Daughters of Smoke and Fire
A Mirror to Our Suffering
“Sleep, Chia, sleep. Not because it's time to sleep, but because being awake is a sin here, and the punishment is beyond what human bones can stand. I should remember that words are sinful in this forgotten part of the world. Thinking is a “crime,” writing is “enmity against God,” and talking is “terrorism. The newspapers are blank, the walls are spies, television is the greatest liar, and speaking out is off limits.”
I take literature too seriously and feel like I need a revolutionary experience out of every single novel I read. My mind values literature as a sacred invention of imaginative works distinguished by caring intentions of their authors and the perceived visual and imaginary aesthetic perfection of their execution. Daughters of Smoke and Fire was proof I would be so wrong to believe that I've come across enough excellent pieces of literature that nothing else, in life or on papers, emerges to surprise me anymore.
“God! Hello? Mr. God!” I jerked up and opened the window. “Wake up!” The sun’s face grinned, suspended in the dawn sky. Are you even alive, Mr. God?… Are you? Or did they place a noose around your neck and strangle the life out of you too?”
This novel is a potpourri of writing techniques, incredible vivid storytelling, and unfamiliar characters, unless you’re Kurdish. Thirty nine chapters filled with images of innocence, myth of growing up, parents, friendships, love, culture, norms, faith, oppression, racism, hatred, wars, gender inequality, blood, stupid colonized borders, prison, exile, fear, failure, smile and tears, dreams, followed by an epilogue that is purely a manifesto for the Kurdish Dream. Surprisingly though, this tale lacks presence of Kurdish traitors, who are in every corner of Kurdistan and beyond, who we owe our bloody past, our miserable life, and our dark future.
“We do not accept humiliation… International interventions will soon put a stop to your brutality!”
“Yeah,” the soldier scoffed, and then laughed humorously. “Wait for the world to come and save you. Loser!” Our eyes met. We both paused. His lips curled into a mocking smile before his face turned grave.”
Perhaps the best part about this book is how much it caters to the negligence of the privileged race, mothers that raise those brutal prison guards, families that give birth to armies of unconditionally loyal-to-power henchmen, societies that provide benefits to members within specialized fields of interest, mosques that choose silence only when it comes to the tyranny of the rulers.
Daughters of Smoke and Fire disappoints the naive readers who expect to feel better about themselves for feeling sympathy with the larger mid-east conflict. This is not a book for those who like happy tales of happy people in happy situations.
“I can't fucking stand the degradation anymore. If you’re a leftist, they kill you; if you’r an activist, they kill you; even if you don’t believe in anything and just say “Yes, sir’ they kill you. Maybe not physically, but they kill you inside… In this country we are subhuman. We’re women, and we’re also Kurdish… We must be realistic. I would much rather get killed on a battlefield than slowly decompose in this morass.”
Almost every chapter of this book points out the underlying source of the injustice that has shattered the dreams of many generations of reaching peace and tranquility. It's purely honest in telling the readers why oppression is so popular amongst the superior, and why the mountains are the only and last refuge for the Kurds. The point where it could turn inutile sympathy into indignation or realization.
“I write so my brother and I can understand how much our destiny was shaped before eggs and sperm united to make us… How the prison guards who tortured Baba torment me too? What it means to belong to a stateless people so crushed under tyranny that self-sabotage has become routine? How can I ever be free if I don’t fight my faceless person guards?”
To me, to us, to the Kurds whose lives were a mixture of agony and disappointment, reading this novel feels like holding up a mirror to our faces, yet to those who feel threatened by the Kurdish dream, which is simply dream of retrieving dignity, this novel hits their imagination with senses of fear, shame, reproach, pathos and regret followed by breezes of awakening, daring, valor, and virtue. They still have to borrow some courage to accept the fact they have lived so far to become so ignorant, so miserable and indifferent to what happened - happens - around them.
“Tell us. How do you feel about being a Kurd? Are you proud?
Am I proud?.. Proud is not the right word… I am not proud to be a woman either. Nor to be a human. I didn’t work hard to be any of those...”
Ava Homa indeed has worked so hard to be one, and is definitely a voice I'll be following.