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44 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 18, 2012

If the world ends tomorrow, how will I go? Without ever having risked anything, or having done the one thing I can't stop thinking about?



"...my head against the cool comfort of the fighter plane's wheel, its wing shielding but never embracing me. I'm a cold nestling tonight."
Something pulls me towards him, irrespective of the impossibility of it all. I hope that he doesn't notice just as much as I hope that he's pulled too.

5 "Absolutely Beautifull" Stars











....For me, he can walk on water, dance in the clouds. I know he can’t really, but what he can and can’t do pales into nothing when I look at him....

‘I’m no longer falling—I’m soaring now, breathless and miraculous, weightless. As if a wide blue sky has opened for me, like in the best moments of my glider training.’



If the world ends tomorrow, how will I go? Without ever having risked anything, or having done the one thing I can't stop thinking about?
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I want to learn his body, find every pleasure it’s hiding. All this reverence and simple awe I feel when I touch him, feel his breath brush my skin. Whatever he calls this, it feels so very precious to me.
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We race towards something so amazing and precious it strikes me dumb with its immenseness. I lose every sense of myself, every thought, there's just emotion and utter fulfillment.

which was absolutely great. I had a really bad experience with an audio book once that put me off for a long while, but this one convinced me to give them a new try. Really, it was lovely. I don't like it when the voices are over the top, because I think it's ridiculous, but here it was just right. 
"Nobody else exists to me when he lands. Everything stops existing when he takes off, as if he takes it all with him when he goes up there, to places I’ll never see again."
"For me, he can walk on water, dance in the clouds. I know he can’t, really, but what he can and can’t do pales into nothing when I look at him."
"Unplayed sound is like unspoken words....
....He’s bowed deep over the keys, fingers silently tapping them, not pressing hard enough to make any sound. A silent music only he can hear, and whatever he’s hearing, it’s slow and deliberate and terribly melancholic. And, the strangest thing is, I can almost hear it too."
"I 'm hypnotised. Entranced. "Are you guessing it by now?" he asks, his voice so low, as if there were other people in the room who must never know. Swallowing is painful now. I’m busy enough just with breathing. I feel astutely that this is the only opportunity I’ll ever have to risk everything, neck and life and sanity."
"I want to learn his body, find every pleasure it’s hiding. All this reverence and simple awe I feel when I touch him, feel his breath brush my skin. Whatever he calls this, it feels so very precious to me."