This is the Kurdish version of The Kite Runner, though more focused on the history of a nation than a friendship. Compared to The Kite Runner, this story was more relatable and way more engaging—for me.
It's a painful read, but we should go through this pain, once at least, to remind ourselves of our bleak history. Of the dreams we had and where we stand now. Of how after we die, history repeats itself. Of where our new generation is, and of the world’s stance towards us.
The story is the memoir of a child, Azad, born in Kurdistan. We experience, as he grows up, the wars that never end, the massacres that occur, the blood that is shed, and the tears that come more hurtfully than blood. We see defeat after defeat and the rise of new generations of freedom fighters, again, to a future not so unpredictable. We see despair, but no less than that, we also see hope at times; it’s a strange mix of emotions. Life goes on, though people die. the Kurdish dreams live on, though Kurds die. Throughout the story, Azad travels to three quarters of Kurdistan, but he was identified and arrested before crossing over the Iraq-Turkey border.
It was extremely hard to read this book knowing that every bomb that went off, every river that was poisoned, every bird that betrayed its flock were all from my homeland. I have never seen war, but I could easily relate to this book way more than I have ever related myself to a book. I will read this book again, regardless of how many more times it makes me cry inside, because along with the pain and anger, it gives me a sense of identity. Something, again, I never found in other books before.
Some of my favorite parts of the book:
“I longed to watch Kurdish television. I knew that the most important thing for my father was that I become a judge or a lawyer, but my wish was to create a television that would speak our language. I saw myself simultaneously as an inventor, as a maker of shows like Anter and Abla, as a musician and singer. And I vowed that one day I would make that machine speak Kurdish.”
“He—an Arab hotel manager—was a [baath] party member; I sometimes would see him with a group of men and women, always at the same table by the swimming pool, facing my country’s magnificent landscape. Seeing him savor that natural beauty made me jealous. It was as if the hills and mountains were my sisters and brothers and he was mentally undressing them.”
“Every time my brother came home, he and [his friends] would spend hours talking together in the safety of our orchard about the struggle, and about the fact that aside from their mountains, the Kurds had no friends.”
“[O]n my father’s old Russian radio, we heard my brother calling out, in a moving voice, ‘Voice of Kurdistan speaking—’ It was the pirate radio station of the resistance. And once again I heard the national anthem, ‘Ey Raquib her ...,”
“Then [my father] swallowed, fell silent for a long time, and said gently, 'My son, you must go to university. But I don’t want you to become a judge or a lawyer anymore. I talked that way thinking of the time of the king. Today, we’re in another world, the police are hard at work for the people, they even do the work of judges and lawyers. Do what you feel like doing. The important thing is that Azad, Shero Selim Malay’s son, obtain a university diploma.”He stopped, looked me straight in the eye, and added, “Promise?” “I promise,” I answered.”
“He—a Jash—looked at me and I responded with a broad smile, even though deep down I wanted to kill him. To my surprise, he smiled back, and I realized he assumed I was a collaborator!”