WARNING: This may be my longest review I've ever written because I'm just so lost on what to say that I'll probably say too much, so be prepared.
I don't think I've ever done this with a book I've finished, but I'm not going to rate 'Ember'...not yet, anyway. And the reason being is that I'm just stumped. I don't know how I feel about this one. At times I was so annoyed that I just wanted stop and read something else, but on the other hand, I wanted to know what happened next, so I kept reading.
First off, I love Jessica Sorensen's work. I actually read the YA version of 'Ember' and just downloaded the free NA version, which I'll probably read when I get finished with book two, 'Cinder', just to see how it differs—and maybe understand this story line a little more.
Okay...what I DIDN'T like:
I felt like the characters were okay, with the exception of Raven, Ember's best friend since birth, who annoyed the crap out of me. She said some things to Ember that were mean and awful things for anyone to say to someone else, especially a supposed best friend, yet Ember didn't really seem to care. She was hurt, but then it was all good and she'd go to a party with her, even though she didn't want to. I never understood why she did whatever Raven said and let her walk all over her. I know Raven had problems that were beyond her control, especially later in the story, but I never actually knew when she was doing things because she was 'forced' to or because she's just a b!*@h. She seemed to remember when she'd been mean because she would apologize, so I assume she's just a b!*@h, which is why I didn't like her OR the fact that Ember just accepted it.
There seemed to be other character loop holes, or maybe it's something Jessica will go into depth more in 'Cinder'. For instance, who is Cameron's family? His dad just happened to be present for some interesting scenes, as well as his uncle, so you knew they were there, but nothing ever came of them; and then they just left. And there were some other characters, such as the female detective, who rubbed me the wrong way and seemed unbelievable. And I also had a hard time knowing if someone was dead and she was seeing their ghost or if they were putting the images in her head, or not actually dead at all.
And then you have Ember. Without mentioning spoilers, it's never explained how she can see people's death omens or how it all came about. How is she what she is? I'm assuming it was passed down from her grandmother and her father, but that part was confusing, too. It is described as a curse, but where did it originate? I guess I just wanted there to be more of a back-story, and maybe there will be in book two...I hope so, anyway. And Ember always seems so blase to everything major that happens, to the point that it actually takes away from the flow of the story. For instance, someone cuts her break lines and then runs her off the road and into the lake, where her and her car sink to the bottom, yet she's miraculously saved—a scene full of anticipation that made me feel anxious for her...yet, to her, it seems like no big deal. And this happens more than once—she blows major things off like it's nothing.
Then there was Ember's mother, who is another character that was just...ugh. She supports her family by working in a diner, yet she was constantly either drunk, high on drugs, or psycho, since she wouldn't take her prescribed meds, so how was she able to hold a job at all? She, like the detective, was just not believable to me.
I thought that the Angel of Death/Grim Reaper/Grim Angel war should've been elaborated on. The way it was explained just didn't make sense to me. And even though Raven just happened to read all about it and have a book to show Ember, pages marked, it still got mixed up for me. (Neither was good or evil, they just started fighting over souls? And did Angels of Death mate with Grim Reapers to produce Grim Angels? I think that's how it read, but I'm just not sure. And how are humans involved again?) And the main point is that Grim Angels hold the key to their freedom, but that didn't make sense, either. I'm sure all of my questions will be answered in book two, or when I re-read this book when I finish book two, but I wish it had made sense in this one the first time around.
Okay...what I DID like:
I love Jessica's writing style. Her words flow so well that, even though I wasn't loving the story, I still wanted to know what would happen next. I do like the unique approach to angels and reapers, especially the introduction of Grim Angels, which I've never heard of before. I also love poetry and thought it was a great addition.
(Haha...looking back over what I liked & didn't proves that I might not have liked it as much as I thought, or keep trying to tell myself, that I did.)
So, to sum it all up:
I (think I) liked this story. I read it in one day, staying up until 2 am, and immediately downloaded book two, 'Cinder', which I hope fills in some of the gaps that this book left for me. It has darker undertones, full of death and angst, which left me feeling more melancholy than some of her other reads, which isn't always a bad thing. I am looking forward to reading 'Cinder' and may update this review when I'm finished.