ĹA SHATTERING AND INSIGHTFUL ACCOUNT BY ONE OF THE DEFENDERS OF DEMOCRACY
US Capitol Police Officer Harry Dunn wrote in the Prologue to this 2023 book, “We need to talk about our trauma… What has the nation been arguing over for the past two years?... January 6, 2021… The ripples from that day still threaten our democracy. The lives of election workers, the backbone of our electoral systems, are being threatened online via hundreds of messages on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram by those who would disrupt our elections… Domestic terrorists have shot out the electrical power systems for neighborhoods, and they are threatening to do the same for entire cities. Representatives in Congress continue to lie and claim our election system is rigged. Yes, we are still struggling with that day. The only difference between your January 6th trauma and mine is where we were when we experienced it. I was at the Capitol, immersed in a profane mix of sweat, screams, shrieks, anger, fear, blood, death, broken limbs, spit, hatred, horror, racism, bigotry, and heroism… Many of us thought we were going to die. Some of us did. We were cursed, doused with bear and pepper spray; and beaten with sticks, pipes, batons, shields, bike racks, and even the American flag.
“Donald Trump… did nothing to help us for three hours, even after politicians, his friends, and his own children begged him to… We fought for… the lives of … the nation’s elected leaders. It didn’t matter if they were Republican… Democrat or Independent. They were the men and women we sent to Washington to govern our nation. It was our duty to protect them and our democracy… All of us have changed. Some of us, physically, can no longer do the job. Others are haunted daily by what happened, including me. I still struggle with PTSD… But as I tell you about my struggle that day, I want you to remember this… I’m first an American citizen who cares about this country and wants to see it do right… This is my country, and I deserve to know the truth to make sure this doesn’t happen again. We all do.” (Pg. 3-5)
He continues, “So-called American patriots brutally beat the men and women in blue they claimed to hold in such high regard…They did this so they could get inside to attack our elected officials. They wanted to ‘Hang Mike Pence’… Another said she and her friend ‘were looking for [House Speaker Nancy] Pelosi to shoot her in the friggin’ brain.’ They said they were there to stop the will of the people and halt our 224-year history of the peaceful transfer of power. These weren’t the international thugs and terrorists of the movies… Instead, these were people from our own communities…. Thousands of them screaming, spitting hate, and all with allegiance to one man: Donald Trump.” (Pg. 6-7)
He goes on, “We’ve had some horrible things happen here… Still, nobody is jumping on boats to flee America like they are doing all over the world. Why? Because it’s America. That’s why January 6th hurt so much. It was a frightening wake-up call that our democracy… can be taken from us if we don’t protect it. My fellow officers and I gave it our all on January 6th. We stood our ground, and because we did, our democracy is still standing… There is no martial law. There is no National Guard patrolling our streets.” (Pg. 11)
He recounts that on January 6th, “I had no reason to believe that violence was headed our way… A large crowd isn’t necessarily a red flag for us… Mixed in with them were members of the Proud Boys. You could identify them by their orange pullover hats. The Proud Boys are… [a] fascist street gang that promotes violence. They are so heinous that they have been banned from most social networks… They are also strong Trump supporters… Years later, when Trump was asked to specifically denounce the Proud Boys during his 2020 presidential debate … Trump responded, ‘Proud Boys---stand back and stand by. But I’ll tell you what, somebody’s got to do something about antifa and the left.’” (Pg. 73-74)
He recalls, “When I got to the west side… In what seemed like a sea of people, Capitol Police officers and Metropolitan DC Police (MPD) officers were fighting … hand-to-hand with rioters across the west lawn… I could see rioters hitting officers with flagpoles, sticks, and metal bike racks they had torn apart… Many of them were blinded and coughing after being doused with pepper spray, bear spray… We used the water I brought to wash the irritant out of their eyes, and then… they went back into the fight.” (Pg. 77-78) “I had been fighting through hallways and stairwells against a mob that knew what it was doing. They knew why they were there. They even told me. That anyone could dismiss it as anything other than a concerted assault enraged me.” (Pg. 112)
During the later impeachment trial, he was interviewed, and an article was written: “The article had done something. While the politicians and pundits were separating into their partisan camps, each trying to turn their version of January 6th into the accepted version, I had been able to tell my story… that represented so many of my fellow officers. That felt good. That felt like I was helping… Why not continue to do something?” (Pg. 119-120)
He notes, “With the second impeachment of Donald Trump under way, it became clear to me that the Republican Party had no intention of holding anyone responsible for the attempted insurrection… it felt like I was being told that what happened on January 6th was all in my imagination. Or that… it was the fault of nameless, random wingnuts who got a little too carried away. But... I fought these insurrectionists. I spoke with them. I know what they wanted to do, and I know who sent them. And what made it all worse was that I was hearing these lies from the Americans I protected that day… They stood behind us as we faced the attackers. And now these Americans stood … [in] the very Senate chamber that we had protected … and voted to acquit Trump?” (Pg. 125)
He observes, “What assembled that day was a murderous mob out for blood and destruction… As soon as they heard that the vice president wasn’t going to try to overturn the election, they started chanting, ‘Hang Mike Pence. Hang Mike Pence.’ We could hear them as we stood at our posts at the Capitol… Then they built gallows with a noose on the Capitol grounds as a symbol of their intentions. Was that a peaceful protest?... They had already designed and cut the pieces to make the structure days before they arrived in Washington…. Violence was their goal from the beginning.” (Pg. 137) He adds, “Probably half the people we fought off that day were drunk. That’s right, drunk ‘patriots.’ I smelled the alcohol on them. All of us did.” (Pg. 138)
He summarizes, “And when it was over and their master, Donald Trump, patted them on their heads and told them to go home, the insurrectionists wimped away and hid like cowards. They didn’t ‘stop the steal.’ They didn’t protect democracy. If anything, they weakened it. For all the talk, for all the bluster, for all the lies, for all the plans, they traveled to the nation’s Capitol from hundreds of miles away and left without accomplishing anything---except brutality, destruction, and death.” (Pg. 144)
He recounts, “As I told the January 6th committee when I testified, I was called a n----r as I was protecting a corridor and giving time for Nancy Pelosi’s staff to escape to safety. It was first uttered by a woman in a pink MAGA shirt… Many of my Black Capitol Police colleagues had stories like mine… we were wearing our uniforms and badges, signifying our service to our nation. But… we were throw-away people to be despised, hated, and derided… merely because of the color or our skin.” (Pg. 157-158)
He notes, “the insurrectionists came to the Capitol based on lies they wanted to believe, and many lies they already believed. What gives them so much traction is that … the crazies keep finding each other on the internet. The Pizzagate nuts, the QAnon wackos, the Alex Jones idiots. They had their little Q signs and emblems pinned on their clothes on January 6th. We saw them. This stuff is so insane, it’s hard for me to believe anybody takes it seriously, but they do.” (Pg. 159)
He concludes, “The hitman was Donald Trump, and he needs to answer for his crime... Do I want Trump to be convicted in Georgia and go to jail for all of the other lies he perpetuated around the election he lost? The answer is yes. Would I like him to go to jail on the federal charges that he held on to top-secret documents… he clearly intended to steal? Definitely. But … it won’t give me even close to the satisfaction I would get from seeing him tried and convicted for what happened on January 6th… I personally want Trump to directly pay for what he did to my fellow officers and me. Police officers lost their lives because of that he did.” (Pg. 207) But “Even if Trump is convicted… even if he goes to jail… it won’t be over. All those politicians who are rallying around him and his philosophy of hate will still support him when he is behind bars.” (Pg. 208) “Part of my inspiration is the men and women I fought with on January 6th. They never backed down… I promise I will do the same. I will always be standing my ground.” (Pg. 226)
This powerful book will be ‘must reading’ for anyone studying the January 6th insurrection.