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95 pages, Hardcover
First published September 12, 2017
Why is one compelled to write? To set oneself apart, cocooned, rapt in solitude, despite the wants of others. Virginia Woolf had her room. Proust his shuttered windows. Marguerite Duras her muted house. Dylan Thomas his modest shed. All seeking an emptiness to imbue with words. The words that will penetrate virgin territory, crack unclaimed combinations, articulate the infinite. [...] There are stacks of notebooks that speak of years of aborted efforts, deflated euphoria, a relentless pacing of the boards. We must write, engaging in a myriad of struggles, as if breaking in a willful foal. We must write, but not without consistent effort and a measure of sacrifice: to channel the future, to revisit childhood, and to rein in the follies and horrors of the imagination for the pulsating race of readers.
We would all like to believe that we came from nowhere but ourselves, every gesture is our own.
Somehow, searching for something else, I stumbled upon a trailer of a film called 'Risttuules', translated as 'In the Crosswind'. It is Martti Helde’s requiem for thousands of Estonians who suffered mass deportation to Siberian collective farms in the spring of 1941, when Stalin’s troops rounded them up, separated families, and herded them into cattle cars. Death and exile, their fate reassigned. - excerpt from DedicationDedication (2017) has 3 sections as translated in this Estonian version. The first and third non-fiction sections are framing a middle section fictional novella. The framing sections describe Smith's travel to France for a promotional interviews and appearances with her French language publisher and then her further local travel to visit the home of Albert Camus's (1913-1960) family.
Otsides sootuks midagi muud, komistasin juhtumisi filmi "Risttuules" treilerile. Tegemist on Martti Helde reekviemiga tuhandetele eestlastele, kes langesid massiküüditamise ohvriks ja lõpetasid Siberi kolhoosides kui Stalini sõdurid nad 1941. aasta varasuvel kinni võtsid, pereliikmed üksteisest lahutasid ja loomavagunitesse ajasid. Surm ja pagendus, saatus pea peale pööratud.