A Study in Drowning: Zeilen aus Sturm und Stille

A Study in Drowning #1

by Ava Reid, Nadine Mannchen (Translator)

Jede Flut beginnt mit einem Tropfen

Architekturstudentin Effy kann ihr Glück kaum fassen: Sie darf das Anwesen ihres verstorbenen Lieblingsautors renovieren! Doch Hiraeth Manor ist verfallener als gedacht und wird zunehmend vom Meer verschlungen. Genau so sehr, wie Effy von den Sagen über den Elfenkönig verfolgt wird. Und dann ist da auch noch Preston: der Literaturstudent, der den Nachlass des Autors sichtet – und den Effy von der ersten Sekunde an nicht ausstehen kann. Bis sie gemeinsam einem dunklen Geheimnis auf die Spur kommen …

Genres: Fantasy, Dark Academia, Young Adult, Romance, Gothic, Mystery, Fiction

464 pages, Paperback

First published September 19, 2023

About the author

Ava Reid is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of gothic fantasies, including A Study in Drowning, Juniper & Thorn, and Lady Macbeth. She lives in California.

Reviews

[manju ♡ · Rating 1 out of 5]

dnf @ 70%

you could not pay me to care.

[Rebecca (life's chaotic catching up) · Rating 1 out of 5]

Sigh... so disappointed.

I am super conflicted about this book. On the one hand it deals with extreme misogyny and the effects that it has on its fmc are heartbreaking and relatable. I feel like this book perhaps will be very therapeutic for many women in that regard and I recognize the importance of the messaging in the context that it's set in. The way Effie and another character's trauma is portrayed and how they navigate its effects and fight to overcome the lingering damage to themselves felt personal and emotional.
However, there is also another theme of bigotry and prejudice that runs throughout the book that was not handled well at all and left me feeling very uncomfortable and unable to rate this book higher. Effie the fmc references the conflict between her country of Llyr and the neighboring country of Argant early in the book in and it's repeatedly emphasized that she feels extreme animosity for this other race of people.

"Argant was always claiming that Lyrian treasures and traditions were really their own. Llyr was forever accusing Argant of stealing their heroes and histories."
"that when Llyr's tanks rolled across, that green land, when their rifles peeked up from the trenches they had dug into Argantian soil, it was the magic of the sleepers that protected them. That when Argantian guns jammed or an out-of season fog crept across the battlefield, that was sleeper magic, too."

If the above passage made you uncomfortable bc it signals a specific real-world conflict in a very biased one-sided way, yeah me too. Effie also insults and disparages the mmc quite frequently for being of half Argantian decent. Calling him a carpetbagger, questioning his right to access Llyrian literature bc of his half-Argantian heritage and several other disparaging insults. If she were using this to later in the book dismantle this idea and address her prejudice, I would have been onboard, but she doesn't. Instead, the book seems to take the route of "oh I fell in love with someone representative of my prejudice, so I am absolved" which it absolutely does not. I am left unimpressed and disappointed.

[EmmaSkies · Rating 5 out of 5]

Anything can be taken from you, at any moment. Even the past isn’t guaranteed. You can lose that too, slowly, like water eating away at stone.

Video version of this review that I totally make it through without crying can be found here.

There is a lot going on in A Study in Drowning. It’s about institutional sexism in academia; about how young women are simultaneously treated as too insipid and frivolous to be of any consequence and yet also held responsible for the predation of the men who demand power over them. It’s about stories and the relationship between author and reader; about who really owns a story and decides what it means. It’s about all the ways your voice can be taken from you - both by others and eaten away at within yourself - and what it takes to get it back, if you can.
All of this is wrapped within a Dark Academia tale of mystery and romance (of the academic rivals variety) in a rotting old house on a cliff, intertwined with themes of the disconnect between religious, superstitious folklore and academic agnosticism. This book will have you questioning perceptions of reality and not knowing who or what to believe.
And all of it works so beautifully. A seamless blend of narrative, characters I absolutely loved, mysteries to unravel, and an ambiguously fantastical setting that you will question again and again. I loved this book so very much.

On the note of characters, I can’t not speak about the main character, Effy.

You don’t have to take up a sword. Survival is bravery, too.

Effy Sayre is for the soft girls. The anxiety girls. The “I’ve been rehearsing my Starbucks order since I got in line” girls. The “life has made my fight or flight response heavily weighted toward flight for my own survival” girls. I love her. She’s not going to pick up a sword and get a training montage to defeat her enemies on a battlefield, she’s not always going to have the right quip at just the right time, and she’s not always going to have the right answers, but she shows that there’s a strength in softness. That it’s strength enough to survive and that the ways we find to make it through the day are valid. She’s not a perfect character, she has very real flaws beyond the sometimes trite “quirks that a romantic partner will find cute,” and it’s part of what makes her authentic and leaves room through the writing for real growth.

Almost as soon as I started this book I knew there was no chance that I was going to be Normal about it. Effy, has my whole heart. I love her, I feel protective of her, and I will lay down my life for her. (Remember, not going to be Normal about this). She distinctly puts this in the rare category of books that make me feel Seen as a human being, alongside others like VE Schwab’s The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue and John Green’s Turtles All The Way Down. This is personal, it feels very singular (though it definitionally is not), and it absolutely elevates the experience of an already fantastic book. This idea is reflected in the story as well. To paraphrase, “Writing [a book is] like shining a beacon from a lighthouse…Are there any ships on the horizon? Will they signal back…?” It reminds me of the Kazuo Ishiguro quote “In the end, stories are about one person saying to another: This is the way it feels to me. Can you understand what I’m saying? Does it feel this way to you?”

And so, yes, I am the ship on the horizon signaling back. It feels this way to me too. And for that, A Study in Drowning holds a very special place in my heart. Five Stars.

[Rhiannon · Rating 1 out of 5]

We get it, she can take her tablets dry.

[Gavin Hetherington · Rating 2 out of 5]

You could not have paid me to care, this was so boring.

Also, if you're going to have enemies to lovers, maybe make the love interest an actual 'enemy' and not just having the MC be prejudiced against him because he's from a different country. Is the 'enemies to lovers' in the room with us? For example, Preston asks her to put a seat belt on, and Effy cynically tells us that he is treating her like a child. Preston checks out books from the library, and Effy felt entitled to them first.

So again I ask - where was the enemy? A one-sided prejudiced rivalry does not an enemies-to-lovers make.

[Robin · Rating 5 out of 5]

A Study in Drowning is a swirling tempest of hope, love, and finding a way forward against all odds. Enveloped in folklore and set in a Welsh-inspired fantasy world this book is a balm for every person who has been an outsider in their lives and for those still fighting to have their voice be heard.

My full review can be read here

thank you to edelweiss and the publisher for providing this review copy

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[ß · Rating 1 out of 5]

a study in snoring

[Claudia Lomelí · Rating 4 out of 5]

4.5 estrellas. Me gustó mucho, aunque el inicio es muy lento.

[hanna ʚ♡ɞ · Rating 2 out of 5]

i fear this did not eat

[benedicta · Rating 4 out of 5]

4.2⭐️ best gift ever bitches 🥺

Effy almost rolled her eyes—who called their own work groundbreaking?

the answer? Preston mf Héloury ✋🏽😏

✔️ historical fantasy
✔️ rivals-to-lovers
✔️ gothic mystery
✔️ haunting, dreamlike atmosphere
✔️ feminist themes
✔️ author's YA debut

the vibes in the book is nothing short of eerie, gorgeous and amazing! our fmc, Effy (a student of architecture) sets out to help renovate an old mansion of her all-time award winning, favorite author.

She finds a literature scholar, Preston got there ahead of her and is investigating a mystery that is going to question and possibly destroy the longtime admiration that Effy has for her literary hero as well as this author's legacy.


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OMFGGHGGGGG- a good friend of mine bought me a copy and had it delivered as a surprise so it reasons that i have read it rtfn 😭😭🔫

[♥︎ Heather ⚔ (New House-Hiatus) · Rating 2 out of 5]

The writing and atmospheric vibes were NICE.

The story was MID

The two MC's were BLAND

I'll elaborate more later 🫡

[Alexa Raye · Rating 3 out of 5]

3.5 ⭐️!! so beautifully written. loved the ending 🌊

[Nilufer Ozmekik · Rating 5 out of 5]

This fascinating gothic mansion/haunted house theme has a twisty mystery and powerful feminist vibes! The horror, mystery, enemies-to-lovers romance, paranormal, and psychological thriller genres are perfectly blended at the same portal. The riveting mystery makes you guess until the end as the spine-tingling, eerie, drowning house pushes you to hide under blankets. You're drawn into the unreliable narration of the traumatized heroine and complex storytelling. But this book is more than a dark academia, paranormal fantasy, or bone-chilling horror novel! This is also a thought-provoking, bold, profound, and empowering story about women with #MeToo movement representation. That's what makes it unique, brave, and more powerful! I devoured it in a few hours! The execution of the story was well-crafted. The myths, folklore, urban legend parts, and shocking, challenging backstory make the book extra captivating and unputdownable!

The story revolves around young Effy Sayre, who is delicate and dealing with hallucinations of the Fairy King since her childhood. She is the only woman student in the architecture department, even though she dreamed of focusing her studies on literature: she can recite the entire words of Emrys Myrddin's Angharad. She is socially outcasted after rumors about her involvement with her adviser professor. She is so close to getting dropped from the faculty, failing from classes, and her neglectful, alcoholic mother has no intention of doing anything with her. Her favorite author, Myrddin's death, also affected her deeply. The book he has written is the only thing that can empower her to fight against her nighttime terrors.

When she applied with her project to redesign Myrddin's estate, Hiraeth Manor, which resides in a very dangerous part of the country, she didn't expect to be chosen for this impossible task. But she gets an invitation telling her that all of her expenses will be covered for six weeks, including her travel fees.

When she arrives at the dilapidated house, which is hardly affected by the last drowning and crumbling into pieces, she not only meets Myrddin's eccentric son, but she also finds out that a literature scholar, Preston Heloury, also works with the letters and manuscripts of the late author with a secret agenda.

He rubs her the wrong way because this condescending, stubborn, pragmatic boy is a literature scholar even though he's Argentinean, while she was rejected from the same faculty because she's female! When she finds out Preston is conducting a secret investigation to prove that Myrddin is a fraud because there are inconsistencies with his signature on the letters written for the publisher, and he didn't have a background as an uneducated fisherman's boy to write an epic masterpiece, Effy becomes livid.

But Effy's nightmares about the Fairy King increase. The awkward manners of Myrddin's son, the ill widow who is locked in her room they didn't see, and the secret passages of the manor increase her suspicions as well. She teams up with Preston to find out the truth about the manor and Myrddin, not only for her curiosity but also to end her misery about her biggest childhood mystery!

Overall, this book is scary, ominous, intense, moving, bold, and one of the best reads I've had lately!

Many thanks to NetGalley and HarperCollins Children's Books/HarperTeen for sharing this amazing book's digital reviewer copy with me in exchange for my honest thoughts.

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[ellie · Rating 2 out of 5]

this book has taken me over a month to finish, which is incredibly rare for me. i found this to be an odd book to review and rate, because from the perspective of a literature graduate with special interest in the Gothic in all its forms, this was layered and enthralling, clearly a lot of effort has gone into crafting this story. the gothic aspect was phenomenal, truly. but from a reader’s perspective? someone who just wants to sit and enjoy a book?



despite my mixed feelings for this book, Ava Reid has a talent for writing and a deep love for literature— the story almost has a “story within a story” format, so it was very clear to me Reid loves storytelling and words and the power they hold; authorship and identity clearly matter to her, too. i could really see what she was attempting to do. she crafted this with delicate intricacy which i couldn’t help admire. yet, it’s what also heightened my frustrations with the book because while the writing style and the craftsmanship was amazing, i feel as though, by doing so, Reid sacrificed character depth and ingenuity in favour of her research and the “messages” she was trying to get across to the reader.

the two main characters, Effy and Preston were so severely bland to me that i really don’t have anything of value to say about them. Preston literally could have been anyone— anyone. he was so distant and anonymous, almost mechanical in nature. there was zero depth, charisma or really anything truly unique about him, so rooting for him and Effy was impossible. i truly had no desire to see them as a romantic pairing because he’d have to have a personality for that. and calling this an academic rivals to lovers is honestly an insult to the entire trope— sincerely where was the academic rivalry? they meet and Effy doesn’t like him for the dumbest read possible, and then soon enough they decide to team up together to investigate Preston’s thesis.

Effy would say “you’re rude / patronising” to him and they’d lightly bicker, but there was truly no real heat behind anything either of them said. there was no chemistry whatsoever. academic rivals doesn’t even make sense, to be honest, since they weren’t rivals in their field. they weren’t competing with one another for anything. and then they decide to team up where their “rivalry” is put aside (footnote — there was no rivalry). they didn’t even have any truly romantic moments between one another either. they dance once with no tension nor chemistry or pining. they share a bed with no tension nor chemistry or pining. he cleans a wound of hers… and yep! you guessed it! no tension nor chemistry or pining.

i wouldn’t even consider this a romance in any capacity. Preston and Effy co-exist in the same environment… that’s about it. i was reading and truly wondering “is the romance in the room with us right now??”

and like Preston, Effy also felt quite distant (it’s probably why i didn’t care about the romance since both of them were boring). she didn’t feel all that distinct to me— the book is written from her perspective entirely but in third person, and while i think single third person POV can be done right, it wasn’t done right for me here. Effy doesn’t really have her own unique, distinct voice through the third person POV. she’s intentionally supposed to be a bit turbid due to the medication she takes and her past trauma, but it just made it difficult to latch onto something tangible about her that i could connect with and root for. i truly couldn’t have cared less about her :/

and it’s frustrating because there was a lot to unpack with her — family trauma, her relationship with her mother, the misogyny she faced being the only woman in her college… but all of these things were written in a way where we could only take them at face value. it was just a brief interjection into Effy’s inner monologue and then she’d swiftly move on, and id just sit there and think “what is the point?” in the end, Effy didn’t feel all that different to me. she goes on a journey, sure, but due to the vagueness of her character, it was difficult to see her undergo any type of character development.

ultimately, the best way i can describe my feelings about the book, is that A Study in Drowning lacked life. it felt so distant and impersonal, despite Reid’s attempts at making aspects of this emotional (mainly with Effy’s upbringing and trauma). everything felt stagnant and stilted, i craved vibrancy and feeling, something tangible to latch onto and reel me in. i wanted something sharp and messy, something to cut me and make me feel as i read. but i couldn’t have been more indifferent if i had tried because the characters maintained that indifference, too.

the only time i actually felt this excited fire inside of me for Effy and her character was at 98%



i was so mad😭😭 you’re telling me, NOW i am finally invested??? with 8 pages to go until the end???? this was the one instance where i was rooting for Effy, thinking “wow, yes she’s changed! she’s stood up for herself! i like this girl”. but getting a brief glimpse of this version of her at the end was a bummer because i wanted hints of this character development a lot earlier. from page one to roughly 90%, Effy felt the same to me. and ultimately in the end, she still felt like a vague, incorporeal person that i still knew very little about. i couldn’t even tell you what her personality / temperament is like, to be honest. she was just a hazy name in a book with no real identifying features.

now, the plot is what initially made me realise i wasn’t enjoying the book. i gave Effy and Preston the benefit of the doubt for the majority of the book. but the plot, world-building and storytelling aspect? hmmm.

honestly? i think Reid is lacking the skill to truly establish and flesh out her storytelling. she can write like no tomorrow, her atmospheric setting and the ideas she had were fascinating, but when it came down to the actual plot, it’s momentum and pacing? it was just all over the place, the coherency was difficult to follow.

the plot really has no sense of urgency, no real action for the most part. there’s a loose plot there, but nothing substantial that pushes you forward, where one event links to the next and you can follow the thorough thread tying the story together. Reid seems to want to maintain the mystique of the story, to create an ominous dark-academic atmosphere throughout, and in doing so withholds so much information that i could never truly get to the nitty gritty depths of this story (and i think it’s why Effy felt so distant to me, she was always withholding so much information about herself). everything felt like such a mystery to me, but not in a way that motivated me to continue reading.

it just confused me and ruined any potential attachment to the characters, but specifically Effy that i craved.

the elegant, superfluous writing style and the themes she was emulating ultimately take precedent over the depth of the storytelling and characterisations of Effy and Preston. it’s clear Reid knew her own world building immaculately— it felt like there was depth here, but her execution was lacking, if that makes sense? she doesn’t explain the world building well. she doesn’t unpack the nuances and instead just talks about the world, it’s lore and history, as though i should already know what she’s talking about. mainly the political and historical aspects of the book.

i do not, in fact, know what Ava Reid was talking about.

the story felt layered and intelligent but she doesn’t explain anything all that well. it’s almost like she states fact of her world like we also live in this world too… i just couldn’t get a clean nor clear grasp of the world building, especially the era/time period.

it felt very Arthurian and High Romance like that of Boccacio’s Decameron or Spenser’s The Faerie Queen. i loved this aspect, you could tell Reid enjoyed her research and making the story feel ancient and magical, but these themes had no real depth to them beyond creating a mystical dark atmosphere.

so i originally thought this was set in medieval adjacent type era, with the years being 190-220 AD for example. but then the characters drink coffee and smoke cigarettes, go to a cafe called the Drowsy Poet, drive cars, have telephones (but not mobile phones), there are media tabloids and publishing houses, so it would suddenly shift and feel incredibly modern, and it was so jarring and out of place. then because of these features, it felt almost Edwardian at times, maybe post-WWI… i just wanted to feel grounded in the story and i truly couldn’t because i felt as though i was missing so much of the story.

the fictional country is also at war (with another country or civil war with itself, im still not sure) but the politics of this aren’t explained— Effy is from one country and Preston is from another, and there are hostilities between their nations and cultures that they constantly talk about, but the root of WHY these hostilities exist aren’t explained? i didn’t see the need to add war as a background (and incredibly vague) subplot because nothing was done with it nor was it ever talked about. it was only brought up to book end the story, like Reid was reminding us “oh yes by the way! the country is as war! don’t forget” because she’d not mentioned it throughout the rest of the book.

there was just no logic or coherency to the world building. it’s fine if your world building is simple, just make it make sense.

i just… eurgh, this has the potential to be that bitch for me, but everything was too flimsy and rushed and surface level to impact me in any way shape or form. her themes and research are clearly unique and interesting but they just aren’t utilised enough for me to truly care or feel moved by the story. the feminine rage of Effy was truly lacklustre and disappointing. there was no desperation to her, no fire, no grit.

i can see Reid’s vision, i know what she was trying to do here but… sadly it just wasn’t executed effectively therefore i had little to no interest in the story.

im bummed because i have been excited for this since Ava announced this book and all we had was a title nearly two years ago. i truly think parts of this read like a draft and is in dire need of editing.

thank you to NetGalley for the ARC in exchange for an honest review!

[Ellie]

dark academia novels really have the best titles

more facts about the book!
- it's upper YA (the MC is 18 and in her first year of uni)
- Ava considers it a 'true' romance book
- it's set in a secondary fantasy world based on mid 20th-century England/Wales and influenced by Welsh mythology f*ck yeah welsh mythology on the rise
- it fits in the dark academia subgenre
- the journey to writing this book began with an interest in anti-Stratfordian theory (basically the theory that Shakespeare was a fraud)
- and "I wrote this one for survivors - for the people who aren’t believed, who don’t have ownership over their own narrative, who tell themselves stories in order to cope."

from here!

[jude⋆°. (IS EDITING REVIEWS) · Rating 4 out of 5]

"i will love you to ruination." this is exactly how i feel about this book.

[nikki | ཐི༏ཋྀ​​݁ ₊ ݁ . · Rating 5 out of 5]

"i will love you to ruination."
"yours or mine?"

ava reid is just one of those authors where i feel like i'm falling slowly into the book, enveloped by my own senses as the her masterful imagery illustrates her story. it's a slow lull that draws you in, like waves rising on the shore that before you know it, you've reached high tide.

"it began as all things did: a girl on the shore, terrified and desirous."

effy sayre is timid, unassuming, and afraid. she desperately wants to break out of her shell, to spill out the words and dreams inside her, but is paralyzed by fear. she yearns to be a writer, but is resigned as a woman to study architecture instead (as the only woman in her college, it was enough of a fight for that alone). reid cleverly likens the dissociation one may experience post-trauma to being underwater - effy struggles to swim, and her anxiety comes in waves.

the story is about her finding her voice again and breaking to surface, learning to not let herself drown.

the only enemy is the sea.

"it's terrifying."
"most beautiful things are."

reid's use of the sea as a supernatural force, an ever-present threat, a means of escape, and, later, a symbol of peace is poetic and powerful. the storms make for an ominous atmosphere, with saltwater's ability to erode land, ships, and man. but there is also a mystical element, a way of cocooning or stepping out of reality when effy disconnects. the idea of drowning - how one can suffer, silently. "it can take 10 minutes to drown" ianto tells her. that sometimes people pass away weeks later from the after effects of drowning. but some people drown for a whole lifetime.

i didn't know how to do anything but wait and drown.

she wondered if you could love something out of ruination, reverse that drowning process, make it all new again.

perhaps a romance is a story with no end at all; where the end is but a wardrobe with a false back, leading to stranger and more merciful worlds.

the romance between effy and preston was a delightful surprise for me. i went into this book as blind as i could be, though i had some preconceived notions about the tone and vibes from art and just seeing posts around. but i hadn't realized there would be such friction between the two of them from the start, effy rebuffed at being stuck in proximity with a literature student (and the envy she felt, only doubled by the fact he borrowed all the books she wanted lol). their banter was delightful, the small seeds and buds of effy effortlessly blooming back into herself. she's never afraid to speak up around him, and the gentleness preston provides her lets her continue to grow and build trust with him. he's the only character who really sees her.

"you'd be surprised how much cognitive dissonance people are capable of."

he hadn't touched her, but saints, she wanted him to.

"you took away all other wanting from me."

ava loves motif and imagery. preston and his glasses, the indents. his cigarettes. the fairy king's dark hair, echoed on master corbenic's arms, as well as ianto's. corbenic's large hands to preston's slim, smooth fingers. angharad's blond hair mixing into the fairy king's dark locks. clear eyes, murky eyes. and water, the ever-present sea. the ceilings leak. the water rises. effy's stomach churns like a violent riptide. reid leaves breadcrumbs for you to trail and mull over. the wavering connection between reality and fable keeps you guessing at what is the truth - and what exactly is truth.

i was a woman when it was convenient to blame me, and a girl when they wanted to use me.

it's very hard to believe something when it feels like the whole world is trying to convince you otherwise.

at the heart of this story is a feminist commentary on academics, literature, and society as a whole. women are expected to be meek and unassuming, they are thought to be too capricious and silly for deep thinking, philosophizing, and even storytelling. they are not listened to and when they are, not believed. they are thought to be too childish, but also too tempting. this is a fantasy piece that follows in the footsteps of the #MeToo movement and its lasting effects during the years since.

effy and her story is one that resonated greatly with me. after ASID and lady macbeth, reid is well on their way to securing themselves as a spot as one of my favorite authors.

but if fairies and monsters were real, so were the women who defeated them.

[Courtney ✩ · Rating 2 out of 5]

✎𓂃 “I will love you to ruination”

Well.

This book WAS my ruination. TY my friends for sticking with me through it all 🫠

☆1: This felt unnecessarily long
These chapters. Ugh I am not a long chapter person at all. HATE them with every fiber of my being!! Each one in this book was about 20-30min on my kindle, and if I’m not excited about a book? It draaaaaaags. 373 pages ended up feeling more like 600. 😴 Honestly still surprised I didn't DNF! Every other page had me goin, "IMMA DNF (but maybe the next page will be ok)". Nope. It wasn't.

☆2: Found it lacking all the things
From the characters, to the plot, to the world this book is set, there was no depth across the board. There is a whole lotta misogyny, AND they need to research this famous author, AND there’s a Fairy King Effy may or may not be able to see? All of these plot points were battling for my attention, and not a single one broke the surface level. It severely needed direction, and a more seamless way to get there. Also was the Fairy King even needed????

Effy could have been a much stronger character. And yes, she has her moment towards the end, but her unreliability as a main character got on my nerves. Is what she’s seeing real, or not? Is she just naive? What is her fascination with older men with a hell of a lot of arm hair??? (Yes, that last one I get, but I couldn’t get over how it’s the first thing she notices. Don't mind me over here gagging from the thought 🤢).

Between the lack of depth and the writing style (on the side of poetic, but The Sheperd King series does it so much better), I felt like this book didn’t stir any sort of emotion in me. I promise it doesn’t take much–I LOVE to scream at a book when characters are wronged or are being stupid, when the twist is dropped, or esp. when the leads *finally* get to the action. But even the romance wasn’t romantic! There was such a slow build (like everything else) and then BAM. It wasn’t earned, and tbh along with the rest of the book, it was just boring. I never want to leave a book feeling indifferent, but here I am…

A Study in Drowning had so much potential to be so much more. Effy and Preston’s banter, the overall intrigue, even the gothic creepiness of Ianto and the house, it all needed the dial RAMPED UP on drama meter. Then, and only then would I give this book a try.

☆3: But my fav part?
Effy’s roommate names all the spiders they find in their dorm after men. After someone asks her roomie why, this is her response:

“Because then it feels more satisfying to squish them.”

(Not me using this strategy from now on and naming all spiders after my shitty exes)
OKAY MATT I SEE YOU ON THE WALL THERE 👀

[han · Rating 2 out of 5]

this had potential but it relied too heavily on pretty writing and vibes. the plot dragged as the mystery of the manor and myrddin’s legacy should have been exciting but the pacing was slow. when the answers did reveal themselves, it just felt underwhelming rather than shocking. preston and effy had the beginnings of an enemies to allies dynamic but it lacked spark as the tension never built up and their connection felt more convenient.

[Saranya De (hiatus) · Rating 4 out of 5]

A gothic fever dream wrapped in feminist fire—haunting, lyrical and defiantly sharp.

02:40 ━━━━●───── 04:47
Now playing- Chemtrails over the Country Club- Lana Del Rey
ㅤ ㅤ ◁ㅤ ❚❚ ㅤ▷

It was like conjuring a tempest!! This was my first time reading anything by Ava Reid. And oh my God! What did I just read!

In A Study in Drowning, she crafts this tale that feels like it was dredged from the depths of a storm-tossed sea and stitched together with ink and bone.
Dark Academia x Fairy Tale- where the ghosts of literature are just as dangerous as the ones that haunt the cliffs of Hiraeth Manor.

Effy Sayre, our brilliant and bruised protagonist, is the only female architecture student at a university that bars women from studying literature. Her escape? A contest to design the crumbling estate of her literary idol, Emrys Myrddin. But what begins as a dream project quickly unravels into a gothic mystery, as Effy and her reluctant rival Preston Héloury dig into the mythos surrounding Myrddin’s most famous work, Angharad—a tale of a mortal woman and a cruel Fairy King. What if the fairy tale was never fiction? What if the author was never honest?

The prose was extremely lush and lyrical, like ivy creeping over stone!! Ahhh!! The Welsh-inspired setting was so vividly rendered that I could almost taste the salt in the air. But, sadly, beneath the beauty lies a blade- this is a story about erasure, about who gets to write history and who gets buried beneath it. Effy’s journey is not just one of uncovering literary fraud— it’s a reclamation of voice, of agency of truth.

Spoiler warning!!!
However, there were some flaws with the characters. I did not like Effy's initial hatred towards Preston. I understand and it's completely relatable about the sexism part. I get that the country is in war but it annoyed me when she constantly brought up Preston's ethnicity. Like dude! Yes, he’s from another country but that doesn’t mean he has some secret agenda. But then again I understand, trust issues:(

Another thing!!
What the hell was the relationship between Effy and her mother? Like, yes, it was later on revealed. But no child deserves that toxic environment!!!
Spoiler ends!!

The rom between Effy and Preston simmered with tension and wit, a slow-burn that felt earned and electric!! Their dynamic—rivals (Well, the rivalry was one sided) turned reluctant allies—mirrors, the collision between myth and reality, power and vulnerability, silence and speech... so wonderful!!



A heroine who refuses to drown quietly!!



Lastly, I'm so glad that we could buddy read this together, MY DEAREST MINZILLA!!! Thankyou so much!!!<3<3<3
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[aeryn rose · Rating 1 out of 5]

1⭐️

Sigh...what an utter disappointment 🙂 I was not expecting to dislike this book as much as I did. On every level of execution, it failed...in my eyes. Please keep in mind that this review will go over how *I* viewed the book. I always feel I need to explain that when I rate a book so low. 😭

Let's start off with the characters, shall we? I could not connect with them at all. Effy, the FMC, ended up feeling so shallow and her character and personality wasn't fleshed out at ALL. I think that is something that would have really helped, as the history with her parents and the story of The Fairy King (iykyk) COULD have been so good. We get a few pieces of info here and there and I was begging, screaming for more information. It kinda got swept under the rug. The relationship between Effy and Preston was meh. Again, very surface level. However, I didn't mind the "academic" rivals to lovers trope.

Now, the plot...oh my god was this book so boring. Like I stated about the characters, I wanted so much more from this book. The pacing was uneven and the plot is not very clear. When I tell you I was genuinely confused for a majority of this book...I wouldn't even say that it's because I'm not as well versed in this overall genre. I think it's a matter of writing style and clarity. The clarity was piss poor and the explanation for everything was just atrocious. Everything about this book has screamed SHALLOW! It had so much potential, but it severely lacked in almost every department.

The one thing I did like about this was the world and Ava Reid's ability to describe a beautiful scene. I found the writing to be more simplistic at times that shouldn't have mattered and too complex in those that should have.

Overall, I inevitably liked one thing about this book and it was the part that didn't add much to the plot or story. I expected so much more; I cannot tell you how sad and disappointed I am that this ended up missing the mark so bad. It's safe to say I will not be reading the next book when it comes out, as I don't think this series is for me. As for Ava Reid's other books? Well, that's to be determined. All I know is that I hated this and can see why there are so many mixed reviews for it.

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Ready for something a bit...✨different✨
I don't know much about historical, gothic fantasy but I'm itching to find out 🩶

[DIVINITY&#x1f319; · Rating 4 out of 5]

“𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝑔𝒾𝓇𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒, 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒸𝓇𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓅𝒶𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒽𝒶𝒾𝓇.”

🌟🌟🌟🌟.25

A Study in Drowning by Ava Reid is a beautifully written atmospheric novel. The writing is lush and poetic making you feel like you are inside of a dark fairytale. The title of the book plays a significant role throughout the story—drowning can be physical, mental or metaphorical.

What to Expect
🤍atmospheric, descriptive writing
🤍mystery
🤍letters
🤍dark fairytale
🤍misogyny
🤍tender romance/rivals to lovers
🤍superstitions/folklore
🤍haunted house
🤍dark academia
🤍coming of age

“𝐼 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝑜𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝒸.” “𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉,” 𝒫𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓃 𝓈𝒶𝒾𝒹, 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝒾𝓃𝓀. “𝒰𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊.” 🥹🥹😭🫶🏼

Main Characters

Effy is shy, timid, anxious and honestly seems to be afraid of her own shadow most of the entire book. At first it was annoying because I’m going to admit I love a confident badass FMC. However, after learning about her trauma and past I completely understood and felt sorry for her. When she stood up for herself at the end of the book I was so clapping and jumping up and down 👏🏼👏🏼 She discovers her voice and starts feeling comfortable in her own skin.. I was so happy to watch the transformation.

Preston is so sweet and caring. I loved the care he took with Effy. It warmed my heart 🥹🥹 I have no words. I loved how he supported her and stood by her side..He shows a real man doesn’t have to be always be macho or broody.

Their romance was sweet and tender which I think is different from what I normally read but I loved them for each other.

Overall thoughts: I would recommend this book. It’s not fast paced and it’s a lot going on even though it’s not much happening.. trust the process. It’s a story that will stay with me and I will think about in the future. Questions still on my mind:

Was the fairy king real or did he represent the evil/envy in some men?

Are ghosts real or are they figments of our imagination, trauma and/or fears?

If you read feel free to message me… I think this is a book that has many layers

[eden ⊹ · Rating 2 out of 5]

in a world of boys preston héloury is a gentleman 🫶🏻

[Melanie (meltotheany) · Rating 2 out of 5]

“You don’t have to take up a sword. Survival is bravery, too.”

this is an dark academia story, set in a historical but different world than our own, where two regional factions (north and south) are at war with one another, and two students who are from different sides (and who attend the same university) are tasked with different academic missions at a very remote sea side manor that is falling into the sea. this is also a story about storytelling and finding safety and comfort and escapism in words and tales and myths. even if this story at the heart of this is about a fae king who will stop at nothing to take and take and take what his entitled self views as his.

this is very atmospheric and the writing is so very good. i loved the themes of this story and the emphasis on power in regards to reclaiming your life and agency and voice after really horrible things happen to you. and how there is so much power in knowing you aren’t alone, and that there is power in giving a voice to not only yourself but the others who were silenced before you, and the power of just knowing that people believe you.

but sadly, i just didn’t love the actual story of this one, even though it had so much that i did love. it felt very long and tedious to read, and it was so very predictable in every way. i don’t want to call this book boring, because it just seems wrong with all the aspects that i enjoyed, but i really had to force myself to pick this one up each night for some reason. maybe i just had too high of hopes for it and it really hindered my reading experience? ultimately, i just couldn’t connect with this story or the characters, even if i really respect the themes of this book and the care the author put into this story. but i also know this book will be very powerful to a lot of readers, so please know that i still recommend this and very much implore you to look at other reviews!

i just want to also note - the last line of this book is very powerful. i think it’s been a long while since the last sentence of a book made me pause the way this one did (and then the last acknowledgement being to zelda… was everything). very powerful, and i hope everyone reading this can feel lighter and safer and drown all their demons, too.

trigger + content warnings: predatory behavior, abuse of power, power imbalances, grooming, gaslighting, mentions of sexual assault, unwanted touching, sexism + misogyny, panic attacks, ptsd, nightmares, mention of war, spider mention, death, blood mentions, mention of loss of parent in past, car accident in past, abandonment, grief, incorrect medical diagonis, bad parenting, mention of parent abusing alcohol, a lot of talk of medication, a lot of smoking, blood mentions, mention of a dead animal, torture descriptions in past, talk of child death/sacrifice in past in a myth/story, and drowning

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[tamara ౨ৎ˚⋆ · Rating 5 out of 5]

˖ ࣪ ⟡˚ 6 stars ˚⟡ ࣪ ˖

i wasn’t expecting to like this book so much, but wow, it really hit home.

it may seem like a dark academia, spooky fairy tale book on the outside, but in reality it discusses so many important topics like: misogyny, sexism, classism, women’s bodies, sexual assault + more.

ᝰ characters ⊹.˚
⭒ Effy, was such an incredible character. she made me feel so seen. i related to her thoughts, behaviors, and coping mechanisms so much, as i’ve experienced similar things she did in this book.
i’ve seen people call her bland, but in my opinion she’s just a very realistic character and the depiction of what women go through every single day.

⭒ Preston, is the definition of a gentleman and what the standard for men should be. it was such a delight to read about him. his relationship with Effy was everything and i wish more books showcased the type of love they had for each other, instead of the typical lusty, smutty, boring, and borderline toxic ones we see in books nowadays.

ᝰ favorite quote ⊹.˚
“I was a woman when it was convenient to blame me, and a girl when they wanted to use me.”

[mitra ౨ৎ · Rating 3 out of 5]

pre read.

iso has good taste and this is a good 3 stars (affectionate)

꒰📓 ᝰ.ᐟ — queen isoldatron kindly threatened me to read this so here i am (she's in my walls rn)

[lea ִֶָ☾. · Rating 4 out of 5]

“But didn't all drownings begin with a harmless dribble of water?”

i went into this book not knowing anything about it, and i think that's the way it's meant to be experienced. i really enjoyed gradually unraveling the story.

ava reid’s writing is absolutely gorgeous and atmospheric, making this book a very immersive experience. with the setting being based on mid 20th century wales/england, she has wonderfully crafted a hauntingly beautiful and dark atmosphere with gothic vibes. however, i feel like a lot of the world-building was sacrificed, as the different aspects of the two countries were really interesting but remained unexplored, vague, and thus a mystery for the most part. the world itself didn’t play a big role in the story but just served as a backdrop for the setting, so while this was slightly disappointing, it ultimately wasn't a huge deal.

“But stories were devious things, things with agendas. They could cheat and steal and lie to your face. They could crumble away under your feet.”

while the mystery of the plot was intriguing, it was also rather predictable, though i don't think it's intended to be this crazy big plot twist. that is not the point of this book. the story itself is layered and has more depth than i was expecting. it deals with difficult subjects such as mental health, trauma, misogyny, sexism and explores them with a hint of magical realism, as the lines between reality and fiction are blurred.

“I was a woman when it was convenient to blame me, and a girl when they wanted to use me.”

effy is an extremely relatable character. she is struggling with her mental health, she is anxious and hides in her favorite stories to escape her trauma. her growth throughout the story is beautiful and showcases her journey of self-discovery and healing. preston is honestly such a gentleman from the very beginning and the way he treats effy with so much respect and care is incredibly sweet.

“You don’t have to take up a sword. Survival is bravery too.”

the romance was incredibly cute, though i wouldn't necessarily describe it as rivals-to-lovers since they're not even actual rivals and the initial dislike is heavily one-sided on effy's part and basically just due to her prejudice..? but i love how they grew with the story and i found myself caring about them together as i loved their banter and interactions, especially when they both shared various moments of vulnerability and intimacy with each other. they both just deserve the world. 😭🫶

“Anything can be taken from you, at any moment. Even the past isn’t guaranteed. You can lose that too, slowly, like water eating away at stone.”

➸ this book is perfect to read on a stormy fall day. i'd recommend it to anyone that is looking for an atmospheric and immersive read that touches on some heavier subjects while also having loveable characters.

thank you to del rey for this arc in exchange for an honest review.

[jess · Rating 2 out of 5]

“I will love you to ruination.”

2.75 stars


i don’t know how i feel about this. for some positives, i loved the writing and the vibes this gave off. i think this was a unique storyline with a lot of potential. i do think the pacing was a bit off.

the start was slow, the middle was somewhat going by fast and then towards the end it just started to drag a bit! i wanted to love this sooo much but i just couldn’t.

i wouldn’t say this was bad but i also am unsure if i would recommend this. i can enjoy a slower-low stakes fantasy from time to time and i honestly really didn’t mind this but i did expect a lot better.

i hated all the men in here besides preston, he’s a gentleman in world of boys. the romance was heavily on the back burner but i also didn’t mind that. i do love the ending of this, but i kinda wish we got more but overall, this was mid.

quotes

We must discuss, then, the relationship between women and water. When men fall into the sea, they drown. When women meet the water, they transform. It becomes vital to ask: is this a metamorphosis, or a homecoming?

“That's all I wanted, you know," she said. "When I was young-when I was your age.
I wanted just one girl, only one, to read my book and feel that she was understood, and I would be understood in return.
Writing that book was like shining a beacon from a lighthouse, I suppose.
Are there any ships on the horizon?”

[Mel]

DNF @ 31%

This book should be retitled to “A Study in Prejudice.”

[Fairuz ᥫ᭡.]

𐙚⋆˚✿˖° This will be my first book by Ava Reid. I already have the ARC of the second book but missed its release during my reading slump, and just this week I got the ARC of the third book too—so finally, it’s time to start this series.

Effy Sayre has always believed in fairy tales, haunted by visions of the Fairy King since childhood, with only a tattered copy of Angharad keeping her afloat. When the late author Emrys Myrddin’s family announces a contest to redesign his estate, Effy sees it as her destiny—but musty, decrepit Hiraeth Manor is far from welcoming, and rivals, dark forces, and hidden truths lurk in every shadow. As secrets unravel and danger closes in, will Effy uncover the truth behind Myrddin’s legacy, or will it destroy her completely?

──★ ˙🧷 ̟ !!