This book was not for me. I usually love how personal nonfiction essays are, a distinct peek into how some historical event or institution, some observed moment relates to an insight about the author while also giving them a chance to flex a lyrical muscle in their prose. But this was just too much. It was a lot of descriptions, a lot of, I guess, metaphor? But not really. It was a lot of words and maybe I just didn't understand what they were all trying to say. I did profoundly enjoy two essays in Act III, however. Touch the Bones and my absolutely favorite, Somebody to Love, were stunning. The rest made my eyes glaze over.
I know that Joni Tevis is a great writer. I'm not disputing that. Perhaps I just wasn't interested in the topics she was trying to explore, although I don't think that's true either. It was the way she wrote, I think. It was too abstract and I needed it to be more grounded in a meaning or theme.
Say, for example, she was writing this exact review. It might go like this:
I began on the first page of "The World Is on Fire," a collection of essays about things left behind. Crisp page, never touched, except for the first time by your coiled and ridged fingertip. Swirls of ink, pressed to paper. Breathe it in, that new-book smell. Not forgotten, just not yet discovered. A ruby-throated hummingbird flies south when the snow first falls, eyes peeled towards the horizon, searching for refuge, a race for warmth against the oncoming bitter. A new land, an escape from what it's always known. (ten pages on the extensive history of the ruby-throated hummingbird). Look back to the typed words. The World Is on Fire. Is it? Hold the rubies at your throat. Turn the page. Swallow, and begin. 2/5 stars.
She just was so formulaic in most of these essays, combining two random topics, weaving them together with second-person descriptors, bouncing back and forth between their histories, and then attempting to tie them together with some mic-drop sentence. It got tired and boring.
BUT then I got to Act III and read those two aforementioned essays, Touch the Bones and Somebody to Love. Both were about Tevis's experience with miscarriage and infertility. They felt like the most genuine, honest, and cohesive pieces in the book, and I actually really did enjoy them.
It took me a while to get through this slim collection of essays. The writing style wasn't for me and I just could not give it my attention. I'm glad to move past this.