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And We Stay

3.48  ·  Rating Details  ·  3,202 Ratings  ·  640 Reviews
Senior Paul Wagoner walks into his school with a stolen gun, he threatens his girlfriend, Emily Beam, and then takes his own life. Soon after, angry and guilt-ridden Emily is sent to a boarding school in Amherst, Massachusetts, where two quirky fellow students and the spirit of Emily Dickinson offer helping hands. But it is up to Emily Beam to heal her own damaged self, to ...more
Hardcover, 240 pages
Published January 28th 2014 by Delacorte Press (first published January 10th 2014)
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Whitney Atkinson
Jul 12, 2015 Whitney Atkinson rated it liked it
2.5 stars

I'm rather disappointed with this. Going into it knowing that it won the same award the same year as I'll Give You The Sun, my expecations were huge. But the plot was a bit dragging, the characters were bland, and it was very forgettable. Nothing about this was special or made me feel like it was deserving of an award. It is nowhere near as great as IGYTS. I would not recommend this, and I feel like I kinda wasted my time tbh.
Jan 16, 2014 Giselle rated it it was ok
Shelves: ebook, arc
And We Stay is a book that will resonate with some, and left others feeling detached. It's a very poetic writing style which on one hand gives us a beautifully written novel, but on the other hand it makes it hard to embed yourself into the main character's thoughts and emotions.

The main reason for this detachment is due to the fact that it's written in 3rd person present. This tense always makes it hard for me to feel anything but indifference towards a story and its characters. It does make f
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This is how they will go.
This is how she will go: on.
The light almost speaking,
and March halfway gone,
the green fields beyond,
and the staying.

Jenny Hubbard is a fantastic writer. I'll give her that. She can form sentences out of nowhere and still make it sound poetic and beautiful and grand. The poems that are inserted here and there are just another example of her talent. I really wanted to love And We Stay because of that. The prose and verse--I don'
**A free copy of this book was provided by publisher via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review**


DNF at 40%

I'm really sorry for doing this, but I just can't finish it. Honestly, I don't remember when was the last time I DNF a book.
Every reader has some things that are huge no for them. For me it's an inability to connect with main characters.
I admit I was drawn to this book in a first place because of that beautiful cover and the blurb sounded really promising. I expected a beautiful heart-b
Jubilation Lee
I’m doubting myself right now, my friends. Because I had really been planning on giving this book a bad review. I’d already sort of started sketching it out in my head before even cracking open the cover.

I mean, a ridiculously angsty Printz-nominee dramarama featuring break-ups, suicide, abortion, boarding schools AND whiny poetry!?

That has “Monica Hates You” written ALL OVER IT.

And yet… um… I didn’t hate it? I may have actually enjoyed it!?

Jesus Christ, I’m so confused.

The poems? Amazingly no
Feb 23, 2015 Jessica rated it really liked it
I was just talking to one of the booksellers at the King's English about the Printz Awards and YA fiction in general. We were discussing how many of the books lately seem to have lots of crude language or sex in them, not because it's part of the story, but almost to show off. I said that it reminded me of a rebellious teenager fighting with her parents, yelling,"That's right! I drink ALCOHOL! And HAVE SEX! This is my LIFE, MOTH-er! DEAL WITH IT!" And you want to pat the book on the head. "Okay, ...more
"So. You're a poet." Emily shakes her head. "No," she says, "I'm just a girl who writes poems."

It's weird for me to think of And We Stay as the story of an ex-cheerleader who starts afresh at an all-girls boarding school after her jock boyfriend shot himself in the school library, but that is the gist of Emily Beam's situation. Not that there's anything wrong with any of those elements, but they make the story seem flashier than it actually is, and flashy is one word I wouldn't associate with An
I read this a couple of years back at the end of the year and am just now writing a review for it since listening to the audiobook version. This will be a brief review/summary because I'm reacting to the overarching story itself. "And We Stay" is a difficult book to read (and rate, to be honest with you). It touches on quite a few sensitive topics, from suicide to depression to issues regarding teen pregnancy and abortion. Emily Bean is a character I followed well throughout the narrative - havi ...more

Rating: Poetic, lyrical prose that's truly gorgeous but, ultimately, a bit distancing.

Originally posted at Writer of Wrongs

Certain people are going to absolutely adore this book. There is so much to commend in Hubbard's sophomore novel, and most of it is in the prose. Holy crap, but this woman can put words together. The main character, Emily, is a budding poet, and poetry suffuses every word of this book. Every description is breathtaking--descriptions of Emily's pain, of the Amherst winter, o
Wendy Darling
Feb 19, 2014 Wendy Darling marked it as dnf
DNF a few chapters in.

On page 6, the main character references how the decision to send her to boarding school was "very Brothers Grimm." Really? I don't remember any of those in my fairy tales. I really just didn't care for the writing style and structure, though, and would not have picked this up had it not randomly showed up at my door. The dramatic subjects, somewhat heavy-handed style, and verse sections are just not my thing.
Sharon L
Mar 25, 2014 Sharon L rated it it was ok
Shelves: netgalley, 1-2014
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Do you love poetry? If so, you might want to give this book a chance.

But for those of you who don't like poetry or don't feel anything particular towards it, well, you might want to hear me out.

(Those who love are welcome to join as well, of course)

When I started this book I was awed at the beauty of the writing. But as the story progressed I found myself thinking that I might give this book 5 stars despite not liking it at all because the writing wa
Jan 19, 2014 Kelly rated it liked it
I spent far more of this book wondering why 1995 than I did thinking about how gorgeously written it was, how wonderful the way Emily works through her grief is, how incredible the friendship between her and KT is, and how many really nice feminist/female-empowering messages were woven in without becoming Messages. This is a tougher read -- it will have a more limited appeal to teen readers -- but it's worthwhile. At heart, it's about grief and loss, and it's about grief and loss not just on the ...more
Abbe Hinder

1.5 Stars

When I read a novel where the main character has gone through some serious shit, I expect a few things. I expect a relatable/likeable character who has quite a few flaws. I expect a lot of emotion and confusion and above all, a lot of sympathy. I expect to love this book and feel as if I am apart of the story, that, this horrible thing that happened to the protagonist actually happened to me. I want to be in their shoes. And We Stay gives me a narration that left me more tired than any
Jan 27, 2014 Jen rated it it was ok
Shelves: ya, high-school
Emily Beam is attending a new boarding school in Amherst, Massachusetts, in order to recover from a horrifying event at her old school-- her ex-boyfriend brought a gun to school and shot himself in the school's library because Emily was breaking up with him. Emily is also a poet, and writes poems in order to help heal from her past and feels a connection to Emily Dickinson, a local celebrity of sorts.

This book just didn't do it for me. I kept feeling like the character Emily in the story-- in ma
Tanja (Tanychy) St. Delphi
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The first thing I learned about this book was it had some parts of it written in verse and as soon as I heard it also has some connections to Emily Dickinson and that it deals with emotional issues - basically it sounds like a perfect read for me. So I grabbed a chance to read it. Luckily I got approved for it, but sadly I expected too much.

Firstly, I must say that I really enjoy books written in verse so I hoped I'd enjoy this one for that but things weren'
Perla The IB Teen Book Blogger
Dec 27, 2013 Perla The IB Teen Book Blogger rated it really liked it
Shelves: favorites
I will remember And We Stay and Emily for a long time after having put it down last night. I felt Emily residing somewhere in my chest as I read her story. It felt so personal, so ethereal, so damn sad it broke my heart. Paul broke my heart- the wonder of his thoughts, the confusion, and how damn alone he must have felt at the end. How terrible Emily's experience directly following his death & how patronized and bulldozed she was by her family- by her sense of fear and guilt.

But mostly I wil
Nidah (SleepDreamWrite)
The cover is really good. But what I like most about this was the poetic writing style the book had going.All the while poems were intertwined with the story. It did get sad at times but also had moments when it was good. Like the growing friendship of Emily and her classmates. Reminded me a bit of another book, A Breath of Eyre, what with the literary theme. Quick but good read.
Jan 19, 2014 Jennifer rated it it was amazing
Original review can be found here/.

And We Stay is such an inspirational and heart-wrenching book. It inspired me to purchase a book of Emily Dickinson poems and it showed me that the heart can heal but it will never be whole again. I know I cannot do a review that would ever do this book justice but I'm going to try.

Jenny Hubbard's writing is touching and captivating. She has a way of making a fictional book seem extremely realistic.

Emily Beam is such an amazing girl. She went through so much i
This was a depressing story about one girl’s fight to deal with her grief over her boyfriend’s death.

I felt quite sorry for Emily in this book, she had obviously gone through a lot, and was struggling to come to terms with what had happened. As the story unfolded and we found out more about what had happened it became clear why she was having such a hard time, and her emotions really shone through in her poems.

The storyline in this was pretty good, and I liked the writing. Some of the poems were
Samantha (A History of Books)
Jan 28, 2014 Samantha (A History of Books) rated it really liked it
Shelves: arc-reviews
Book: And We Stay by Jenny Hubbard

Start Date: January 26th, 2014

Date Finished: January 28th, 2014

So I finally have an ARC review for you guys! Its not really advanced at this point because the book was published TODAY! I really wanted to get this book read and a review put up for the release date, and I made it in the nick of time with 15 minutes til midnight. I’d say thats cutting it close!

The book I’m review today is called And We Stay by Jenny Hubbard. This is her second book. She has another
Jenny / Wondrous Reads
Dec 20, 2013 Jenny / Wondrous Reads rated it really liked it
Shelves: for-review, netgalley
It's been quite a while since I read a book by a new-to-me author and immediately wanted to read everything they've written so far. I'm happy to say that this was the case with Jenny Hubbard's And We Stay and, upon finishing it, I quickly hotfooted it to Amazon to purchase a copy of her debut novel, Paper Covers Rock.

I fell in love with And We Stay from the very first page. Something about it spoke to me straight away, and I almost read the book in one single sitting. It's written beautifully, w
May 03, 2015 Ashley rated it it was ok
I'm sure this will work for a lot of people, but I had a really hard time connecting with Emily and her struggle. On her seventeenth birthday, she breaks up with her boyfriend because she finds out she is pregnant. His solution is marriage, hers is letting her parents make the decision (abortion) for her. Two days later, he brings a gun to school and kills himself. Emily's parents send her to Boston for an abortion she's no longer sure she wants and to a boarding school (the same one Emily Dicki ...more
Apr 08, 2015 Laura rated it did not like it
Thank you, Edelweiss, for providing this book from Delacorte Press for review.

Emily Beam transfers to an all-girls boarding school after her boyfriend Paul Wagoner kills himself in her old high school library. She and her parents believe it would be best for her to start fresh in a new place, away from everything that could remind her of that traumatic experience. But as Emily attempts to handle her grief, she begins to call upon Emily Dickinson's works, and uses the poet as a guide to heal her
This could've been one heck of a contemporary book, and it had the type of premise that could've easily won me over in a heartbeat. However, the characters are just so bland in my opinion, and there really is so very little going on in terms of plot. I got about 37% through before I just decided to give up, and there wasn't any sort of true conflict going on, except for our heroine, Emily, writing poetry, thinking about Emily Dickinson, and some flashbacks to her relationship with Paul before hi ...more
Christina (A Reader of Fictions)
Amount Read: roughly 30%

And We Stay isn't bad. I don't hate it and I debated with myself whether to actually DNF this one. The narration of the audiobook is good and I predict this would end up a 3 if I finished. At the same time, though, I have a lot of review books coming up, and not enough days on which to post them, and I'm under no obligation to review this. Plus, I really just do not care what happens to any of the characters. I don't hate them, but I'm not curious about them. They don't f
Katrina Gudgeon
Dec 17, 2015 Katrina Gudgeon rated it really liked it
I'm really torn on how I want to rate this. As far as the poems go, this was far superior to Paper Covers Rock, but as far as the overall plot, it was kind of lacking for me. That doesn't take away from the fact that I really enjoyed this though. Jenny Hubbard has a writing style that is just so pretty, and I wish she had more books out because I would read them all in a heart beat.
Jul 04, 2014 Melissapalmer404 rated it it was amazing
Book #61 Read in 2014
And We Stay by Jenny Hubbard

This was a great young adult read, told in prose and poems. Emily is dealing with the fact that her boyfriend brought a gun into the school library and killed himself. To help her heal, her parents send her to a boarding school, just around the corner from Emily Dickinson's house. Emily (modern Emily) begins to write poems as a sort of therapy and begins to feel a kinship with the poet Emily, and she begins to research the poet's life.

While a qui
Nov 20, 2013 April rated it liked it
I feel sort of ambivalent about this book. I liked it, I think but it didn't really arouse any strong feelings. I thought the poems were tiresome, the style of the third person narrative a little off putting and the attempts at the mystical seemed a little thrown together and underdeveloped.
Michelle Arrow
"This is where her story
begins and ends. This is where
her story ends and begins.
In her story, the telling
is not linear. The telling
is a circle, the shape of earth."

Poetry is rarely incorporated with a book, but when it is, it's truly something worth reading for. I, in fact, adore poetry. Some people believe that the message is unclear, or it's confusing, but I see the meaning like it's crystal clear. Having the author get the protagonist of this book, Emily, to have a love for poetr
Feb 10, 2014 Donna rated it it was ok
Recommends it for: Poetry lovers
This is definitely not a book for me. However, I can see this being perfect for a poetry lover.

Emily Beam is at a boarding school after her boyfriend commits suicide. She makes a few friends and begins writing poetry to deal with her problems.

Hmm… I’m honestly not entirely sure about my feelings towards this book. The writing is absolutely beautiful, and the poems are fantastic. But like poetry, it can sometimes be hard to understand and find meaning in the book.

There are a lot of flashbacks in
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