Soooo I'm in a reading slump. Which was expected, since I went on a reading blitz in Jan and what goes up must come down.
Anyway, I was hoping this would snap me out of it since it's a familiar series and I more often than not like Britton's work. And bonus, this was a short read. But! Even though it's not a tome at 220 pages, I still ended up skimming most of this because boy oh boy was this boring.
Julia and Nathaniel had previously fallen in love at her first (and only) London season. Things fell apart when Nathaniel (a second son who aspired to be a doctor) declared his intentions and was shot down by Julia's tyrant father and later on Julia herself. They parted but are thrown back into each other's circles when Julia joins her cousin Virginia as her husband lives his last days battling consumption - his doctor happens to be Nathaniel.
The long and short of all my grievances with this book is that this is not Julia and Nathaniel's story - it's part one of Virginia's story (which I read prior to this and quite liked, for the record). Seriously, I can't remember the last time I read a book where the main characters held no agency in the momentum of their own story.
Let me be specific. Julia loved Nathaniel, but when her father rejected his suit, rather than fighting for him she doubles down and rejects him herself, wait for it, "to protect him". This was meh, but Julia never actually reverses this. She doesn't initiate going after Nathaniel, she happens to cross his path again. Even then she doesn't reach out to clear things up (even after many years of wisdom, and her own sister Christine going after her own love). Julia is just there. In her own story. Essentially, she's boring. I contrast this with her sister's Rebecca's book (Miss Devon's Choice) who drove every inch of her story. I was longing for that type of agency so much I actually detoured from this book to re-read some of my favourite parts of Rebecca's book (not a good sign). And while, yes, Julia is not going to have the same personality as her sisters, it would have been nice if she had any personality at all.
Let me emphasize again that this is Virginia's book. Every single significant plot point in this book centered on Virginia. Virginia's husband ding. Virginia's brother in law threatening her. Virginia trying to help Rebecca find employment.
The other filler segments was just Nathaniel and Julia introspecting on their previous love, and alternatively pining for the other person or repressing said feelings. BORING! And don't even get me started (!) on how sparkless their romance was. This was not a novella so I think it's a real shame that we didn't even get a solid chapter or two of Julia and Nathaniel falling in love. Instead we have to take them at face value that they had this great love once.
This is sounding like I hated it, but I didn't I just found it so dull and I think my reading slump is making me harsher.
Anyway, hopefully the slump is broken soon.