coffee shop! thrilling and suspenseful! can't wait to carry on with the series!
June 3, 2015
I know that I’m in the minority for disliking this novel, but I had a hard time getting through it. There are just too many problems for me to overlook.
Daphne believes that she is going on vacation with her best friend, but when she gets to the island, she discovers that she has been tricked into going to a therapeutic resort for people with mental health issues. She is forced to participate in “games” that confuse and terrify her.
The plot is fast-paced, and the descriptions of the island are beautiful, but the writing is mostly lackluster, and the story isn’t believable. The way that mental illness is depicted isn’t realistic. The “games” are all silly, cruel, or both. I couldn’t understand why Daphne continued to go along with them, especially at the end of the book. Over the course of the novel, everyone she loves lies to her. She’s put in physical danger many times. Her body is altered without her consent. She’s even tricked into committing animal abuse. Why isn’t she angry about this?
I also had a hard time with the number of underdeveloped secondary characters. They were all just names to me. I kept having to flip back through the pages to remind myself who they are.
The premise of this book is intriguing, but the story fell flat for me.
Daphne believes that she is going on vacation with her best friend, but when she gets to the island, she discovers that she has been tricked into going to a therapeutic resort for people with mental health issues. She is forced to participate in “games” that confuse and terrify her.
The plot is fast-paced, and the descriptions of the island are beautiful, but the writing is mostly lackluster, and the story isn’t believable. The way that mental illness is depicted isn’t realistic. The “games” are all silly, cruel, or both. I couldn’t understand why Daphne continued to go along with them, especially at the end of the book. Over the course of the novel, everyone she loves lies to her. She’s put in physical danger many times. Her body is altered without her consent. She’s even tricked into committing animal abuse. Why isn’t she angry about this?
I also had a hard time with the number of underdeveloped secondary characters. They were all just names to me. I kept having to flip back through the pages to remind myself who they are.
The premise of this book is intriguing, but the story fell flat for me.
July 16, 2015
It kept me on my toes and I could not turn the pages fast enough to find out why Daphine was there at the island. I enjoyed it so much I read the book in 5 days.
June 12, 2015
This story had me hooked from the first chapter. This suspenseful and exciting story had me guessing and running alongside the main character, engaged in an unimaginable journey. Pohler’s seamless writing and engaging storyline make it very easy to immerse yourself in this atypical story. She presents a well-developed history and mythology of the island that the characters find themselves on. It all combines into an in-depth story that’s intensely enjoyable while making you think.
I really enjoyed the gradual character development, as opposed to a large information dump. You get to know the characters well and personally without feeling like you’ve read their biography. It all seems so natural. You also get to know the main character even more closely because you are on a journey of self-discovery with her.
My overall thoughts? Oh. My. Gods. Could you just imagine?
I really enjoyed the gradual character development, as opposed to a large information dump. You get to know the characters well and personally without feeling like you’ve read their biography. It all seems so natural. You also get to know the main character even more closely because you are on a journey of self-discovery with her.
My overall thoughts? Oh. My. Gods. Could you just imagine?
June 7, 2015
I read this book in a day aha. It was amazing!! The story was chilling and mysterious and quite creepy in some places. I'm so glad this book was free on the kindle store and I can't wait to read the next book in the series. I loved how you felt you were there in the story with them and sometimes even I didn't know whether to trust certain characters or not. It was truly great and I would definitely recommend that you read it of you like scary/mysterious books!!
December 31, 2013
Eva PohlerWOW!!!!!! I mean really just WOW, if I could give this book a 100 star rating I would. when I first started it I thought where is this going. It turns out it may be one of the best books I've read. It includes love, loss, humor, suspense. Amazing characters that completely solidify the story line and plot. I can't even put into words the emotional rollercoaster this book contains. Eva you are an extremely talented writer and I'm honored I was one of the first to get to read this triumphant story!I cant even begin to explain what this book means to me personally. Daphne make me feel like Im not alone, the story gives me a reason to keep trying and to learn to have faith in those I love. Ive never in my life been able to pick 1 single book as my favorite, and though I have MANY books I love. If I had to choose only 1 book or die it would be this one. This one seems to hit home and strick a cord in me. Fantastic writing, and fantasic stoyline this book is a HUGE winner that should all read. I even think it should be used by therapists, instead of going over an over the persons thought show them a fiction story with their mind set and the will to want to live winning out triumphantly! Eva you take the cake my dear, CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT BOOK!!!!! :)
September 8, 2020
1.8⭐
I hate saying anything bad about a free book from BookBub but I did not like it. The main character went through a major traumatic event, but it was difficult to empathize with her - throughout the entire book, I felt like she was bratty and annoying. The plot was enough to hold my interest, reminded me of Shutter Island, but the writing really bothered me. I realize that this author does young adult novels, but it just felt very immature. I found many of the character’s decisions to be silly/confusing and while the big revelation was interesting, I was not satisfied with the explanation and felt like the reactions were off. I do like that the plot was different and I appreciate that the author wrapped it up enough that you don’t have to read the next book to understand what was going on but I didn’t enjoy it enough to continue the series.
I hate saying anything bad about a free book from BookBub but I did not like it. The main character went through a major traumatic event, but it was difficult to empathize with her - throughout the entire book, I felt like she was bratty and annoying. The plot was enough to hold my interest, reminded me of Shutter Island, but the writing really bothered me. I realize that this author does young adult novels, but it just felt very immature. I found many of the character’s decisions to be silly/confusing and while the big revelation was interesting, I was not satisfied with the explanation and felt like the reactions were off. I do like that the plot was different and I appreciate that the author wrapped it up enough that you don’t have to read the next book to understand what was going on but I didn’t enjoy it enough to continue the series.
September 19, 2019
At first I was a little unsure about this book, the games weren't obvious and it made you wonder. Then aaah, I don't want to leave any spoilers, but what the heck!?!?! I can't wait to read the next 2 in the series.
December 4, 2021
Amazing
This was an amazing Thriller mystery novel. Just when you think you figured it out so you could drive they turn and change whole story.
This was an amazing Thriller mystery novel. Just when you think you figured it out so you could drive they turn and change whole story.
November 21, 2022
Not my normal genre of book, but must say I really enjoyed it! Now onto book 2 and hopefully it's just as good!
January 15, 2016
Purgatorium sets a record for me in hiding its genre. When @ about 90% it still might have turned out to be any of the following: A story set @ a mental or behavioral treatment facility with role-playing therapeutic games, - Bell Jar country or like Paperweight - which I’ve already reviewed. (2) A dystopian fiction set on an island run by a mad scientist - a sort of psychiatric Island of Dr. Moreau. (3) A visit to a haunted island peopled by ghosts - as in F. G. Cottam’s The Colony. (4) An account of a teenaged suicide’s soul in a sort of contemporary version of Dante’s Purgatorio or C. S. Lewis’s The Great Divorce. Any of these scenarios would fit the title. As the book progressed some of these plots seem more likely than others, but only @ the end do we know for sure what is really going on. As we are distinctly told about the Milgram & Stanford prison experiments & that the psychologist in charge of what happens on the island had previously been sacked from the Harvard faculty for unethical research, I was plumping for no. 2.
Daphne, a 15 y/o from Texas, has been sent in the company of a schoolfriend who claims to have previously been treated there to an island off the coast of California well-stocked with sea lions, whales, & foxes with GPS devices & cameras in their tails. She is suffering from suicidal impulses brought on by guilt for her failure to prevent her schizophrenic younger brother’s killing her younger sister who’d annoyed Daphne by wearing her favorite Hollister shirt. Really! Daphne failed to warn her because she was a slugabed & didn’t bother to get up & stop him. But she decides to give herself over to the island adventure before carrying out her plan of ending her life. For me Daphne lacked the appeal of a Taylor Markham (On the Jellicoe Road). Daphne has the vulnerability & diffidence we appreciate in the MC in a YA (or for me, any story), & she is capable of some bravery and resourcefulness. But she never came alive as a whole person & now only about 48 hrs. after reading Purgatorium, more & more improbabilities keep coming to mind. I fear this one has a very short shelf life. Good moral values & intentions, but weak execution. It will set back my goal of a 4.5 star year.
Daphne, a 15 y/o from Texas, has been sent in the company of a schoolfriend who claims to have previously been treated there to an island off the coast of California well-stocked with sea lions, whales, & foxes with GPS devices & cameras in their tails. She is suffering from suicidal impulses brought on by guilt for her failure to prevent her schizophrenic younger brother’s killing her younger sister who’d annoyed Daphne by wearing her favorite Hollister shirt. Really! Daphne failed to warn her because she was a slugabed & didn’t bother to get up & stop him. But she decides to give herself over to the island adventure before carrying out her plan of ending her life. For me Daphne lacked the appeal of a Taylor Markham (On the Jellicoe Road). Daphne has the vulnerability & diffidence we appreciate in the MC in a YA (or for me, any story), & she is capable of some bravery and resourcefulness. But she never came alive as a whole person & now only about 48 hrs. after reading Purgatorium, more & more improbabilities keep coming to mind. I fear this one has a very short shelf life. Good moral values & intentions, but weak execution. It will set back my goal of a 4.5 star year.
December 13, 2018
I won Eva Pohler’s The Purgatorium Series in a Goodreads Giveaway, of which The Purgatorium is Book One. In the Purgatorium, almost 18 year old Daphne Janus is tricked into experimental and highly unethical suicide prevention “therapy, under the unscrupulous Dr. Hortense Grey by her parents and best friend. She thinks she is going to an island resort with her friend Cam, where she plans to kill herself to end her guilt over her little sisters murder at the hands of her older brother. At the airport she meets Dr. Grey and learns she will be participating in “therapeutic exercises” during her stay. This so called therapy is really a series of cruel and traumatic pranks designed to frighten/torment the person into appreciating life by a twisted sociopath obsessed with her unethical adopted father’s prominence in past psychology. In the course of these exercises, which Daphne’s own best friend, and former patient, freely participates in Daphne’s life itself is endangered by a horse riding “accident” which may or may not be an actual accident. Daphne views these torments as punishment for failing to stop her sister’s death. Throughout them she is gradually betrayed by everyone, her friend, boyfriend, parents, and “friends” she makes on the island and is literally forced into a “ritual” she expressed many times wanting no part in. The book ends with her parents and boyfriend starting their “treatment” in this sadistic game, without their consent, and seemingly with Daphne’s support. The purgatorium has plenty of intrigue, fast paced action, teen angst, and the overused hot guys surrounding the female lead character troupe. It also scapegoats mental illness, specifically schizophrenia, as the cause of violence and murder. Joel Janus strangled Kara Janus to death because he was having a schizophrenic episode and thought he was killing a demon and saving Kara. This is a fairly common media portrayal of schizophrenia and an inaccurate one. The vast majority of schizophrenics are nonviolent and face extreme stigma. Using mental illness and Schizophrenia in this way only increases this stigma. Given the fact that most cases of schizophrenia form/emerge during adolescence and young adult years, a YA book geared specifically to this age group using this troupe is doubly irresponsible, as it is targeting this vulnerable group and their peers, at a time they are most vulnerable, and teaching that they are dangerous. For this reason, I cannot in good conscious recommend this book to YA readers. The ending also implies that the cruel “treatments” are effective, which in real life they would actual do the opposite and cause more trauma. Hopefully the next to books will fix this.
January 23, 2014
Spinechilling suspense and clever plot twists blend beautifully within this gripping tale
As an avid reader of the Young Adult genre {although not normally a reader of horror/ suspense sub-genres}, I was intrigued by the mysterious and rather tempting storyline of ‘The Purgatorium’.
Short Synopsis –
This novel being the first in a planned series follows 17 year old Daphne who visits an Island near California with her friend, unawares that her parents have sent her to The Purgatorium as a last resort. The beautiful beach and sublime picture-postcard, dreamy views are a smokescreen to the façade wherein lies sinister secrets upon the Island said to be ‘Haunted’. Strange and peculiar events do not trouble her initially…that is until one horse ride later and she finds herself lost and very much alone. It begs the question if her parents have sent her to be helped or not?
Incredibly exciting from the first page this story instantly grabs your attention, pulling you into the most deliciously dark and bewitching tale. The detailed history and mythology of the Island adds depth and realism to the surreal storyline, making you really ‘think’ and put yourself in the place of each character {including Daphne}. The paranormal edge not only captured my interest but the chilling, creepy ambience and unnerving feel had me sat on the edge of my seat throughout. This is certainly a YA horror novel that will have the hairs on the backs of your arms standing up and which will send shivers down your spine, as the drama builds to the most terrifying, electrifying climatic end.
I admit to being scared at times but my curiosity magnetically pulled me to the page, as I literally was unable to tear my eyes away desperate to find out what would happen next! The Purgatorium is a sensational story of great premise, and inspired imaginative concepts that will appeal to many fans of the genre and younger readers. This is certainly a series to look out for…
*I won a copy of Eva Pholer’s novel The Purgatorium through a Goodreads, first-read giveaway*
As an avid reader of the Young Adult genre {although not normally a reader of horror/ suspense sub-genres}, I was intrigued by the mysterious and rather tempting storyline of ‘The Purgatorium’.
Short Synopsis –
This novel being the first in a planned series follows 17 year old Daphne who visits an Island near California with her friend, unawares that her parents have sent her to The Purgatorium as a last resort. The beautiful beach and sublime picture-postcard, dreamy views are a smokescreen to the façade wherein lies sinister secrets upon the Island said to be ‘Haunted’. Strange and peculiar events do not trouble her initially…that is until one horse ride later and she finds herself lost and very much alone. It begs the question if her parents have sent her to be helped or not?
Incredibly exciting from the first page this story instantly grabs your attention, pulling you into the most deliciously dark and bewitching tale. The detailed history and mythology of the Island adds depth and realism to the surreal storyline, making you really ‘think’ and put yourself in the place of each character {including Daphne}. The paranormal edge not only captured my interest but the chilling, creepy ambience and unnerving feel had me sat on the edge of my seat throughout. This is certainly a YA horror novel that will have the hairs on the backs of your arms standing up and which will send shivers down your spine, as the drama builds to the most terrifying, electrifying climatic end.
I admit to being scared at times but my curiosity magnetically pulled me to the page, as I literally was unable to tear my eyes away desperate to find out what would happen next! The Purgatorium is a sensational story of great premise, and inspired imaginative concepts that will appeal to many fans of the genre and younger readers. This is certainly a series to look out for…
*I won a copy of Eva Pholer’s novel The Purgatorium through a Goodreads, first-read giveaway*
August 9, 2015
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Daphne is in a tough place. After a tragic "accident" of her brother killing her sister, Daphne thinks it's her fault. She could have saved her sister if she'd payed attention to the banging going on in her sister's bedroom and then her brother coming out, but her sister not.
After her parents hear about a "resort" that Daphne's best friend, Cam, went to last year to help with his stress, and his parents praise about, they send Daphne along with Cam to the "resort" called The Purgatorium. She thought it was all relaxing until she realized that everything Dr. Gray, the head of The Purgatorium, forces you to do will put your life in danger. Daphne's #1 objective is to just get off this island and get back to her family.
Daphne is definitely a strong one. One aspect I did not like was she was very whinny most of the time, definitely around Brock, her boyfriend (definitely one of my new fictional boyfriends!). Toward the end of book 3, you do see that she has developed, but not to the extent I wanted her to be. I really couldn't connect with her as much as I do other with characters, so that's what I think drew me away. All of Daphne's friends I adore. They all had one trait about them the makes the different. :)
I loved learning throughout the story Dr. Gray's twisted side on how The Purgatorium came to be and what brought the idea. Something you won't believe.
I can say I connected to the story more than the characters. It always drew me in and I couldn't stop reading, you though you'd figured everything out, but the plot spins in a different direction. Eva's writing style is VERY easy to follow along with and makes the story faster.
Overall, The Purgatorium series is a mystery read that will give you the chills up your spine and wonder what happens next.
Thank you so much Eva for sending my your book series!
Daphne is in a tough place. After a tragic "accident" of her brother killing her sister, Daphne thinks it's her fault. She could have saved her sister if she'd payed attention to the banging going on in her sister's bedroom and then her brother coming out, but her sister not.
After her parents hear about a "resort" that Daphne's best friend, Cam, went to last year to help with his stress, and his parents praise about, they send Daphne along with Cam to the "resort" called The Purgatorium. She thought it was all relaxing until she realized that everything Dr. Gray, the head of The Purgatorium, forces you to do will put your life in danger. Daphne's #1 objective is to just get off this island and get back to her family.
Daphne is definitely a strong one. One aspect I did not like was she was very whinny most of the time, definitely around Brock, her boyfriend (definitely one of my new fictional boyfriends!). Toward the end of book 3, you do see that she has developed, but not to the extent I wanted her to be. I really couldn't connect with her as much as I do other with characters, so that's what I think drew me away. All of Daphne's friends I adore. They all had one trait about them the makes the different. :)
I loved learning throughout the story Dr. Gray's twisted side on how The Purgatorium came to be and what brought the idea. Something you won't believe.
I can say I connected to the story more than the characters. It always drew me in and I couldn't stop reading, you though you'd figured everything out, but the plot spins in a different direction. Eva's writing style is VERY easy to follow along with and makes the story faster.
Overall, The Purgatorium series is a mystery read that will give you the chills up your spine and wonder what happens next.
Thank you so much Eva for sending my your book series!
July 16, 2013
I received this book (beta) free from the author in exchange for an honest review.
This was a crazy book and I'm not really sure what to think about it. It was a good story and well written but it was also very strange. I found it to be very unethical, not the book but elements of the story. Think Shutter Island but more intense. It is a thriller mystery and leaves the reader guessing until the very end. At the end you are let in on the big secret. The Purgatorium does deal with some dark topics but it puts them in a different perspective.
I feel awful for Daphne for the hand that she was dealt. I can't even begin to fathom what she had been going through. I kind of feel like her family and friends did betray her but only because they felt like it was the best option that they had. But if I was in her shoes I would have been pissed. I feel like she forgave everyone too soon, I think it should have been a bit longer. Regardless I do want to continue this series and I would also love to hear the other characters stories and experiences. I have a lot of questions about the other "patients", is everyone there for the same reasons? What are there stories? How did they all get there?
Yes, I will be reading more books in this series and by Eva Pohler in general. So for those readers who enjoy mysteries and thrillers jump on this one. Also any fans of Shutter Island, you will love The Purgatorium.
This was a crazy book and I'm not really sure what to think about it. It was a good story and well written but it was also very strange. I found it to be very unethical, not the book but elements of the story. Think Shutter Island but more intense. It is a thriller mystery and leaves the reader guessing until the very end. At the end you are let in on the big secret. The Purgatorium does deal with some dark topics but it puts them in a different perspective.
I feel awful for Daphne for the hand that she was dealt. I can't even begin to fathom what she had been going through. I kind of feel like her family and friends did betray her but only because they felt like it was the best option that they had. But if I was in her shoes I would have been pissed. I feel like she forgave everyone too soon, I think it should have been a bit longer. Regardless I do want to continue this series and I would also love to hear the other characters stories and experiences. I have a lot of questions about the other "patients", is everyone there for the same reasons? What are there stories? How did they all get there?
Yes, I will be reading more books in this series and by Eva Pohler in general. So for those readers who enjoy mysteries and thrillers jump on this one. Also any fans of Shutter Island, you will love The Purgatorium.
October 31, 2015
The first book begins with Daphne coming to a resort on Santa Cruz Island off the coast of California. She sees it as her last hurrah. She is haunted by her sister's death, her feelings of guilt, and the hurtful words her mother said to her. She doesn't want to live with the feelings anymore. It is only on the boat to the island that she meets Dr. Gray, the psychologist who is going to treat her with "therapeutic exercises." So begins Daphne's journey.
Dr. Gray believes that if you take someone who is depressed, suicidal, and possibly suffering from PTSD, and put them in situations where they are forced to face their fears and pain, they can begin to heal. When she explains this to Daphne, she refers to herself as Prospero from Shakespeare's "The Tempest." She tells Daphne that she will put her through trials, and when she is done, she will want to live again.
When I finished this book, I was a bit disturbed. I wasn't sure what to think. The fact that I had such an emotional reaction made me want to praise the author, and at the same time yell at her. I was hooked on the book and wanted to read the rest to see where it was going. There is not a single character that is not flawed. That's good, because it gives the characters depth. But the hell that the various characters go through, and the knowledge that others know exactly what they are doing to them, bothered me. I hated it. I couldn't put the book down. So I started reading the second book.
Dr. Gray believes that if you take someone who is depressed, suicidal, and possibly suffering from PTSD, and put them in situations where they are forced to face their fears and pain, they can begin to heal. When she explains this to Daphne, she refers to herself as Prospero from Shakespeare's "The Tempest." She tells Daphne that she will put her through trials, and when she is done, she will want to live again.
When I finished this book, I was a bit disturbed. I wasn't sure what to think. The fact that I had such an emotional reaction made me want to praise the author, and at the same time yell at her. I was hooked on the book and wanted to read the rest to see where it was going. There is not a single character that is not flawed. That's good, because it gives the characters depth. But the hell that the various characters go through, and the knowledge that others know exactly what they are doing to them, bothered me. I hated it. I couldn't put the book down. So I started reading the second book.
October 26, 2015
I was expecting this to be a whole lot scarier than it actually was. Most of it didn't feel very believable and even though, it was creepy at times, the whole thing just seemed fake- because most of it was.
I couldn't bring myself to understand why anyone would submit themselves to this kind of "therapeutic treatment". Especially someone as our main character, who, to make it all even worse, actually is okay with it all in the end after everything. No. Just no. No one would be okay with being messed with like that, I'd be traumatized and scarred for life.
I did sympathize with Daphne up to a certain point and I did feel bad for her. She went through a lot and felt a lot of guilt, pain and agony, but to me, the mental illness just wasn't handled as well as it could have been.
Another thing that I did like about this book was the descriptions of the island- everything seemed so tropical, so beautiful and dazzling. However, like I've said before, some of the events just weren't believable and had me rolling my eyes at pretty much every game and "twist".
I liked the premise, but it definitely could have had a better execution.
I couldn't bring myself to understand why anyone would submit themselves to this kind of "therapeutic treatment". Especially someone as our main character, who, to make it all even worse, actually is okay with it all in the end after everything. No. Just no. No one would be okay with being messed with like that, I'd be traumatized and scarred for life.
I did sympathize with Daphne up to a certain point and I did feel bad for her. She went through a lot and felt a lot of guilt, pain and agony, but to me, the mental illness just wasn't handled as well as it could have been.
Another thing that I did like about this book was the descriptions of the island- everything seemed so tropical, so beautiful and dazzling. However, like I've said before, some of the events just weren't believable and had me rolling my eyes at pretty much every game and "twist".
I liked the premise, but it definitely could have had a better execution.
June 28, 2014
I received a free copy of this book for review.
Daphne goes to a paradise island type resort with her best friend after a very stressful time.They swim in a beautiful pool with a glass bottom where they can watch the sea creatures. She finds once she is there that they are providing a therapy service for her to face her fears. She gets stuck in an elevator and inside a cave when the tide comes in. Are these part of the therapy or just accidents? Then on a pony trekking expedition she is thrown off her horse and becomes scared that she does not know who she can trust. She tries to flee- but are the people she meets part of the therapy or do they belong to the more tourist side of the island. If she can reach that side of the island will she be able to catch a boat to safety.
I loved the suspense during the book - and wondering what was going to happen to her next.
This is the first part of a series and I am already keen to read the next book.
Daphne goes to a paradise island type resort with her best friend after a very stressful time.They swim in a beautiful pool with a glass bottom where they can watch the sea creatures. She finds once she is there that they are providing a therapy service for her to face her fears. She gets stuck in an elevator and inside a cave when the tide comes in. Are these part of the therapy or just accidents? Then on a pony trekking expedition she is thrown off her horse and becomes scared that she does not know who she can trust. She tries to flee- but are the people she meets part of the therapy or do they belong to the more tourist side of the island. If she can reach that side of the island will she be able to catch a boat to safety.
I loved the suspense during the book - and wondering what was going to happen to her next.
This is the first part of a series and I am already keen to read the next book.
September 21, 2019
What a creepy story.
What starts as a resort getaway turns into a fight for her life where no one can be trusted.
Daphne has experienced deep tragedy in her life and sunk into life-threatening depression. In an effort to get her well again Daphne's parents send her to an experimental therapeutic program on a mostly deserted island. Nothing could possibly go wrong with experimental therapy, right?!
Daphne quickly learns she can't trust anyone, not even her best friend. She is repeatedly told that the therapeutic games are designed to help her, but they seem to do nothing but put her in danger.
As Daphne runs for her life, she's forced to face all the tragedy that brought her to the island in the first place. And, between the weight of her past and the danger of her present, it's anyone's guess if she will be able to survive.
Good for people who like psychological thrillers.
What starts as a resort getaway turns into a fight for her life where no one can be trusted.
Daphne has experienced deep tragedy in her life and sunk into life-threatening depression. In an effort to get her well again Daphne's parents send her to an experimental therapeutic program on a mostly deserted island. Nothing could possibly go wrong with experimental therapy, right?!
Daphne quickly learns she can't trust anyone, not even her best friend. She is repeatedly told that the therapeutic games are designed to help her, but they seem to do nothing but put her in danger.
As Daphne runs for her life, she's forced to face all the tragedy that brought her to the island in the first place. And, between the weight of her past and the danger of her present, it's anyone's guess if she will be able to survive.
Good for people who like psychological thrillers.
October 31, 2017
A new kind of treatment.......
I just finished reading Purgatorium and I must say it is a very exciting book all the way to the end. Lots of surprises that you think you have everything figure out only to realize that you are not even close to discovering the truth. Everyone needs a different way to handle a bad situation and it is always when you hit rock bottom that the needed therapy works to help you in the long run. This give you a totally new view of how to get help for someone who doesn't think they need help. I would totally recommend this to anyone looking for a different read for dealing with depression and thoughts of suicide. No this is NOT the correct way to handle it, but for a fiction book this is by far the best I have read in a while for this topic. Eva Pohler tells the story like no one else could.
I just finished reading Purgatorium and I must say it is a very exciting book all the way to the end. Lots of surprises that you think you have everything figure out only to realize that you are not even close to discovering the truth. Everyone needs a different way to handle a bad situation and it is always when you hit rock bottom that the needed therapy works to help you in the long run. This give you a totally new view of how to get help for someone who doesn't think they need help. I would totally recommend this to anyone looking for a different read for dealing with depression and thoughts of suicide. No this is NOT the correct way to handle it, but for a fiction book this is by far the best I have read in a while for this topic. Eva Pohler tells the story like no one else could.
March 17, 2014
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Eva Pohler’s The Purgatorium, is a YA Novel, and the first in a new series. It would perhaps best be categorized as a Psychological Thriller meets Self Help. Daphne is a 17 year old, teetering between life and death. When her best friend, Cam, gets permission from her parents to take her to a beautiful resort off the coast of California, Daphne plans to end it all there. After all, what more does she have to live for? Her life ended anyway—the night her sister Kara was killed. Something, that she could never, would never forgive herself for. When she gets to the resort however, her plans hit a snag, thanks to the fact that they have an absolutely beautiful glass pool, a beautiful beach and amazing sights. Daphne begins to feel a bit guilty about all the fun she’s having. Especially since Kara can no longer have fun. If Kara can’t have fun, why should she? So feelings of joy and guilt assault Daphne early on at the resort, and then things take a weird turn. The resort serves as therapy for some patrons, and a vacation spot for others. Unbeknownst to her, Daphne is there for the former. The therapy at this resort is not your average run of the mill therapy session. Daphne learns this when “ghosts” give her a spook one night, she’s stuck on an elevator, trapped in a cave, and even almost eaten by sharks. Despite these occurrences however, Daphne trusts that she was never in any real danger, in fact, she sort of likes the thrill of it all and Cam convinces her that it’s for her own good. So, she withstands the strange occurrences, while making new friends and enjoying the beauty of the resort. Events, however, take a turn for the worst, when Daphne is thrown from her horse, during a hiking excursion along a trail. Either it was a simple mistake or things at the resort are more sinister than they appear.
Daphne’s emotional struggles were so real, despite the fact that, I, as the reader was more than capable of understanding that what happened to her sister was not her fault. However when one endures such a trauma and is even blamed by one’s parent, her depression and hurt is sufficient. What person, especially teenager would feel any differently? So yes, I acquired an emotional connection to the character of Daphne, yes she tended to talk a bit too much at times, especially in certain situations, but I was able to forgive such shortcomings. I was torn in regards to Cam’s character. Perhaps it was in large part due to his complex relationship with her, as well as the subsequent “betrayal”. Due to potential spoilers, I shall refrain from discussing the “betrayal”, but I shall elaborate just a smidge regarding his relationship with Daphne. Certainly Cam seemed to care deeply for Daphne, in fact, he cared so deeply that in the first few chapters of the book, and I wrongly assumed that he was her boyfriend. Everything from the hand holding to the kissing and to the snuggling, resulted in confusion. What perhaps added to this confusion is the fact that Daphne does have a boyfriend, Brock. Brock doesn't appear until much later in the book, but I must say that I did enjoy the dynamics between Daphne and Brock. In certain books, there are characters which are lazily thrown into the fold, serving no purpose whatsoever, in The Purgatorium, this was not the case. Each character played an intricate role, from Stan to the other young adults and most certainly, Dr. Hortense Gray.
The subject matter of The Purgatorium is intense. Especially when dealing with such a delicate issue such as suicide. The methods used by Dr. Gray and those at the resort, rightfully raise a red flag. An important question which I asked myself quite a few times while reading The Purgatorium, was, How far would I go to save a loved one who was teetering between life and death? Would I disregard my moral compass and do whatever was necessary to save that person’s life? I found my answer, and perhaps you will do the same when you read The Purgatorium.
Eva Pohler’s The Purgatorium, is a YA Novel, and the first in a new series. It would perhaps best be categorized as a Psychological Thriller meets Self Help. Daphne is a 17 year old, teetering between life and death. When her best friend, Cam, gets permission from her parents to take her to a beautiful resort off the coast of California, Daphne plans to end it all there. After all, what more does she have to live for? Her life ended anyway—the night her sister Kara was killed. Something, that she could never, would never forgive herself for. When she gets to the resort however, her plans hit a snag, thanks to the fact that they have an absolutely beautiful glass pool, a beautiful beach and amazing sights. Daphne begins to feel a bit guilty about all the fun she’s having. Especially since Kara can no longer have fun. If Kara can’t have fun, why should she? So feelings of joy and guilt assault Daphne early on at the resort, and then things take a weird turn. The resort serves as therapy for some patrons, and a vacation spot for others. Unbeknownst to her, Daphne is there for the former. The therapy at this resort is not your average run of the mill therapy session. Daphne learns this when “ghosts” give her a spook one night, she’s stuck on an elevator, trapped in a cave, and even almost eaten by sharks. Despite these occurrences however, Daphne trusts that she was never in any real danger, in fact, she sort of likes the thrill of it all and Cam convinces her that it’s for her own good. So, she withstands the strange occurrences, while making new friends and enjoying the beauty of the resort. Events, however, take a turn for the worst, when Daphne is thrown from her horse, during a hiking excursion along a trail. Either it was a simple mistake or things at the resort are more sinister than they appear.
Daphne’s emotional struggles were so real, despite the fact that, I, as the reader was more than capable of understanding that what happened to her sister was not her fault. However when one endures such a trauma and is even blamed by one’s parent, her depression and hurt is sufficient. What person, especially teenager would feel any differently? So yes, I acquired an emotional connection to the character of Daphne, yes she tended to talk a bit too much at times, especially in certain situations, but I was able to forgive such shortcomings. I was torn in regards to Cam’s character. Perhaps it was in large part due to his complex relationship with her, as well as the subsequent “betrayal”. Due to potential spoilers, I shall refrain from discussing the “betrayal”, but I shall elaborate just a smidge regarding his relationship with Daphne. Certainly Cam seemed to care deeply for Daphne, in fact, he cared so deeply that in the first few chapters of the book, and I wrongly assumed that he was her boyfriend. Everything from the hand holding to the kissing and to the snuggling, resulted in confusion. What perhaps added to this confusion is the fact that Daphne does have a boyfriend, Brock. Brock doesn't appear until much later in the book, but I must say that I did enjoy the dynamics between Daphne and Brock. In certain books, there are characters which are lazily thrown into the fold, serving no purpose whatsoever, in The Purgatorium, this was not the case. Each character played an intricate role, from Stan to the other young adults and most certainly, Dr. Hortense Gray.
The subject matter of The Purgatorium is intense. Especially when dealing with such a delicate issue such as suicide. The methods used by Dr. Gray and those at the resort, rightfully raise a red flag. An important question which I asked myself quite a few times while reading The Purgatorium, was, How far would I go to save a loved one who was teetering between life and death? Would I disregard my moral compass and do whatever was necessary to save that person’s life? I found my answer, and perhaps you will do the same when you read The Purgatorium.
July 12, 2014
The Purgatorium is a fast paced YA novel created around an interesting idea. So when I received the novel in exchange for a review, I was eager to get started with it.
In the story, the main character Daphne Janus and her best friend Cam travel to an island resort that is not what it appears to be. Strange things happen almost from the moment Daphne arrives on the island. First Daphne witnesses a possible crime and then is terrorized by people dressed as ghosts. Many unusual and even dangerous events follow. Daphne begins to wonder about what is really going on at the island and makes arrangements to leave, but her attempts to leave are foiled. Worse, she begins to wonder if she can truly trust her best friend. As the reader moves through the story, it is revealed that Daphne has experienced a family tragedy. She blames herself for the tragedy and has not been able to cope for some time. The real reason Daphne is on the island is not for a resort holiday but for extreme therapy. But is the extreme therapy going to be effective or is it dangerous enough to get her or others killed?
The best parts of the novel, I thought, were the descriptive paragraphs that gave the reader an excellent view of the island. Also, the plot kept moving and the main character was busy enough to not dwell too much on a few emotions that could slow the story down. Although the character does return again and again to her guilt and the reason she is on the island. I would have preferred that the author give the Daphne character more details from her life, and more detailed interactions with the other characters to build character depth, rather than just the replay of guilt.
Although I really liked the idea behind the story, there were a few things that really held me up at places. A strong feeling that the story was a kind of... what would happen if the Hotel California was made into a YA novel - was one of those things. I can't help it. It just really made me think of that old song even though the island was more of a treatment centre than an asylum. Also, the love interest angle was problematic for me. It's a YA novel with romance, so it's not unusual for the main character to have at least three guys interested in her. However, two of those guys (one being her ex boyfriend)seemed to be too old for her (yuck) - although I admit that I was a little confused about what her age was supposed to be (17) and exactly how long after the family tragedy this therapy was taking place (2 years) when I was reading the story. It made me think of those reverse harem animes that don't make sense (and have those too old guys interested in too young girls). I know high school girls date college age guys, but given the main character's circumstance, it just felt creepy. Other readers might not see it that way.
Overall though, I really did like the idea behind the novel and I think that the story moves quickly enough that the series has potential.
In the story, the main character Daphne Janus and her best friend Cam travel to an island resort that is not what it appears to be. Strange things happen almost from the moment Daphne arrives on the island. First Daphne witnesses a possible crime and then is terrorized by people dressed as ghosts. Many unusual and even dangerous events follow. Daphne begins to wonder about what is really going on at the island and makes arrangements to leave, but her attempts to leave are foiled. Worse, she begins to wonder if she can truly trust her best friend. As the reader moves through the story, it is revealed that Daphne has experienced a family tragedy. She blames herself for the tragedy and has not been able to cope for some time. The real reason Daphne is on the island is not for a resort holiday but for extreme therapy. But is the extreme therapy going to be effective or is it dangerous enough to get her or others killed?
The best parts of the novel, I thought, were the descriptive paragraphs that gave the reader an excellent view of the island. Also, the plot kept moving and the main character was busy enough to not dwell too much on a few emotions that could slow the story down. Although the character does return again and again to her guilt and the reason she is on the island. I would have preferred that the author give the Daphne character more details from her life, and more detailed interactions with the other characters to build character depth, rather than just the replay of guilt.
Although I really liked the idea behind the story, there were a few things that really held me up at places. A strong feeling that the story was a kind of... what would happen if the Hotel California was made into a YA novel - was one of those things. I can't help it. It just really made me think of that old song even though the island was more of a treatment centre than an asylum. Also, the love interest angle was problematic for me. It's a YA novel with romance, so it's not unusual for the main character to have at least three guys interested in her. However, two of those guys (one being her ex boyfriend)seemed to be too old for her (yuck) - although I admit that I was a little confused about what her age was supposed to be (17) and exactly how long after the family tragedy this therapy was taking place (2 years) when I was reading the story. It made me think of those reverse harem animes that don't make sense (and have those too old guys interested in too young girls). I know high school girls date college age guys, but given the main character's circumstance, it just felt creepy. Other readers might not see it that way.
Overall though, I really did like the idea behind the novel and I think that the story moves quickly enough that the series has potential.
October 13, 2014
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Let’s just take a moment to for me to catch my breath before I start this review.
Pardon my French, but…HOLY SHIT. I kind of just want to curl up in a ball and just stay like that for a little while. Just, WOW. I don’t even know where to begin. Oh God. I can’t put actual sentences together. Okay…let’s try this.
This was incredibly different. I mean this in the sense that I’ve gotten so used to Eva’s Gatekeepers Saga, which are incredibly amazing, that I was just not prepared for this. This, to put it simply, is some messed up shit. I mean, it’s amazing, but yeah- incredibly messed up. I was actually terrified during this book and I had all this anxiety as to what was going to happen. I’m actually shaking a little bit after reading this…
Okay, let’s talk more about the actual book. Can I just say Eva is a master creator of stories? From the first page, you get completely sucked into her stories and there’s no possible way for you to escape. Eva doesn’t mess around- the book starts as Daphne arrives on the island, there’s no boring introductory parts, its right into the story. And then, it doesn’t let up. You get into Daphne’s head and you can’t help by think like she does. For example, what the hell is going on? Why does Dr Gray organises all these set ups? Is this even about therapy? It will seriously drive you mad. This will really get to you, and you won’t know which character to believe, if any. While reading this, I couldn’t decide for myself which parts were really and which might have just been dreams or hallucinations. I cannot even begin to describe the anxiety I felt for Daphne while reading this book.
There is actually a very important message to this book, other than not to trust any of the characters you meet. Our main character, Daphne, is suffering from depression. So as you can imagine, this book can be quite heavy in parts. There are moments that have to do with suicidal thoughts that are quite confronting to read. This shouldn’t turn you off though, I think it’s incredibly important to read and Eva handles it in such an amazing way. Sure, Dr Gray’s whole idea is insane, but the underlying message is still there. From a psychology student’s point of view, it was interesting to read about the factors to Daphne’s behaviour and feelings but it’s still incredibly moving even if you’re not interested in the psychological side of the story.
All in all, it’s an incredible book and I can’t recommend it highly enough.
Let’s just take a moment to for me to catch my breath before I start this review.
Pardon my French, but…HOLY SHIT. I kind of just want to curl up in a ball and just stay like that for a little while. Just, WOW. I don’t even know where to begin. Oh God. I can’t put actual sentences together. Okay…let’s try this.
This was incredibly different. I mean this in the sense that I’ve gotten so used to Eva’s Gatekeepers Saga, which are incredibly amazing, that I was just not prepared for this. This, to put it simply, is some messed up shit. I mean, it’s amazing, but yeah- incredibly messed up. I was actually terrified during this book and I had all this anxiety as to what was going to happen. I’m actually shaking a little bit after reading this…
Okay, let’s talk more about the actual book. Can I just say Eva is a master creator of stories? From the first page, you get completely sucked into her stories and there’s no possible way for you to escape. Eva doesn’t mess around- the book starts as Daphne arrives on the island, there’s no boring introductory parts, its right into the story. And then, it doesn’t let up. You get into Daphne’s head and you can’t help by think like she does. For example, what the hell is going on? Why does Dr Gray organises all these set ups? Is this even about therapy? It will seriously drive you mad. This will really get to you, and you won’t know which character to believe, if any. While reading this, I couldn’t decide for myself which parts were really and which might have just been dreams or hallucinations. I cannot even begin to describe the anxiety I felt for Daphne while reading this book.
There is actually a very important message to this book, other than not to trust any of the characters you meet. Our main character, Daphne, is suffering from depression. So as you can imagine, this book can be quite heavy in parts. There are moments that have to do with suicidal thoughts that are quite confronting to read. This shouldn’t turn you off though, I think it’s incredibly important to read and Eva handles it in such an amazing way. Sure, Dr Gray’s whole idea is insane, but the underlying message is still there. From a psychology student’s point of view, it was interesting to read about the factors to Daphne’s behaviour and feelings but it’s still incredibly moving even if you’re not interested in the psychological side of the story.
All in all, it’s an incredible book and I can’t recommend it highly enough.
July 29, 2016
Daphne Janus and her friend Cam arrive at an island resort where she has agreed to receive therapy via Dr. Hortense Gray's therapeutic games.
Dr. Gray's games are unconventional and not at all what Daphne expected. At first we are unaware of what the issue is that Daphne requires the therapy for, just that she is terribly unhappy. It slowly comes to light that she blames herself for a family tragedy.
The therapy that Dr. Gray employed involved included making the patient face their particular fears by placing them in fearful situations so that they truly believe they are in danger for their lives. The use of ghosts and the Native rituals of the Chumash Indians were also employed.
The Purgatorium was an intriguing look at a strange method of curing someone from depression and suicidal thoughts. Whether or not it would truly work is unknown and rather an extreme form of treatment.
The descriptions of the island are easy to visualize. The resort sounded like a paradise. The only issue I had with it was that I do not believe that any horseback riding tour company would use animals that were as ill- disciplined as the ones that Daphne and her group were using on her ride that morning. Generally those animals are so docile that you can't get them to do anything BUT follow the rear of the horse in front of them so it would be unlikely to be thrown from one.
It was fun to see how the author was able to take each of the situations that Daphne was put in and how she was able to make it seem as though to Daphne it was real, but show later how it could have been faked.
I liked Daphne's character and felt for her as she trusted her friend Cam at first and then wasn't sure whether to trust him or not. I was totally surprised each time (as she was) someone she trusted betrayed her. Each of those people were believable.
I have to admit that I truly hope that this book is ONLY fantasy. I would not ever want to find myself on an island like this for therapy. I think it might scare me into paranoia. This was a good book for armchair suspense and thrills. I gave it a healthy 3 stars out of 5.
Thank you to the author for providing a copy of the book in exchange for a fair and honest review. A positive opinion was not required. All thoughts are my own.
This review was published on my blog Shelf Full of Books http://kathrynsshelffullofbooks.blogs...
Dr. Gray's games are unconventional and not at all what Daphne expected. At first we are unaware of what the issue is that Daphne requires the therapy for, just that she is terribly unhappy. It slowly comes to light that she blames herself for a family tragedy.
The therapy that Dr. Gray employed involved included making the patient face their particular fears by placing them in fearful situations so that they truly believe they are in danger for their lives. The use of ghosts and the Native rituals of the Chumash Indians were also employed.
The Purgatorium was an intriguing look at a strange method of curing someone from depression and suicidal thoughts. Whether or not it would truly work is unknown and rather an extreme form of treatment.
The descriptions of the island are easy to visualize. The resort sounded like a paradise. The only issue I had with it was that I do not believe that any horseback riding tour company would use animals that were as ill- disciplined as the ones that Daphne and her group were using on her ride that morning. Generally those animals are so docile that you can't get them to do anything BUT follow the rear of the horse in front of them so it would be unlikely to be thrown from one.
It was fun to see how the author was able to take each of the situations that Daphne was put in and how she was able to make it seem as though to Daphne it was real, but show later how it could have been faked.
I liked Daphne's character and felt for her as she trusted her friend Cam at first and then wasn't sure whether to trust him or not. I was totally surprised each time (as she was) someone she trusted betrayed her. Each of those people were believable.
I have to admit that I truly hope that this book is ONLY fantasy. I would not ever want to find myself on an island like this for therapy. I think it might scare me into paranoia. This was a good book for armchair suspense and thrills. I gave it a healthy 3 stars out of 5.
Thank you to the author for providing a copy of the book in exchange for a fair and honest review. A positive opinion was not required. All thoughts are my own.
This review was published on my blog Shelf Full of Books http://kathrynsshelffullofbooks.blogs...
May 22, 2015
DNF. I'm tapping out. I QUIT with this book at the 20% mark. If this makes me a terrible person, so be it. I just can't anymore.
Notes I took before I decided to put this down:
Page 14 -- "Yes, there were knives. She hadn't seen kitchen knives in months."
Uhm....why not????
Page 14 continued--"She took one from the drawer and brought it closer to her eyes, running a finger along the blade. When the time was right, this would do."
When the time was right for what? Is THIS why Cam brought her to the island and didn't mention the therapy she keeps harping on about? Is she suicidal? Or is this more sinister?
So far, I'm not impressed. I'm only about 15 pages in, but the writing is VERY simple, the details we're given are...1-dimensional. I can't see the characters or what's going on, and I'm VERY confused. Cam and Daphne apparently fell out of touch some time ago...but suddenly he's hopping over her fence, talking about this island where "magical" things happen? And she's allowed to go with him? How does that make any sense to anybody? CREEEEEEEPY. Hopefully it gets better soon.
Page 19--"Cam reached out for her, and every part of her skin touched by the two guys broke out in goose bumps. She was sandwiched between them and hyper-aware of their skin on hers...."
UHM?! She only JUST met this Stan guy, and she's already called his touch "intoxicating." Also, she doesn't know Cam that well, either. Like...this girl's priorities? Her sense of self-preservation? Non-existant. Also, who's Kara???
Okay, wait....now there's a BROCK?! And a Joey? I get the feeling Kara and Joey were/are old friends of hers....and Brock.....an ex maybe? BUT STILL, WHY introduce the characters if you're only going to give very little information on them???? Like....I can't connect with this story if I don't GET the story.
Page 29--Like...YAY for diversity and all that jazz, but...really? Can she think of NO OTHER WAY to describe the characters than just outright stating their nationality? I WANT TO SEE THEM! This is such bad writing, oh my goodness... SHOW me, don't tell me!
Page 39--"Was the person crazy? Did whoever it was want to die?"
I'm sorry, but....doesn't SHE want to die? This seems....a contradictive question.
She's reeeeeeeeeally paranoid, isn't she?
Page 50--"The doctors said schizophrenia can be brought on by traumatic events. Joey got it from accidentally killing Grandpa Janus."
UHM NO. NO. THAT IS NOT HOW IT WORKS.
Notes I took before I decided to put this down:
Page 14 -- "Yes, there were knives. She hadn't seen kitchen knives in months."
Uhm....why not????
Page 14 continued--"She took one from the drawer and brought it closer to her eyes, running a finger along the blade. When the time was right, this would do."
When the time was right for what? Is THIS why Cam brought her to the island and didn't mention the therapy she keeps harping on about? Is she suicidal? Or is this more sinister?
So far, I'm not impressed. I'm only about 15 pages in, but the writing is VERY simple, the details we're given are...1-dimensional. I can't see the characters or what's going on, and I'm VERY confused. Cam and Daphne apparently fell out of touch some time ago...but suddenly he's hopping over her fence, talking about this island where "magical" things happen? And she's allowed to go with him? How does that make any sense to anybody? CREEEEEEEPY. Hopefully it gets better soon.
Page 19--"Cam reached out for her, and every part of her skin touched by the two guys broke out in goose bumps. She was sandwiched between them and hyper-aware of their skin on hers...."
UHM?! She only JUST met this Stan guy, and she's already called his touch "intoxicating." Also, she doesn't know Cam that well, either. Like...this girl's priorities? Her sense of self-preservation? Non-existant. Also, who's Kara???
Okay, wait....now there's a BROCK?! And a Joey? I get the feeling Kara and Joey were/are old friends of hers....and Brock.....an ex maybe? BUT STILL, WHY introduce the characters if you're only going to give very little information on them???? Like....I can't connect with this story if I don't GET the story.
Page 29--Like...YAY for diversity and all that jazz, but...really? Can she think of NO OTHER WAY to describe the characters than just outright stating their nationality? I WANT TO SEE THEM! This is such bad writing, oh my goodness... SHOW me, don't tell me!
Page 39--"Was the person crazy? Did whoever it was want to die?"
I'm sorry, but....doesn't SHE want to die? This seems....a contradictive question.
She's reeeeeeeeeally paranoid, isn't she?
Page 50--"The doctors said schizophrenia can be brought on by traumatic events. Joey got it from accidentally killing Grandpa Janus."
UHM NO. NO. THAT IS NOT HOW IT WORKS.
June 29, 2014
*I received this book from the author in exchange for an honest review*
The Purgatorium: Purgatorium Series, Book One (The Purgatorium Series 1)
By Eva Pohler
Publication Date: December 13, 2013
Daphne Janus is invited to go with her best friend Cam to a resort on an island just off the coast, Its mostly uninhabited and has a wildlife preserve on one side and Chumash Indian ruins on the “haunted” side.
The resort might be beautiful, but when strange things start to happen, Daphne is soon left wondering what the heck she's got herself into, and when she becomes lost on the haunted side of the island, it’s not fun anymore, and she wonders if her parents have sent her there to help her or to punish her.
This book has the reader guessing at the very start, there's is the mystery of the native ruins, the strange goings on also lead the reader into second guessing what will happen next.
The history of the Indians mythology of the Island adds to the storyline, making you wonder what's real and what's not The book is a suspense tale suitable for YA or even teens. This suspense and exciting story had me guessing who Daphne should or should not trust.
Ms. Pohler’s writing style flows well, and has written a storyline that makes it very easy to get lost in, it makes you ponder what would you do when faced with the same situation?
I really enjoyed the way the characters were developed, You get to know the characters gradually, learning more and more about what makes a person tick. Ms. Pohler has written a good story about a subject that is difficult to discuss, can the island doctor help Daphne come to terms with survivor guilt, and acceptance that there was nothing she could have done to help her sister?
Why not buy the book and find out...
I look forward to reading book 2
The Purgatorium: Purgatorium Series, Book One (The Purgatorium Series 1)
By Eva Pohler
Publication Date: December 13, 2013
Daphne Janus is invited to go with her best friend Cam to a resort on an island just off the coast, Its mostly uninhabited and has a wildlife preserve on one side and Chumash Indian ruins on the “haunted” side.
The resort might be beautiful, but when strange things start to happen, Daphne is soon left wondering what the heck she's got herself into, and when she becomes lost on the haunted side of the island, it’s not fun anymore, and she wonders if her parents have sent her there to help her or to punish her.
This book has the reader guessing at the very start, there's is the mystery of the native ruins, the strange goings on also lead the reader into second guessing what will happen next.
The history of the Indians mythology of the Island adds to the storyline, making you wonder what's real and what's not The book is a suspense tale suitable for YA or even teens. This suspense and exciting story had me guessing who Daphne should or should not trust.
Ms. Pohler’s writing style flows well, and has written a storyline that makes it very easy to get lost in, it makes you ponder what would you do when faced with the same situation?
I really enjoyed the way the characters were developed, You get to know the characters gradually, learning more and more about what makes a person tick. Ms. Pohler has written a good story about a subject that is difficult to discuss, can the island doctor help Daphne come to terms with survivor guilt, and acceptance that there was nothing she could have done to help her sister?
Why not buy the book and find out...
I look forward to reading book 2
May 18, 2015
The Purgatorium is the story of a young girl who's little sister has passed away and she puts herself at blame, therefore becoming depressed and suicidal. After years and years of suffering and repeated attempts of suicide, her parents and best friend ships her off to an island where she supposedly will participate in therapeutic games. Only, these games are dangerous and whether they indeed are therapeutic is highly questionable.
Wow, wow, wow. This book is sick. Not in scary, gross kind of way, even though there are a couple of spooky phenomena in it. But rather, the question it's meant to revolve around and chew on is what gives me ice-cold chills. Basically, without spoiling anything, I could consise it as 'Whether the end justifies the means', but in a way that is strictly for 16+.
The book itself was good. The pacing was very fast, it delved right in and kept on until the end. The characters were fine. I liked them, though I couldn't particularly relate to any of them, despite being symphthetic towards Daphne for her issues. What threw me off the book a little though, was the voice. The author used - okay, it's been said so often it feels like an excuse but still - too much telling rather than showing for my taste, especially in the first half of the book or so. As the story progressed it got much better however, and the ending twist struck me so much I'm eager to continue with this series.
All in all, I highly recommend the Purgatorium for the thrilling story, but mostly for the story it conveys. A whole new reflection on a prosaic issue that I guarantee you won't forget!
Wow, wow, wow. This book is sick. Not in scary, gross kind of way, even though there are a couple of spooky phenomena in it. But rather, the question it's meant to revolve around and chew on is what gives me ice-cold chills. Basically, without spoiling anything, I could consise it as 'Whether the end justifies the means', but in a way that is strictly for 16+.
The book itself was good. The pacing was very fast, it delved right in and kept on until the end. The characters were fine. I liked them, though I couldn't particularly relate to any of them, despite being symphthetic towards Daphne for her issues. What threw me off the book a little though, was the voice. The author used - okay, it's been said so often it feels like an excuse but still - too much telling rather than showing for my taste, especially in the first half of the book or so. As the story progressed it got much better however, and the ending twist struck me so much I'm eager to continue with this series.
All in all, I highly recommend the Purgatorium for the thrilling story, but mostly for the story it conveys. A whole new reflection on a prosaic issue that I guarantee you won't forget!
April 1, 2016
*3.5*
I admit, this book didn't have the best writing and was a bit predictable at times, particularly towards the beginning. However, I couldn't stop reading it! The concept gripped me from the get go and I just couldn't get enough. I will definitely be carrying on with this series.
I really like Brock, and can't wait to read more about him and Daphne in the next book. He was so sweet and adored her so much, even with what he did to her.
I just want to say now, that this book isn't actually scary. I went into it thinking it was going to be a horror, due to the cover and some reviews I'd heard about it. It is more like a psychological thriller than a horror. I mean, for some people, it could be considered scary, but I honestly don't think anything was. The worst bit was probably when she was in the cabin, but I don't even think that was bad.
I can't wait to pick up the next book and see how this series continues. I have a feeling the next book might have a lot more humour in it, which I will enjoy. I also think it will be interesting seeing things from a different perspective, rather than the person undergoing the tests.
Just want to say, I read this book in one sitting and stayed up till 1 in the morning to finish it. That's how gripping I found it. However, the writing might not be for everyone, as it was quite simple. I really feel like everyone should try it, especially as you can get it for free on Kindle at the moment, and just see what you think of it. You may end up finding a book that you absolutely love, and you didn't even have to spend a penny.
I admit, this book didn't have the best writing and was a bit predictable at times, particularly towards the beginning. However, I couldn't stop reading it! The concept gripped me from the get go and I just couldn't get enough. I will definitely be carrying on with this series.
I really like Brock, and can't wait to read more about him and Daphne in the next book. He was so sweet and adored her so much, even with what he did to her.
I just want to say now, that this book isn't actually scary. I went into it thinking it was going to be a horror, due to the cover and some reviews I'd heard about it. It is more like a psychological thriller than a horror. I mean, for some people, it could be considered scary, but I honestly don't think anything was. The worst bit was probably when she was in the cabin, but I don't even think that was bad.
I can't wait to pick up the next book and see how this series continues. I have a feeling the next book might have a lot more humour in it, which I will enjoy. I also think it will be interesting seeing things from a different perspective, rather than the person undergoing the tests.
Just want to say, I read this book in one sitting and stayed up till 1 in the morning to finish it. That's how gripping I found it. However, the writing might not be for everyone, as it was quite simple. I really feel like everyone should try it, especially as you can get it for free on Kindle at the moment, and just see what you think of it. You may end up finding a book that you absolutely love, and you didn't even have to spend a penny.
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February 22, 2023I haven't been this conflicted about a book in a while.
I kinda liked something about it but it had many problems and I ended the book feeling lost and not really wanting to continue the series.
**SPOILERS**
Okay, so, the good is the idea and the concept. The idea is actually really good, leading those with depression and survivors guilt to an island to put them through rigorous tests to trigger their will to live. It's totally wrong and ineffective but the idea plot wise in a thriller/horror way is good. The setting is good because it's on a pretty island and it triggers both a sense of calmness and claustrophobia because the only way to leave it is by boat or helicopter and it's surrounded by just deep,wide ocean and while you have this big island, you're trapped if something bad happens which it does. The last good thing is that though i don't feel like the author displayed mental illness very well or in enough detail in Daphne or her brother, the feelings that Daphne talked about like the guilt, feeling like the tragedy that happened was her fault, the feeling that it should have been her instead, not being able to look her parents' eyes is all relatable and i know there are some who'll read this and it will hit them for sure.
Now, the not so good is that the book kept hitting points where it was trying to catch my interest and then before it fully got it, it would deflate. It could have gone further in the exercises and added more of a thriller element to it. I never felt truly thrilled even though i did speculate what could happen next. There was even a part that i call the Hide & Seek portion where Daphne is being chased by Gray's crew, which is everyone, and that part gets repetitive and tedious after a while. The dialogue sometimes wasn't that great either.
The side characters were just there, no one was fully developed and i don't even feel Daphne was fully fleshed out. I struggled throughout trying to figure out if i liked or disliked her and i settled on indifference because while i completely sympathize with her, not only did she flip flop in behavior but she also didn't question her surroundings enough. One minute she is thinking about how she is going to kill herself, the next she is getting jealous of a girl she doesn't know because she was talking to Cam, trying to show off in a halter top and shorts for Cam who she showed no interest in and is taking off her dress to jump in the water trying to steal the attention from this other girl who did the same. Like, where did this come from? The scene was second hand embarrassment. There was even a scene where her and Brock were hiding from Stan and the ghost girls and they just started making out randomly as if she wasn't in a tense situation. The first two times i get it, you're happy to see each other but not now. However, everyone was an actor anyway so i guess it doesn't matter. Also, Cam never acted like a best friend to me, since the beginning he acted really weird, same goes for Stan and later on Brock. They would act weird, or say strange things and act really cliche and she didn't catch on or never question it. She was suspicious in the beginning though saying some of them seemed to be acting and i was proud of her for pointing out that feeling early on and being suspicious but it dimmed over time i guess. However, I can't get too mad about her getting duped by Stan even though i saw it coming because he acted normal and laid back mostly but Brock was too obvious. He came on the scene obvious. You're telling me Dr. Gray sent a fake letter to your parents saying they need $50,000 because of hotel expenses and are threatening to arrest you? On a therapeutic resort? And instead of questioning it and coming up there themselves, they send a check, just give this large sum of money to Dr. Gray (because they got it like that) and her ex boyfriend who she hasn't seen in 6 months and she's like this makes sense. And then he knew people's name on the top of his head and the layout of the island, and acted like Dr. Gray told him the whole plan and he believed it immediately. Daphne is telling him that they held a gun on her and he responds "It wasn't loaded.. that's what they said". Instead of freaking out a gun was held on the girl you love you say THAT? And she didn't catch on and press him about it? Even the fox was obvious.
Post Brock arriving is when things just started descending for me. I was thinking maybe the whole white robed, throwing water sequence was a symbolic dream and she was unconscious somewhere or that it was a twist and her soul was in an in-between state while she was in a coma from a suicide attempt hence the purgatorium name but, nope, it was real and it felt off and just weird. How did Dr. Gray get her parents and friends so locked in to her beliefs to go through with this? No one would allow this if they really loved their child/friend. The way she talked about Cam and Brock as if they were just the two closest people to her and they lied and manipulated her so easily, it just wasn't believable. Everything that was done on that island was traumatic to her and could cause someone with severe depression to go over the edge including having their entire body shaved down, from head to toe, without their consent. Here's probably my biggest problem. Daphne even tells Dr. Gray her methods are bullshit but then the next page, she sees the fox she accidentally hurt with a rock earlier is alive and gets happy then everything is forgotten. Then, she says she is still on edge but she mostly forgives Cam and joins him in doing the stupid haunting ritual to her parents. She even waves at Dr. Gray and at the end she says she never felt more alive as if the therapy worked and it teases that she's excited to participate in Brock and her parents' version of the same therapy... the same traumatic therapy that was done to her...that she's just forgiven immediately. I tried to look for signs of her displaying insane behavior or of her going crazy at the end but there was none, it was written as if the methods were actually helpful and effective. I would have thought better of the ending if it showed her falling into this weird, subtle insanity showing that the therapy was actually harmful and she just gave into it because she was lied to so bad and felt trapped but...it didn't. I think that would have been a better ending instead of her doing this dumb, bizarre 180. I don't think i'll finish the series but i do think a better ending could have MAYBE influenced me to want to continue.
I kinda liked something about it but it had many problems and I ended the book feeling lost and not really wanting to continue the series.
**SPOILERS**
Okay, so, the good is the idea and the concept. The idea is actually really good, leading those with depression and survivors guilt to an island to put them through rigorous tests to trigger their will to live. It's totally wrong and ineffective but the idea plot wise in a thriller/horror way is good. The setting is good because it's on a pretty island and it triggers both a sense of calmness and claustrophobia because the only way to leave it is by boat or helicopter and it's surrounded by just deep,wide ocean and while you have this big island, you're trapped if something bad happens which it does. The last good thing is that though i don't feel like the author displayed mental illness very well or in enough detail in Daphne or her brother, the feelings that Daphne talked about like the guilt, feeling like the tragedy that happened was her fault, the feeling that it should have been her instead, not being able to look her parents' eyes is all relatable and i know there are some who'll read this and it will hit them for sure.
Now, the not so good is that the book kept hitting points where it was trying to catch my interest and then before it fully got it, it would deflate. It could have gone further in the exercises and added more of a thriller element to it. I never felt truly thrilled even though i did speculate what could happen next. There was even a part that i call the Hide & Seek portion where Daphne is being chased by Gray's crew, which is everyone, and that part gets repetitive and tedious after a while. The dialogue sometimes wasn't that great either.
The side characters were just there, no one was fully developed and i don't even feel Daphne was fully fleshed out. I struggled throughout trying to figure out if i liked or disliked her and i settled on indifference because while i completely sympathize with her, not only did she flip flop in behavior but she also didn't question her surroundings enough. One minute she is thinking about how she is going to kill herself, the next she is getting jealous of a girl she doesn't know because she was talking to Cam, trying to show off in a halter top and shorts for Cam who she showed no interest in and is taking off her dress to jump in the water trying to steal the attention from this other girl who did the same. Like, where did this come from? The scene was second hand embarrassment. There was even a scene where her and Brock were hiding from Stan and the ghost girls and they just started making out randomly as if she wasn't in a tense situation. The first two times i get it, you're happy to see each other but not now. However, everyone was an actor anyway so i guess it doesn't matter. Also, Cam never acted like a best friend to me, since the beginning he acted really weird, same goes for Stan and later on Brock. They would act weird, or say strange things and act really cliche and she didn't catch on or never question it. She was suspicious in the beginning though saying some of them seemed to be acting and i was proud of her for pointing out that feeling early on and being suspicious but it dimmed over time i guess. However, I can't get too mad about her getting duped by Stan even though i saw it coming because he acted normal and laid back mostly but Brock was too obvious. He came on the scene obvious. You're telling me Dr. Gray sent a fake letter to your parents saying they need $50,000 because of hotel expenses and are threatening to arrest you? On a therapeutic resort? And instead of questioning it and coming up there themselves, they send a check, just give this large sum of money to Dr. Gray (because they got it like that) and her ex boyfriend who she hasn't seen in 6 months and she's like this makes sense. And then he knew people's name on the top of his head and the layout of the island, and acted like Dr. Gray told him the whole plan and he believed it immediately. Daphne is telling him that they held a gun on her and he responds "It wasn't loaded.. that's what they said". Instead of freaking out a gun was held on the girl you love you say THAT? And she didn't catch on and press him about it? Even the fox was obvious.
Post Brock arriving is when things just started descending for me. I was thinking maybe the whole white robed, throwing water sequence was a symbolic dream and she was unconscious somewhere or that it was a twist and her soul was in an in-between state while she was in a coma from a suicide attempt hence the purgatorium name but, nope, it was real and it felt off and just weird. How did Dr. Gray get her parents and friends so locked in to her beliefs to go through with this? No one would allow this if they really loved their child/friend. The way she talked about Cam and Brock as if they were just the two closest people to her and they lied and manipulated her so easily, it just wasn't believable. Everything that was done on that island was traumatic to her and could cause someone with severe depression to go over the edge including having their entire body shaved down, from head to toe, without their consent. Here's probably my biggest problem. Daphne even tells Dr. Gray her methods are bullshit but then the next page, she sees the fox she accidentally hurt with a rock earlier is alive and gets happy then everything is forgotten. Then, she says she is still on edge but she mostly forgives Cam and joins him in doing the stupid haunting ritual to her parents. She even waves at Dr. Gray and at the end she says she never felt more alive as if the therapy worked and it teases that she's excited to participate in Brock and her parents' version of the same therapy... the same traumatic therapy that was done to her...that she's just forgiven immediately. I tried to look for signs of her displaying insane behavior or of her going crazy at the end but there was none, it was written as if the methods were actually helpful and effective. I would have thought better of the ending if it showed her falling into this weird, subtle insanity showing that the therapy was actually harmful and she just gave into it because she was lied to so bad and felt trapped but...it didn't. I think that would have been a better ending instead of her doing this dumb, bizarre 180. I don't think i'll finish the series but i do think a better ending could have MAYBE influenced me to want to continue.
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