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344 pages, Hardcover
First published March 4, 2014
"She might be about to die, but she didn’t have to do it cowering."
...not a single person still cared about her day-to-day life. Everyone had put her out of their minds.Ileni doesn't care about living, but maybe she might find something worth living for.
No longer a part of anyone’s life.
It’s better, she told herself. Better than staying while her magic dimmed, being an object of pity and charity.
“How can you know what your life is worth if you don’t know what you would trade it for?”In a secret cave, there is a guild of assassins. They have been in existence for hundreds of years, their mission is anything but quick. They are but raindrops in the deluge that they hope will eventually overthrow a country ruled by evil sorcerers, one that has long threatened both the rebel Renegai and the assassins. The Renegai are a sect ruled by magicians, they are wary of the assassins, and the feeling is mutual. In order to maintain their tenuous peace, the Renegai sends the assassins a teacher to teach the younger assassins the use of minor magic. Two of the previous magicians sent to the assassins have died, under seemingly suspicious circumstances, in quick succession.
She took a deep breath and continued. “Two hundred years ago, when most sorcerers swore their allegiance to the Rathian Empire, my people separated from them. We were labeled renegades and hunted down. We fled here, to these mountains, to maintain our ways, build our strength, and wait for the right time to return. In exchange for my presence here, your master will leave my people in peace to pursue their task.”I just call that lazy.
...the tiredness seemed to come from within her, as if her body simply had no interest in remaining awake.She has to use all of her mastery, all of her wits in order to convince her students (who could kill her in a heartbeat) that she is a competent teacher, who is perfectly capable of killing them with her own magic, instead of a completely helpless girl in a cavern full of young men.
He led her around the edge of the cavern, far too close for comfort to several of the duelers—none of whom glanced in their direction, even though they must never have seen a girl here before.THAT'S RIGHT! Ignore the girl! There's no room for wimps here. There are no flowers in the fucking caverns, y'all.
She knew this would end badly. It was so ridiculous and so doomed that she could almost despise herself. Except, except . . . except her whole life was ridiculous and doomed, so if a brief interlude of happiness had come her way, why not grab that? She had forgotten how good it felt to be happy.The Romance: Loved it! Absolutely loved it. The romance is light, so very light, and builds up believably. Sorin may be an assassin, but he's not an ass.. He is cold, he is guarded, but he has been trained to be that way his entire life. Sorin has been raised since childhood to be a killer. He spends his life training. He has had zero exposure to anything else. His single goal is to train to be a killer, to be a worthy subject to the Master. He longs for the day when he is sent on a mission, even if it means dying.
She also hoped—stupidly, and hating herself for it—that Sorin would be jealous. But when he stepped closer, the only expression on his face was disbelief.Sorin may be cold, but he is not hostile. He is Ileni's ally, someone she can trust.
“I can help make your time here more successful, if you’ll listen to my advice.”Sorin and Ileni's relationship builds up beautifully, they become friends before lovers. Neither of them trusts easily, and frankly, both of them have more to worry about than the matters of their heart. They acknowledge their attraction to each other, but it is a slow process, and one I found completely believable. They complement each other. They test each other. They challenge each other's beliefs.
Sorin’s shoulders rose and fell with his sigh. “I want you to succeed.”
“I can help make your time here more successful, if you’ll listen to my advice.”And their romance...it is so awkwardly adorable, when it finally happens.
“How kind.” At least this was distracting her, and delaying the inevitable.
Sorin’s shoulders rose and fell with his sigh. “I want you to succeed.”
“I have no right to risk my life for this.” He stepped back against the door, as if she was a threat. It was the most flattering thing he had done since she entered the caves. “It means nothing. It was inevitable, even. After all, you’re the only girl I ever see.”I received this book as an Advance Reader Copy. All quotes were taken from an uncorrected galley and is subject to change in the final edition.
That was rather less flattering.
“This thing with Sorin was entirely different. It made her feel like she was walking on a knife’s edge.”
'"Pretty, isn't it?" he said. "Didn't the Elders tell you about this?"The good thing about losing everything, is that you've got nothing more to lose.
"Of course," Ileni said stiffly, letting the magelight vanish.
What they had said, actually, was 'Parts of the caves are very beautiful, but don't let that distract you from the evil within them.''
“How can you know what your life is worth if you don't know what you would trade it for?”