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401 pages, ebook
First published January 5, 2016
A servant’s home was her world, and at the vicarage Sukey (the heroine) didn’t even have the running of errands or going to market as an excuse to leave the house…Except for her half-holidays and Sunday morning services, she spoken to no one but Mr. Summers (the employer) and his servants.
From John:
The more he wanted her, the more he needed her, the more he asked her for-the less chance she would have to be the woman she’d wanted to be, who stood on her own two feet, who had nothing between her and the sun. The less chance she’s have to discover what she really wanted. He’d been collecting his burdens for forty years. Even if they’d grown heavy for him. She was too young to be asked to shoulder half.From Sukey:
John had tried to do something for her yesterday, and it had made her angry. Because that sort of kindness is a parent’s kindness for a small child. It went all one way. She’d thought that would make her feel safe, but it didn’t. She wanted a husband, not a father.
Maybe generosity wasn’t about giving and receiving. Maybe it was just about the sharing. In joy and care, whichever happened to be in the offing.
It was strange and wonderful to see John do this thing he did with her with someone else, to see his brow furrow and hear him breathing harshly through his nose—to watch him and not be caught up in it, herself. Inwardly she gloated a little, thinking, He’s done this with lots of people, but he only married me.