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First published May 1, 2001
• Anakin is trying so hard! Obi-Wan is trying so hard! It warms my whole heart and soul and also makes me sad.
• Tru Veld is a true homie.
• Obi-Wan and Anakin already have a "don't ask, don't tell" system in place. Thirteen-year-old Anakin goes to the lowest levels of Coruscant for nameless purposes every night? Obi-Wan somehow knows, and doesn't want to hear any details. They have... so much practice under their belts already for the "I totally don't know about your 'secret' marriage haha" situation later.
• I can't believe Siri shows up to the Jedi Council wearing a catsuit?
• Ferus so far hasn't done anything wrong besides be popular and smart.
• That part where Obi-Wan is like, "Anakin will reach us" and the other Jedi is like, "Through an impassable rock wall????" and then Anakin SMASHES THRU THE CAVE WALL WITH A DROID TANK HE STOLE AND MOWS DOWN 50 DROIDS AT ONCE and Obi-Wan is like, "....Yes."
• Ferus has, for some reason, a RED LIGHTSABER? What does this mean?
• Obi-Wan's inner monologue listing all the good things about Anakin being at the temple and then ending with something like "but he is missing one thing. He is not loved. :(" Like MY GOSH, KENOBI. I'm howling. Obi-Wan cares about Anakin so much. He's already made the jump from "when I am free of him" in Rogue Planet to, four years later, people saying he is blinded by affection.
• When Ferus is always saying "no sweat" so finally Darra tells him, "If you say 'no sweat' again I will bite you," and Ferus says,"Okay, some sweat."
• When Anakin's like YOU DON'T WANT TO FIGHT ME, BUDDY!!!! and Tru's like "Uh, of course I don't. I'm waiting for you to do the right thing" and Anakin's like... Oh...
• You can truly see why Anakin hates Ferus even though he hasn't done anything wrong. Like, he's handsome, he has an Anime Protagonist Single White Lock of Hair, he's talented, he's a natural leader. He probably has one single ear pierced and smokes space cigarettes while wearing 6 jackets at once. What a guy. Truly an icon.
What a good YA! Written through a perspective of a mentally disturbed youth who's doomed to become a villain. This novel however further illustrates how the process of making an enemy of society often starts at school through taunting and bullying, as well as teachers picking favourites. In combination with mental illness the result is far from impressive.
Many young adults can very well relate to this, instead of having a generic chaotic morally good protagonist we have a hopelessly romantic selfless individual with a traumatising past who wants to do good at school (and in the future, save the world, although he has a morbid view of human rights {which I share}, a right to not die) and know that they can achieve. . . just to get dismissed, mocked, and bullied at school by another who is more behaved in terms of manner as well as by the popular guy's followers at school and other mentors. Softhearted and desperately emotional people are like, they blurt the shit out what they are not supposed to say, they wear their hearts on their sleeves. They care too much. Which is why mentors don't take them seriously thus do not give them an equal opportunity. That only worsens the situation. This is a case of a broken outcast (soon to be a bipolar psychopath) vs. a star student who is lawfully good.
Considering zodiac signs as personality types, Anakin would have been Scorpio and Ferus Leo. Anakin is water while Ferus is fire. Both are of raw potential and sheer power. Water is all about emotion and mystery in a heart while fire burn through everything, even a spectator nearby would feel the heat. Water and fire are like cooling overwhelming sensation vs. heat. Except that Anakin is hot water, a boiling ocean, not just a normal water spirit. It burns as bad as fire while maintaining its fundamental quality.
Ferus accuses Anakin of lying to Obi-Wan at the end of the novel but Anakin is not lying. His version of truth is not as the same as Ferus. He does learn a Jedi lesson and learn to submit. Just not to his bully. But to his friend. Tru Veld. Whereas Ferus automatically & naturally views himself in the role of leadership and views Anne as a challenger. Why the heck would an individual willingly submit to a bully. He listens to Darra's diplomatic suggestions. He feels threatened & overwhelmed by high potential people like Obi-Wan, Luminara, and Tru. But he doesn't hate those people because they aren't bullies, unlike Ferus. Anne doesn't pick a fight with anyone unless they pick a fight with him first. Saying that he has a pretty high tolerance until he snaps. Good thing during this time Tru is pulling a Jem Carstairs calming Anne without pushing him down.
Although it must be acknowledge that society creates the worst villains out of caring-too-much people through many factors as stated, Darth Vader's past does not excuse deeds he has done however plunging a red lightsaber through Ferus Olin's heart (during the Rebels prison breakout some time between TESB and RotJ if I'm not wrong) is one I DO NOT antagonise AT ALL. It's only a matter of time for a bullied to snap and possibly get back at the bully if they can. And sure as heck if they can they will.
I have so much to say about this novel but I am wordless for now because it's been a long time since a YA book hit me in the heart. Little tid bits more, it's Siri Tachi who first says fuck the dress code which pisses Mace Windu off to no end seeing that Jedi dress code is very important. Her being a star Jedi and powerful Jedi Master breaking this rule might be the reason of Aayla's crop top, Ahsoka's tube top, Anakin's Sithy apparel, and Vos' sleeveless garb.
"You are thinking of Qui-Gon." Anakin's voice was soft.
Startled, Obi-Wan turned to his Padawan. "How did you know?"
"Your face. It changes." Anakin shrugged. "Some knot inside you loosens. Something smooths out. I it happening."
"Stop being so perceptive," Obi-Wan chided gently.
"Now you are not thinking of him at all," Anakin replied, mischief in his eyes. "The knot is back."
"And you have tied it," Obi-Wan answered, accessing the Council room door.