contrary to some of the other reviews here, I actually think the way ellie’s eating disorder was written in this book was actually very realistically drawn, with jacqueline wilson capturing both the broad strokes and general thought patterns of the disorder, as well as the more complex, specific details, all of which I recognised and found accurate.
the ending, which some reviewers have complained about due to an apparently too quick turnaround from ellie, I in fact found pretty compelling and understandable. it should be noted that her turnaround actually comprises of only one day. so it is the first day of her starting the path to recovery. I don’t think jacqueline means to suggest that she is completely healed, and she won’t have setbacks, but rather, that she is on the journey to getting better. that’s an important distinction I think.
that being said, there is no way in which a children’s author of this day and age would be recommended to write about this topic in this way, with so much detailed description of starvation and weight and the accurate and precise ways in which ellie is sick. this would not be a good book to read for any person with an eating disorder, or in recovery from one. I think this unfortunately might only inspire them or trigger them in all of the wrong ways.
it is interesting reading these books as someone who, unlike most, didn’t read them as a teen or preteen. for one thing, these books are much darker than I expected - there has been attempted sexual assault in *both* books so far, for instance. which for the record, I also think she handles pretty well.
the only reason I have removed a star from my rating is due to two random, offhand and lighthearted lines about ellie’s dad ogling/fancying one of ellie’s friends. ellie’s *fourteen* year old friend. being ogled at by ellie’s *forty-something* father….was male predation and pedophilia really that normalised in this period? genuinely extremely disturbing.