First of all, if you bought this book thinking it's a good, teen romance, I would say stop right there!
Also, I've marked this at having spoilers, but it has big spoilers. I even talk a bit about the end, so if you haven't read this book yet, I would suggest you halt. Unless of course, you want to know about it before deciding to read it. If that's the case, carry on!
This novel is not a romance. In fact, I'm I’ve only finished the book minutes ago and I'm feeling let-down, irritated and puzzled. The latter because I'm still trying to figure out the point of the novel.
You have here a girl, Naomi. She's fallen down a flight of stairs and suffered a head trauma. She's forgotten the last four years of her life. Significant things have happened in that four years and she spends majority of the first part of the book coping with those changes.
I know from reading other reviews people thought of Naomi as whiney. I can't say I disagree, but I can't agree totally either. She was unreasonable, true, when it came to the relationships between her father and his fiancée. Her mother's new husband. Her new sister. She was insensitive at times, like when she promised her stepfather that she would meet him and the sister after a show they both had come to see. Then Naomi digs out and leaves him standing there. I chalk this up to typical teenage behavior. Sometimes as teens, we make decisions that are insensitive, cruel and sometimes downright mean. It's not nice, but if we all dig deep, we will reluctantly acknowledge that this is sometimes what happens in that growing up stage. We make mistakes and learn from them.
My last comment I believe, says a lot about this book and Naomi. She's making mistakes. Or I should say, she made mistakes and is continuing to make mistakes. By the end of the book perhaps she's figured things out, but then again, maybe not. She's definitely learned a few truths and was able to right a few wrongs.
Now, with that being said, I'll tackle the romance part of this book.
Absolutely hated it!
My favorite character was James, although he did concern me at times. I immediately knew that he and Naomi were doomed. Even adults who are dealing with mental issues have trouble making their romantic relationships work. I felt that there was no hope for Naomi and James because he had to deal with his own inner demons before he could be free to love and be with a girl for the long haul.
I'm disappointed though. I was hoping that James would fight those demons and he and Naomi could find a way to make things work. Yes, I am naive. I'm a romantic at heart and I can't help think this way. tend to latch on to the romantic interestsintersts
I've read some reviews on the subject of Naomi and James and I reluctantly admit that others are right about them. People have said what brought them together was the fact that James wanted to forget his past and Naomi had literally forgotten hers. So when she got her memory back, there was nothing there, because what had attracted them to each other in the first place was gone.
I'm still troubled by this theory though. In the novel, Naomi goes so far as to track James down and make clear to him that it wasn't only her loss of memory that had her with him. She admitted she had gained her memory back months ago but still wanted him.
Unfortunately, she lied.
Yes, she lied big time. Because once James was able to face Naomi again, she realized that what had been there was gone. Poof. That heartfelt love Naomi professed? Nowhere to be found.
So my question is, what the heck was that all about? Was that just typical teenage drama that the author threw in there for us? A way to get Will and Naomi to see each other because she enlisted his help in going to see James? Just fluff for the author to entertain the reader?
Overall, I felt like this book went full circle. It appeared to me that it ended at the same point it had started. Naturally Naomi has learned something. But really? I have to ask, what the heck? During her year, she dumped her boyfriend. She quit tennis. She quit yearbook. In the end, she didn't patch things up with the boyfriend, but she joined tennis again. Even admitted she missed it. She didn’t' re-join yearbook as a full-time worker, but she did in a way because she had to fill in for Will while he was out sick. Will and her were back to being chums and no doubt more, although they hadn't quite gotten to professing it out loud.
So as you can see, I'm puzzled. Other than telling a story about a girl who lost four years of her memory, what was the point? I'm guessing that's why the title is Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac, because it's just telling a story that really has no end. It's explaining the life of a girl that lost her memory and the ensuing months that led to her getting it back.
This review is already essay-long, but I can't finish before I touch on Naomi's relationship with her parents. The thing that troubles me the most is that Naomi feels like that girl left in a typewriter case when she was an infant during her father's wedding ceremony. She feels like that orphan again that was giving up for adoption. Perhaps this is also part of teenage immaturity, but to me I think her father has more than proven that rather than losing a daughter, she and her dad are gaining a family. I know this is a very cliché and possibly adult thing to say, but it's true. So if the other reviewers about Naomi claim she was selfish and whiney, this is the one part of the book I will agree with that she was annoying to me.
And for Naomi's mother, I can only say that I thought that knot was one left untied. She interacted more with her mother and new family than she had in the early part of the book, but I never saw any great epiphany about them. Or even a begrudging acceptance of them in her life. If Naomi was really making all these breakthroughs about James and Will, what about her father and mother? Perhaps it wasn't important or necessary to put in, but in my opinion, if this was just to tell a story about a girl who lost her memory and of her getting it back, then I would have thought it would most certainly be important to slot in.
In closing, as you can guess, I didn't care for this book. I enjoyed the writing, but the story itself left me feeling hollow. I didn't feel any satisfaction. I believe that if Will had been more a part of the book, and we didn’t' only see him either arguing with Naomi or shutting her out because she didn't remember him, I would've been more pleased with the ending. Or perhaps if James had been the friend and Will the almost-romantic interest from the start, as I said, I would've been more satisfied. However, I can't give this book a higher rating then I did. It simply left me feeling like something was missing.