4.5 ⭐️
I really enjoyed the suspense elements in this book, they kept me hooked and eager to keep reading.
Joseph was such a sweetheart, and I absolutely love when a hero has been secretly in love with the heroine for years. They were a great match, and I found their relationship very satisfying to read about. I didn’t know what to expect going in, but it definitely didn’t disappoint. An enjoyable story overall!
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Summary;
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Lady Abigail Lacey was engaged to Darius, the Earl of Redgrave, but he broke off the engagement two weeks before their wedding to marry another woman he had likely impregnated. Now humiliated and shunned by respectable suitors, Abigail’s brother Drake seeks a solution. When Joseph Fox, the Rector of their home village and an old family friend, visits London, Drake realizes Joseph is the perfect match: respectable, financially stable, and fond of Abigail. Joseph, who has secretly loved Abigail since youth, eagerly agrees. This is something he has only dreamed of. As a young man, he had always been fond of Abigail, but she was the daughter of a Duke and far out of his reach. If not for that, he would have courted her himself.
Drake tells Abigail the news, and she cannot believe her ears. As a child, she had always been in love with Joseph, but her constant teasing of him and Drake made Joseph start to see her as an annoying little sister. That rejection had hurt, but as she entered her first Season, her crush slowly faded until she saw him again in the village. The feelings were still there.
Three days later, they are married and on their way to Joseph’s estate. During the journey, Joseph can’t stop thinking about their wedding night and how badly he wants to kiss Abigail. But at the inn, she makes it clear: this will be a marriage of convenience, and she doesn’t intend to share his bed except for the purpose of having children. Joseph is deeply disappointed but respects her decision. That night, he drinks himself senseless. Meanwhile, Abigail instantly regrets her words as she lies alone in bed, but Joseph hadn’t seemed eager to share the bed either, and she suspects this marriage is only for financial reasons.
When they arrive at his estate, Abigail is surprised by how well-off Joseph is: a beautiful large house with several servants, another home in Cornwall inherited from his grandmother, and a sum of money left by his grandfather, accessible only upon marriage. Soon after their arrival, Lady Durham visits. A widow that lives nearby. She immediately begins flirting with Joseph but freezes when she sees Abigail. When Joseph introduces Abigail as his wife, Durham turns pale.
Lady Durham had set her sights on Joseph and planned to pursue him after finishing her mourning period for her late husband. She is furious, she had spent months pretending to care about his church and school when she couldn’t care less. Once poor herself, she had clawed her way up by marrying an Earl. Now widowed and left penniless, she has no intention of letting Joseph and his secure income slip away because of his new wife. So, she begins plotting to get rid of Abigail.
Within a few nights, Joseph succeeds in seducing Abigail, and the experience is better than either of them imagined. Joseph is thrilled with this progress and hopes Abigail will realize how good they can be together. One day, Abigail leaves for the village, planning to be back by lunch. When she doesn’t return after an hour, Joseph becomes worried and rides out to find her. He discovers her lying face-down in a ditch, with a severe head wound. Fearing she fell and struck her head, he brings her home. But when her maid changes her clothes, they discover a gunshot wound in her arm. A doctor tends to her, but she remains feverish and gravely ill for days. Joseph stays at her side, caring for her constantly. The circumstances of the shooting trouble him deeply. He cannot bear the thought of losing her and realizes he has fallen in love with his wife, even if she doesn’t share those feelings.
Weeks later, Abigail has recovered, and the wound has healed. She notices Joseph is eager to share their bed again, but he is patient, waiting for her signal. Their relationship improves, and Abigail starts to believe this could become a happy marriage. Joseph clearly cares for her, and she enjoys her life as a Rector’s wife, finding the work fulfilling. Still, she wonders whether she wants more than simply sharing a bed and pretending to be just friends.
One afternoon, Abigail walks through the garden and notices someone near the garden shed. Expecting to see a gardener, she steps inside, but no one is there. Suddenly, the door slams shut, and when she tries to open it, she realizes she’s locked in. Panic sets in as smoke begins to fill the space. When Joseph learns there’s a fire, he immediately suspects Abigail is in danger. He rescues her from the shed and demands to know what happened. He begins to suspect that someone is deliberately trying to harm her. Confiding in his brother-in-law Drake, the Duke of Manchester, they hire a private investigator to monitor the situation and uncover who is behind the attempts on Abigail’s life. When asked who might benefit from Abigail’s death, Joseph briefly pictures Lady Durham but dismisses the thought. Surely she wouldn’t go that far.
A few days earlier, Lady Durham had learned more about Abigail and her broken engagement to the Earl of Redgrave at a gala. Armed with this information, she visits Abigail. After some time, she excuses herself to “use the restroom,” but instead sneaks into Joseph’s study and leaves a letter behind. Later, Joseph finds it, and his heart drops. It’s a love letter from Redgrave, implying Abigail has been in contact with the Earl and still has feelings for him. Joseph is devastated and furious. He begins ignoring Abigail, leaving her confused and heartbroken, things had been going so well between them.
Overwhelmed, Abigail goes for a walk. It begins to rain heavily, and Lady Durham pulls up in her carriage, offering her a ride. Abigail reluctantly accepts but quickly grows uneasy. Her fears are confirmed when they reach a remote area, and Lady Durham reveals her plan: she intended to marry Joseph, but Abigail stood in her way. Abigail tries to escape, but Lady Durham strikes her on the head and throws her into the river.
Meanwhile, Joseph finds a letter Abigail had been hiding that morning. Thinking it’s another from Redgrave, he opens it only to see “Abigail loves Joseph” scribbled all over, surrounded by little hearts. Realizing how wrong he’s been, he rushes to find her, but she’s nowhere to be found. Hours later, a farmer arrives at the house with Abigail’s unconscious body. He explains that he found her floating in the river and pulled her out. A doctor is called to treat her. Joseph decides it’s time, they must leave.
The next day, Lady Durham arrives, pretending to be deeply concerned about Abigail’s “disappearance.” When Joseph tells her Abigail is safe in bed, she turns deathly pale. She offers to sit with Abigail, but Joseph feels uneasy. Fortunately, Abigail’s maid remains in the room, so Joseph leaves to speak with the private investigator that just arrived. The investigator explains his suspicions about Lady Durham and what he has uncovered about her past. Then Joseph realizes with dread that Lady Durham is alone with Abigail. He races upstairs and finds Lady Durham pressing a pillow over Abigail’s face. He rescues Abigail and throws Lady Durham out of the house. Lady Durham is sent away to Scotland by her family.
In the aftermath, Joseph and Abigail reconcile. They discover they are expecting their first child, confess their long-hidden feelings for each other, and finally find happiness in their marriage.