To be honest, when I started to read this story, I couldn’t show any empathy. I can’t understand why he tries to cover his suffering with nice, uniformed words. Is it real? Can one describe his life in prison as "a sun dance"?
I was confused until my misunderstanding began to resolve as pages passed.
Yup, his suffering appears like a sun, and he decides to dance with the sun.
You know! I think a man can tolerate hard times if he has "something". What is this thing? I think it may be a meaning, a dream, or a fundamental reason that strengthens within days, but what I'm sure about is that: this mysterious thing captures one's heart, controls his acts, and seeks him to struggle. Leonard's type of life gives him this thing. He lives as a leader searching for survival between obesticles, with bad feelings over his shoulder and the horrible one -guilt- obstructing his legs. I can listen to him when he says: "In my earliest years, living through each day was a matter of survival". More over, Leonard doesn't consider himself a personal issue, but he is a one who raises the white flag to say we are here despite pain, and I think this give some strength. Try to Listen to these words: "That pain only makes me stronger and more determined. That pain is my people’s pain, and I’m proud to bear it for them"
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I end this story with pain; I feel my heart tighten in my chest. I can empathise from the deepest part of my heart, now.
At the end, I wanna leave these words, the dancer with the sun once said:
"Sometimes, in the shadowed night I became spirit.
The walls, the bars, and the gratings dissolve into light, and I unloose my soul. and fly through the inner darkness of my being.
I became transparent, a bright shadow, a bird of dreams singing from the tree of life"