Growing up in the woods is a privilege many do not have and even some take for granted. Billions of people scurrying across the globe looking for meaning and a silver bullet for whatever ails them. Many people grow old and never know what it is like to see and feel the sensation of spiritualism that they've spent miles searching for, and it has been closer to them than they ever knew.
A dog, kid, and their imagination can carry a day full of adventure, tribulation, and exhaustion. During the course of the day, secret passages will be found left behind by the deer, natural water slides and pools not too much above freezing temperatures cool off the body and mend the soul on a blistering hot day, rocks with time capsules imprinted in or on them from millennia ago telling a historic story, trees that tower over and protect every living species known, and finally, when the young boy or girl looks back down to the creek, they will see a river otter splashing and playing between fish snacks. This otter family proving that life doesn't mean you labor in doldrums for four-fifths of your life will stick with them like a pecking raven in their brain stem as they become more "civilized" and "productive." The youngster doesn't know it yet, but they are now infected with the exploration bug. Close to being curious, but with a sense of purpose.
Famous but mostly infamous people have proved the exploration bug to be true. Columbus, De Soto, Ghandi, Amerigo Vespucci, Sitting Bull, and Sacajawea. All of the prophets of the Abrahamic religions spoke to God in a desert, in a mountain cave, in a bushfire, and so on. They too, knew the power in nature. I am far from talking about a new religion, but nature is a God-created sanctuary giving us a taste of heaven. And any explorer not terrorizing native peoples and is exploring to touch and understand the heavens knows that what I just wrote is true.
Many explorers have looked to John Muir as a soothsayer growing up, as did I. He was like a nature wizard casting spells on Presidents and travelers alike to serve nature's glory. John Muir, growing up, was in the hall of fame for exploring and supposedly doing a splendid job in showing important people the wilds as extensions of providence. I was shameful that it took me my whole life to finally open a Muir book. I felt like a borderline heretic. I finally came upon a book of his and decided it was time. It will be my last John Muir book. Like many held up giants in a white-dominated culture, his story masked serious shortcomings. And for me, the shortcomings were tantamount to treason and blasphemy. Throw him in with Cortez and Joseph Smith to the explorers' hall of shame.
On an arctic chilled night in the middle of Pennsylvania's portion of Appalachia, I was gifted John Muir's Travels in Alaska amongst many other books, but he was going to be the top of the list to gorge myself on when book reading season commenced. Finally, I was prepared to enter the mind of one of the greatest naturalists to show me clarity on better feeling God in the trees, and in his case, the glaciers.
This collection of entries took place in 1879-1880. Muir entered the panhandle of Alaska before industrialization melted it. He intended to study glaciers and their rugged surroundings in the many of the fjords that held these monumental ice cubes of Earth. The book started off innocent enough, as when he took a slight at man-made greed.
"The big Stickeen Glacier is hardly out of sight ere you come upon another that pours a majestic crystal flood through the evergreens, while almost every hollow and tributary canon contains a smaller one, the side of course, varying with the extent of the area drained. Some are like mere snow-banks; others, with blue ice apparent, depend in massive bulging curves and swells, and graduate into the river-like forms that maze through the lower forested regions and are so striking and beautiful that they are admired even by the passing miners with gold-dust in their eyes."
No harm, a shot at greedy prospectors, and a focus on the immenseness of the wilderness. Muir included tales also of his physical prowess when embarking into the woods with a pesky preacher:
"At a distance of about seven or eight miles to the northeastward of the landing, there is an outstanding group of mountains crowning a spur from the main chain of the Coast Range, whose highest point rises about eight thousand feet about the level of the sea; and as Glenora is only a thousand feet above the sea, the height to be overcome in climbing this peak is about seven thousand feet. Though the time was short I determined to climb it, because of the advantageous position it occupied for general views of the peaks and glaciers of the east side of the great range.
Although it was now twenty minutes past three and the days were getting short, I thought that by rapid climbing I could reach the summit before sunset, in time to get a general view and a few pencil sketches, and make my way back to the steamer in the night. Mr. Young, one of the missionaries, asked permission to accompany me, saying that he was a good walker and climber and would not delay me of cause any trouble. I strongly advised him not to go, explaining that it involved a walk, coming and going, of fourteen or sixteen miles, and a climb through brush and boulders of seven thousand feet, a fair day's work for a seasoned mountaineer to be done in less than half a day and part of the night. But he insisted that he was a strong walker, could do a mountaineer's day's work in half a day, and would not hinder me in any way.
'Well, I have warned you,' I said, 'and will not assume any responsibility for any trouble that may arise."
About a fifth the way through the book, I begin to feel excited sensations coarse through my nervous system as he begins to make the connection I thought he would. He begins to discuss the spirituality of natural power and beauty entering into a fjord:
"Arriving opposite the mouth of its fiord, we steered straight inland between beautiful wooded shores, and the grand glacier came in sight in its granite valley, glowing in the early sunshine and extending a noble invitation to come and see. After we passed between the two mountain rocks that guard the gate of the fiord, the view that was unfolded fixed every eye in wondering admiration. No words can convey anything like an adequate conception of its sublime grandeur--the noble simplicity and fineness of the sculpture of the walls; their magnificent proportions; their cascades, gardens, and forest adornments; the placid fiord between them; the great white and blue ice wall, and the snow-laden mountains beyond. Still more impotent are words in telling the peculiar awe one experiences in entering these mansions of the icy North, notwithstanding it is only the natural effect of appreciable manifestations of the presence of God."
On the 70th page of page he goes further, but then we begin to read about interactions with native tribes of the area. At first glance, it seems that Muir understood the pain and encroachment upon native lands by missionaries and greedy carpetbaggers. There was a point during his exploration where the rabid consumer ethos of white North Americans almost came to a head in their attempt to erase and profit off native cultures:
"It was decided, therefore, that the Cassiar Company should have the benefit of another day's hire, in visiting the old deserted Stickeen village fourteen miles to the south of Wrangell.
'We shall have a good time,' on of the most influential of the party said to me in a semi-apologetic tone, as if dimly recognizing my disappointment in not going to Chilcat. 'We shall probably find stone axes and other curiosities. Chief Kadachan is going to guide us, and the other Indians aboard will dig for us, and there are interesting old buildings and totem poles to be seen.'
It seemed strange, however, that so important a mission to the most influential of the Alaskan tribes should end in a deserted village. But divinity abounded nevertheless; the day was divine and there was plenty of natural religion in the newborn landscapes that were being baptized in sunshine, and sermons in glacial boulders on the beach where we landed..."
...While I was busy with my pencil, I heard chopping going on at the north end of the village, followed by a heavy thud, as if a tree had fallen. It appeared that after digging about the old hearth in the first dwelling visited without finding anything of consequence, the archaeological doctor called the steamer deck hands to one of the most interesting of the totems and directed them to cut it down, saw off the principal figure, -- a woman measuring three feet three inches across the shoulders, --and convey it aboard the steamer, with a view to taking it on East to enrich some museum or other. The sacrilege came near causing trouble and would have cost us dear had the totem not chanced to belong to the Kadachan family, the representative of which is a member of the newly organized Wrangell Presbyterian Church. Kadachan looked very seriously into the face of the reverend doctor and pushed home the pertinent question: 'How would you like to have an Indian go to a graveyard and break down and carry away a monument belonging to your family?'
However, the religious relations of the parties and a few trifling presents embedded in apologies served to hush and mend the matter."
Another piece of beautiful connection making of nature to the power of God. After this spiritual excerpt, he transitioned into interactions with Native deck hands and religion. This is where I began smelling a fink. At first, you may think Muir seemed understanding or even slightly empathizing with the Native peoples that witness the desecration of their family’s monuments. But look again. The attention of Muir laid on the glaciers and inhuman features of the area. When given the opportunity to discuss the few differences of his own species as part of this power of nature, he was too busy doodling and watching the cutting of a woman off a totem pole as a minor inconvenience that could have lead to a full out and possible violent conundrum.
Why the extreme detail using a pencil as a microscope on the features of the Earth save one part? While describing the different colors of glaciers and diversity of God on Earth, he shows that he truly does not believe that the human element has the most effect on the planet. Different humans act differently with God-in-the-trees he claims to proselytize about. There was no curiosity in the great naturalist in how his own species interacts with the glaciers, mountains, trees, streams, and plants that he wrote about profusely.
As I pressed further beginning to form a sense that Mr. Muir is not who he was once revered to be. A usual patterned developed in his journeys into Native villages and it further eroded my trust at a quicker pace than the disappeared glaciers he described:
“Luncheon over, Mr. Young as usual requested him to call his people to a meeting. Most of them were away at outlying camps gathering winter stores. Some ten or twelve men, however, about the same number of women, and a crowd of wondering boys and girls were gathered in, to whom Mr. Young preached the usual gospel sermon. Toyatte prayed in Thlinkit, and the other members of the crew joined in the hymn-singing. At the close of the mission exercises, the chief arose and said that he would no like to hear what the other white chief had to say. I directed John to reply that I was not a missionary, that I came only to pay a friendly visit and see the forests and mountains of their beautiful country. To this he replied, as others had done in the same circumstances, that we would like to hear me on the subject of their country and themselves; so I had to get on my feet and make some sort of speech, dwelling principally on the brotherhood of al races of people, assuring them that God loved them and that some of their white brethren were beginning to know them and become interested in their welfare; that I seemed this evening to be among old friends with whom I had long been acquainted, though I had never been here before; that I would always remember them and the kind reception they had given us; advised them to heed the instructions of sincere self-denying mission men who wished only to do them good and desired nothing but their friendship and welfare in return. I told them that in some far-off countries, instead of receiving the missionaries with glad and thankful hearts, the Indians killed and ate them; but I hoped, and felt sure, that his people would find a better use for missionaries than putting them, like salmon, in pots for food. They seemed greatly interested, looking into each other’s faces with empathetic nods and a-ahs and smiles.
Muir came up to the edge of getting to talk about exactly what I wished and then quickly pivoted to pleasantries and implying that he may be a wee bit unsettled about savage cannibals. Again notice that he wished not to be bothered by a tribe of people with thousands of years passed down to them before acquiescing. When asked to talk about their country AND the tribe, he did not have any deeper of an answer other than possibly being friendly to save his own ass. I doubted the sincerity he vocalized about being old friends later on. He never goes into much else besides simple observations of behavior amongst the Natives and progressively becomes more paternal and separated:
“This chief promised to pray like a white man every morning, and to bury the dead as the whites do. ‘I often wondered,’ he said, ‘where the dead went to. Now I am glad to know’; and at last acknowledged the whiskey, saying he was sorry to have been caught making the bad stuff. The behavior of all, even the little ones circled around the fire, was very good. There was no laughter when the strange singing commenced. They only gazed like curious, intelligent animals. A little daughter of the chief with the glow of the firelight on her eyes made an interesting picture, head held aslant. Another in the group, with upturned eyes, seeming to half understand the strange words about God, might have passed for one of Raphael’s angels.”
Quite a way to describe people you mentioned previously as old friends. Not a bit of curiosity of how the brown poison of whiskey got there and how they learned to distill ito distill. The abrupt acceptance of Christianity and implied rejection of their traditional faith seems too convenient to Muir’s paternalistic story. Unless the chief was reciprocating Muir’s feigned talk until they could peacefully part ways. Also, notice again, Muir separates God and nature. If nature is the presence of God, then wouldn’t you think more about the rituals and their meanings of the Natives rather then passingly call it “strange” and com