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448 pages, Hardcover
First published March 23, 2021
“This was nothing but an illusion. A cruel manifestation of her own mind, like the chandeliers in the old circus tent or the turn of a lock. This is what she’d wanted to see.”
Lara has lived her entire life in a small, quiet town in Virginia where she and her mother have never been suspected of performing magic. It was there that she met her fiancé, Todd, who disappears on their wedding day without a trace, in the same way and on the same day as another man 30 years ago. As the months pass and Lara tries to move on with her life, her mother gives her a painting that seems to have much more value than they imagined and which features Lara’s great-grandmother, a circus performer named Cecile. This, along with the promise that there she will get the answers she seeks about Todd’s disappearance, leads Lara on a trip to France.
The story is told in two timelines. We follow Lara trying to find answers in 2005, but we also get a glimpse of Cecile’s life in 1925 through the journals that Lara finds of her. I have to say that I didn’t care much for the flashbacks and I especially got frustrated with Cecile because, despite everything her twin did to her, she kept giving up her happiness for her. And for someone whose favorite book is set in a magical circus, the dark and secret circus in this story was probably the element of the story that interested me the least.
Overall, this was an entertaining read. I didn’t connect with the characters, but I liked how the story presented different mysteries—the disappearances in the town, Lara’s connection to the circus, the mystery of the three paintings—and how the revelations played out. I didn’t see the big plot twist coming until two paragraphs before the characters did, which is always fun when a book surprises me like that, especially since it doesn’t happen that often.
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