What do you think?
Rate this book


477 pages, Paperback
First published January 14, 2025
“You can’t beg the world to do what you want. You can’t ask it nicely. You must force the world. You must bend it to your will.”
After everything she’d been through, after she’d created life, after they had taken her child, did they really think she was scared of something as small as God?






“Every price must be paid. So why do the same people pay it, over and over again? Why do the same people always bleed?”
“She would bleed whenever she saw a pregnant woman in a store. She would bleed whenever a friend asked if she wanted to hold their baby. She would bleed when she didn’t turn the newspaper fast enough past the birth announcements. Guy wouldn’t bleed. Reverend Jerry wouldn’t bleed. Carlton Sinclair the Third wouldn’t bleed.
But she and Rose, and Holly, and Zinnia, and Clem, and Hazel, and Myrtle, and Jasmine, and Briony, and Flora, and Daisy, and Ginger, and Laurel, and Willow, and Violet, and Iris, and Tansy, they would all bleed and bleed and bleed.”
“They don't see these girls. I can't tell you how much they don't see these girls.”
“After everything she’d been through, after she’d created life, after they had taken her child, did they really think she was scared of something as small as their God?”
1970. Florida. When the parents of fifteen-year-old Fern discover her pregnancy, they drop her off against her will to Wellwood House, a place for unwed girls to be hidden away from their families, have their babies in secrets, give them up for adoption, and then return to the world as if nothing has changed. Fern is petrified of being alone and pregnant, but she soon discovers that she isn’t the only one in this predicament. She soon becomes close to some of the other girls, even though each of them are different from each other in background and ideals. Their daily routine is strictly monitored by the staff of Wellwood, but when Fern gets an unsanctioned book from the visiting mobile librarian, she discovers a hidden power she didn’t guess possible. But is it really that easy to play with dark magic? Does this kind of power come with a penalty?
The story comes to us in Fern’s third-person perspective.
❝𝐴 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑛𝑜 𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝐴 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ 𝑖𝑠 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝑎 𝑙𝑎𝑤 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑡. 𝑅𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑎𝑤𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟, 𝐻𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑐 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑖𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝐶𝑟𝑎𝑓𝑡.
1. 𝐷𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑠ℎ.
2. 𝐼𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠.
3. 𝐴𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟, 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠, 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐴𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑, 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑢𝑠𝑒.
4. 𝑈𝑠𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒, 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑜𝑛 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜.❞
❝𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛’𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛’𝑡 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑖𝑡 𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑦. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙.❞
❝”𝐷𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑟, 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑡, 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑒 — 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒. 𝐶ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓. 𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒."❞
lıllılı.ıllı.ılılıılıı.lllııılı.
⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻
❝ “𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠?” “𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢’𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑠?” 𝐹𝑒𝑟𝑛 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑑. “𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑒’𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑛.” ❞
❝𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒'𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑. 𝐴 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑.
𝑀𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑎 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ.
𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡?
𝑌𝑒𝑠, 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑.
𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑡.
𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑦𝑒𝑑.
𝐿𝑒𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒.
𝐿𝑒𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑓 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑟𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑠 𝑡𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛, 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑧𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠, 𝑠𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑝 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛.❞