I first discovered Palumbo’s work with the short story, “The Pull of the Herd,” first published in Anathema Magazine. After reading it, I immediately tried to find more from this writer, and I knew that Suzan Palumbo was someone to watch: that this was a writer with an extraordinary talent, and one who would go far. I’m delighted to say that I was right, that she has published banger after banger since, and that her best stories are now gathered in this beautiful collection.
Skin Thief opens with “The Pull of the Herd,” a story about a shape-shifting deer-woman, torn between the herd of her birth and her love for a human woman. The narrator’s deer-skin has never felt quite right on her; it’s too tight, it doesn’t fit, she doesn’t want to be a deer. But when she leaves her herd to be with a human woman, her deer-skin calls to her each day. There’s a sense of gorgeous yearning in this piece; the narrator is truly stranded between worlds. In the end, even when she’s living a life she freely chose, she’s keenly aware of loss. It’s a sense of loss and yearning that haunts many of these stories, and “The Pull of the Herd” sings with themes that recur throughout this collection: themes of otherness, of feeling like an outsider; the pull between family obligations and expectations and living the life you want for yourself; shape-shifting, transformation, love, and loss.
Some of the strongest stories draw on the author’s Indo-Trinidadian heritage and Trinidadian folklore to explore these themes. In “Laughter Among the Trees,” one of my personal favorites, the theme of “otherness,” of not fitting in, is told through a diaspora lens. The narrator, Ana, doesn’t quite fit in, but her little sister, Sabrina does. Sabrina was born in Canada, unlike Ana and their immigrant Indo-Caribbean parents. Sabrina seems at ease in the world a way that Ana isn’t and in a way that Ana resents—“as if the city had been fashioned for her, unlike my parents and I who’d been transplanted too late.” Sabrina is charming, adorable, beloved, and able to make friends everywhere she goes. And then one night, on a family camping trip, Sabrina disappears. . . This is a dark and gripping story, powerful and ultimately devastating. It’s about grief and guilt and jealousy and loss, about migration and assimilation and pretending that you are what you’re not. As Ana grows up without a sister, she tries to live the life she imagines that her sister would have lived. . . until one day she can’t.
There’s delicate magic in some of these stories, like the lovely “Propagating Peonies” and “Tesselation.” There’s fairy-tale magic, as in the yearning mermaid-with-a-twist story, “Apolepisi: A De-Scaling." And there’s outright horror, as in “Laughter Among the Trees” and other unsettling tales with sinister spirits and monsters of Trinidadian folklore: the deliciously creepy “Tara’s Mother’s Skin” and heartbreaking “Douen.” “Kill Jar,” the novelette which is original to this collection, manages both delicacy and horror in a tale that draws on the setting and tropes of Gothic horror: a secluded mansion, an isolated heroine, dark family secrets. But this is also Gothic horror with a twist, as the author adds some of her own signature details: a heroine of South Asian heritage, a queer love story, and themes of shape-shifting and transformation. There’s a sense of bittersweetness in the ending of this one, as in many of Palumbo’s stories: a protagonist’s insistence on living as true to herself as she can, even as this entails sacrifice and loss.
All in all, “Skin Thief” is a gorgeous collection. The stories are by turns delicate and raw, dark and magical, filled with horror and heartache and deep emotion. The ending story, “Douen,” is particularly heartrending—a shriek of pain, as conveyed by the ghost of a little girl who just wants to be with her mother. While I had read many of these stories previously online, I’m glad to have them all gathered in one place. These are stories that are worth reading again and again. These are stories that dig and slide under the skin. A beautiful collection by a major talent.