Thank you to Netgalley and PanMacmillan for the eARC
3,5/5
Between the cover and the inspiration (Frankenstein x Blodeuwedd), I was intrigued, especially with the mix of horror, love story and botanical elements. I can't really say I am disappointed but there is something that didn't click with me.
Let me start off with the basic story. Rory, then a eight year old boy, was lonely, so his sister created a playmate for him so he wouldn't bother her anymore. That playmate was made of flowers and plants, but wouldn't last more than a season, so she needed to be rebuild at every seasonal turn.
It started off really well, with a nice prose and fairytale atmosphere. There is purity in the first part of the story, following Rory and Daye childhood and eary teenaged years. Understandably, Rory is quite distressed by Daye crumbling down if not rewoven each season, especially after the time when her sister didn't get home on time (she is at university). So, like a reasonable young man, he sets off to learn how to make the transition himself, then seeks a way for Daye to be more and more independant. Or at least that's what he tells himself. Because Rory slowly drift farther and farther from their countryside home, spending more time at the university, trying and failing to create a balance in his life. He is guided by fear and control, in the end, and has a great deal of struggle coming to term with that.
Daye, for her part, has to learn to be alone, to have her own identity aside from Rory, the person she was made to play with.
The book as a lot to deal with : childhood friendship turning into romantic love, boundaries, consent, control and power dynamics. And it does its best to tackle each of these topic, with a distinct fairytale vibe turning into a more dark, horror tale. Lots of good ideas but in the end, something felt off to me, and not in the good way.
I don't know what it is, maybe a sense of lack of something, of discussion, of break through for the characters despite the breakage at the end. It feels like threads hanging, unfinished. Maybe it is meant to be that way, but... yeah, I am not convinced.
Another thing that bothered me a bit was the worldbuilding. I was quite unclear for a long time if the story was set in our world but in an alternate history, or in a secondary world reminding us of England. More importantly, I would have liked to know more about other constructs, about power dynamic in the world, challenges in thought etc. We have glimpses, but not enough for me to really get a good taste of how it all work, and I wanted that.
Still, a nice try at complicated love, growing up and letting go.