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313 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 1936
To keep the capacity of really liking what he likes; that is the practical problem which the philosopher has to solve. And it seemed to me at the beginning, as it seems to me now in the end, that the pessimists and optimists of the modern world have alike missed and muddled this matter; through leaving out the ancient conception of humility and the thanks of the unworthy. This is a matter much more important and interesting than my opinions; but, in point of fact, it was by following this thin thread of a fancy about thankfulness, as slight as any of those dandelion clocks that are blown upon the breeze like thistledown, that I did arrive eventually at an opinion which is more than an opinion. Perhaps the one and only opinion that is really more than an opinion.At this stage of my life, I would have to say that Chesterton is the one author whom I read that makes me feel thankful for the experience.
My main purpose here, however, is to say this. To me my whole childhood has a certain quality, which may be indescribable but is not in the least vague. It is rather more definite than the difference between pitch dark and daylight, or between having a toothache and not having a toothache. For the sequel of the story, it is necessary to attempt this first and hardest chapter of the story: and I must try to state somehow what I mean by saying that my own childhood was of quite a different kind, or quality, from the rest of my very undeservedly pleasant and cheerful existence. [emphasis mine]
The point is that the white light had a sort of wonder in it, as if the world were as new as myself; but not that the world was anything but a real world. [emphasis mine]
The whole point is that I did like the toy theatre even when I knew it was a toy theatre. [emphasis mine]
“The two great movements during my youth were Imperialism and Socialism. They were supposed to be fighting each other…but…the two things were in union. Both believed in unification and centralization on a large scale…I called myself a Socialist; because the only alternative to being a Socialist was not being a Socialist. And not being a Socialist was a perfectly ghastly thing. It meant being a small-headed and sneering snob who grumbled at the rates and the working-classes; or some hoary horrible old Darwinian who said the weakest must go to the wall. But in my heart I was a reluctant Socialist. I accepted the larger thing as the lesser evil—or even the lesser good…I was willing to accept colonial adventure if it was the only way of protecting my country; just as I was willing to accept collectivist organization if it was the only way of protecting my poorer fellow-citizens.[emphasis mine]
“if it realized that…he [Noel] was and is a very unworldly sort of clergyman; and much too unworldly to be judged rightly by the world. I did not always agree with his attitude, and I do not now altogether agree with his politics; but I have always known that he glowed with conviction and the simplicity of the fighting spirit…I was considerably influenced by Conrad Noel; and my brother, I think, even more so.” (p. 161)
“…not everybody understands that flame of angry charity…She has sympathy with Communists, as I have, and perhaps points of agreement I have not. But I know that she stands, first, for the privacy of the poor who are allowed no privacy. She fights after all, as I do, for the private property of those who have none.” (p. 184) [emphasis mine]
I felt much more kinship with the sort of Scot who, even when he was interested in politics, would never really be allowed in practical politics. A splendid specimen of this type of man was Cunninghame Graham. (p. 259)
…I, for one, have always got on much better with revolutionists than with reformers; even when I entirely disagreed with the revolutions or entirely agreed with the reforms…In England, during most of my life, the revolutionists were always Socialists…But I always felt, and I still feel, more personal sympathy with a Communist like Conrad Noel than with a Liberal like John Simon; while recognizing that both are in their own way sincere. (p. 260) [emphasis mine]
And I can testify that I have never read a reply by Bernard Shaw that did not leave me in a better and not a worse temper or frame of mind…it is necessary to disagree with him as much as I do, in order to admire him as much as I do; and I am proud of him as a foe even more than as a friend. (p. 220)
“I should not say the Kaiser…still less should I say the Czar of Russia or some Slavonic fanatic who committed a crime at Sarajevo…It arose out of the Party System…” (p. 203)
That increasing number of intellectuals, who are content to say that Democracy has been a failure, miss the point of the far more disastrous calamity that Plutocracy has been a success…We may say, with some truth, that Democracy has failed; but we shall only mean that Democracy has failed to exist…
But there is no stronger proof of the fact that it emphatically is plutocracy, and most emphatically is not democracy, that has caused popular institutions to become unpopular…the worst sort of traitors could and did trade with the enemy throughout the War, that the worst sort of profiteers could and did blackmail their own country for bloodsucking profits in the worst hour of her peril, that the worst sort of politicians could play any game they liked with the honour of England and the happiness of Europe, if they were backed and boomed by some vulgar monopolist millionaire; and these insolent interests nearly brought us to a crash in the supreme crisis of our history; because Parliament had come to mean only a secret government by the rich. (p. 205) [emphasis mine]